I'm sorry to type these words

Sometimes I want to call God a thief, but when I think about it, God has nothing to say to me.

Three feet of ice does not freeze in one day.

Everything happens for a reason.

I went to the hospital today and injured a ligament in my back. After careful questioning, there were three main reasons: sitting too much, being too tired, and catching a cold.

I have to work during the day, finish coding, and read professional books at night.

To be honest, it's quite tiring.

But I have persisted and feel that my life now is very fulfilling.

As I said before, writing is no longer just for money, but also for hobbies and enjoyment.

I'm still thinking that I can write more and longer, and connect the protagonists of all my books in the future.

…

I thought about it for a long time yesterday and decided to go to the hospital.

I was actually a little scared.

The back pain got worse and worse, to the point where I couldn't ignore it.

Back pain may be cancer.

As far as I know, I guess it's impossible. If it were true, if I didn't have parents, I would really feel better.

The sales are abysmal, but maybe my book will become a small hit. (ಡωಡ)

Went to the hospital early this morning.

The closer I got to the hospital, the more scared I became.

The doctor said that the ligament was injured and it was not a big problem now, but it would not be easy to recover from.

I used to always say that I was old, but in my heart I still felt young. As a result, my body was indeed not as good as before.

I used to be playful and wanted to work hard, but it seemed that God was tired of me and was unwilling to give me this opportunity.

I am not writing this just to be miserable.

Because I want to say sorry to everyone, but sometimes, just saying sorry is the biggest irresponsibility.

So I want to make it clear to everyone.

As the saying goes, books can never be eunuchs.

I decided last night that even if it was really cancer, I would finish writing this book.

It can also be regarded as my dream, and an explanation for the readers who support me.

Okay, no, that needs to be finished.

However, I'm sorry.

This book update will definitely not be too stable.

I try to get one chapter a day, because I have to work during the day, and if I sit in a sitting position for ten minutes, my back will feel uncomfortable and painful.

The rented room was very small and didn't even have a table.

I'm so sorry.

If possible, around the end of November, I may move to another place. It depends on the situation then. If the economy allows, I will buy a gaming chair, and maybe I can resume normal updates.

Okay, that’s it.

——Written one day after my twenty-seventh birthday on the lunar calendar

This is really a sad day.