"Then... I don't know, I don't know... there were a few people in green clothes, they tied me up... and then shocked me, it hurt, it really felt good pain......"
Lin Xixue seemed to have recalled something extremely painful. She held the Hengdao tightly in her hands, her eyes were dull, and her whole body was shaking uncontrollably.
"It's okay, Xiaoxue, we're home, it's okay..." Bai Qing hugged her tightly, trying to stop her trembling.
"It's all over. No one at home will hurt you again. Let's put the knife down first, okay?"
Bai Qing held the Hengdao in her hand, carefully pulled it out, and threw it in the corner, making sure she couldn't get it.
Lin Xixue collapsed and cried in Bai Qing's arms.
"Wanyun...Wanyun, why, why Tianzun has been driven away by me, but I can still see you. I shouldn't see you, I can't see you, because my mother is still alive, but I Already dead..."
"If I can still see you...I don't understand, why, why, mom should still be alive!"
She started coughing as she cried, and Bai Qing patted her back gently to calm her down.
Seeing that her breathing was slightly calmer, Bai Qing took out a plastic vial and poured out two oval-shaped pills.
"Xiaoxue, this is the Strengthening Pill. After taking it, it will help repair your sea of consciousness. I'll get you some water."
Bai Qing helped her lie down on the bed, put away the fruit knife thrown aside, then poured a glass of warm water and fed her the elixir.
Lin Xixue held up the wide-mouthed glass cup, swallowed the pills, and looked at the girl beside the bed in confusion.
The girl's facial features changed back and forth between Bai Qing and Ji Wanyun, and the surrounding scenes also flickered back and forth between the carriage and the bedroom.
The black lines and mosaics that appear from time to time are like damaged holographic projections.
After taking this pill, she closed her eyes and rested for a moment. The mosaic on the wall gradually faded away, and the trembling space finally stabilized.
Lin Xixue flattened her mouth and said sadly: "Wanyun... you are haggard, much more haggard than I remember."
"Xiaoxue, you...do you recognize me?" Ji Wanyun was overjoyed.
Lin Xixue did not answer her question, but still murmured: "Wanyun, I miss you so much. I really want to see you, but I really can't see you..."
"I died of a heart attack. I traveled through time... After traveling through time, I met a monster who interfered with my thinking. She told me that I was actually still alive."
"What He said about traveling through time and space is all my imagination. I couldn't accept the fact that my mother was dead, so I imagined it."
"I don't believe it, not at all."
"Later, I drove the monster away and no one interfered with my thinking. I think what I see now should be real."
"But, I really don't understand, I really don't understand, why I can still see you."
"Doesn't this mean that this is the real thing?"
"But...but..." Lin Xixue choked, "But if this is the real thing, if I am really still alive, then..."
"Wanyun... tell me, mom is still alive, right?" She almost begged, seeking answers from Ji Wanyun.
Ji Wanyun gently stroked her cheek, pursed her lips and shook her head.
"Xiaoxue, Auntie has left, but it's not your fault. There is still a long road ahead, and I will accompany you."
Great sorrow has no tears, great anger is silent.
Lin Xixue originally thought that she would be furious, or uncontrollably sad. But at this moment, her heart was surprisingly calm, and she couldn't even shed a single tear.
"What about the murderer? How was he sentenced?"
"Chu Liang was sentenced to life imprisonment... This matter was also a hot news at the time. Many media wanted to interview you, but considering your condition at the time... I helped you push it away."
"But I have left the contact information of those reporters. If you still want to speak out, I can help you contact them!" Ji Wanyun quickly added.
"If you can't interview me for such a big hot topic, you should probably interview someone else." Lin Xixue only felt that the logical ability she had lost long ago returned at this moment because of this huge sadness.
"They...went to interview your father."
"and after?"
"Later..." Ji Wanyun seemed a little hesitant.
"It's okay. I can probably guess it even if you don't tell me. Let me guess, did he go for an exclusive interview and then get a wave of traffic popularity?"
"Uh... almost... Haha, Xiaoxue, you finally woke up, so don't talk about these unhappy things." Ji Wanyun smiled dryly and tried to change the subject.
"Wanyun, even if you don't tell me, I can search it out myself, right? Just tell me, I can bear it."
Ji Wanyun sighed softly, Xiaoxue was still as smart as before and could not hide anything from her.
"Later, your father launched a live broadcast on a short video platform under the guise of restoring the true circumstances of the case, and frantically chatted with the anchor."
"Now his live broadcast fans have exceeded one million, and he has also started a business of selling goods."
"Puch...hahaha...bring the goods...ahhahahahahahaha."
Lin Xixue suddenly laughed, rolling on the bed with laughter and tears streaming down her face.
"Xiaoxue, don't be like this..." Ji Wanyun held her hand.
"No, Wanyun, don't be nervous. I'm not angry. I really think this matter is funny, so I'm laughing from the bottom of my heart."
"You know, I feel like I haven't been this happy in a long time."
"The last time I was so happy was when I was in a fantasy world and heard an old man asking for his daughter-in-law and a walking corpse... Forget it, it's too disgusting, so I won't talk about it."
"Hahahahahahaha, Wanyun, you know, I wondered at that time whether the world was crazy or I was crazy!" Lin Xixue said while wiping away tears from laughter.
"Now that I'm back here, it turns out that the world here is the same. Now I'm finally relieved. It turns out it's not the world that's crazy, it's me that's crazy!"
"Great, the world is normal. It turns out that I am crazy. It turns out that I am crazy! Fortunately, I am the only one who is crazy!"
"Xiaoxue, calm down. It will be fine. Everything will be fine." Ji Wanyun held her shoulders and tried to calm her down.
"It won't get better, I will never get better, the world is normal."
Lin Xixue's eyebrows were drooped, and she seemed to have endless sorrow in her heart, but there was a smile on her lips.
"The world is obviously normal, but I think the world is abnormal, so in fact it is me who is abnormal, but I don't want to become as normal as the world."
"So I can't get better, I will never get better, I don't want to become normal, Wanyun, I don't want to become normal..."
"I don't want to be like them, do you understand?" She buried her head in the quilt.
The dark, depressing and suffocating environment made her feel unusually safe.
Lin Xixue suddenly realized that it was no wonder that both worlds seemed absurd to her. It turned out that she was the abnormal one.
Hehe, I'm crazy. The world is not crazy. In fact, I am crazy. Hahaha, I am crazy!
She lifted the quilt and saw that the bedroom was no longer in sight...
