At that time, Asuna finally realized that there was no outside help at all. And Asuna's head suddenly became a mess.
He stayed in a room in the City of Origin, banging his head against the wall day after day, screaming and crying like crazy. Asuna is constantly struck by the delusion that everything she has built so far is crumbling beneath her feet.
"I'm sure my parents weren't worried about their own lives. I'm sure they were just very disappointed in their daughter who was trapped in a console and strayed off the tracks they laid. And my friends must have been pessimistic, derisive and disappointed that I couldn't take the test. Such thoughts gradually condensed in Asuna's body, reaching a critical point, and turned into a drop of black and fell into Asuna's mind.
From that moment, Asuna realized something, walked out of the hotel, read the manual, and prepared her equipment. If waiting for help doesn't change anything, I have no choice but to end this world. ――With this in mind, Asuna continues to fight day after day, working to upgrade and improve her skills.
In this way, the strategic demon Shining Asuna was born.
However, Asuna's heart was getting tired day by day. No, it should be said that the black water spread from the falling black water droplets invaded me.
"If you can finish the game safely, you can definitely return to reality." But when we return to reality, what awaits us are the disappointed faces of our parents, and the unpleasant days of collars, bracelets, and chains. On the other hand, if you don't complete it, you'll be trapped in this disgusting fake world forever, and even more disgusting other players will start saying things like "Asuna by Flashlight" and "Can't Capture Without You" . No improvement. "
"If we don't catch you, you will be trapped in this disgusting world forever."
But when he returns to reality, his disgusting parents will tie him up.
"No matter what, it's disgusting to wait for."
This world, NPCs, and players are disgusting.
Reality, my parents, my friends are disgusting.
Feeling unwell.
Feeling unwell.
Feeling unwell.
Feeling unwell.
Feeling unwell.
Feeling unwell.
“That’s disgusting, everyone!!!”
Asuna's sudden shout startled Lilan.
Asuna looked down at her and yelled at her.
"Put on the Nerve Gear and start the game. Fight to death or pass the level if you don't want to die! Asuna, you are the deputy leader of the Blood Oath Knights, and you can't clear it without relying on me!"
Asuna grabbed her hair hard.
"After all, I don't like my parents and my mother either!! Forget everything, study hard, don't associate with people you are not allowed to be with, and take everything for granted for your sake. If you don't listen to me, you will completely ignore me." Me, you said you were an elite, but you didn’t like me, so you tied me up and forced me to do anything! !
"When did I say I was going to go that way!"? When did you tell me to tie you up no matter what? ? When did you say you put me in a cage? ? Please be a prisoner, you are the devil of a prisoner, command, study, go to college, marry someone you don't like, live up to expectations. "
Asuna opened her mouth and shouted.
“Don’t force everything on me!!!”
Asuna knelt down and shook her head repeatedly. At that moment, tears burst into my eyes.
"I don't want to be an elite! I don't even want to marry someone I don't love!"
Asuna stopped shaking her head, but tears continued to flow from her eyes.
Reran stared at the girl called Flash Asuna without saying a word, but after a while he walked over quietly. When he walked to the girl, he touched Asuna with his big palm. cheek.
Finally spit it out, no, you finally appeared, the real one
Asuna was stunned and looked up at Hakuryuu.
"?"
Asuna looked into Lilan's eyes. The crystal clear eyes were like mirrors, clearly seeing his face torn by tears and snot.
"Asuna, you have a beautiful face. That's you...the real you. It took a long time to come out, but you finally came out of your shell. And told me everything.
"You try so hard to live up to your parents' expectations." But at the same time, I hated being controlled by my parents. This is what makes you impatient and makes you act crazy.
Lilan made a gentle "voice" to Asuna.
"You are really not the 'Flash Asuna' we saw. It's like you have been suppressing yourself for a long time to play Flash Asuna. And the true self you have been suppressing has been screaming inside you. It must be very It hurts.
Asuna clenched her fists and lowered her head. Tears fell onto my knees.
"I really hate my parents... They tied me up no matter what... I don't want to go back to that reality... But I don't want to stay here forever... But... I don't want to be called Lightning Asuna...I don't like it..."
Ruilun gently placed her hand on Asuna's head.
"Unfortunately, this is not possible. Either way, you have to escape this castle and return to the real world. But... I know how to stop having negative feelings about the world, and how to escape my parents' love in the real world." control.
Asuna looked up at Hakuryuu.
"What……?"
Lilan looked away from Asuna and looked around.
The first is to recognize that this world is also a world. You are so disgusted that this is a false world, but this world is by no means without fun and beauty. You didn't notice it because you became "Shining Asuna". Therefore, Asuna
Asuna tilted her head, and Lilan's eyes returned to Asuna.
Let's take a break from attacking and walk around the city again. Especially recommend the 22nd floor. I believe you can find beauty and happiness in this world. You should be able to know that this world is alive. If you still feel it’s useless,
"If you think so?"
Lilan said with an animalistic smile.
"Come to my master. My master's house is on the 22nd floor. If you come into contact with my master there, you should be able to know that this world is where people live. Even in this world of fakes, he can still live Very hard.
Asuna was stunned when she heard this. Under my feet I felt something different rattle and crumble. Even in this world, there are people who have difficult lives. Instead of wasting a day in the real world, it is better to accumulate a day in this world - I never thought that there would be people who think like this, and I never thought about it.
In the real world, there is only one way to escape parental control. Tell them not to shove everything in my face and drive them into the abyss of despair. After that, I will tell you everything you have been hiding in your heart. If you do that, your parents will definitely not restrain you anymore.
Asuna shook her head. I understand that the world is alive, but I find it difficult to relate to my parents in the real world.
"I won't stop it, especially my mother, who will never admit such a thing."
Oh, I heard good news again. Did your mother tie you up? If that's the case, my mother should be the same as "Flash Asuna". In that case...I would doubt and be shaken from the bottom of my heart.
"shake?"
"That's it. I ask your mom. Why are you doing this, why are you forcing yourself to do this? Even if I do this, I won't be happy. Try forcing yourself to do something that makes you unhappy and keep doing it like Shake me as much as I do. If you do, your hidden self will emerge. Just like you
"Asuna understood at this time." Thinking about it, of course I have never shaken my mother's heart, never doubted why she did this, and never questioned her. What Lelan says will not only free you from your inhibitions, but also create an opportunity to understand your mother's heart.
"Come to think of it, I didn't do that..."
"Then try it. The effect should be amazing.
Listening to Lilan's words, Asuna felt warm in her heart. Now, I feel that I can really accept this world purely, return to the real world, and cut off the shackles of my parents.
"I have never felt more confident than before." Is this also thanks to this dragon?
Well, Asuna, I defeated the battlefield boss. Ignore the strategic groups around you and return to the 22nd floor. The weather on the 22nd floor is super sunny today. Perfect for a walk or a walk. "
Asuna shouted and ran again.
"What about you? What are you going to do now?"
"I was going back to Kirito's place, but what happened?"
"I want to go to the 22nd floor with you. I want to talk to you more."
Lilan's eyes widened, but she nodded as if she had thought of something.
"Okay. But before that, I want you to do something.
"What?"
"Don't you have a photo? If you have a photo, please show it to me
After Asuna heard this, she started searching in the prop library. If I remember correctly, I always wanted to remember when I got the full kit, so I was sure there must be a picture I took - thinking, I found a screenshot of the date 2023. Rice Field. When I summoned it, I realized it was a picture of my current equipment and rapier.
"Is it this one?"
Lilan nodded when she saw the photo.
"Oh. That's absolutely right.
"Would you mind throwing it up?"
"Throw it away? Why?"
"Throw it away because it's good"
Asuna felt momentarily uneasy and threw the photo into the sky. Take a photo of yourself flying high in the sky on the wind
Ran turned his face and suddenly opened his mouth. The next moment, the same beam as the one that killed the blue-violet dragon was shot from Reluen's mouth, hitting the photo thrown by Asuna. Asuna raised her head and rolled her eyes blankly, while the photo was swallowed up by the scorching beam and disappeared. -what do you want?
As a result, Asuna's sparkle is dead. You are Asuna now, not "Lightning Asuna".
Asuna turned to face Raylan.
Rerun Grin.
"From now on, I will not live as 'Flash Asuna', but as 'Just Asuna.' Strategic Demon is not for you.
Asuna finally understood what Lilan meant and nodded.
"Then let's go to the twenty-second floor together."
"Of course. Today, I will become your familiar, Asuna.
