Normally, when Suguha shows such an expression, she would say it's okay and reassure him, but now she doesn't think she can do such a thing.
"Brother, are you feeling unwell?"
"Ah, it seems a little bad."
"Isn't this a nice place!? What should I do? Call an ambulance!?"
My body was in a state of immobilized exhaustion. But there is no worse feeling than this. I'm really just too tired. If you call an ambulance to this extent, it will only cause trouble for the emergency team members who come.
I moved my heavy body and shook my head.
"There's no need, I'm just too tired."
"You said you were tired at AmUSFIA? To that extent."
It’s not uncommon to experience fatigue after using AmUSFIA for long periods of time. Now I am exhausted from using AmUSFIA for a long time till now, and it is not unusual to cry when I return to the real world. However, I had never felt this tired before, and I never expected that it would be like this in Amiusfia.
"Ah, but this way of fatigue is a bit strange."
"So that's not it! Brother, are you really okay?"
Before answering Suguha's question, I asked Suguha something that concerned me.
"Suge, what the hell happened to me? You and I, together with everyone, are in "SAo". Surely, that guy has fought with Genesis?"
"Yes, brother, what should I do?"
While thinking about it while looking at the confused Suguha, a loud voice came from the side. I tried to move my body that was difficult to move and checked, but my smartphone rang. The monitor showed a picture of a phone call with the name "Yui".
"Yui?"
Pick up the smartphone firmly again and tap the call start button. As soon as it was close to my ear, a sound came from the speaker.
\"Dad, Dad!\"
Yui's voice. But the atmosphere was different from usual, and he seemed a little anxious.
"Yui"
"Ah, great. It seems like we can have a good talk."
I couldn't help but say "Eh?". Why does Yui know my status?
"Yui, do you know my condition?"
"I heard what my brother said. Now dad says he is in danger, so I'm calling you now. Dad, let me ask first, how is your health?"
"Ah, it doesn't matter."
In order not to worry him, I tried to be brave, but it didn't work for Yui. Immediately a loud sound came from the smartphone.
"No problem at all! Dad, go to the hospital first. If you can get treatment, it's better to get treatment. The story will be after that."
"Yes, brother. You'd better go to the hospital first. I will take you there, so"
Perhaps hearing Yui's voice, Suguha put her hand on my shoulder.
If it was just fatigue, maybe I would be shaking my head now. However, it was clear that my body was not in a normal state. Just leave it alone, after all, it's your own body that's clumsy first, right?
"Ah, that's it for now"
After the phone call with Yui ended, my body regained a certain degree of strength and got up. I can continue to stand up, albeit a little wobbly, but can walk and go down stairs. I thought if I couldn't walk, I might actually have to call an ambulance, but it seemed possible.
It was past three o'clock in the afternoon when I went out with a worried Suguha. Because the target hospital is far away, it seems to take a corresponding amount of time to come back, so it may be difficult to come back during the usual dinner time.
However, Suguha didn't care about that appearance, and her priority was to take me to the hospital for medical examination for the time being.
My sister values me more than time, and I feel happy as an older brother. I go out to the station to take the tram.
Sitting on the chair, Suguha sat next to him and asked him "Are you okay?". When I talk about the times I often ride the train, it's really when I'm alone, or when I'm dating Shino. He was sitting on a chair in the train with Shino next to him.
This is natural to me, but now Suguha instead of Shino is sitting. I found that scene a bit incredible, and at the same time I felt a sense of peace of mind.
It's hard for Shino to see me now. If Shino could see me now, it would make Shino very worried. It would be easy for her to hold on to her normal heart, which would make her very uneasy.
It's so nice not to have Shino here - I sat deeply on the train's chair with a feeling I wouldn't have had normally.
I sat on the train for ten minutes while talking to Suguha to some extent. The train carrying us entered Tokyo. From there, continue riding for a few more stops, get off first, transfer to the Chuo Main Line and then enter the city center. After a while we arrived at the destination Ochanomizu station where we finally got off, this time by bus.
Maybe it was a day off, but I saw a lot of cars driving on the opposite side of the window. This scene is something I see every time I go to my current destination. I'm used to it.
After such a short trip by train and bus, the place we arrived at was the Metropolitan Hospital in Ochanomizu, Chiyoda-ku, Tokyo. The place where Shino was hospitalized before, and the place where Elise\/Ari Serizawa worked as a psychiatrist.
This is also where I was transferred for recovery after being deregistered from SAo. After that incident, I would go here when something was wrong with Shino, or when something happened to me.
I brought Sinon here before to examine her brain, but this time it was me who underwent the examination and diagnosis. This is the hospital where Ai Li works, and they will definitely be able to find out the cause of my abnormality.
With a little hope, I entered the hospital with Suguha.
That's what happened with AmUSFIA - I was checked very quickly when I was told at the reception. Although it is not as huge as a medical center, it mainly uses large machines for scanning, and blood tests, intravenous drips, etc. are not included.
After the examination, I went to the consulting room. When we arrived, Suguha and the doctor were already sitting and told me that I was here for the last time. That scene was once called out by Ellie, probably when she came to the hospital with Shino.
When sitting next to Suguha, the doctor in front of him was looking at the medical records intently. He was wearing a white coat for men that was different from Ellie's. He was wearing a blue shirt, a black tie, and black pants. He was a black-haired male doctor.
"Teacher, brother"
It was Suguha who made the first sound. That face was still so gloomy. It must have always been like this when I got tested.
""
The doctor did not immediately answer Suguha's question. He kept staring at me and my medical record with my test results written on it, and finally answered.
"May I ask what programs Mr. Kiritani uses in the entertainment industry?"
"Eh?"
"I checked your brain and found that the brain substances adrenaline and norepinephrine were secreted too much in a short period of time. Your body's fatigue is due to the excessive secretion of adrenaline.
And this is very similar to what happened to patients who were experiencing abnormal conditions recently using the AmUSFIA program.”
Just hearing that it was Amusfia's program, I caught its true colors. The doctor must be talking about digital medicine. Judging from his tone, this doctor also used digital medicine and made quite a lot of diagnoses on the "Transformer Players".
However, upon hearing these words, a strong chill ran down my spine.
Am I the same as "mutants"?
"This AmUSFIA program has recently been called digital medicine. Do you have the consciousness to use such a thing?"
My body was shaking when I noticed it. I do know about digital medicine. But that's it, I've never used anything like that on AmUSFIA, nor have I thought about using it. There is no difference between digital drugs and drugs and dangerous drugs. This is a matter of course.
But the contents of my brain changed to what they were when I took the digital drug. My AmUSFIA, which I have been using before, turned me into a transformer player without permission.
"Mr. Kiritani, how are you doing?"
"impossible!!"
Suddenly there was a roar in the room. Facing the direction of the sound, Suguha stood up and looked down at the doctor.
"Brother doesn't use that kind of thing. I was using AmUSFIA to play with him just now, but he didn't seem to use that kind of thing. He's not the type to use that kind of thing!"
Suguha argued as if she wanted to protect me from the swarm of doctors. I used to look like that to protect me from my grandfather who was about to hit me. I was once again protected by Suguha.
The doctor looked up at Suguha with a difficult expression.
"However, the results of the examination are as stated. The inside of Kiritani's brain is very similar to that of the patient after using digital drugs. This makes people think that they are also using digital drugs."
"So, there is no such thing!"
"Furthermore, patients who have used digital drugs so far have almost always had excessive secretion of norepinephrine, but Mr. Kiritani's case is excessive secretion of adrenaline. Excessive secretion of adrenaline will put a great burden on the body, so it is not always possible. It’s very dangerous”
According to what I saw on the news and what I heard from Lilan and Yupitel, the digital drugs spread in the streets caused excessive secretion of norepinephrine, causing hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, which made the mood extremely high. However, I have not heard of a digital drug that also causes adrenaline to go into overdrive, and certainly have no memory of owning one. Even when pressed, I couldn't find the words to respond to the doctor.
"If this is digital medicine, Mr. Kiritani would be using something quite dangerous."
"so--!"
Suguha finally bites the doctor. If I just said nothing, Suguha would definitely become even more enthusiastic. Besides, it would be pointless for Suguha to say anything more. I can only speak directly here.
"Suge, calm down."
"!elder brother"
"Okay, please sit down."
After Suguha showed a slightly surprised expression, she immediately sat down with a gloomy expression. After confirming that the operation was successful, I turned to the doctor.
"Teacher, I don't plan to use that kind of thing, and I don't know how to do it."
The doctor said he was surprised and looked at me quietly. You won't believe what I said. But that's all I can say.
"But what will happen if things like this happen again in the future? What if digital drugs start to be used again?"
"This time alone, Mr. Kiritani's brain and body have endured a considerable burden. If this happens repeatedly, Mr. Kiritani's burden will be even greater and Mr. Kiritani's life will be shortened."
Drugs and dangerous drugs in the real world, if the user takes too much, will be cut off and die in an instant. Although the shape is different, the effects and symptoms are the same as dangerous drugs in real life. This is a digital drug. The consequences of overuse may be the same.
Once I knew that fact, I got chills. Produce an illusion of vitality.
I don’t use digital medicine. The Amusephia used did not carry such dangerous items. However, I don’t know when I started using digital medicine, until now. Without me realizing it, something of the same nature as digital drugs was being used on me and my life was being cut short.
If the use of dangerous drugs continues, the user will die.
"Mutants" who continue to use digital dragging also lose health until they die.
I have absolutely no connection with anything like that, but at some point I got digital medicine and became a Transformer player. Then it was chipped away without knowing life.
Why did I become like that?
When did I get the digital potion.
Why should I do that.
The bottom of the floor comes off, creating the illusion of falling. My mind is filled with images of invisible maggots eating away at my brain.
Where did this maggot come from.
When did you come into me?
Why do you want to eat me.
"Mr. Kiritani!"
I came back to my senses when I heard the voice in my ear. At some point the doctor put his hand on my shoulder.
"Is it okay, Mr. Kiritani?"
The doctor greeted me as if he was worried. There are straight leaves next to it. Both of them were worried about me. When he noticed this, he realized that his breathing had become rough.
"elder brother"
"Suge"
A worried expression that Suguha had often seen so far. Even after watching that, my breathing and heart showed no signs of calming down. At this time, a light flashed in my mind and gradually took shape.
My significant other gives me things for times like this. In fact, it is something that the person must have, but for what I give. I suddenly remembered that existence, looked away from Suguha and the doctor, and looked at my right hand.
There are plant-like patterns engraved there. It must have entered a considerable age, but it is not deteriorated or dirty. It is a silver-white bracelet.
"!"
A talisman to restore calm when you encounter something you can't do anything about. Now it's bathed in light and sparkling.
Staring at the light, the desolated breath began to slowly recover. All kinds of thoughts intertwined in the mind became quiet, focusing only on staring at the amulet. The things that were pushed into my mind and the annoying impressions that spread all disappeared, and the feeling of my heart beating gradually became slower.
Soon when my mind was surrounded by silence, something came up from the bottom of my body. It climbed up the chest and throat, and when it reached the mouth, it turned into a huge sigh.
As a result, heart beating and breathing finally resumed.
"Brother, are you okay?"
"Ah, finally"
Suguha still looked at me worriedly. It is natural that I, who is usually in good health, suddenly become like this. Of course so did the doctor who put his hand on my shoulder.
I moved my gaze from Suguha to the doctor and said hello again.
"Teacher, what should I do next? What should I do in the future?"
"I don't know if you are really using digital ointment or not. But if you are using digital ointment, never use it in the future. Even if you want to use it for as long as you want, never use it. You are using digital ointment." Digital dragging is very dangerous"
Even if I was told something like that - I would like to return it, but I don't have the mood to do so. Now my body is in a very dangerous state because the brain is considered a digital drug - an unknown thing - and the doctor is right.
And, I feel very lucky. One of the characteristics of digital drag is that it has a high habitus and is therefore considered a problem. However, it seems that the digital drugs that I use do not have a habit and do not create the desire to use them again.
The symptoms that are different from those caused by ordinary digital drugs are another mystery, but it is not confirmed that habituation is the salvation at this time.
"Knowing something like this is already tricky."
"Yes. Digital drugs are just like real drugs. They are things that shorten the life of the user. Please do not use them."
Nodding to the doctor's words, the examination was over. Suguha and I walked out of the examination room together and paid at the reception desk near the hospital entrance. I thought I would go back directly, but Suguha suggested to other places, "Let's take a rest and then go back."
Although it has completely improved compared to just after logging out, but if it is said to be the true state, it is not like this. This is my state. Suguha must have understood this even without asking me, and she would definitely be angry if she insisted on going back.
I should follow Suguha's advice here - I followed Suguha's advice and sat at the corner of the group of chairs lined up in front of the reception desk.
"What's the matter with brother using digital medicine? Brother doesn't use that kind of stuff, right? Even brother who is a digital nerd doesn't know how to use that kind of thing."
"Of course I didn't use it, and I didn't introduce it. But, according to the doctor, I probably used digital medicine."
Suguha showed an expression of disbelief and lowered her head for a moment. Suguha is very optimistic about me and believes that I will not interfere in such things. It's the same now.
However, the doctor's diagnosis overturned that, so I had to be shocked. He probably didn't do anything bad, but a feeling of guilt came over him.
at that time. Suguha lowered her head and raised her face as if she had thought of something.
"Sister, don't you remember what happened when you used the digital potion? How did it feel to not talk to me at all from just now?"
Here comes the question I least want to be asked. If possible, I would like to keep hiding it, but since Suguha is flocking to me, I have to say it. I told the truth while trying not to think about what happened next.
"I don't remember. I don't remember anything. I don't know anything when I'm using digital medicine."
"ah!?"
Suguha showed an expression that must have been surprising. The reaction was as expected. If someone were to say that, everyone would have that reaction.
"You obviously used digital medicine, but you have no memory? What's going on?"
"I already want to know. Scott, how was I doing at that time? You log in with me and stay with me."
That was the thing I wanted to ask Suguha the most. At that time, Suguha\/Li Hua was also with me, facing the combination of Genesis and Anuvius. I lost consciousness during that battle, but it's hard to imagine that even Leafa became like this. I'm sure I'll see things I didn't see.
When she couldn't help but look forward to it, Suguha lowered her head again and whispered.
\"Yes, everything ended when I was defeated by them and resurrected.\"
In "SAo", if you are unable to fight, you will be revived or unconscious before returning to the Black Iron Palace. Although Lifa is also a daughter who can fight well, she cannot stand the onslaught of Genesis and Anuvius. Although there was nothing I could do about it, I couldn't help but be disappointed by the fact that I didn't see what I wanted to see.
\"Really? Didn't you see it too?\"
"I'm sorry, but it's better to say it. You go to the teacher's place again."
I immediately shook my head. Even after saying this, I don't think the doctor will reply with the answer I want, or even if he will believe me. Even though I don’t use digital medicine, I don’t see it as I believe.
"It doesn't matter, even if I say it, you won't believe it."
"but!"
"Besides, they must ask more basic questions than doctors."
When these things happen, there are daughters who are better equipped to give the right answers and information than the doctors here. I know so far that it is more reliable to ask those daughters than to ask questions in this hospital. This time I must rely on them to be faster.
"so--"
"——Kirito!"
Just as he was about to say something, he was startled by the sudden voice he heard. Although I could immediately figure out the owner of the voice, I was speechless there. Why is the owner of this voice here?
"Kirito!"
Hearing the sound again, Suguha and I turned around. Near the entrance and exit of the hospital, there is a figure of a girl.
She is a girl who has short black hair that is less than half-length, a hairstyle tied around the temples with white ribbons, and glasses.
The person who gave me the amulet is the person I love.
If I noticed that name, I would say it.
"Shino?" "I'm sorry. I said it willfully."
In one of the apartment rooms where SAo survivors lived, and the room used by Shino, there was Kirito Shino.
It was getting dark, and the setting sun shone into the room through the window. Although there is still corresponding brightness, it will be brighter after a while. In a room filled with orange light, two people sat side by side on the bed.
"It must be troublesome to be asked like this suddenly. I'm sorry."
"That's not the case, I want to see you too."
Sinon could only act like she felt sorry for Kirito no matter what. Even if the Japanese find it strange, I have to do it.
Until now, Shino had been going to the hospital where she had gone and been hospitalized.
Exactly three hours ago from now, Shino logged into "SAo". I originally planned to spend the afternoon like this, but a big change occurred during the login process and it became a situation where I had to log out, so I decided to come back.
Not long after logging out, Yui called. When she came out, Yui said anxiously: "Dad went to the hospital where mom is hospitalized. Dad is very worried now, so mom should go too."
At that time—not so much, but after logging out of "SAo"—Sinon already wanted to go to Kirito's place. Anyway, I have to go to Kirito's place now. Anyway, it depends on Kirito's current state. Driven by this thought, Shino rushed out of the room and went to the hospital she used to use.
Then there, Sinon met Kirito. There was Suguha nearby, and both of them were surprised by Sinon's appearance, but Sinon came to Kirito's side without caring. Although Kirito was not pale, his face was quite poor, and he seemed to have reluctantly arrived at the hospital. So, both Kirito and Suguha asked, "Why is Sinon here?", and Sinon finally gave the reason.
"Because of Yui's contact, I heard that Kirito went to the hospital, so I came." Although there were some decorations, if it was conveyed in this way, the two people temporarily showed understanding.
So Sinon once again felt relieved that Kirito was safe for the time being, but then Kirito said something that surprised Sinon and Suguha.
"I want to go to Shino's room."
Of course Suguha was surprised by the sudden request and retorted: "My brother is not in good health, what are you going to say!?". At that time, Ruseki didn't understand Kirito's intention and thought it was a joke, but Kirito immediately added: "It's very tiring to come here from home. And because she wanted to talk to her Sinon, she wanted to go there Rest in Shino's room.".
Indeed, of the houses where Kirito and Suguha lived, and the apartment where Shino and most of the SAo survivors lived, the latter was closer to the hospital. Moreover, Kirito's tone of voice was not very pleasant, and the pipe seemed to be difficult to move over long distances. I'm afraid it's because the Japanese themselves understand this, and I'm asking you to do so.
Sister Suguha seemed to understand his intention and asked: "Can Kirito take a rest in Shino's room?".
For Sinon, who originally wanted to see Kirito but came here because she was worried about Kirito, Suguha's request happened to be a good one and she was very happy. Receiving such a request from Suguha meant that Suguha trusted Shino very much.
Although I am not yet a family member, I am deeply trusted by Suguha - Shino accepted this fact and said to Suguha: "Leave it to me. Let me rest enough and let me go back. If there is anything If so, I will send it to the end."
After that, he and Suguha separated for a while, and while paying more attention than usual, he walked with Kirito and returned to his room, where Kirito had been invited several times.
After leaving the hospital, Kirito was shaken a bit when being shaken by trains and buses. Although he himself said many times that there was no problem, it was obviously not the case, so Sinon had always supported Kirito. But that was only the beginning. The distance to Sinon's room shrunk, and Kirito's condition began to recover, and he had already recovered by the time he reached the nearest station.
Therefore, Kirito arrived at Sinon's room relatively smoothly. Immediately after arriving, Sinon asked Kirito to sit on the bed and rest, and she also sat next to him.
Sitting on the bed, Kirito sighed deeply. He looked very reassured.
"Shino, thank you for coming then. It was great to see you there."
"I went because Yui asked me to. Yui, call me first after I log out because I'm worried about you."
"Ah, Yui told me to go to the hospital too. It's great to do what Yui said."
If Yui hadn't said anything, Kirito would have just rested at home. Yui told Kirito the good thing without any doubt. Be sure to thank you next time you log in.
When he suddenly wanted to consider such a thing, Kirito hugged his head gently. Shino couldn't help but support Kirito's body.
"Kirito!"
"It's okay, I'm just a little dizzy. It's okay."
It's okay - this is what Kirito said to Sinon when she was panicking and mentally unstable. When Kirito said this when his heart was about to be dominated by panic and uneasiness, it was incredible that his heart would return to a calm state.
The magic language that only Kirito can use can remove the hateful things in the heart and repel the hateful things in the heart. But that had no effect on the current Shino.
"Kirito, what's wrong with you?"
"!"
Kirito raised his head and slowly turned to Shino.
Kirito heard what Yui said and went to that hospital. He must have received some tests there and asked about the diagnosis results. When I found Kirito at the hospital, I wanted to ask, but when I found Kirito, I forgot about it and never heard this.
"Kirito, what's wrong, doctor? What did you say?"
Kirito turned his face away and turned his gaze to the floor. Although it may seem like you are saying something you don’t want to say, you can’t miss this after all. Was it Sinon's will that connected, or Kirito himself thought it should be said that Kirito's mouth was opened.
"Abnormal secretion of adrenaline and norepinephrine, causing physical fatigue"
Shino couldn't help but be surprised by the two words Kirito said. Epinephrine and norepinephrine refer to substances in the brain. Although the names are very similar, they each have different functions and play corresponding roles, and they exist in everyone's mind. If this is extremely excessive secretion, it is an abnormality of the brain.
Thinking of what caused that abnormal existence, Sinon answered Kirito.
"Excessive secretion of epinephrine and norepinephrine"
"Ah, it's digital medicine. The doctor said, I just think I'm using digital medicine. In fact, even after checking it, it seems that I can't consider it other than that."
"!"
Digital drag. Just like drugs and dangerous drugs that exist in the real world, they penetrate into the brain of the user, causing the secretion of substances in the brain to become abnormal, causing abnormal actions. I have heard that from Kirito and Lilan, and I am familiar with how dangerous that existence is based on the news and Kirito's words.
Because of this, Shino could not believe in the language of quantity. Dangerous digital drugs were used by Kirito who talked about the dangers of digital drugs?
"Is there such a thing as digital medicine that you use!?"
Kirito turned his attention to Sinon again. The dark eyes he was used to seeing seemed cloudy with uneasiness and wavering.
"I also deny it. I don't know how to use that thing, nor how to import it. But there are traces in my brain that are in the same state as patients who use digital medicine. I am not wrong in using digital medicine."
Shino was speechless. Kirito slowly stretched out his hand and grabbed Sinon's hand. Through his hands, he could tell that Kirito's body was trembling.
"After hearing that, I was extremely scared. I didn't remember using digital drugs, but my body became like this without permission. So I want to be with you. If I'm not with you, It seems like it’s going to be weird.”
Kirito spoke with a voice that was as trembling as his body. When I took in every word, Shino felt very uncomfortable. Not just in the heart. From his spine to his arms, something cold was running continuously. It was shuddering. Although she didn't know where it came from, tremors crawled across part of Shino's body.
Why do I feel like this when I'm obviously with Japanese people? No, Kirito who was right in front of him was quite trembling. Could it be that the trembling that Kirito held in his arms came here? Although I care about it, if I dwell on it, it seems that it will go in a bad direction.
Sinon temporarily eliminated her trembling, closed her eyes, and opened her eyelids again. The trembling Kirito was there.
"Kirito turns out to be a digital drug, that's why"
"And I don't remember anything. That was when the body and the mind were like this. I don't remember anything about using digital drugs. When I started using digital drugs, I lost consciousness. "
Shino was startled again. Kirito raised his head and cast a trembling gaze.
"Sinon, we landed in "SAo" today and fought against Genesis. At that time, I had no memory. Shino, didn't you see something? Didn't you see what happened to me? ?”
Holding the frame and looking into Kirito's eyes, Shino felt even more trembling. At the same time, the events at that time flashed back in my mind.
During the day, Shino\/Shinon and the others logged into \"SAo\". At the suggestion of Kirito, who must fight the boss today, everyone formed a Red Party and headed to the deepest area of the stadium.
What was waiting there was not the boss, but the combination of Genesis and Anuvius that he had been following for a long time. Genesis has been following Kirito and others, advocating that Kirito and others fight and defeat the boss while devoting themselves to exploration, and then obtain important items.
And after conveying the Holy Stone that received the exclusive terms of the mission that Kirito collected, the premiere came as the NPC that made the mission happen.
Before embarking on the mission, Kirito and the others, who had spent time with the Prime Minister until now, immediately decided to attack Genesis. The battle with Genesis began.
During that battle, Genesis and Anubis suddenly went berserk and pushed back the party of Kirito and others that had been chasing them. The companions were defeated one by one by Genesis and Anubis, and Sinon was about to enter, but the movements of Genesis and Anubis stopped on the way.
Kirito, who was considered defeated, was beheaded by Genesis and Anuvius. His eyes turned red like blood, and pure white flames burned under his feet, making him in an abnormal state.
The battle from there was one-sided. Kirito used his abnormal attack power and agility to surpass Anuvius and Genesis, who were causing him pain, and pushed them both into a desperate situation without any words or expressions.
Of course, both Anubis and Genesis resisted, but they were completely unable to resist Kirito, who had red eyes wrapped in white flames, and were forced into desperation.
Genesis and Anubis, who were soon injured, retreated together, and the battle became Kirito's victory, but the battle was over, and Kirito did not return to his original state.
Only one person defeated the formidable enemies of Genesis and Anuvius. Shivering Ax. Unable to move, Yupitel exerted force on Kirito. Kirito suddenly began to convulse and stopped moving. Just like that, he was surrounded by the light of the cancellation and disappeared.
I've been there with SAo and ALo so far, and I've seen strange battles there, but this was an extremely strange battle that made everything blurry. That's today's battle. When looking at Kirito as the battle started, Sinon and a certain being overlapped Kirito.
In the extremely strange battle that he experienced when he was trapped in SAo, all the people he faced were united in their efforts to eliminate the violent wolf dragon.
Kirito during that battle was exactly the same as that wolf dragon. That Kirito was possessed by the Wolf Dragon and was possessed by the Lycan Slope, so he gave in to the impulse created by the Wolf Dragon and planned to kill Genesis and Anuvius. At least that was all Shino could think.
Sinon told Kirito that incident for the time being. Probably during the battle, Kirito's face gradually faded and turned pale by the end of the story.
"That's all I do?"
\"Hey, you fought off Genesis and Anuvis. You were just like Lilan when SAo attacked the "Smiling Coffin". \"
Kirito's eyes suddenly opened as he lowered his head. "Smiling Coffin Wood" Lilan's rampage during the crusade was also the same for Sinon, but it can also be said to be the biggest trauma for Kirito.
"Have I become like Lilan at that time? Do I want to kill Genesis and Anuvius?"
Kirito showed an expression of disbelief. Looking at Kirito himself at that time, he must have had the same expression. Shino seemed to think of herself as Kirito.
"I don't remember anything. Why did I do that? Why did I become like Lilan at that time? Why why did I do digital medicine?"
Kirito let go of Shino's hand and held his head. He grabbed his hair hard, shook his head again and again, and said "why, why" over and over again. In a state of complete confusion.
I have spent time with Kirito so far, and I often see Kirito like this. At that time, Sinon was driven by the idea that she must help Kirito and reached out to Kirito. And the current Shino also has this idea.
The Japanese are miserable.
I have to help you.
I need to calm you down.
The longing touched Sinon's body and turned his hand into Kirito.
(!)
The next moment, Shino's eyes widened. As soon as he stretched out Kirito's confused hand, his body suddenly stopped moving. The fingertips stopped at the point where Kirito's body could be slightly touched, unable to go any further.
(Ah?)
Shino didn't know how her body felt anymore. He really wanted to save Kirito who was in pain. Normally, his body would act according to its own ideas, but before it came into contact with Kirito, it was very stiff. \"SAo\" seemed to be in a state of paralysis.
(what then)
Standing there blankly, Shino re-explored her heart. Although there was something real there, Shino lost the language for its existence.
In my heart, there was fear along with the longing for Kirito. This was much bigger than missing Kirito, it was a dark terror. It had already broken Shino's chest and spread to Shino's body. Sinon's body was now filled with terror instead of blood.
Shino immediately searched for the source of the terror. Although she found it quickly, Shino opened her eyes again.
The one who was scared was Kirito in front of him.
I'm afraid of Kirito in front of me.
"ah"
When she noticed, Shino forced out a thin voice. I don't believe in my own business.
In front of it is Kirito who loves the person you love, so far.
It is a person who does not feel the horrible factors at all.
It is a person who is in contact and contact as usual.
Obviously it should be like that, but I was scared. Obviously there is no need to feel horrible, but I am afraid of Kirito.
Even if you want to reach out, the fear of Kirito will be better. The fingertips often trembled slightly, and it felt faint. Because I failed to contact Kirito.
"Poetry, I am"
"——"
Poetry gritted her teeth. Kirito's memories flashed back in their minds.
So far, Kirito has accepted his own affairs and took me the first to calm me when I was on the spot. When I was in pain, Kirito actively helped me.
Because Kirito has been with me and has been helping me, so I can say that myself is here.
That, Kirito, who has helped me so far, is very painful now. Waiting painfully to extend the hand of rescue.
I'm the only one here now. Only Kirito can extend the hand of rescue. If he does not immediately extend the redemption to Kirito, he will definitely collapse because of pain.
Obviously it should be like that, but it can't reach out. The Kirito who always helped me seek redemption like this, but can't reach out.
The Japanese always help me.
So I will help you when Kirito is in pain.
Obviously it was determined, but it couldn't do it. When I wanted to reach out, the horror suddenly became stronger, and the result stopped. When I saw the fingertips parked in the air, my mind was full of fear of bruises.
I want to help the Japanese.
But the Japanese are terrible.
If this goes on, Kirito will deteriorate.
I must help you.
However, the Japanese are terrible.
The horror has become all forms, galloping in my mind. Thinking becomes uniform, and the fingertips that stop in the air fall off. Even so, you can't reach out to Kirito. Why, why, what to do.
"!"
Suddenly, when his right fingertips turned his gaze to his wrist, Shi Nai noticed that there was a glowing thing. Silver bracelets are shining with silver and white, with yellow -green gems in the center.
Finally noticed that existence, Shi Nai turned his eyes to Kirito's right hand and neck. The shaking Kirito's right hand and neck with the same silver bracelets wearing the right hand and neck. Both are wearing the same silver bracelet.
The shining of his own bracelet, the shining of Kirito's bracelets. Warm silver light. When the two were watching alternately, strength returned to the stop of Shi Nai. At the moment of terror, Shi Nai grabbed the right hand of Kirito who walked around.
Kirito moved his hands with a considerable power, and he was about to be peeled off. Shi Nai was also working hard to hold Kirito's hand.
"Kirito, this !!"
Take Kirito's right hand to his eyes, and at the same time, he also gets his right hand and neck. Two people crossed their right hand and looked at each other's right hand and neck state, Kirito's movement stopped.
"Kirito, you can see the amulet. Just look at that. I don't want anything. I only concentrate on looking at that."
Settle at the time of panic and learned from Alice. Shi Nai said to herself that this is a Kirito. What needs to be calm is Kirito and himself.
"I can't think about anything. I don't want to, just focus on looking at the amulet slowly."
In this way, Shi Nai stared at his right hand neck and the silver bracelet worn there. Unconsciously, his breathing became rapid and his heartbeat accelerated. But Shi Nai didn't even care about this, only concentrated on what he said. Because of the shining of the amulet, I only concentrated.
How long has it been from the shining of silver to the silver. Turn consciousness to yourself, and find that breathing, heartbeat, and feelings have returned to the original appearance. The heart of chaos also returned to silence.
""
Looking forward, there is a teenager. While grasping Shi Nai's hand, he stared at his right hand and neck. He was scared until now, but now he has nothing. After confirmation, Shi Nai said his name.
"Kirito"
Kirito did not respond. However, soon lifted the face and stared at Poetry with black eyes. No trembling like just now.
"Shino"
"Have you calmed down?"
After seeing Kirito nodded silently, Shi Nai stretched his hand to Kirito's body in this way, so he hugged. Taking Kirito's head to his chest, burning his face in his hair, and finally talking.
"I don't know what happened to you. Like you, I don't understand anything. I don't know what you have happened if you think about it."
"!"
There was a nearly sobbing sound from Kirito's throat. Shi Nai put his hand tightly on Kirito's back.
\ "But there is one thing, I understand when I think of it, now you are the Kirito I know. \"
Shi Nai closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and then continued.
"You are here now, and help me by my side, help me, it is my favorite Kirito. Only this is right. So it doesn't matter. Now you are you and I know you. So, it doesn't matter."
While saying to Kirito, Shi Nai said to herself.
The Japanese are here.
It is the Japanese they know.
So don't be afraid.
So it doesn't matter, it's okay.
I didn't care about time, Shi Nai continued to say this to herself and the Japanese.
After a while, Kirito finally moved and left Shi Nai's chest. That face restored a calm expression.
"Thank you, Shi Nai. Ask your blessing, my head is cold."
"I think you still have more things that can only do such things, sorry."
"No matter what happened. Thanks to you, I was easy. It's so good to come to you."
The Japanese smiled weakly. It is quite fatigue and mental, which is true. The Japanese may be difficult to go home now.
However, because Naoye said to let Kirito go back, let's not let him go back. Is there a good way -when I suddenly thought of, Shi Nai remembered when holding Kirito.
From Kirito, it is only owned by Kirito, and Poetry loves the taste, but from the current Kirito people, I feel the taste of sweat strongly. It seems very sweating.
If you sweat, bathing is the most effective, and fatigue can be reduced to a certain extent. The poem she thought of greeted Kirito.
"Hey, Kirito, if you are tired,"
"Eh?"
"I take a bath for you."
Shi Nai said that Kirito must be unexpected and startled.
"Why are you here again?"
"You can relax if you take a bath, and your fatigue will become good. And now you, sweaty."
"Ah, are you so smelly?"
"Um. So I will take a bath for you. Please go in to rest."
When he was about to stand up like this, Shi Nai felt that his right hand was caught and stopped. Kirito grabbed his right hand.
"Shi Nai, can you wait for me?"
"Huh? It's okay, Kirito. I didn't care before you--" I didn't care before you-- "
"it's not like that"
Kirito slowly stood up and stared at Shi Nai.
"Thath, I have something to ask you."
"Eh?"
"ah"
"Um"
The bathroom is full of heat. Often, even if you drag your feet, you don't stick to the bathtub on the side.
Shi Nai is now in that bath.
"The bathroom used by Shi Nai is really big.
But not alone. There are people who are usually absent from the back, soak in hot water full of baths. Shi Nai was around the abdomen in front of that character.
"I thought it would become full if I was with me. I didn't expect it to be so good."
\"already.\"
Shi Nai spit out a huge sigh. Now Poetry is Kirito behind.
When Shi Nai persuaded Kirito to take a bath, Kirito said whether he went in with Shi Nai. Although Shi Nai wanted to refuse at that time, she noticed that the original Tongren could not leave the eyes in a dangerous state.
Although I want Kirito to take a bath, but I don't want to leave Kirito's eyes, I always feel that Kirito's request is difficult to refuse. As a result, Shi Nai accepted Kirito's request and decided to take a bath with Kirito.
"If it is Kirito, I will ask me like this."
"Because, it's hard to take a bath for me, I think it's better to go together. You can take a bath like this, okay."
"Maybe so"
Because Kirito's body has overlap, there is no sense of resistance to showing a naked body. However, this is the first time to take a bath together. Perhaps for this reason, Shi Nai felt strange shyness.
"I always feel weird. I usually have you in the bathroom."
Kirito said nothing. When Shi Nai was about to say hello, Shi Nai felt something warm behind.
"Ah, Kirito?"
"Shi Nai really thank you."
"Eh?"
When Kirito spoke, he felt angry on his back. Kirito seemed to put his face on his back.
"I am so good with Shi Nai. I know it is not possible if Shi Nai is not in me, today. You are the pillar of my heart. If you do n’t have you, I wo n’t work.”
Indeed, today's Kirito is quite sought for himself. He here is also here because he wants to be with yourself, and now take a bath like this.
It is himself who is always pursuing Kirito. Kirito accepts himself, but it is limited to today. This is reversed.
"Kirito"
"So, please. Please be with me, a little more and more"
Shi Nai blinked repeatedly. Now, Kirito seems to be coquettish with himself. Usually I am a coquettish side of Kirito, but now I still reverse.
As soon as he understood, Shi Nai felt his inner excitement.
Even if you can only be coquettish, you can make Kirito coquettish.
You can get requirements from Kirito.
The Japanese are now pursuing themselves-.
It is this joy that is the true face of Shi Nai's heart. The poem that grabbed it gently looked back.
"You don't need to say that, Kirito."
"Eh?"
"I have always felt like this. I said that, relying on you. Right?"
"So to say"
"So you can do the same if you say nothing. I want to be rely on you."
Kirito was a little surprised. Even if you turn around, you know.
"So Kirito, I rely on me without saying anything. I will do my best."
Kirito did not answer. But soon, Kirito took the poems. At the same time, I noticed that Kirito's hand came to his chest.
"So, can I pursue you more?"
"Ah, okay. Change the shift today. Are you satisfied?"
Kirito whispered "Thank you", seeking poetry. Shi Nai, who was always accepted, quietly accepted him. After receiving examination at the hospital, Kirito returned home smoothly. By the way, the rest of Shi Naijia was very effective, and the return was lighter than Kirito.
Run into the bed in your room. If you sleep without using AMUSFIA, you can fall asleep in sleep. The state will be restored the next morning.
But despite this, straight leaves still show quite worried, and said that it is better not to log in. However, what Kirito wants to confirm anyway and cannot be left without any.
If there is a matter of presence of Shi Ye, if there is a matter of cancellation, the AMUSFIA that Kirito started overnight, and logged in to \ "SAO \".
After being surrounded by some floating feelings, open your eyes. It spreads to the surrounding internal decoration of ceiling, walls, and flooring. There are two large beds that are also made of wood nearby. There is no doubt that there is the second floor of the log house obtained by Kirito \/Kirito.
The Kirito who confirmed the residence immediately looked at his hands. Move the fingers one by one to see the action. Fingers move well. Then I tried to move my feet and body, etc., and it really moved as I thought.
Hychytes to listen to their own behaviors -of course, Tongren feels deeply at ease. Then, Kirito came out of the window and made the shot mirror from the item to make it to the face, reflecting his face.
Because I have been converting from SAO, I can see the face that has almost no change in myself in reality. Try to confirm the color of the eyes -really black.
"Are you OK"
After a sigh of relief, Kirito put the hand mirror back in the storage. I heard that the color of my eyes was red -like red when I was canceled last time. I think maybe the color of Avatar's eyes is fixed by that color, but it seems that it does not seem to be like that.
And your own body can still move by yourself. It's not anyone else. After confirming the incident again, Kirito walked towards the exit of the room. When I opened the door, I felt the breath of many people downstairs. About five people are on the first floor.
This is the home of Tongren in the world, and the first floor is where you are gathered with everyone. It is not surprising. And when Kirito was absent, Yui, Streya, and Lilan were also used in life. I'm afraid they are the true colors of human figures. Thinking of this, Kirito walked down the stairs and went down to the first floor.
"Ah, dad !!"
Click on the functional area? Personal? Ah! ! "
When I stepped on the first floor, the voices of the plurality called Kirito together. Soon, the owners of the sound gathered in front of Kirito's eyes and surprised Kirito. The four people came here, Streya, premiere, and Lilan. Everyone showed a worry.
"Yeah, everyone. Good morning."
Lan who greeted Kirito who greeted in the morning without hesitation was Lilan. Li Lan put his hand on Kirito's shoulders and shook gently.
"Kirito, okay!? Is there anything wrong!? How about it since then!?"
\ "Lilan! \"
Facing the sudden questioning offensive, Kirito was at a loss, but it was startled immediately. Yesterday's things flashed back in my mind.
During the battle with Jernesicus yesterday, Lan in the form of Wolf Dragon was forced to be desperate by Jernescis and Anbis, and his tail was cut off. In that battle, Lan was seriously injured than anyone else. The remembered Kirito shook Li Lan's hand and put his hand back on his shoulder.
"Li Lan, are you okay!? Yesterday you went to Genesis!"
Lan showed a blank expression for a moment, but the next moment surprised Kirito. Seeing the face that was about to cry, Lilan became. In this way, Lilan murmured to say.
"Obviously I have become like that, I am still worried that I am you right, Kirito"
Lan, who returned to the origin for a moment, couldn't help but say "Huh?" As explained, Streya greeted me.
"Li Lan, since then, I have been worried about Kirito Kirito. Kirito has become strange, maybe I can't come back. We think so too. I think so"
"I'm always worried about Dad"
Jie Yi next to Streya, seeing crying. Shi Nai, who saw in the hospital, looked very worried. I thought he had done bad things.
But what makes everyone worry is everyone here. Not only Shi Nai, Lan, Streya, premiere, and Yi are all worried about himself.
Especially Youyi heard that his father had had abnormalities, but he couldn't see him today, and it must be painful.
Kirito gently stroked his head with a slim body, slowly stroking his head.
"I'm sorry. Worried you, I'm sorry. Lan, Streya, the premiere."
In this way, a small smile appeared on the face of the girls around. Indicates the meaning of temporarily rest assured.
But soon after, as one of the daughters, the premiere, like Yui, is better to store weight than Kirito.
