\"When you were in Aincrad, you couldn't cook. But when you returned to the real world, I heard Suguha say that you suddenly became able to cook. I also heard that, that's it . Why is this? \"
"different"
\"You should be good at going to crowded places. However, I heard that you started to avoid crowded places after you came back from Aincrad. Why is this?\"
"What you said is different."
\"Why were you attacked when Ratatosk rushed towards you in yesterday's battle? Didn't you think that Ratatosk was something different at that time? This is exactly the same as Shino's epileptic seizure. .Nina
"No, Lilan. So shut up."
"I heard from Shino who was worried about you that you got sick in the toy department when you were dating Shino. We also have model guns in the toy department. Did you see the model guns at that time? Didn't I make things worse? "
"Shut up, you're telling me."
\"You don't have any problem with guns. But since you came back from Aincrad, you will suddenly feel sick when you see model guns or toy guns. Shino must have been injured by a gunshot, right? Why? Even you will be like this.\"".
The next moment, Kirito raised his head, grabbed Liren's shoulders, pushed him against the wall, and shouted.
"This is an order, start over!! Shut up!!!"
Kirito's sudden shout echoed in the back alley before he was sucked into the corridor, eventually disappearing into the darkness. Even after being scolded, Lilan did not flinch at all, but stared closely at Kirito's face full of strong anger - especially Kirito's black eyes. Then, after a few seconds of silence, Lilan whispered.
"Your eyes lie.
"!!"
Then Kirito gritted his teeth.
"Everything Lilan said is true." I can suddenly cook things I couldn't do before, people I wasn't good at before, and objects that jump toward me look different when someone jumps at me. I saw a gun and it was a strange sight that filled my mind and I suddenly felt fear, anxiety and nausea.
These things technically started happening after she returned from Aincrad and merged with Shino's memories and consciousness.
\"I tell you, Kazuto. Now, you have been infected with Shino's trauma. And Shino's memory in your body blurs the boundary between your memory and Shino's memory, eroding you. If you don't take If you take any action. Eventually, your and Sinon's memories will be intricately mixed together, becoming a deadly poison that invades your body and causes you to collapse. Let's go.
\"Kirito said nothing.\" I had nothing to say, no lines to refute Lilan's story, so I could only remain silent. In this sense, what Lilan said was not wrong, and it was also something I had been hiding.
I myself thought that I must talk about it one day, but because the content is the content, I couldn’t say it at all. But now, Lilan has been exposed. Although I still feel like I have to hide
After Lilan finished speaking, after a while, his legs began to move.
Hearing the sound, Kirito turned to face him. The problem is, Kirito at that time, through the fusion of consciousness and memory, safely regained consciousness and returned from Aincrad, and Kirito loved him more than anyone else in the world, and that person was Shino .
Her face was full of shock, as if she couldn't believe what was happening in front of her.
\"Shino\"
"what is that"
Kirito shook his head several times and approached Sinon, but Sinon backed away every time. No matter how hard you try to close the distance, you won't get stuck.
\"Shinon, Shino, this is not true. I, I\"
\"What happened is that my memory infected Kirito and Kazuto, causing Kazuto to suffer and finally Kazuto will be destroyed? Will Kazuto be destroyed by me?\"
\"No, no, that's what poetry is like\"
\"Will Kazuto be killed by me?\"
After Sinon finished mumbling, her eyes widened immediately, she immediately covered her mouth with her hands and lowered her head. The moment Kirito was about to speak to Sinon who had stopped speaking, Sinon immediately brought up the menu screen, performed the operation, then brought up the logout screen, and then clicked the "OK" button without hesitation. . Immediately afterwards, Shino's body was enveloped in bluish-white light and transformed into a human figure. Then within a few seconds, Shino's body began to disappear.
\"Shino!!\"
"Mother!"
Kazuto and Yui try to reach out to Shino's disappearing body, but Shino's body disappears completely before they can do so, leaving behind the back alley and the fairy world itself.
\"Shino\"
Although she had a lot to say, Shino gave up on them all and disappeared. Kazuto stood there blankly, not daring to move.
However, Kazuto immediately thought of what to do. Like Shino, he opened the menu screen and brought up a certain window. It was the same logout window that Shino had used when escaping this world before, with a question asking if she really wanted to logout and two buttons.
\"Shino!\"
Kazuto pressed the exit button without hesitation and escaped from the fairy world.
If you turn off the signal to the fairy world, you will feel floating for a moment. After this feeling disappears, Shino will escape from the fairy world and return to the real world, and keep using it. bed.
Closing my eyes tightly and opening my eyelids, I found that I could see the white ceiling when I woke up lying on my back in bed. You can often see it when you come back from the virtual world, all white.
However, the ceiling is now stained black. Of course, it was now completely nighttime and there were no lights in the room. Looking at the curtains again, a weak street light shone in, slightly bright, but still not enough to illuminate the entire room.
Normally, she would get up and turn on the light in the room, but Shino couldn't get out of bed at all. No, it’s not that I didn’t feel this way at all, but after my consciousness returned from the fairy world to the real world, I was able to stand up after about three minutes.
I slowly raised my upper body using only the strength of my abdominal muscles, and then expanded. I removed the Amusphere from my head and held it in my hands. I turned my head and tried to remember what had happened.
A few seconds later, what had just happened appeared in Sinon's mind, but it was clearer than she imagined. Sinon unconsciously clenched the Amusphere in her hand.
"Ahem!"
As the sobs rising from her throat reached a certain level, a strong urge welled up from deep in her stomach and became unbearable.
"!!!"
"I threw it on the bed." When the white ring device hit the relatively soft bed, it bounced once, then fell off the bed, making a sound like plastic hitting a hard object, and disappeared from Sinon's sight.
Sinon lowered her head, clenched her hands into fists, and looked away from the device that allowed her to travel to various worlds, not just the world of fairies. The nails dug deeply into the palms of her hands, causing great pain, but Shino didn't care at all. I'm sure he won't mind continuing to bite his nails like this, even if the skin breaks and bleeds.
""
"In a room where you can't hear anything." No, if you listen carefully, you can hear the air purifier, humidifier, and water purifier running continuously when she was in the fairy world, but Shino covered them. Then I repeated what I had heard before in Wonderland. my head. The speaker is my dear friend and best friend Lelan.
——Now, Shino's trauma is being transmitted to you. And the memory of Shino in your body is eroding you, blurring the boundary between your memory and Sinon's memory. If you don't take any action, eventually, your and Shino's memories will mix together in complex ways, becoming a deadly poison that invades you and causes you to collapse
There are memories of myself inside the minds of those I love that are currently destroying the minds, hearts, and memories of those I love. And if this continues, the spirit of the loved one will collapse, and life will be worse than death. After realizing this, her friend's words were reduced to two sentences, which echoed in Shino's ears over and over again.
——Shino’s memory disappeared, and Kazuto died——
Up until now, Shino basically had nothing to fear. If anything, the fact that I once shot someone would have been publicized and made known to a lot of people, but now that I've done it once, it's not that scary now. So until now, Shino had nothing to be afraid of.
However, from a certain point, Shino clearly felt her fear. That's because Kirito, who I met in SAo, protected me, protected me, was by my side, and loved me\/Kirito Kazuto died and collapsed. This is a thing.
After being loved by Kazuto, Shino was just afraid of it and couldn't help but be afraid. If Kazuto dies, if Kazuto suddenly disappears from my sight, if Kazuto's heart breaks, I am dead - I will think so. Then, a shiver ran through the bottom of my stomach, chest, and head. Full of anxiety and fear.
Therefore, I advise people not to push themselves too hard, not to hide anything, and try to avoid accumulating pressure. That day, I told the same thing twice and asked Kazuto to listen. Kazuto gave me a pleasant reply at that time, and I thought he had listened to me carefully.
However, Kazuto has been hiding the fact that his memory is being eroded. Although it had been eroded since it merged with his heart in SAo, he didn't tell anyone and kept it with him.
\"Why hide such an important thing?\"——If it were normal, he might approach Kazuto like this and ask why. However, when she heard this from Kazuto just now, Shino had no such feeling at all. When I heard this story, I understood why Kazuto had kept this story hidden for so long.
The next moment, a strong feeling of anger and sadness surged into her heart. When she had no choice but to do anything, Shino operated the exit button and escaped from the fairy world. The anger swirling in the emotion that drove him forward was not directed at Kazuto, but at himself.
At the same time, the "voice" sounded in my head again. This was neither Lilan's nor Kazuto's tone, but his own.
——It’s been like this since SAo, but I don’t talk about important things, I just carry them all by myself. Suck it in and let it get worse until you can't help it, but still force it. So I worry all the time. If you stay the same, you will eventually collapse...
"The time is the time of the last date." This is what I said when I was taking a break with a sick and dizzy Kazuto. Just because I don't want Kazuto to collapse, just because I want to be with Kazuto all the time, because I want to always see Kazuto's lively look - I collect my thoughts and express them in words to Kazuto and Noda . Kazuto listened and nodded happily.
"What"
"I don't want Kazuto to collapse."
\"I'm worried that Kazuto will collapse.\"
I wanted to protect Kazuto because I was afraid of his death.
“But, but, but”
\"I'm not the one who tortured Kazuto the most and tried to destroy him\"
"That one"
I have tortured my dear mother, grandfather, and grandmother. Since that incident, not only myself, but also the way people around me looked at my mother, grandfather, and grandma had obviously changed. The looks they looked at me became sharp and painful. Therefore, my mother, grandfather, and grandmother rarely go out and try to avoid the eyes of people around them. I couldn't go out even if I wanted to, and I was always stared at when I went out. My mother, grandfather and grandmother obviously suffered because of me.
It would be nice if I was the only one affected by that incident. Why should my mother, grandfather, and grandmother who are very important to me also be hurt and suffer? That's it, Shino came up with the idea. I left my hometown to study in junior high and high school in Tokyo and put it into practice.
I don't have confirmed results yet, but I'm sure my mother, grandfather, and grandmother no longer suffer. Because the source of pain is no longer near.
Then there was Kazuto, and I met him after that. For the first time in my life, I could truly love someone who truly loved me. At first, I sometimes worried that I would cause this person a lot of pain, but Kazuto never showed that attitude and always accepted me for who I was, protected, cared for, and loved.
I'm sure she won't hurt this person, and she won't hurt anyone again - she naturally thought of this after meeting Kazuto, and eventually this idea took root in Shino's heart. Safety.
However, judging from what I just said, the sense of security in my heart disappeared, and everything collapsed from under my feet. In the end, Kazuto also suffered because of himself. Unseen by Shino, she continued to suffer and eventually died. The gentle Kazuto has been hiding, not wanting to be discovered.
"No matter how painful, how crazy, how terrible, never, never, ever"
"Why..."
"Why is it always like this?"
"I thought this time, this time, no one would suffer."
"I thought that this time, I could love him without making him suffer."
"Why..."
I'm sure I've had a gaping hole in my chest ever since - or rather, ever since I was born. Deadly poison is always flowing in the entrance of the cave, and the people around him are always suffering from this poison.
"My father was the first to die from this poison." The poison first caused my father to die of illness, and then caused the incident, causing my mother, grandfather, and grandmother to suffer. Now even Kazuto is about to be poisoned to death.
"ah"
"I think I've been cursed since birth." The curse opened a hole in his chest, filling it with deadly venom that tortured those around him. This will continue as long as I'm alive and no matter how hard I try to escape, I can't escape.
Shino hugged her knees and fell sideways on the bed. Normally it was time to cook, but Shino didn't feel this way at all and didn't dare to move. I do not want anything.
"no longer"
She muttered in her heart and slowly closed her eyes. Shino suddenly opened her eyes when she heard the loud music in her ears. Seduced by the music played by folk instruments from a faraway land, I moved my body, and when I turned around, I discovered that the music was coming from a smartphone that lay on the pillow next to my bed.
It was now vibrating and playing music at a decent volume, with a name and two buttons showing on the display.
This name was Kazuto Kiritani who had tortured him for a long time. Worried about her sudden disappearance, she must have quickly logged out of ALo and called. - Shino immediately understood Kazuto's intention.
\"Kato\"
Sinon unconsciously picked up the smartphone and pressed the call start button. However, I regained consciousness and stopped moving.
Now Kazuto's spirit is being eroded because of him. If I continue to contact, talk, or entangle with Wa Jin, it will burden Wa Jin's spirit, the poisonous gas will erode even more, and Wa Jin's spirit will collapse faster. To prevent it...
"that"
To prevent this from happening, it's best to stop contacting the person. That's why I'm not even allowed to answer the phone anymore.
Shino relaxed her whole body and placed her trembling smartphone on the pillow. She thought about pressing the decline button, but she knew that would make Kazuto more worried, so Shino waited for the call to stop.
Then, about a minute into the music playing on the smartphone, the smartphone finally stopped moving and the music stopped. At the same time, the name displayed on the monitor disappeared, the lights went out, and the room fell into darkness again.
"I can't talk to Kazuto anymore, so it's impossible to see him." If he does this, Kazuto will be dead, and he will die sooner or later. There was nothing he could do to keep Kazuto away from death. Because I want to take away Kazuto's life.
Shino resumed his sitting position and closed his eyes tightly.
it's over. Now I can never see Kazuto again, I can no longer love him, can no longer let him hug me, and can no longer accept his warmth. I can no longer do any of the things I used to survive on.
Moreover, she would never see Kazuto again, which meant that she would never see her beloved child Yui again. Yui basically stays with Kazuto, so unless Yui leaves Kazuto, she will never see him again, and the possibility of Yui considering leaving Kazuto is close to zero. That's why I can't even look at my beloved child's face anymore.
Everything previously taken for granted fell apart. It's like there's nothing you can do to stay alive.
"It would be better if that were the case
At this time, Shino realized something else and opened her eyes.
(...!)
it's no use.
If the phone goes unanswered, Kazuto will definitely try to come directly to this apartment and this room next time. If you want to come to me, come to me and talk directly. In fact, when Shino fell asleep due to a cold last time, Kazuto also came to visit, but the reason was that Shino had experienced a terrible experience before and was worried about it.
\"Now Kazuto is undoubtedly worried about me.\"I am worried about Shino, so Kazuto will come to see how she is doing. I came here by myself...
And when that time comes, if he commits suicide and the body is left unattended, Kazuto will be the first to see it. It's not hard to imagine what would happen if Kazuto, who had always cared about me and even called me with concern, saw his own body. ——Perhaps at that time, the poison that destroys Kazuto will immediately break out, wrapping Kazuto's body and leading Kazuto's soul to death.
"Kazuto will die no matter what."
(what should I do)
\"If this continues, Kazuto will come to see you.\"
\"If this continues, Kazuto will get closer to me.\"
"If I die, Kazuto will die with me."
But no matter what, Kazuto's heart will die.
what should I do.
"!"
That's it. And people should stop worrying.
"If Kazuto doesn't like me, he will never visit me again or get close to me again." If Kazuto and I break off our current relationship
Sinon made up her mind, picked up the smartphone she was using just now, and started writing an email. Then, when I made up my mind to type this sentence, my fingers suddenly stopped.
My mind went through the words I was about to type, but they were all horrible and unbearable. These are the words I swear I will never say to Kazuto no matter what happens. From now on, I'm going to fight Kazuto.
He said unbearable words to Kazuto, the person he loved most and whom he wanted to stay by his side and love forever. Thinking of this, Shino felt a burning pain in her chest. If possible I'd like to stop doing this and leave my smartphone as is.
\"But if you don't, Kazuto will come here.\" Trying to talk to him directly, he came over, bringing his heart closer to breaking. To prevent this from happening, Kazuto must—
\"and people\"
Unconsciously, Sinon's fingers started to move and she was inputting letters on the monitor. And something spilled out of his eyes. Every time I move my fingers and type letters, memories of Kazuto come to mind. Keep typing.
When she finished typing all the words, Shino stopped moving. If you send this, your relationship with Kazuto is over. I would never get a hug from him again, never get his warmth again, never go on a date with him again, never play with him again. Every time I think about the days I spent with people, some scenes will appear in my mind, and tears will flow down uncontrollably.
"But if you don't, Kazuto will die." That's why it can't stop anymore.
\"Goodbye, Kazuto.\"
Shino took a deep breath and pressed the send button.
"I'm tired of you.
"You did nothing but hurt me."
"I don't want to see you again."
"I don't want to see you face to face again."
"I don't want to look at you or hear your voice."
"I will end my relationship with you today."
"It's broken up." Don't even come to my apartment to see me.
"If you see me in school, don't talk to me."
"There are many girls around you, so it shouldn't be a big problem for at least one of them to disappear."
"I'll leave Yui to you." At least take care of yourself.
"Meeting you was a mistake."
The message written in this way was sent to Kazuto's smartphone.
"Lee Zhiye"
Lyfa was startled when she heard the girl's voice. In a festival where booths are crowded and players come and go, the man who calls himself by his real name instead of his avatar name grows wolf ears on the top of his head. The jewel-like red eyes were none other than her brother’s familiar, Lilan.
At this moment, Lilan was supposed to enjoy the festival held by Tiandu Rhine River with her brothers, but one day, he suddenly came to visit them. What's more, Yui was the only one beside him at that time, and he didn't see his important brother and loved one.
Therefore, the girls who spent the festival with Lifa thought that Yui and Lilan had separated, but Lilan didn't care at all and went straight to Lifa. He came over and suddenly stopped me.
"What's wrong, Lilan? Are you separated from your brothers?"
\"Suguha, I have something to ask you. Can you quit now and see how Kazuto is doing?\"
\"Uh why? Brothers, have you quit?\"
"That's it"
Leafa\/Suguha couldn't believe it. Onii-sama Kazuto said that he will enjoy today's festival until the end, so he definitely plans to continue logging in until the date changes. For ordinary Kazuto, it is impossible to ignore this festival and exit first.
Additionally, since Lilan and Yui have registered Kazuto's smartphone contact information, they can contact Kazuto in the real world. I shouldn't need to log out and confirm and people.
\"But if it's Liran and Xiaojue, can't you contact your brother directly? You were calling your brother's smartphone before.\"
“That being the case, I’ve done it.
\"I haven't heard from you yet. Brother, what happened?\"
\"I want you to confirm this. Because we can't go to the real world, we can't confirm Kazuto. Ye Zi, it's you. So, I beg you, go see Kazuto.\"
As Lilan appealed, her eyes radiated the light of truth, and at the same time, she also showed a hint of worry about Kazuo in the distance. I've known this since I was a kid, but Lelan doesn't lie and deceive people, and basically doesn't pull pranks or pranks.
Now, Lilan was worried about Kazuto from the bottom of her heart. There is no lie.
\"Lilan saying this means what happened to her brother, right?\"
"Sorry to ruin the holiday."
"Okay. I'm going to fall for a while."
If you know Kazuto's safety and return as soon as possible, it won't have any impact. With this thought in mind, Leafa turned around and hurriedly walked through the players to the town and arrived at the hotel. When you enter a room, you always use and close the key, call the menu window and operate, call the logout window you are accustomed to, and click the "OK" button. I escaped the fairy world because it was enveloped in a floating feeling.
When the floating sensation ends, what unfolds is the ceiling of my room, which I often see when I wake up in bed. However, its color is pitch black, slightly different from usual. If he moved his eyes and looked around, he would see that not only the ceiling but the entire room had become dark. I see.
"It's already night"
After mumbling like this, Suguha got up from the bed, took off the Amusphere on her head and placed it next to the pillow. Soon after, I got out of bed, turned my head slightly, and remembered why I came back.
Originally, Suguha wanted to log into the fairy world and enjoy the festival there. Despite this, he returns to the real world when his brother's partner and friend Lilan asks him to check on his brother and people. From now on, I will go to my brother's room to check the situation. If there is nothing abnormal, I can return to the fairy world immediately and continue to celebrate the festival with my friends.
Also, everyone was probably waiting for me while I was doing this, and I imagine they must be worried about Kazuto. In order to relieve everyone's worries, I must check on Kazuto's condition as soon as possible.
(I have to go early)
Suguha muttered something in her mind, nodded, then walked to the door without turning on the light in the room, opened the door, and walked into the corridor. Mom probably hasn't come back yet, and the house is very quiet. It was so quiet that I thought for a while that my brother was not there, but Suguha shook her head, pressed the switch on the wall, turned on the corridor light, and walked towards her brother's room.
A few seconds later, Suguha arrived in front of her brother's room. There is a wooden sign hanging in the center of the door with the word "Kazuto" written on it, which I ordered from a store in the mall. There is no doubt that there is a Japanese in this room.
After confirming, Suguha clenched her fists lightly and said while knocking on the door.
\"Brother, are you there? It's just me.\"
Boom, boom, I knocked twice rhythmically, but there was no response, not even a sound of movement. However, he could definitely feel someone's presence in the room, so there was no doubt that Kazuto was in there. Could it be that you fell asleep?
"Onii-chan, Onii-chan!"
I tried knocking on the door and calling him again, but he still didn't respond. He might be asleep, but if I wasn't sure he was, I couldn't give Lelan what she wanted. It seemed that there was no other way but to go directly to Kazuto's room.
"Onii-chan, let's go in."
Saying that, Suguha opened the door to Kazuto's room. There was no light inside, only the light from the street lamp shone in through the window, dimly illuminating the room. I looked around and saw the desk that my brother often used. There was a desktop computer and a printer on it, but there was no movement and silence.
There was a bed nearby that my brother always used and he was there. However, my brother did not fall asleep. He was sitting on the bed with his smartphone in one hand. Seeing the strange sight, Suguha opened his eyes slightly, and then he approached his brother Kazuto.
\"Onii-chan, are you awake?\"
When I called him, he slowly raised his head and met my eyes, which surprised Suguha. The younger brother's eyes were red and swollen, with tears glistening at the corners and tear stains clearly visible on his cheeks. As soon as Suguha saw it, she rushed to her brother.
\"Hey brother, what's wrong? Why are you crying?\"
Facing his sister's dark eyes and his own red and swollen eyes, Kazuto finally opened his tightly closed mouth and uttered these words.
"There is nothing left for me to do."
""
"My mission, what I have to do, the people I care about, they're gone."
\"No more? Hey, what's wrong, brother\"
There, Suguha noticed that the light on Kazuto's smartphone was still on. Maybe this is the culprit - Suguha thought, shouted to Kazuto, picked up the smartphone, looked at the screen, but was speechless.
Email screen shown on smartphone screen. The sender is Shino Asada, who is very important to Kazuto and became Kazuto's sister-in-law when they were in Aincrad. In the body of the email, there were obviously abusive language that could hurt Kazuto, as well as an unbelievable sentence that ended the relationship. This sentence was sent by Shino.
\"Hey, what kind of email is this from Shino-san!?\"
""
\"Brother, what is this, what is this? What happened to Shino-san!?\"
When I hurriedly asked this question, Kazuto opened his mouth slightly and spoke in a very low voice again.
\"There's something I haven't told you yet. I haven't even told Shino yet\"
"Well"
Suguha had heard the incredible story from Kazuto before that Kazuto implanted Shino's memory into his brain in order to save Shino.
When I first heard this story, I thought Kazuto was telling a bad joke, trying to make fun of me, but when he told me the story, Kazuto was serious and his eyes were just like Lilan's , containing the light of truth. Therefore, Suguha believes that the story that Kazuto has memories of Shino is true. At the same time, Suguha was also somewhat proud that his brother was someone who could love the people he loved more deeply because he had the memories of both of them.
However, if you think about it calmly, humans are basically born with a brain that can only store one person's memories. They are not designed to store gigabytes or terabytes of information like a machine or USB stick.
Kazuto, a human species with only one head that can only hold a few bytes, possesses Shino's memory, which means that he has surpassed the innate and unchangeable limits of human beings, that is to say. Of course, if you do this, you will get bad effects and exceptions.
So, until now, Kazuto said that he has been negatively affected by it and suffered mental damage. However, Kazuto endured it silently and did not tell anyone. Tell brother to go play
\"Then the big brother suddenly became good at cooking, avoided crowds, and no longer watched TV series and movies with a gun, all because of Shino-san's memory.\"
Kazuto nodded and said nothing. If I could, I wanted him to tell me that it was a lie, I wanted to think I was just being teased, but Kazuto's black hair seemed to say that Suguha's wish was in vain. An "acquaintance" of Kazuto once said that his eyes continued to shine with the light of truth. Kazuto didn't tell a single lie.
Suguha noticed this and was silent for a moment, then asked Kazuto again.
\"That's what I told Shino-san.\"
\"Yeah and then Shino disappeared from my sight. I quickly quit and called her, but she didn't answer. So I got this email\"
After telling the truth and spitting out everything that could have happened, Kazuto put his head in his hands and hung his head deeper. Faced with this behavior that seemed to despair of everything in this world, Suguha made a weak voice.
"It's all my fault. I-I don't hide it. If I talk to Shino right now, I won't hurt her. She's disillusioned because I'm hiding something. I betrayed her."
\"No, if I am stronger, if my heart is stronger, I will not be affected by Shino's memory.\" Because of this, I betrayed Shino, hurt her, and let her Ideals shattered”
Kazuto trembled and cried, constantly criticizing himself. Suguha looked at his current appearance in surprise, which was unimaginable for a normal brother, but at the same time he also felt a throbbing pain in his chest. It was as if the sword my brother was wielding in the virtual world flew towards me and stabbed me.
Suguha endured the pain in her chest and wanted to say something, but nothing came out. As usual, I turned my head and opened the place where I saved my vocabulary and tried to think of words, but nothing came out.
I wanted to hug Kazuto's body because I couldn't say anything, but Suguha's body couldn't move and I couldn't touch Kazuto. No, it should be said that he was hesitant to touch Kazuto with his whole body.
Now, many hesitations emerged one after another. Should I touch my brother's body? Should I touch him? Should I hug him? He came out and took Suguha's body and the freedom of his arms.
Overwhelmed by multiple feelings and thoughts, unable to speak, unable to take any action, unable to do anything but remain silent and assume gymnastics positions with the quilt on my butt. It was lifted up and held in my hand, covering my head and my figure. Suguha finally made a sound as his brother turned into a futon, but then, a voice came from the futon.
"I'm sorry, please leave me alone."
Suguha was stunned for a moment when she heard her brother's desire in a voice that seemed to have been squeezed out. This is the first time I see my brother like this. In front of me, my brother was always strong, reassuring, and never complained, and I almost fell over. No matter how he looked at it, even though the situation was critical, Suguha couldn't think of anything to say to cheer Kazuto up.
"Understood"
With that, I left my brother's darkroom and returned to the corridor. The light in the corridor was always on, so when he came out of the room, he was illuminated by a light orange light, but Suguha's heart was not bright at all. I was trapped in darkness, just like the room I'd been in before.
"I never thought Kazuto would turn out like this."
"elder brother"
Suddenly, while she was mumbling like this, Suguha found something in her hand and brought it to her. That was Kazuto's smartphone. It was originally borrowed from Kazuto temporarily. Kazuto's favorite smartphone, with a black body, came in a black plastic box - he returned it without care and left the room.
An email from someone important to Kazuto appeared on the screen. The anger and intense disillusionment with Kazuto's betrayal are so strong that one wonders if this is really something Shino sent, or if there's something wrong with it.
"That's it"
"I'm just paying attention, but now is not the time to think about such things." Now that I have confirmed Kazuto's condition, I must tell Lilan about it. Besides, Lilan, who has the ability to heal people's hearts and is also good at coming up with solutions, should be able to tell us what to do in the future.
However, if this is the case, Suguha also knows that there is someone who is better at this than him.
"Now"
Suguha returned to her room and operated Kazuto's smartphone. Operation was slightly different due to a different model than the one I'm using, but I was able to immediately close Mail and launch the target app. This application is a phone book.
Contact information for Kazuto's family and friends were lined up, but Suguha paid them no mind and continued on, eventually stopping when she found a certain name. Serizawa, who once served as the exclusive psychiatrist for Shino, an important figure in Kazuto, now serves as AI researcher Airi. In the virtual world, Suguha chose the name of a person who called herself "Alice".
(If it is Teacher Alice)
Maybe how to teach and how to make themselves happy -with such a weak hope, Naoye pressed the call to start the key, and put the smart phone with people into your ears. At this time, Naoye had returned to his room.
The familiar ringtone "PURUURU" is constantly sounded on the smartphone. Hearing the words, Zhiye begged him to leave as soon as possible, but the sound of dudu was like ignoring straight leaves, and he repeatedly repeated, and he didn't stop until the tenth time.
"I can't answer the call right now. Please wait or try again later."
The person who answered the phone was not Alice, but a machine voice message set by mobile phone companies. When Naoye heard a uncomfortable voice he could hear, he sighed and pulled the smartphone from his ears and placed it in front of him.
I heard that Alice was busy with AI research for a while. When I called her, she didn't answer the phone, so I knew this would happen to some extent. However, at this time, Naoye can't help thinking, if you answer the phone yourself.
\"no solution anymore\"
Straight leaf click the back button to return to the phone book. This time he chose the name of the person he wanted, click the call button, and also put the smartphone in your ears. I don't want to listen to the ringtone for too long, but I stopped after twice, and I heard a sound.
\ "Hello, and others! \"
What he heard was the voice of "acquaintances" with humans. Li Lan asked him to check the condition of his person, but Lan was calling for the name of the harmony. Think about it, I am using smartphones with people now, so if I call, the other party will naturally think that calling me with others.
I felt a little regretful while I felt a little regretful, and said to the girl who was familiar with people on the other side of the virtual world.
"Lilan, I am a straight leaf."
\ "Well, is it straight? It seems that you have contacted people."
"Yes, I did it."
\ "So what about the situation with people now? \"
"...Yeah yeah"
Tell the story that cannot be imagined by the common sense of peace. When he tried to talk about this, his chest began to twitch again, but Naoye could not stop. He told Lilan about the current state of the person and everything that happened.
The news of Kirito and Shi Nai's breakup soon passed on to play ALO and people in the same school as the two schools, which caused a great stir.
The two people want to break up so much, but they want to break up. This is the consistent recognition of members. When it is impossible, it is natural to do a big problem.
Three days have passed, and those concerns and turmoil are still in the hearts of ordinary members.
\ "You haven’t come today. \"
After the school curriculum, the two of them and SAO's three friends -Asuna \/Yasna, Lizbate \/Lica, Silika \/Huizi came to the empty cafeteria. Under normal circumstances, Kirito \/He and Poetry \/Poetry will join here, but the two are nowhere to be visible.
"It's been three days, you haven't gone to school at all."
When Asuna sat deeply on the chair affiliated to the long table, she whispered, and the two of them nodded. Since entering this school with people and Shi Nai, they have class every day without class. But after saying three days ago, the two not only no longer appeared in ALO, but even the school no longer showed up.
At present, both of them have contacted the teacher to say that they have caught a cold, so they were not treated as absent. The people around them also believed that they were resting because of a cold or physical discomfort.
However, the fact is that they do not have a cold, which is not the reason for their absence. The people in the school know that the truth is Asuna, Lihua, and Huizi.
"No, it will happen like this"
Hui Zi was sitting on the right side of Asuna, holding her hands on her chest with both hands, with a worried expression. In front of Lica, Lica's face was also mixed with anxiety and worry. In other words, everyone here is such a face.
\ "What happened to those girls? Shi Nai must not break up with people. \"
Within a few days of escape from SAO, the school started. Li Xiang heard an incredible story from his people, and he also had Shina's memory.
At that time, I thought he was lying, but Li Xiang knew that he was not the kind of people who would lie and make fun of others.
After successfully escaping SAO, he began to care more about Shi Nai than ever, and Shi Nai also loved people more than SAO. However, I just understand the usual gestures and dialogues of the two people.
"It's as if they see each other as half of themselves."
Therefore, Li Xiang believes that the story of people and people is true. Even if the world is upside down, even if the color of the sky and the clouds are upside down, Lixiang believes that seawater will make these two people firmly believe that even if everything becomes lava.
"It should have been like this, but when the news of the two people broke up, Lica didn't know what happened."
"I mean, three days have passed, there are still some things I don't know."
"That is"
\ "Speaking of the way, which one do you shake? Is it Shi Nai or a person? \"
Anna remembered what happened three days ago. Surprisingly, what Shi Nai and others broke up directly from their mouths turned out to be a straight leaf with people. Lan heard the story from Naoye, and we also heard the story of Lilan.
According to Lilan and Naoye, even if I tried to contact Shi Nai at the beginning, Zhi Nai also refused to answer the call with people, and then sent a farewell email to the smart phone with the people. I did not believe it at the beginning and tried to contact Shi Nai many times, but Shi Nai ignored it.
As a result, the relationship between himself and Shi Nai had ended -to this day.
Asuna also clearly remembered that when she heard this story, the audience was stunned, just like witnessing a natural disaster.
\ "It seems that Shi Nai said goodbye. And classmates with people \"
\ "Is this a mode of depression and shrinking or more precisely, if you are thrown with people, then there must be any problems with people. Or maybe he did something that poetry did not like. You finally did it, isn't it? "
\ "But Miss Lihua, isn't this strange? \"
Then Lica turned to Huizi. Lica couldn't help but feel curious about Hui Zi's face, because she rarely showed her expression on her face.
"What's wrong?"
\ "Kirito, classmate, classmate with people, you also have the memory of Student Student, Yasna classmates? \"
\ "Yeah, so for her, half of her body is not wrong. So I think that the two of us will never break up \"
"Yeah, so I think it's a bit strange this time."
"What happened?"
Then Hui Zi looked around Yasna and Pear blossoms and said. His expression became serious, and Asuna and Lica closed their mouths, concentrating on listening to Hui Zi telling the story.
\ "" Human classmates have memories of Shi Nai classmates.
\ "This is indeed the same. There is a memory of Shi Na Nai, which shows that you can understand Shino's mood without thinking. \"
\ "Therefore, Mr. He people should know that Mr. Shi Nai doesn't like everything. He should not want to do this. For Mr. He Ren, Mr. Shi Naisha does not like this.
After listening to Miko's telling, Yasna nodded.
As Hui Zi said, if he has the memory of Shi Nai, he should be able to understand what Shi Nai has done to make her happy, and he should be able to understand that Shi Nai doesn't like anything. And the love of Shi Nai is true. She should be able to understand that she also got true love from Shi Nai.
Therefore, I don't think that people are willing to do poems that they don't like, and they were originally as said that even if they did poetry with people, it was not good for others. Therefore, it is hard to imagine that Shi Nai broke up with people because she did not like what Shi Nai didn't like.
\ "Yeah, why was it that Teacher Shi Nai was thrown by Renjun? \"
Three days ago, I learned from Lilan that and Shi and Shi Nai had broken up. However, Lilan stubbornly refused to talk about the reasons for the breakup with people and Zhi Nai.
"Li Lan didn't tell me what I was most worried about."
"Yeah, I want you to talk to me most."
Lica muttered so much, Asuna immediately pulled out the smartphone from his pocket, started, opened the phone book, and chose a name. Of course, Lilan told all ordinary members at the time that he had broken up with people and Shi Nai.
"Sure enough, if I don't ask the reason, I will not feel refreshing, and this situation will not change." Here, there is no way, I can only approach Lilan and ask him in the form of interrogation that Lilan is good at.
"I can't help, there is only one here"
"?"
When the two were slightly stunned, Yasna clicked on the start button displayed on the display, and at the same time started the speaker mode to put it on the table. The call was slightly lowered, and the communication with the fairy world was connected, and a familiar sound came from the speaker.
\ "Hey, Asuna? Asuna? \"
"Yes. It's me, Lilan."
"Is it out of school?"
"Yes. Hey, Lilan, can I call you now?"
The "sound" of the fairy world paused for a moment. It may be looking for a nearby monitoring player or whether there are enemies. After a while, another voice came.
"You can do it. I'm on the court, but I don't have any tasks now, and there are no players around. If you want to call me, it's time now.
\ "It turns out. So, let's talk about it. Lihua and Huizi sauce are also very close to me. \"
\ "Lica and Huizi Liz and Silika. What are you? \"
Then Lihua made a smartphone close to Asuna, making a sound. At this time, I realized that this was the first time that Lerka had talked with Li Lanen from the real world in the real world.
\ "Lilan, me. Lica or Liz Bate. \"
\ "You can see from Lica's mouth. So Lica, what is that? \"
\ "You tell us, the harmony with others -Kirito and Shi Nai broke up, is it? \"
"You told me"
\ "So I was curious, but you had a close relationship with Kirito and Shi Nai. Then you should know what they happened. \"
At this moment, Lilan's voice stopped abruptly. They either try to keep silent as last time, or try to say that they cannot do this. Therefore, Keiko took over Rika and began to send a voice to her friends in the virtual world.
\ "I am Huizi. Classmate Lilan, can you tell me? Why does Kirito and Shi Naisu become like this? \"
\ "If you just want to know, I have no intention to tell you. \"
"What do we want to do for this situation."
So Asuna replaced Huizi, told Lan that she and Ren and Shi Na did not come to school, and kept silent. After the story, Asuna told Lilan about her feelings and thoughts.
\ "It turns out that this is the case.
"If one of you is in school, I can see. But it is strange that the two of you are not at school. Lilan, tell me what happened to those two people. If we can." I want to help with people and monarchs He Shi Nai. "
Lilan's voice stopped again. Was Lan did not want to talk about it, or did he obey the host's order and not talk about this?
However, if it develops like three days ago, this stagnation will continue forever. No matter how long the time has passed, neither people and Shi Nai will appear in front of them, and they can no longer play together as usual.
"Lilan!"
\ "This is a story that touches the aspect of the human side. As a listener, you also need to be prepared. This is definitely useless. Except for you, no one may really listen.
\ "I am not here. There is only me, Yasana, and Huizi here. \"
Hearing Lica's words, Lan made a slight "whine". Soon after, Lan's voice came again behind the speaker.
\ "That's it. I will tell you the truth
"Story uh, Lilan
Hearing Yasuna's cry, Lilan finally said. What happened with people at the time, Shi Nai heard what happened after this, and what she was doing now.
While listening to the story, Yasna, Lihua, and Hui Zi looked at each other several times. They couldn't believe what Lan said, but they still listened to Lilan until the end.
When all the conversations were over, Lan sighed deeply. It was as if he had spit out everything accumulated in his chest, but the three didn't care, but just looked at it and didn't dare to move.
The cafeteria is quiet and like a strong gravity. There are only three people on the court, but no one can speak.
However, Lihua broke the silence and said unbelievable Lan in the virtual world.
\ "What is the memory of Shi Na in the human mind and is swallowing and people \"
"This may be difficult to believe, but this is true. Because of this, I learned to avoid the crowd and can cook without any exercises. Then sometimes he will blur his memory and poetry. Differences, even forget what happened. \ "
\ "If this state continues, and Mr. Man \"
\ "And the memory of people and poems will be mixed, and the memory of people will collapse, and the soul of the person will die \"
"That's not the same as death!"
Asuna shouted involuntarily, but the voice of Lerlann from behind the speaker seemed to suppress her emotions.
"He has endured the pain for a long time because of concealing this fact. However, Yu Yi and I think we cannot hide it forever, and we let us talk to others. Then Shi Nai disappeared as soon as he heard this. I didn’t expect that things would be as \ "" "
At first, Lilan's voice seemed to be suppressing his emotions, but half of it turned into a sad tone. Since the SAO era, she has been with these two people. Asuna understands that such things will not make Lilan feel sad, but at the same time, she is worried about falling into thought. Next to him, Huizi whispered.
\ "So, is the classmate of Zhi Nai who is angry because of the concealment of his classmates? \"
"I don't think so. At that time, I betrayed Shi Nai, no wonder Shi Nai would be angry."
Asuna glanced at Huiko, and then stared at the smartphone connected to Lilan.
"Is this really the case?" Since the acquaintance in SAO, they have spent some time as the best friends, but Asuna knew that Shi was not the kind of angry girl.
In the eyes of others, she is a mature and cool girl, and sometimes she makes indifferent and dry remarks, but Shi Nai is actually kind, considerate, and honest, and she has a lot of love for the people she loves.
Shi Nai lost his love and love for love and people because he concealed something?
"What Li Lan is talking about is wrong." The truth must be elsewhere.
If you can find and find it, then you should be able to reconcile the two.
"Lilan, thank you for telling me."
\ "N, Asuna \"
"I know what to do. Thank you, Lilan."
\ "What should you do, what do you think of \"
After listening to Lilan's words, Assna pressed the call button on the monitor. After forcibly interrupted Lilan's voice, he threw the smart phone into his pocket and stood up. Lica and Hyoko were surprised at the sudden move of Asuna, and Lica shouted to them.
