The night is quiet at three o'clock, the birds are tired and the trees are sleepy, the insects are chirping, and the frogs are chirping.
Cui Yingying cuddled up next to Bai Yutian, feeling uneasy and sleepless. By the flickering candlelight, I looked sideways at Bai Yutian from time to time, hoping that he would wake up soon, talk to her, appreciate her youth, and leave more beautiful memories.
But as time passed by bit by bit, Bai Yutian just didn't wake up and didn't hear the call in her heart. Maybe he is really tired and sleep is too precious to him; maybe he feels that his wife is the most reliable and will tell him everything in advance, even if she does not tell him in advance, she will inform him in time; maybe he does not believe it If there are any unspeakable secrets in the world, you still need to take the initiative to ask or guess; maybe...
Outside the house, a few gentle footsteps came slowly from far to near, stopping at the window.
Yingying looked around unconsciously and saw a vague figure illuminated by the moonlight, reflected on the window paper, and lightly knocked on the window sill twice.
After hearing the knocking sound, Yingying gently got up from Bai Yutian's side, put on clothes one after another on her naked body, looked at Bai Yutian's face on the pillow that contained happiness, and felt a feeling deep in her heart. The cold wind blew, and it was icy cold. My heart could not bear the waves of chill, and it ached faintly.
He took a good look at Bai Yutian with his spring-filled eyes. After his eyes were moist, he kissed Bai Yutian's forehead unconsciously with his bitter lips, smiled silly, and covered him with quilt. , secretly moved his body out of bed.
Walking away from the edge of the bed, holding the cold sword, he took out the baggage that he had prepared, and walked gently back to the edge of the bed, reluctantly looking at Bai Yutian from forehead to chin, his eyes that were already moist were all wet. Obediently, two white pearls fell and fell to the ground silently.
Yingying saw that if she continued to watch, she might burst into tears, which would be bad.
Turning around decisively, he quietly walked towards the door, opened it carefully, looked back and looked again, dropped all the tears from his eyes to the ground, closed the door, followed behind the fairy Dong Xiaowan, and walked towards Soaring away northwest of Duckweed Inn.
Cui Yingying faced the cold wind passing by her like a kite with a string attached to it. No matter how hard she tried, she could not pull the rope made of love silk. Under the illumination of the moonlight, those shining eyes were wrapped and soaked in endless tears, neither sore nor sad, nor tired nor tired.
She really wanted to fall asleep, fall down, and never wake up again, so that she could stay. But she had to leave because she couldn't let go of the woman who gave birth to her and raised her. She has always believed that if there is no family affection first, how can love come last? Others may abandon her, but the mother will not. She is her child.
Cui Yingying followed her mother Dong Xiaowan, jumping over walls, crossing ravines, and flying over mountains, getting farther and farther away from Duckweed Inn. Beneath those tears, she longed for a holy place where she could feel at ease, where there was a simple and authentic person, a person who kept his word, a person who promised a lot of money... and even an obsessed heart, and four people. Just like years ago, I can cross thousands of mountains and rivers to find myself, and I will never lose myself.
There is such a beautiful holy place in the world, but she has not only never seen it, but she has never heard of it. Just because the sage has said, don't do to others what you don't want others to do to you. She actually understands this truth. She firmly believed that she could bravely leave him behind, so why couldn't he be brave enough to leave her behind.
In the endless tears, Cui Yingying used the wisdom she had over and over again, and found nothing except confusion and disappointment, and a heart that was unwilling to believe in herself or others.
...
Bai Yutian turned over and found that something was missing beside him. He looked for it with his hands, but his wife was gone. He woke up instantly, got up hurriedly, and looked around. First, I looked under the bed, but there was nothing there. Then I ran to open the closet and took a quick look. There were only a few beautiful clothes inside, but nothing. Suddenly his eyes were empty, and he turned his worried gaze to the door, only to see that the door latch was open on one side, and then tears squeezed out.
He began to keep asking, who wasted his four years of waiting, who wasted his year of searching, who stole half of his attachment, who made him return to a situation of nothing, who ...and for what?
It would be better not to see each other than to meet each other, but to be affectionate is to be ruthless, as long as you know that she is good.
Bai Yutian was extremely disappointed, closed the closet, and withdrew his wet eyes. With loneliness, loss and confusion in his heart, he walked to the edge of the bed, put on his clothes, took his unknown mahogany sword, walked out of the room and walked into the night.
After several leaps, he left the inn and chased the moon, thinking that it had kidnapped his wife.
Running wildly and roaring all the way. The tip of the sword sliced through flowing water, the blade chopped down trees, and the hilt shattered boulders. He fought against and defeated whatever stood in his way.
Following the moon farther and farther, he seemed to feel that he was tired and couldn't run anymore.
In order not to die from exhaustion under the moonlight, he stopped, took out the mahogany sheath, and held the three-foot long sword in his hand, just like a vibrant silver snake. If you follow it, you can do whatever you want; if you go against it, you can do whatever you want. Every ray of moonlight that shot over was like an enemy, all of which were blocked by his sword. He suddenly realized that the woman who stole him was not the moon, but her own heart that could let go of herself. On a whim, he pointed his sword at the sky and shouted loudly: "From today on, I, Bai Yutian, will no longer be burdened by false affection. Whoever is willing to accompany me, my heart will be with whomever, and I will never regret it."
Seeing Bai Yutian's sudden enlightenment, Yue Yue was very happy and gave him the last few rays of light, illuminating his whole body.
Under the moonlight, I saw the white jade sky hiding the Eight Diagrams, walking around the nine palaces with feet, the sword followed the hand, and the body traveled with the sword. The sword was carried on the body, the frost edge and snow blade, the sword shadow was like snow, flying in the sky. The attack is like a dragon emerging from the water, the defense is like a tiger hunting, the wings are spread like a colorful butterfly dancing, and the prance is like a phoenix soaring in the nine heavens, with various postures, beautiful and elegant.
Yue Yue saw Bai Yutian's sword moving in all directions, his sword skills turning smoothly as he wished, and his sword energy endlessly growing. He couldn't get close to him no matter what, so he didn't want to bring trouble to himself, so he crossed the mountain to the west in a daze and hid away.
As the birds chirp, the insects become silent, the moon disappears and the sun rises, the sky is bright.
Bai Yutian searched for Xiao Midiye's wife, but found nothing. Tired and exhausted, he returned to Duckweed Inn. Seeing the door of the inn open, I turned around and looked around. I put down all the fantasies in my heart, eliminated all the frustration in my heart, and walked into the inn.
When I came to the lobby, I walked to the middle table and sat down. I called the waiter and ordered a bowl of chicken noodle soup. The waiter brought tea, and he started to drink it himself. The bitter tea became stronger and stronger as he drank, and gradually became more fragrant, which was unexpected.
Elder Gu Huai got up early and walked out of his room. Feeling a little hungry, he walked out of the courtyard and came to the lobby. Seeing Bai Yutian sitting alone in the middle of the lobby, he walked over and sat down. I poured a cup of tea and drank it, then poured another cup and drank it, poured another cup, and took a sip. I felt that my mouth was already moist, and asked softly: "What's going on? I'm a newlywed, why are you in a daze so early in the morning."
Bai Yutian smiled slightly and replied: "Yingying left, so she said goodbye without saying goodbye."
After hearing this, Gu Huai smiled faintly and said: "She should have gone back to the northwest with her mother. If you think she is good, go to the northwest to find her. If you feel that she left without saying goodbye and hurt your heart, you can still send her Just let it go and find another one. She won't blame you and has no right to blame you."
After taking a sip of tea, he continued: "Actually, the relationship between a man and a woman, to put it bluntly, is a kind of giving and a companionship. If the world is far apart, there will be less together and more separation, there is not much difference between having and not having."
Bai Yutian listened to the words of the elder Gu Huai, but he didn't feel anything at all and couldn't find anything worth touching. I drank the tea in the cup and poured another cup. Just as I was about to drink it, the waiter brought breakfast. At first glance, there was a glutinous rice roll, a plate of salted chicken, two plates of side dishes, two bowls of mutton soup, and six vegetable buns, but there was no bowl of chicken noodle soup he ordered. Extremely puzzled, I glanced at the waiter and saw that his eyes were clear and he didn't seem to be awake. He asked harmoniously: "Did I order it by mistake? I ordered a bowl of chicken noodle soup."
The waiter smiled happily and replied: "Sir, how can you be wrong? The boss lady ordered it for you last night."
When Bai Yutian heard this, a hungry ghost got into his stomach and tortured him endlessly, making him very uncomfortable. In order to make the hungry ghost die of despair, he said to the waiter: "Take it away, I just want to eat a bowl of noodles today."
The man was stunned and looked at Elder Guhuai, hoping he could put in a good word.
Gu Huai took a good look at Bai Yutian and saw that there was no confusion in his eyes. He said to the waiter: "They say that when a person leaves the tea, he has a mouth. He can scream for what he wants to eat."
Bai Yutian said: "Take it away, whoever calls for it will eat it."
The waiter smiled bitterly at Bai Yutian and said: "Actually, the landlady has already eaten. She has been eating at this table for four years, waiting for you to come to her. What I didn't expect was that when you came, you also came. Her mother."
Bai Yutian chuckled and said, "Take it away, I understand her kindness."
The waiter smiled bitterly, picked up the breakfast, and asked the elder Guhuai: "Old sir, what would you like to eat?"
Gu Huai said: "Like him, have a bowl of chicken noodle soup."
"Okay, wait a minute." The guy walked away with the tray.
When the guy walked away, Bai Yutian asked in a low voice: "Gu Gu, did I really do the right thing?"
Gu Huai smiled and replied: "Some people compare pearls to tears in the sea. Do you think there are tears in the sea?"
Bai Yutian covered his eyes with his sleeves and said happily: "There are no tears in the sea."
Gu Huai picked up the tea cup, took a sip, and said, "That's right, all the water flows back to the sea, and there are no tears in the sea."
