He looked at her quietly, knowing that he couldn't, but still couldn't control the trembling of his body. He has a destiny that he cannot get rid of. He has tried hard and struggled, but in the end it is all in vain. He cannot promise her happiness, and may even kill her.
The moment he left her, he knew his fate. It was a road of no return, a road destined to fail to make her happy and unable to give her all his love. He told himself that he could not be with her, even if she would hate her. he.
For many days and nights, he didn't dare to think about her, not even for a moment. He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself and look for her, and he would risk everything to have her. He kept telling himself: No!
He thought he was unable to be hypnotized, and he thought he could face everything rationally. But at this moment, she was standing in front of him. His longing and love had burned away his reason. Her doubts had completely defeated the impenetrable defenses in his heart. He wanted to shake his head and deny her words. How could everything in the past be false? of? That is the most sincere love in his heart! That is the love that he can even risk his life to get!
But he can't. He wanted to protect not only her, but also the entire Du family. He couldn't drag her into this vortex and make her lose her original freedom and happiness. That would destroy her. She was not suitable here. She would not be happy with him, she would only feel endless humiliation.
Because he couldn't give her a legitimate title, he couldn't give her anything, he couldn't even protect her integrity, and his love would only harm her.
He knew it, but he couldn't control himself at the moment. He was struggling and suffering. He wanted to hold her in his arms so much that he went crazy. He trembled slightly, and she couldn't help him in the current situation. He was about to take a step forward, but at this moment, his shoulder was tapped several times.
Just now, Lu Zixuan stood up from his seat, strode to Du Yuze, patted his shoulder, and said somewhat seriously and lovingly: "Young people have many affairs, I will give you a chance to choose on behalf of my daughter, please be patient Choice, if you choose my daughter, don't regret it in the future." During the teasing, his voice was surprisingly calm, even with a hint of coldness.
There have been two prime ministers in the Lu family, and the current prime minister Lu Wei is his elder brother. The Lu family's position in the court should not be underestimated. Although Lu Ran is not in the court, the academy he runs has attracted the children of nobles from all over the world. It can be said that Nowadays, most of the officials serving under the emperor are his disciples of the Lu family, and Lu Zixuan himself is full of talents.
After Lu Zixuan finished speaking, everyone understood in their hearts that there were a few chuckles from the crowd in the main hall. It is not an exaggeration to say that young people are romantic. There are some romantic events in this era. What's more, Du Yuze is handsome and rich, and it is true that a woman comes to stalk him. It's normal, many people think so.
It's just that this woman is really brave and dares to make a fuss at the uncle's wedding in front of the current imperial concubine. I'm afraid today will be in danger.
The expressions of the imperial concubine and Du Qilu softened a bit.
At this time, Lu Yanran also approached Du Yuze, wearing a red wedding dress that dazzled people's eyes. Her finger touched Du Yuze. Du Yuze's finger subconsciously avoided it, and Lu Yanran was startled.
Lu Zixuan smiled, patted his shoulder again, and then walked back to his seat.
Du Yuze's eyes darkened, and the madness in his eyes slowly receded. Lu Yanran's fingers were finally caught and entwined. When the fingers were intertwined, Lu Yanran looked shy, lowered her head and smiled. That smile was so charming that it made everyone's eyes widen.
Everything was in Nalan Fengjin's eyes. She raised the corners of her mouth coldly. She no longer struggled. She looked at the scene coldly. There was no wave in her voice. Instead, she asked with a condescending aura. Said: "Tell me your answer."
Du Yuze's voice sounded in the hall. His voice was low and hoarse, but very calm. He said: "I can't."
Someone in the crowd sighed suddenly.
Hearing this, Nalan Fengjin nodded slightly, and several guards suddenly rushed up behind her and held her down, but she did not struggle for a moment. Chu Tianyou extended his hand, but she shook her head and said calmly: "Okay, remember your words, you must not regret it."
