Lin Xixue looked at the densely packed silver in front of her, and couldn't help but think that even one ingot of silver, which was enough for an ordinary family of three to use for a year and still have a lot of surplus, was now neatly built into a wall.
Somehow, the young man's impassioned speech before his death suddenly echoed in her mind.
She swallowed her saliva, the fire of greed rising inexplicably in her heart, and her mouth felt dry for a moment.
Yes, in troubled times, the weak and the strong are everywhere. These silverfish can plunder the people's wealth and wealth at will. Why can't I?
Obviously I am stronger than these moths now!
In troubled times, weakness is the original sin. Even if the weak are not harvested by me, they will be harvested by others sooner or later. So why not do it myself?
Yes, it’s a pity that I still had an old-fashioned way of thinking before. This is obviously a troubled world, so how can there be any benevolence, justice and morality?
If I am nice to others, others may not appreciate it.
In the cave, I gave steamed buns to the mother and son, but did they repay me later?
When the slaves in the cave were throwing rocks at me, the mother and son didn't come forward to stop them, right?
Officially, I have no ill intentions towards those Lianggang disciples, but that tall and thin man was lustful and wanted to do evil.
That’s right, this world has long been devoid of benevolence, justice and morality. What’s the use of me stupidly adhering to some bullshit moral bottom line?
That boy was right, there is no right or wrong in this world, only strength and weakness.
That's right, the weak eat the strong. This is the world where the weak eat the strong. The weak are just ants, and no one cares about the life and death of an ant.
Isn't it the best explanation that this city keeps the refugees outside the city? Wouldn't it be better to just let them fend for themselves outside the city?
Wake up, in this world there is only law of the jungle and violence to fight violence!
At this moment, Lin Xixue suddenly felt a little cold on her arms, and the coolness made her wake up suddenly.
"No, no, this is not me, this is not what I really think!"
"Why isn't this what you really think? When you just killed those five boys, weren't you very satisfied and enjoying it?"
"I......"
Lin Xixue was choked by these words. When she had just executed the five refugees, the joy from the depths of her soul still echoed in her heart.
It was different from the nausea and annoyance when he was caught off guard and killed the tall and thin Liang Gang disciple, but a sense of pleasure in following his own heart.
"You don't have to deny it. You can't lie to me. After all, I am you and you are me."
"That's them. They first teamed up to plot to harm me. I was..." She tried to defend, but was ruthlessly interrupted by her own voice.
"What are you doing? Do you want to say that this is self-defense?"
"Don't deceive yourself. You know that according to the rules of the previous life, when you flew out of the well and they knelt down for you, they had stopped violating you."
Lin Xixue was suffocated. She felt that she really couldn't refute.
"You are simply enjoying the feeling of controlling the lives of the weak and the joy of using violence to fight violence, aren't you?"
"No, I'm not, I'm not...it must be you, it must be Tianzun who interferes with my thinking. I don't want to kill them, I don't want to kill them..."
"I've said it a long time ago, you are this kind of person. You have been avoiding facing your heart, and that's why you have me."
"No, you are not me. You are an auditory hallucination created by Tianzun. You are not me at all!"
"Whether you admit it or not, it doesn't really matter to me, but maybe, I can help you recall the pleasure of dominating the lives of the weak!"
The hallucinated voice has some irresistible magic power, which makes people want to listen to it.
"Just two streets away, in a wealthy family's house, a husband is violently assaulting his wife. Maybe you can help this poor wife?"
Unknowingly, the magic sword was already in his hand, and his consciousness had detected a beautiful middle-aged woman crying while covering her bruised and swollen cheeks.
"Kill this husband, just like you did before." The hallucination continued to confuse.
"Shut up, shut up! You don't have to kill the husband to solve this problem. I will stop him from continuing to commit violence!"
"Then what?"
"Then? What then?" Lin Xixue was a little confused.
"You stopped your husband from committing violence this time. What about next time? What about the next time? You made this husband lose face, and his methods will only become more ruthless and cruel in the future."
"Is it possible that you want to guard that beautiful woman in this city for the rest of your life?"
"Even if you can guard this city for the rest of your life, how many large and small towns are there in Yunzhou? Don't you know better than me?"
"Stop running away from your true inner thoughts. Use violence to fight violence, kill to stop killing, once and for all!"
Lin Xixue's hand holding the magic sword couldn't stop trembling. She couldn't find a suitable reason to refute this auditory hallucination, and her usually quick thinking seemed extremely sluggish at this moment.
The auditory hallucination seemed to have really read her inner thoughts, and joked with great interest: "Of course you can't find a reason to refute me, because you are me, and what I said is only your truest inner thoughts."
Lin Xixue was stunned in place. While she was thinking hard about how to rescue the beautiful woman, she was also thinking about how to refute the auditory hallucinations.
"Aren't you going to take action? See for yourself, the husband has already picked up the stool. If he doesn't take action, this beautiful woman might be beaten to death!"
As Huan heard this, he laughed frivolously, like a spectator who was watching the fun and not taking it too seriously.
"So hesitant? Why don't you let me remind you about Chu Liang's story?"
Chu Liang? Who is Chu Liang? It’s a familiar name, but I don’t know him. I don’t know him at all.
"Hahahahahahaha, you said you don't know him. Why do you know he's a man if you don't know him?" The auditory hallucination's voice suddenly became sharp.
Chu Liang, who is this? Who is this? I should know him. Why do I feel so angry when I hear about this person?
I can't remember, but I really want to kill this person and eat his flesh and blood, but who is he?
"Perhaps I should further help you recall this person?"
After a burst of electronic noise, another news broadcast rang in my ears.
[The Meidong Road robbery resulting in death case that has received widespread attention recently has reached the final verdict today]
[...After trial, the court found that the defendant Chu was guilty of robbery, and there were serious circumstances of "robbery causing death". However, considering that the defendant was under 16 years old and had a good attitude to plead guilty, comprehensive consideration was given , sentenced Chu to life imprisonment and fined]
[According to people familiar with the matter, the victim’s family lost control of their emotions in court because they were dissatisfied with the verdict. Relevant departments have arranged psychological counseling for the victim’s family]
"How about it, are you familiar with this plot?"
"It doesn't matter if you forget, but I remember it clearly!"
"What you don't want to bear and what you don't want to remember are always thrown to me like this, aren't you?"
"Remember this fruit knife?"
As soon as she finished speaking, the magic sword in Lin Xixue's hand disappeared and turned into a polished fruit knife.
"Didn't you say that Chu Liang had better not commute his sentence? Because once he is released from prison, you will kill him no matter where he is in the world."
"Isn't it?"
"Have you forgotten? How did you stab the dummies and sandbags you bought at home?"
"Chopping, chopping, beheading... What are you practicing using your sword over and over again?"
"Do you need me to continue?"
"Use violence to fight violence, use killing to stop killing, isn't this what you have always wanted to do..."
