[The goddess is so passionate that she has no time to cry, and this resentment lingers for eternity. 】
[Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, another ten years have passed. 】
[The twentieth year. You suddenly realize that you and Su'e are starting to grow old. Only then did you realize that Tiandi Jun’s words were not groundless. Since it is stipulated that you will never be able to ascend to heaven, you two can only be mortals in the human world. 】
[And mortals will grow old]
【This day. You accidentally saw Su'e dressing up on the moon, with a look of resentment on her face. Finally, a sigh fell, "Looking at the bright moon, my heart is filled with sadness and eternal hatred, and I have tasted reincarnation."]
[You stood alone under the eaves, silent for a long time. 】
[In the end, thousands of words turned into a sigh, "'The shadows of candles are deep on the mica screen, and the stars are gradually setting on the long river.' Perhaps, I shouldn't have restrained you forcibly like this... What should come, after all, can't be avoided. Drop it!"]
"well……"
Yang Gang looked at the derivation of the life order and couldn't help but sigh.
Which one is more important, the master who has taught me to grow up like a teacher and a mother, or the man I love in my heart?
This is a difficult question to answer.
If you let yourself choose, I'm afraid you will choose the master who is so kind to you, right?
【However. You don't know at this time that Su'e's resentment is not what you think. As long as she can marry you, even if they only stay together for a few decades, she will have no regrets...]
"What?"
Yang Gang's heart skipped a beat and he sat up suddenly from the big rock on the beach.
I instinctively felt something was wrong.
[The second day. You began to secretly inquire about the elixir, and began to deliberately neglect Su'e, as if you wanted to force her away. However, Su'e sees it in her eyes, but doesn't take it to heart, and she still treats you as before. 】
[One month later. You met the God of Luoshui on the bank of Luoshui. You looked at it in admiration and left behind the words "as graceful as a startled giant, as graceful as a swimming dragon". The poems spread throughout the north and south, and gradually reached Su'e's ears. 】
[However, she still doesn't care. 】
[Not long after, there were various rumors and rumors from the outside world, and everyone said that you had betrayed Su'e and had feelings for Luo Shen. 】
【This day. Su'e walked gracefully to the bank of Luoshui River and stood on the bank looking at a goddess singing and dancing in the water. She sang the song "Ode to the Goddess of Luo River". 】
[Su'e was stunned for a long time, and suddenly a quiet smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "The God of Luoshui is nothing more than that." 'After that, he turned around and left. 】
[You observe secretly and sigh inwardly. Based on your understanding of Su'e, if she really didn't care, how could she come to Luoshui in person? You feel a little relieved that your goal has been achieved... As long as you find the elixir, you can relieve Su'e's worries. 】
Yang Gang looked at himself in the long river of life and couldn't help but slap his forehead.
Annoyed: "I'm such a...bastard! So stupid, really stupid! How could I be so stupid..."
Yang Gang looked helpless.
In the long river of fate, he said he was doing things for Su'e's good, but in fact, he did things that hurt her.
At this moment, Yang Gang wished he could tear up the information about Life Level Changhe and go in to save the day.
pity.
Now that the long river of fate has been evolved, everything is a foregone conclusion.
It was only thirty years later that he entered now.
[A few months later. At the end of the year, you finally found out about the elixir. 】
[It is said that there is an innate deity to the west of Kunlun, named 'Queen Mother of the West'. It looks like a human, with a leopard's tail and tiger's teeth. It is extremely powerful and has immeasurable magical power. It contains the 'Elixir of Immortality', which can only be obtained by those who are destined since ancient times. 】
[Twenty-one years. You pack your bags and embark on the road to find the elixir alone. Su'e is left alone standing on the ground, looking at your back, feeling as if this life has no interest in life anymore. 】
[A drop of crystal tears rolled down her face. 】
【Time is long, the ancient land is far away and vast. You walk on the vast land, leaving the sun, moon and stars behind, and head towards the Kunlun Mountains. 】
[In the blink of an eye, it has been three years, and you have finally reached the foot of Kunlun Mountain. Suddenly there were strong winds ahead, and there seemed to be countless difficulties and obstacles. 】
[You moved forward resolutely, wading through three thousand miles of weak water and five thousand miles of flaming sacred mountains, and defeated the Kunlun guardian beast - the Enlightenment Beast. Finally, I came to Kunlun Yaochi and saw the innate deity whom I thought about day and night—the Queen Mother of the West. 】
[Before Yaochi, the Queen Mother of the West had already stood silently waiting for each other. 】
[This innate god seems to have anticipated this and has not made things difficult for you. She summons the Three Blue Birds. The divine bird holds the gourd in its mouth and throws the elixir of immortality into your hand. At this time, the Queen Mother of the West said: "These are the last two elixirs in the world, enough for you and your wife to live forever." However, if you swallow it alone, you can also ascend to heaven and become a true god. '】
[Say it. Queen Mother Xi laughed with a hint of meaning. Suddenly she waved her hand, and you felt your surroundings disappear, and you were already outside the Kunlun Mountains in the blink of an eye. 】
[In the twenty-fourth year, you finally returned to the human race from Kunlun Mountain. 】
【Time flies, another three years. 】
【Twenty-seven years. You found the elixir and solemnly handed it to Su'e. 】
[Su'e breathed a sigh of relief when she saw you were finally back. But she didn't take the elixir, and she didn't explain why. 】
[And you...in the end, you did not choose to take your own portion of the elixir, but just placed it on your bedside. 】
[Life is short, and you seem to have chosen to wait for death for some reason. 】
"Some reason?"
Yang Gang lamented at the beach, "Is it because of the restrictions of my status in this life that my thinking has affected myself in the long river of life?"
"Straight man!"
"Straight man! Why don't you understand? Can't you show your cards to each other and explain the reasons clearly..."
Yang Gang looked helpless.
But he also knows that the derivation of the long river of life is the most reasonable derivation based on one's own personality.
If he were in the middle of the situation and couldn't see through Su'e's thoughts, he would probably make the same choice.
[The next three years. You never stepped into Su'e's house again, instead of lingering on the bank of Luoshui and admiring the dance of the God of Luoshui. He would just call his friends and get drunk, then go home and fall asleep. 】
[On this day, Su'e finally couldn't bear it anymore. 】
【Thirty years. In these thirty years, she has never felt any love from you. The heart of the Taiyin Goddess is as cold as the moonlight...]
Coastside.
Yang Gang sat silently on the big stone, with a look of guilt on his face.
"That's okay, that's okay...at least, I'm sorry for you..."
A figure behind him walked quietly under the moonlight.
Yang Gang heard footsteps.
Also know who it is.
But he didn't move, his whole body seemed to be frozen.
A faint voice sounded in his ears, "The candle shadow on the mica screen is deep, the long river is gradually setting and the dawn stars are sinking. Chang'e should regret stealing the elixir, and the blue sea and blue sky are in my heart every night..."
"Do you understand now how much I hated you?"
When Yang Gang heard this, he was completely stunned.
Suddenly, a pair of jade arms wrapped around his neck from behind.
"Don't move, let me lean on you for a moment, just for a moment. In this life, this moment is enough for me." A voice as cold and resentful as the cold moon in the sky.
It turned into a wisp of refreshing fragrance and floated into Yang Gang's ears.
At this moment, Han Xiang seemed to be the incarnation of ancient Su'e, and she was surprisingly weak.
(End of chapter)
