Lucia raised her tearful eyes and looked at Ye Feng, while Ye Feng looked at Lucia calmly, sighed deeply and said:
"Silly Rabbit, did I ever say that I should reject you or accept you?"
Lucia cried and shook her head. Ye Feng had indeed never said that. It was all just a figment of her own imagination. Now that she thinks about it, almost all the things Ye Feng did that misunderstood her were the other's actions to accommodate her willful self. .
Ye Feng looked at Lucia calmly and said: "Maybe in the past, I had to do it because of my youthfulness. No, to be precise, it should be because of my cowardice and timidity that I did not dare to make it clear to you. My own attitude. In fact, that is wrong. I have been hanging on you, giving you hope while depriving you of hope. This is actually cruel. I am also a bastard, a scumbag and a scumbag. But now I don’t want to use the previous I use such cunning words to evade responsibility, because I am still me in the past. How could I be who I am now without the past? So, Lucia, I'm sorry."
If Lucia only felt that Ye Feng was a little strange before, then now Ye Feng's strange appearance is more obvious. Now Ye Feng is calm and composed, not escaping or escaping, unlike before, when it comes to the relationship between men and women, he would dodge and evade him because of Ren Xiaojin, and he is often perfunctory. As for whether it was perfunctory, how could Lucia not feel it as the person involved? But the feeling of facing this Ye Feng at this moment is like facing a grown up, mature and responsible Ye Feng. Then the only possible reason is what Ye Feng has experienced in Yongan for more than half a month.
"Feng, what did you experience in Yong'an?" Lucia finally calmed down a bit, wiped away her tears with her hands, and asked.
Ye Feng helped Lucia wipe away the remaining tears with his hands, and said lightly: "Are you in Yong'an? In Yong'an, due to some special circumstances, I fell into the demon world and stayed there for a full year. Thousands of years, thousands of years later before returning to the recent present.”
Lucia was suddenly shocked. Everything Ye Feng said at this moment was beyond the scope of her understanding, but she believed that Ye Feng would not deceive her for his purpose. Even though he liked to tell lies, Lucia's intuition told her, Ye Feng would not do that. Ye Feng would never lie to himself.
So Lucia had forgotten that she shed tears because of Ye Feng's words just now. She took Ye Feng's hand and asked anxiously:
"Are you OK?"
Ye Feng looked at Lucia, who had forgotten that she had just lost her love and was worried about him, and thought to herself: This girl is so stupid.
Ye Feng stared at her Lucia and said calmly: "I'm fine, and am I standing in front of you alive and well? Now I am a real thousand-year-old man, so I just take it lightly for the feelings you mentioned before. .
There are some things in this world that belong to you naturally. They will naturally come to you and appear in your hands. They cannot run away and no one can take them away. What doesn't belong to you can't be kept by force. Even if you lose it because you give up, you don't have to care too much, because what you lose doesn't belong to you in the first place. And feelings are the most typical of them.
Regarding feelings, I no longer care about gains and losses. For what I have not obtained, I will no longer put down B in order to obtain A, nor will I put down A in order to obtain B. That is because I have put down both. Of course, I will not give up what I have already obtained. As for the other people I will meet in the future that I have never met before, I don’t even want to give them the option of letting go. Just tired.
So just let everything take its course.
And didn't I tell you before, I didn't leave, I was always there, and I didn't leave. Just come slowly, I'm waiting for you. I just chose to let everything take its course.
Of course, the choice is yours. If you think I'm a scumbag and a bastard, it doesn't matter if you want to leave.
I have let go of you, not given up, I just no longer persist or insist.
For me in this world, getting anything is just a fluke, and not getting it is the norm, because it is never up to me to decide what I get or what I get. "
Suddenly Lucia said: "Then can I still like you?"
Ye Feng looked at Lucia at this moment and said in his heart: I am not a good person, and you, a silly girl, are too silly. After a moment, he sighed in his heart, and said as if he had made some determination: "That's only you." I have no right to intervene in matters that can only be decided by others, and I cannot interfere."
As he spoke, Ye Feng walked around from Lucia's right side and walked away calmly, leaving Lucia standing there alone.
After Ye Feng left, there was no movement behind him. It's better to say that there is no movement as a matter of course.
That's it, it's almost over, Ye Feng thought in his heart.
But the next moment the sound broke through the air, Ye Feng's arm was held in a familiar hug again.
Ye Feng was slightly stunned, looked at the person next to him strangely, and said, "Why? Lucia."
"My name is Ye Hongwu, you have to call me Xiao Wu." Lucia is now Ye Hongwu, Xiao Wu said.
"Because you said you were waiting for me. And I think that if you don't fight for anything in this world, how can you know if I have a destiny? If I fight for it and fail, I won't have any regrets. If I don't fight for it, I won't have any regrets. , there will always be a trace of regret if there is only failure. Besides, I will decide my own affairs, didn’t you say so?"
Ye Feng looked at Xiao Wu now, and after a moment of silence, he said silently:
"You will be ridiculed by others for your mindless and vain behavior. Don't you think you are stupid for doing that?"
This time Ye Feng didn't think about taking out his arm immediately.
"I'm not smart to begin with, I'm just stupid, right?" Xiao Wu said stubbornly, staring into Ye Feng's eyes.
Ye Feng looked at Xiao Wu calmly, his eyes gradually softening, "Is that so? Then"
As he spoke, Ye Feng gently held Xiao Wu's forehead, kissed her, and said, "This is my response to you."
Ye Feng didn't take advantage of Xiao Wu too much, he just kissed Xiao Wu's forehead and let her go. But this time, Xiao Wu's face immediately turned redder than her eyes, and she was too shy to dare He raised his head to look at Ye Feng, but he still hugged Ye Feng's arm tightly and hid behind Ye Feng.
At this moment, Ye Feng finally looked at Xiao Wu with a smile, who had been hiding back, because Xiao Wu kept hiding behind but still holding his arm. Looking at the whole thing, it was Xiao Wu who was pulling him back.
I don't know how long it took, Xiao Wu finally dared to slightly raise his head and glance at Ye Feng secretly, and found that Ye Feng was still looking at him, which meant that Ye Feng had been looking at him just now, and then lowered his head shyly.
