I don't know how much time passed, but Ye Feng gently let go of Qing Ni, and saw that Qing Ni's face was flushed, and she was even more charming than before. Although Qing Ni was still ashamed at this moment, she accepted being in Ye Feng's arms and did not want to leave.
Qingni said softly: "Change the topic and express your love for me in poetry."
"..." Ye Feng was speechless for a moment. The trouble has not passed yet!
"Don't want to?" Qing Ni said coquettishly, her angry style was also charming and endearing.
Ye Feng shook his head gently, looked at Qing Ni lovingly in his arms, hugged Qing Ni into his arms, and said with a chuckle: "How is that possible?"
"The most beautiful thing is to stare into the infinite meaning, as if we have known each other before."
This time Ye Feng did not let Qing Ni urge him and continued.
"You don't need to have ears and temples to be with you all the time. When you smile and bow your head, your heart will fall in love."
“The mountains and rivers are vast and vast, and the stars and rivers in the world are not yours.”
"The world is safe and sound, and I will live up to the Tathagata and I will never let you down."
"If it's like the moon that shines brightly all the time, I won't be shy about the ice and snow."
"I don't have the wings of a colorful phoenix, but I have a clear mind."
"I hope there will be time to look back and grow old together with deep affection."
After saying that there was indeed no need to continue talking, Ye Feng looked at Qingni lovingly,
Qingni also said at this time:
"I turn to you and have a blind date, and I share the same body with you."
"Feng, this way I can finally catch up with Sister Yingying and Sister Xiaojin," Qingni said softly and shyly.
"Fool, what's the comparison with this kind of thing?" Ye Feng smiled and hugged Qingni a little deeper into his arms.
. . . . .
"You're a big liar, you're obviously good at sweet-talking." Tu Shanling, who returned to her residence but was still listening restlessly with her ears pricked up, scolded.
. . . .
When he arrived at Qing Ni's residence, Ye Feng let go of Qing Ni's hand. Qing Ni was about to enter the house, but Ye Feng had no intention of entering the house and taking the relationship with Qing Ni further. After all, maybe for the two of them at this moment, the time is not right for that kind of thing, and neither of them is mentally prepared. But even so, for the relationship between Qing Ni and Ye Feng, tonight has already taken an unknown step.
But what made Ye Feng a little depressed was that after Qing Ni tricked Ye Feng into closing his eyes, he kissed Ye Feng forcefully and then fled into the house as fast as he could without giving Ye Feng a chance to say anything. There was a "closed door".
But what Ye Feng didn't know was that after Qingni closed the door, she had been leaning against the door with her heart beating violently and her breathing beginning to quicken. In one day, great happiness suddenly came to me, making me feel as if I was dreaming and it was unreal. So much so that she didn't want to or didn't dare to sleep at the moment. She was afraid that once she fell asleep, she would find out when she woke up that everything was fake and just a dream.
. . . . .
Ye Feng came alone to a lake located in a quiet and cold forest. Ye Feng walked on the lake to the center of the lake. With the lake as the center, the moon in the sky, the moon in the lake, and the most important thing are the reflections of the real self and the false self in the lake.
He quietly looked at his reflection under the lake. For a moment, it seemed as if up and down were interchanged, time and space were reversed, and reality and reality were reversed.
At this moment, maybe he is the real Ye Feng, and he is the fake one.
He has killed many, many, many people. Although Ye Feng judged, at least in Ye Feng's judgment at this moment, those people were those who must be killed and those who deserved to be killed, but he could not define himself as evildoers and deserving people with heinous crimes. Killed all those people. So who do you think you are if you kill them? Ye Feng himself didn't know. Deserve to kill and deserve to die are two completely different concepts!
But one thing Ye Feng knew very well, he was an "executioner" through and through. Such a self cannot be considered a saint, no matter how many so-called "services for the country and people" he has done. He is not even a "good person", no matter how many good things he has done to protect his friends and help others. Although he has carried the lives of those who were killed by him, is it okay if he carries them? Is that so? Suppose someone stood up and called Ye Feng a bad person at this moment. Ye Feng would not deny it, because what he said was right and it was the truth.
I am such a person. Ruan Qinghan was right, for people like him, not being able to get happiness or redemption is the punishment he deserves.
But today Ye Feng felt great happiness. This kind of myself actually feels happy today. Even at this moment, I can still feel that happiness has not left my body.
But it was precisely when he truly felt happiness that Ye Feng suddenly felt pain, heartbreaking pain.
A person who suffers from happiness is a hopeless person.
Now after the label of "executioner", there is another label of "scumbag".
Can you achieve happiness with yourself like this? Do you qualify for happiness? Do you deserve happiness? Can it bring happiness to the important people around you?
In the "cinema", when Ye Feng held Ren Xiaojin's hand, he could not let go of Qingni's hand. In the eyes of others, he was unparalleled in intelligence. He couldn't think of anything at that moment. Unexpectedly, his mind was blank. This was the first time Ye Feng had done something. What plans, process presets, and result estimates were compared. , none of them, so Ye Feng felt scared. That was the first time Ye Feng felt scared. But even so, she knew that she could not let go of that hand no matter what, because the owner of that hand, Qingni Qing'er, was more scared than herself.
Therefore, I cannot let go, no matter what, even if I fall into the abyss again.
. . . . .
Gradually, Ye Feng's body began to tremble slowly, and he couldn't stop it at all. It was clear that his domain of control should have been able to control everything in the domain, and that control would naturally include absolute control over his own body. But the trembling couldn't stop. I don't know how long it took, but the trembling finally stopped. Ye Feng grabbed his face with one hand, and looked up to the sky with a smile that was close to crazy. That laughter was not mocking anything in the world, it was just mercilessly mocking the person named "Ye Feng".
No one knows how many times Ye Feng has experienced such moments of near collapse and madness like today when no one was around.
. . . . .
On a high mountain far away from the lake, You Ji stood there quietly, watching from a distance as the man in her heart was on the verge of collapse and madness. But he didn't have the courage to step forward and hug him tightly. All she could do was look at him from a distance silently, and this was not companionship at all. Sometimes, she envied Ren Xiaojin and Miss Qingni's courage, but she didn't have that courage.
