At this time, Ren Xiaojin was smiling and looking at Ye Feng with shining eyes. She was waiting for Ye Feng's answer.
Ye Feng looked at Ren Xiaojin and turned away. "Don't you already know the answer?"
Ren Xiaojin went around to the turning side, and Ye Feng naturally wouldn't turn to the other side childishly, because Ren Xiaojin had already shown that he wanted to know the answer, and Ye Feng stopped escaping. Close your eyes for a moment, take a deep breath, and then say
"I will kill the fat man myself."
Ren Xiaojin seemed not surprised by this answer, because she had known that Ye Feng would choose this way, but she had to let Ye Feng say it himself, and could not think about it when it happened. Moreover, Ren Xiaojin could feel that there was something in Ye Feng's eyes. Most of the anxiety was because of Fatty, because when the two of them looked at Fatty from a distance, the anxiety in Ye Feng's eyes reappeared. Probably all of them.
Ye Feng lowered his head silently and explained his explanation, but every explanation seemed to be like a vine thorn hitting his soul:
"I have no father or mother, and the two people closest to me in the early days have left me. During the three years of carefree life in the countryside, I have really regarded Fatty as someone as close to me as my biological brother. Even if there are One day, when he really becomes a heinous person who must be killed according to my bottom line principles, the fact that he is my biological brother will never change. So when the time comes, even if all the so-called decent people who are trying to punish evil and eradicate it will never change. If anyone dares to kill Fatty or even come to avenge the relatives of the people killed by Fatty, I will also not forgive him, because those who have murderous intentions towards people close to me must have the consciousness of death. Injuring Fatty's leg, I will let him give back a leg. No matter how much he has, no more, no less, I will get it back one by one. At the same time, I am not doing this to protect the fat man,"
"But I want to kill him with my own hands. Although I follow the Confucian approach to treat people differently, it will never involve the lives of the old, weak, women, children, and ordinary people. Everyone has life, and there is no distinction between high and low. Every civilian's life Life is as important as mine, Ye Feng. So if one day Fatty really loses his mind and becomes a murderer, then..."
"Then he must be killed. "The most evil thing is sexual immorality, and the deeds have no regard for the heart." When it comes to doing something wrong, we always only look at the consequences of doing or not doing it. You should never ask the reason why, nor the process. , just look at the results. Even if he loses his mind and becomes a demon, didn't I remind him before? He became obsessed with it on his own."
But it is precisely because Fatty is my extremely cherished companion, brother, that I must kill him with my own hands. "
Narrator: In my opinion, Ye Feng has never believed in academic schools, and has never been a loyal supporter of a certain school of thought. Academics are just useful things to him. This is true for scientific theology, Confucianism, Buddhism, Taoism, and magic. If you have to characterize Ye Feng, Ye Feng does not belong to any Tao, and it is more appropriate to belong only to his own heresy, and the heresy is much better than the outside evil sect. And looking at what he said today, he is well-deserved for his reputation as a heretic!
"After the Dafang government plan is finalized, no matter what happens during the period, with my ability, I think... I think... I can... It will... . . . put it . . . "
That’s why Ye Feng told that person that he was a despicable person and was not qualified to be the disciple of the great hero who served the country and the people, because in Ye Feng’s view: Don’t say “The great hero serves the country and the people.” Well, I can't even do it without a clear conscience, even as a small chivalrous person who enjoys grudges and performs chivalrous acts of justice. A clear conscience is completely irrelevant to him. He has never fulfilled what his master said to him. Therefore, Ye Feng's inferiority complex is deep in his heart, especially when he is standing with Ren Xiaojin, Qingni, Yingying and others. The low self-esteem that lurked like the darkness of the abyss was never Ye Feng's self-effacement, but his objective evaluation of himself. That's been the case from the beginning.
Ren Xiaojin could not see the expression on Ye Feng's lowered face at this moment. She could only feel that Ye Feng seemed to be trembling.
"Feng. Now that I have thought about it to this extent, it is so clear." Ren Xiaojin walked forward slowly. Pushing aside the bangs blocking Ye Feng’s face,
"Then why are you still crying?" What Ren Xiaojin saw was a beautiful face that was no less beautiful than any beautiful woman in the world. She was suppressing her grief and formed a lovely expression. Even as a woman, she couldn't bear it. I couldn't help but feel excited.
"Everyone is fascinated by you because of your strength, gentleness and kindness. Even I was the same at the beginning, but you have more than these, you also have weakness. I am willing to accept you who are weak, even if you will only be weak in the future , I will also follow you unwaveringly."
Ren Xiaojin gently stood up on her heels and covered her lips with Ye Feng's.
After a while, Ren Xiaojin left Ye Feng slightly and looked at Ye Feng's face that was no longer crying but was a little confused.
"The time is quiet and good, and I am with you; the mountains and flowing water are with you, and I am talking to you; the prosperity is gone, and I am old with you."
Ren Xiaojin smiled and said, "I am no longer the illiterate I was before."
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Ye Feng's voice came from the woods.
"Because", "I", "saw", "his", "future".
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Ren Xiaojin was destined to be a unique and impossible-to-be-replaced existence for Ye Feng from the very beginning, whether it was that time or this time. Because she is Ye Feng's salvation, and there is never anyone in this world who does not need to be redeemed. People have always been there to redeem each other, not illusory things like gods or gods.
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Because of this incident, Ye Feng adjusted his mood for a long time before returning to normal, but Ren Xiaojin behaved like a greasy uncle who smoked afterward. Satisfied, comfortable, and of course there is also the possibility of turning one's back and refusing to admit one's fault.
After that, he went to find Yun Xi. After all, Ye Feng had mastered the principles of reincarnation at this time. Just as he thought at the beginning, at this moment, he had a way to deal with the reincarnation stone that sealed the memory of her past life. He gave Yun Xi the Insect Emperor Clothes before. At that time, Ye Feng could clearly feel that he could see the seal of the reincarnation stone in Yun Xi's body, and what could he do to the broken and almost crumbling seal that sealed the memory of Yun Xi's past life?
But Ye Feng couldn't make any decisions about this matter. He could only talk to her alone and ask her for her own thoughts and opinions, and the key point was that he couldn't say it in front of other people. After all, I was a human in my previous life, but am I not a human being in this life?