Under the wet quilt, Ah Sha dreamed of that old, incompetent woman.
There were so many wrinkles on her face that she could kill mosquitoes. While she was crying, she was helping herself to deal with the wounds on her body. The wrinkles on her face became more and more profound. She always looked at herself with such guilty eyes, as if she had done something wrong. Something like that.
If you really did something wrong, don’t sell me out!
Ah Sha closed her eyes. She wanted to yell at her and have a good fight with her, but her whole body was limp and she didn't even have the strength to move. She could only watch her play with her body. , wipe your body and treat your wounds.
That was when I had just received a guest. I was so young that I forgot how old I was at that time.
One time, Ah Sha had a fever after receiving a customer, and the woman came up to him again, shivering, and wanted to wipe his body and take a bath for him.
Ah Sha opened her eyes, her eyes were burning with coals, and she looked at her resentfully, "Didn't you say you wanted to save me! Didn't you say you were going to sue the government! Didn't you say you wouldn't let me be reduced to a lowly status? !
"Why didn't you save me then! Why are you coming to save me now! Let me die. Instead of living like this, it's better to let me die!"
The woman trembled her lips, "Lili, Aniang..."
Before she could finish her words, she was interrupted by Ah Sha, "Ah Niang, hey, seeing how you serve me like this, you are just a mother.
"What's the difference between you and the Madam?" Ah Sha sneered, "You're not as good as the Madam. The Madam can help me choose good guests and save them from beating me up. As for you, you can only wait for me to take a bath!"
Seeing the woman almost lowering her head to her chest, Ah Sha felt a little bit of pleasure.
Ah Sha was not Ah Sha at first. Ah Sha was originally just a little girl Lili from a farm near Dingzhou City. Her parents were both honest farmers. She also had a younger brother named A Bao at home. The family was not living too well. Well, too is not too bad.
Until Cuihong, a woman wearing gold and silver, saw herself on the street, came home, and placed twenty taels in front of Lili's parents.
The dazzling silver was incompatible with the simple and sturdy wooden table, lighting up the entire shabby thatched hut.
Lili never felt how poor her family was until she saw these twenty taels of brand new silver placed in front of her.
Cuihong concealed her identity and only said that she accidentally saw the very well-behaved Lili who was helping her parents sell vegetables. She liked her very much and wanted Lili to keep her naughty daughter company.
When he talked about his daughter, his emerald eyes seemed to light up.
The deal was settled, and Cuihong bought Lili for twenty taels.
Lili was only twelve years old that year.
When they arrived at the brothel, Cuihong didn't let Lili see anyone. He only taught her the skills of putting on makeup, lighting green tea, making tea, playing the flute, playing the piano, dancing and singing.
She seems to be really good to Lili and regards Lili as her own daughter.
He also bought beautiful clothes for Lili that she had never seen before.
Lili had a great time this year.
Life here is like a dream. She no longer has to work, she no longer has to wash dishes, and she will no longer be caught by her drunk father and beaten for no reason. She thought she had really met a kind person. She thought she After falling into the nest of blessings, she secretly swore to God that she would repay the kind-hearted Cuihong in the future, support her, and provide for her until the end of her life.
Good people should be rewarded, right?
Cuihong asked this girl who had never seen the world to call her mother.
When Lili was happy for the first time and oriole called Cuihong her mother, Cuihong smiled and touched Lili's head and handed the expensive jade bracelet on her wrist to Lili.
Although she had never met the daughter Cuihong mentioned at that time, Lili ate and dressed happily and didn't care much about it. Maybe she regarded her as her own daughter?
Until she was eighteen years old, Cuihong found herself a new piano player and told Lili to listen to him in everything and never disobey him.
Lili listened to her mother's words and the piano master's words, took off her clothes, and knelt on the ground naked.
What happened next is still like a dark and smelly nightmare in Lili's memory.
After waking up, there is no Lili in the world, only Ashian.
At the age of eighteen, she seduced her own violinist, and at the age of nineteen, she advertised herself in a brothel to attract clients. From then on, she became famous as the brothel courtesan in Dingzhou City, Ah Sha.
When he was nineteen years old, Ah Sha officially listed his business, and then lived a life where thousands of people could taste it and thousands of people could sleep on it.
Once she fell ill and fell into a coma on the bed with no one to care about her.
I don't know where I heard about what happened to Ah Sha, and her biological mother came to find her.
Ah Sha was still suffering from a high fever at that time. Looking at his mother, whom he had not seen for two years, and seeing her submissive and unable to raise her head in front of him, the charcoal in his heart finally cooled down completely.
The woman didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at her. Taking advantage of the fact that no one was around, she pulled Ah Sha aside and promised that she would be taken out soon, so that she could stay sick for a while and stop receiving guests.
"So you always knew, right?" Ashian asked.
She has always known who Cuihong is, and what her fate will be if Cuihong takes her away. For two years, she has not heard from her, pretending not to know anything and leaving her alone in a brothel.
The woman suddenly started crying, beating her chest and crying, "My son, my poor son!"
Don't cry.
The tip of Ah Sha's nose was sore, and hot tears were about to break out of her eyes. She raised her head slightly and listened to the woman's promise to herself that she would sue the officials and that she would not let Lili become a prostitute.
"Ha." A sneer came from behind.
Cuihong walked out, no longer the kind-hearted person who treated Ah-Shame as her own daughter, with a sarcastic and indifferent look on her face.
As soon as A-Shame's mother saw her, she rushed forward to fight with her, but the boy behind Cuihong tied her arms. The woman glared at Cuihong angrily and shouted:
"I send my daughter to your house, you can make her a slave, serve tea and water, wash dishes and work, it doesn't matter, but you can't make her a prostitute!
"A good man from a good family has become a lowly citizen for no reason. There is absolutely no such truth in the world!
"You son of a bitch liar, give me back my daughter!"
Even when she was caught, she struggled desperately, and her rough and strong fingers almost broke the bonds of the boys.
"fraud?"
Cuihong sneered, "I gave your family a lot. Your man himself said that your son needs to study and take exams. He also said that the family's money has been spent and your family can't open the door. In the past two years, you have asked me for five taels." silver!"
Cuihong sneered and stretched out a palm, waving it arrogantly in front of the woman, "Five taels of silver! Five taels of silver! Enough to buy several girls!"
"Now that the person has been sold to me, it's fine in exchange for the money and the money. Now you come to ask me for the person, claiming to be a good person but not a good person, and pretending to be a good person. I think you are the liars!
"Come here, beat her out!"
Ah Sha walked up to Cui Hong and looked at her nominal mother without timidity, "No need to fight, she will go away."
Cuihong looked at the little girl's lifeless eyes and snorted coldly, "Don't you want to go with her?"
"Walk?"
Ah Sha sneered, "Go back and cook and wash their precious baby, A Bao. Do you want to go back and make her man angry? Do you want her to continue holding me and crying?"
"I've wanted to say this for a long time, mother," Ah Sha walked up to the woman, "They are all your children, why should he be Abao and I be Lili?
"He doesn't have to do anything to be your Abao, but what about me?
"Lili! I'm just Lili! I have to look pretty before you guys will look at me more.
"Why do I have to be beautiful!
"I don't like Lili, I don't like being beautiful!
"Go back by yourself. Anyway, I don't want to go back to that home for a long time."
Ah Sha couldn't bear to look at the woman's trembling and wrinkled face anymore, and turned back to the brothel.
The woman behind her was crying loudly, saying that she would not let Ah Sha stay in a lowly position, and would take her home. They were a family together, no matter how poor they were, they would not be afraid.
But Ah Sha never returned home.
tomorrow! Bravely brave a month of double updates! But in fact, I don’t have a month’s inventory at all. The lazy life is about to end, and my liver is aching faintly when I think of double updates T^T.
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