"Du... Feng?"
Ruan Yun looked at the man in front of her, her eyes filled with tears, her expectation and disbelief beyond words, because the man in front of her was none other than her husband who had been dead for a year: Du Feng.
Du Feng looked at Ruan Yun. His eyes were the same as before, and even his voice had not changed. It was as if he was back in front of Ruan Yun with the same appearance as a year ago: "Xiao Yun."
"Is it really you, Du Feng?"
Ruan Yun came to Du Feng and hesitated to reach out to touch Du Feng's face, but his fingertips stopped in front of Du Feng and hesitated.
Du Feng smiled, his smile was still the same as before.
He reached out and held Ruan Yun's hand in front of him, then put that hand on his face.
Ruan Yun only felt a touch of warmth, rough skin exposed to the wind and sun, fine stubble, and a familiar yet unfamiliar touch that instantly awakened Ruan Yun's memory.
Du Feng rubbed the back of Ruan Yun's hand. Ruan Yun's skin was a little rougher than before. This was the trace left by the wind, frost, rain and snow that a woman had experienced over the past year. Du Feng felt the trace quietly and pursed his lips: " It's me, I'm back, Xiaoyun."
"It's really you! Du Feng!"
Ruan Yun was as excited as a little girl who had just started to fall in love. She squeezed into Du Feng's arms and hugged him tightly: "I know, I know, you will come back, I always knew …”
Du Feng's eyes darkened, and he hugged Ruan Yun with both hands, as if to rub Ruan Yun into his body: "I'm back, I'm sorry for keeping you waiting..."
Reunion is the most mellow wine in the world, but not everyone is lucky enough to taste it. However, Du Feng and Ruan Yun are lucky because someone has brewed the wine for them. They just need to wait for the right time, and then Raise a glass.
In the sea of consciousness, Gu Bei looked at Du Feng and Ruan Yun from a third perspective. It felt like watching a romantic movie in the cinema. The sea of consciousness was empty. The nearly 10,000 viewers who were supposed to watch this drama together had already been distracted. Gu Bei was sent to reincarnation one after another, and even Norton was arranged to be Old Tang's nanny. Now only Gu Bei himself is left in the sea of consciousness.
In fact, it is somewhat lonely. This informal cinema has witnessed the whole process of Gu Bei starting from the first remnant soul and helping the remnant soul fulfill its last wish step by step. Every time a wish is fulfilled, a remnant soul will give up its obsession. Thoughts, transformed into pure soul power, merged into Gu Bei's sea of consciousness.
So far, Gu Bei has fulfilled all his last wishes. From the bustling crowd at the beginning to the deserted scene and now, only Gu Bei is left in the huge "cinema".
Yes, Du Feng is the last one.
"Oh, I really don't know why you humans are always entangled in these love affairs. It's just a simple thing like reproduction. Why do you make it so complicated? Could it be that these things can help you increase the probability in the reproduction process? ?"
Well, there’s also a sable-mouthed hybrid animal-exotic-beast-family-fairy.
However, under normal circumstances, this guy will not appear in Gu Bei's sea of consciousness. Instead, he will work as a temporary worker for the Northeast Division in any of the three northeastern provinces. He will only come to Gu Bei when Gu Bei calls him or occasionally. Knowledge sea.
Just like the current situation, Gu Bei did not summon it, but it could still come and go freely in the sea of consciousness by virtue of the belief link between the two people.
This is something even Norton can't do.
Gu Bei gave it a slap in the face impatiently: "You're not a human, you don't understand."
The sable was spun around in mid-air for several times, and said unconvinced: "What's not easy to understand about humans? Maybe they are the stupidest animals in the world. They always like to complicate simple things, but they don't We know that the more scheming a person is, the easier it is for him to fall into unexpected difficulties and lose all previous achievements, unless he surpasses human beings.”
"Wait a minute!"
Gu Bei·Element Alert·interrupted: "Could your next sentence be 'I'm no longer a human being'?"
"what's on your mind?"
Sable looked at Gu Bei with strange eyes: "I'm not a human, I'm a dio. What's wrong with being a dio? At least I can find as many wives as I want. You can have as many children as you want, and you don’t have to care about social rules or feelings. Isn’t it more comfortable than humans?”
The corner of Gu Bei's mouth twitched, and for a moment he felt that what this guy said seemed to make sense, but he couldn't refute it.
Seeing that the little talker was talking a lot, Gu Bei casually opened the faith channel and threw the guy out, then turned his head and continued to watch the romantic movie outside.
In fact, Du Feng did not intend to meet Ruan Yun again at first.
He felt that he was already a dead person. It would be unfair to Ruan Yun to disturb Ruan Yun's life at this time. Therefore, Du Feng's initial wish was that Gu Bei could take care of Ruan Yun's family in life. Let them not have too much pressure in life.
But at the last moment, Gu Bei changed his mind.
Because that's not how things work out.
Du Feng felt that he was dead, so it was best not to disturb him, but for Ruan Yun, it was an injustice that Du Feng did not come to meet him.
Ruan Yun has always believed that Du Feng is not dead, and has always believed that Du Feng will come back, so she is waiting for Du Feng to come back, which has become Ruan Yun's obsession.
Perhaps she was not waiting for the deceased to return, but for a farewell.
Gu Bei, who got the news from the neighbors, temporarily decided to let the two meet.
Gu Bei randomly found a pair of middle-aged clothes, then shaped the appearance according to Du Fei's soul, and then began to wait for the target to appear.
Du Feng didn't agree at first, but when he was channeled by Gu Bei and entered the physical body, when he once again saw the person who was carved into the depths of his soul and could not be forgotten even if he died, he still couldn't control himself , called out Ruan Yun’s name.
So delicious.
Gu Bei looked at the two people smiling at each other outside from the sea of consciousness, and couldn't help but sigh and shake his head: "Ask, what is love in this world?"
The sable came out of nowhere, wagging its tail and answered: "What is love in the world? It's just that one thing comes after another, which makes people feel confused. They go shopping like crazy and can't resist. They puff up and smoke. They are useless. , Pan Ran wakes up and has a great enlightenment.”
Gu Bei's head was full of black lines: "Do you want me to give you an accident?"
"No."
"roll."
"okay."
In reality, Ruan Yun asked for leave from the company and returned home arm in arm with Du Feng.
A year later, Du Feng once again stepped into his long-lost home, but he didn't feel unfamiliar at all. The incomplete pictures emerged from the memory that had almost disappeared, and overlapped with the scene in front of him. The scenery at home was exactly the same as when he was alive.
Water glasses, bookshelves, towels, toothbrushes, slippers, everything that belongs to him are all placed in their original places. There is no dust on them. It seems that they are often cleaned.
Everything is the same as it would have been if he had never died.
Relying on memory, he skillfully changed into his slippers, and habitually turned his head to look at the balcony, where a few pots of small yellow flowers were swaying in the wind.
Du Feng's eyes were complicated. He still remembered that he planted these pots of flowers with his own hands, but now his soul was so broken that he couldn't even remember the names of the flowers.
I just remember that Xiaoyun didn't agree to keep these pots of flowers at that time. Unexpectedly, Xiaoyun actually took care of them when he was away.
Ruan Yun followed Du Feng through the door and saw Du Feng staring blankly at the flowers on the balcony. Years of tacit understanding made her immediately guess what Du Feng was thinking.
"This is what you left behind."
Ruan Yun only said this sentence, but this sentence is enough to be worth a thousand words.
Because they are the things you left behind, I have to help you take good care of them and not let them wither.
Because it is something you have used, I have to save it for you so that you can use it when you come back.
Because this is where you have lived, I want to keep this place as it is to prevent you from not recognizing this as your home when you come back.
Because I have been waiting for you.
Du Feng's lips moved: "Xiaoyun, you have suffered."
Ruan Yun shook his head: "No, as long as you come back, it will be worth it."
Du Feng's eyes darkened again, he swallowed what he wanted to say, and muttered: "How are your parents doing lately?"
Ruan Yun smiled and said: "My parents have been in good health recently. When you...just left, our mother was too sad and stayed in the hospital for a while. Our father's health has always been strong. During that time, he was a little depressed, but his health no problem."
"Really."
Ruan Yun poured a glass of water, sat on the sofa, patted the seat next to him and motioned for Du Feng to sit down.
As soon as Du Feng sat down, Ruan Yun's head came over and pressed on his shoulder.
Du Feng's body tensed up for a moment, then relaxed, and he sank into the sofa. Ruan Yun held his arm and leaned on his shoulder. The two of them snuggled together intimately, as if they were back when they first fell in love. situation.
The boy and the girl were sitting on a bench in the park. The girl was leaning on the boy's shoulder. The boy's face was red from holding back, and the breath was almost coming out of his nose.
The two of them sat together like this, watching the sun rise and set, watching the people rushing by, and watching the passing of time. To this day, they still sit together like this and look at themselves in the past.
It's a pity that Du Feng's soul is in pieces and he has almost forgotten the memories of his youth. He only remembers a touch of fragrance on his shoulder, which accompanied him from boyhood to middle age.
It's a wonderful feeling, just like time gradually fades away the color, the girl next to you still retains her charm in an instant, and time overlaps, but the fragrance lingers around you and never dissipates.
Du Feng asked: "What does this smell like?"
Ruan Yun was stunned for a moment, and then answered the same question again after more than ten years: "This is the floral fragrance of lavender."
The flower language of lavender: waiting for love.
Ruan Yun likes lavender, especially pink ones. The flower language is: Waiting for you to love me.
Du Feng's eyes froze for a moment, remembering that many years ago, a girl had the same conversation with him, but he could no longer remember what that girl looked like.
The remnant soul can be completely preserved in Gu Bei's sea of consciousness, but even so it cannot avoid wear and tear, not to mention that Du Feng's remnant soul is now supporting physical activities that do not belong to him. This behavior accelerates the dissipation of the soul. , and the first thing to begin to be erased is the memory on the surface of the soul.
Gu Bei watched coldly in the sea of consciousness. It was not that he didn't want to help, but that there was no other way now except letting him take over the body. However, Du Feng said that he wanted to stay for a while longer.
Gu Bei is good at everything, but Du Feng is...
"Lavender...what does it look like? Is it like that?"
Du Feng raised his hand and pointed at the small yellow flower on the balcony.
Ruan Yun shook her head, as if she noticed something: "Du Feng, what have you forgotten?"
Du Feng forced a smile: "I forgot a lot of things, and I probably won't remember them again."
The destruction of the soul is irreversible, this was what Gu Bei reminded him.
Ruan Yun trembled his lips and looked at Du Feng: "Then do you still remember who I am?"
Du Feng nodded: "Of course I remember, you are Xiaoyun, my lover."
Ruan Yungang breathed a sigh of relief, but Du Feng's next words made her tense for a moment: "I'm sorry, Xiaoyun, I may not be able to fulfill my promise to you."
Du Feng didn't appear to be weak, and even because of Gu Bei's body, he could be said to be very strong now. However, Ruan Yun heard a vague sense of emptiness in Du Feng's voice.
Ruan Yun asked: "Promise?"
"Um."
Du Feng nodded: "I said, I want to stay with you forever..."
Gu Bei raised his hand and looked at it. In the sight that ordinary people couldn't see, the soul floated out from the body, then fell into the void and disappeared.
"It seems like I should take the first step."
Ruan Yun sat up all of a sudden, a panicky premonition struck her heart. She looked at Du Feng: "Are you leaving now? I've only been back for a while..."
"Well, it's time for me to go," Du Feng smiled, "I shouldn't have met when I came back this time, but Mr. Gu... just think of him as the kind-hearted Prince of Hell. He insisted on letting me come to see you. In fact, I understand, I want to see you, but I'm afraid that I can't control myself, I'm afraid that I... don't want to leave..."
"Actually, I don't want to leave. If I can, I also want to stay with you until you grow old. We will watch your children grow up together, grow flowers together, and never be separated. But it's impossible at this time..."
"Especially when I see our home, the flowers you helped me grow, and those things, I want to live like this with you forever, but I can't! Because I'm dead!"
Ruan Yun's voice twitched. She wanted to say something, but she couldn't stop crying. Even when Du Feng died, she didn't do so, but now she couldn't stop crying.
Du Feng pursed his lips and bit them until they bled: "I'm dead, Xiaoyun. We can't be together anymore. I can't stay with you, and you can't be the same as before."
"Xiaoyun, there is no resurrection after death, forget me, look forward and start a new life."
Ruan Yun burst into tears, and the nearly thirty-year-old woman cried hoarsely, like a lost child at nightfall. She threw herself into Du Feng's arms and asked him in a hoarse voice if he could leave.
Du Feng held back tears and held Ruan Yun in his arms.
He turned his head and glanced at the small yellow flowers on the balcony. The small flowers were swaying as if saying goodbye to him.
He suddenly remembered that the little flower was called June Chrysanthemum, and its flower language was: separation.
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