"I've been buying a lot of stuff lately, and I forgot what it was."
"Maybe I bought you supplements online to tone your body."
After hearing what her husband said, the woman picked up the express and began to unpack it.
But the disappointment could not be concealed on her face.
"Husband... why don't we save some money? I've taken all kinds of supplements. I'm not pregnant yet. Maybe the medicine is of no use."
"Furthermore, in the past two years of taking medicine, my mother has been hospitalized. If it doesn't work, let's save money."
After two years of marriage, I have been unable to conceive a child.
The couple, who were originally anxious about not being able to conceive a child, had to constantly endure the criticism from their neighbors.
The hemp rope only picks and breaks at the thinnest point, and bad luck only picks out the misfortune.
At a time when she was already under tremendous pressure, my mother was admitted to the hospital again due to a strange illness.
This stay lasted for two years, which put the family, which was already in the middle of the economic spectrum, on the verge of bankruptcy.
After hearing his wife's words, the man rubbed his brows sadly, and then hugged his wife tenderly.
"My mother has to take care of you, and you are equally important to me."
"I'll take you to another hospital for a checkup this afternoon. Don't be discouraged. We will definitely have a baby of our own."
"Don't worry too much about Mom, Dad and I will take good care of her."
"Husband, while taking care of yourself, you should also take more care of your father. He has aged a lot due to these things in the past two years. He usually not only has to take care of his mother, but also has to go up the mountain to catch snakes in order to make a living. A few days ago, I saw that he seemed to have been bitten by a snake, so I forced him to go to the hospital but refused to go, but fortunately it was not a venomous snake."
After saying this, the woman looked at her husband with a slightly distressed look.
The man's comfort touched her heart.
But she knew that even if she checked again at another hospital in the afternoon, she would still not be pregnant.
In the past two years, the couple has continued to try various methods, but it still remains the same.
But she didn't want to put too much pressure on the man, so she nodded obediently and then leaned into the man's arms.
"Husband...it doesn't seem like this package contains medicine. It's yellow paper, right?"
The woman was a little surprised after opening the express package.
Hearing the sound, the man also looked inside the express delivery and patted his head.
"I remember wrongly. This is not medicine but yellow paper that I bought in a live broadcast room. Aren't we going to worship our ancestors in the afternoon?"
"This anchor who buys yellow paper seems to have some real skills, and yellow paper is not cheap!"
After hearing the words "not cheap", the woman frowned subconsciously.
"Why don't you buy it even if it's not cheap? Aren't all yellow papers the same?"
Faced with his wife's inquiry, the man smiled and explained.
"You don't know, this anchor is really quite capable. She said that this yellow paper is different from the yellow paper sold in the market and may have different effects, so I thought I would buy it and give it a try."
"Anyway, we have tried so many methods, and this one is not bad. We will talk about it when it doesn't work..."
Although the man was smiling, he felt a little painful in his heart.
Regarding this yellow paper, he did feel that he was a little impulsive.
Now that I think about it, I actually regret it a bit.
After all, you can pray for blessings by burning yellow paper. If you can conceive a child, is it necessary for the hospital to continue to open?
After the two couples continued to talk for a few words, the door to their home suddenly opened.
A middle-aged man walked in from the door.
From his haggard face, it is easy to see that it must be caused by not sleeping well for a long time.
"Dad, you're here."
After the middle-aged man entered the door, the man stepped forward and said hello.
"Well, you've bought the yellow paper, right? Let's go now, then? I have to take care of your mother tonight."
While responding, the middle-aged man glanced at the yellow paper placed on the table.
The son nodded and went out with the yellow papers.
The two people rode a small electric donkey and ran for about half an hour.
Finally, we came to a cemetery that was not of high quality.
Familiar walked to a tombstone.
The father first cleared the weeds on it, and the son placed the tributes prepared in advance on the ground.
Then he picked up a bottle of wine and sprinkled it all in front of the tombstone.
Then the two father and son took out the yellow paper from the bag and started burning it.
Looking at the photo on the tombstone, my father wanted to say something, but he always hesitated.
Seeing that the yellow paper in his hand was almost burned, my father sighed deeply.
Then he looked at his son with red eyes and said, "I'm leaving first. I have to go to the hospital to take care of your mother."
The son nodded silently, and then looked at his father's leaving back, his eyes began to turn red.
After his father left, his son looked at the photo on the tombstone with red eyes and spoke.
"Grandpa...I'm here to see you again."
"Mom is still not in good health and has been hospitalized for nearly two years. Dad, who has been so busy during this period, has become very haggard. There is also Ahong, who still can't get pregnant. I am still unemployed at this time..."
"Grandpa, our family is having a hard time."
"Grandpa, tell me, is our family about to end its generation?"
The man knelt alone in front of the tombstone and talked about what happened recently.
As the words came out of his mouth, his eyes became more and more moist.
Maybe only when alone, a man can completely release the pressure in his heart.
After a long time, the man looked at the photo on the tombstone, wiped the tears that fell on his face, and gradually calmed down.
Then he took out the last stack of yellow paper in the bag, lit it and said.
"Grandpa, I'll burn some more money for you. If you still need anything, tell me in your dream."
"You should bless your family in heaven, let mother's health get better soon, and bless Ahong to be able to successfully conceive a child..."
As he spoke, the man lit the yellow paper in his hand and kowtowed a few times in front of the tombstone.
However, just because he was kowtowing, he didn't notice it.
The disgust that appears from these burning yellow papers is hovering strangely on the tombstone, lingering for a long time.
It's not like ordinary blue smoke. From a distance, it looks like green smoke rising from a grave.
"Grandpa... I'm leaving. After the family affairs are settled, I will take Ahong to see you."
After saying goodbye to the tombstone for the last time, the man adjusted his state.
Then he left without looking back.
Because I have to go to a company for an interview later.
Although I knew that the chance of passing was low, I still had to give it a try for the sake of livelihood.
I had just walked out of the cemetery and was about to leave on a small electric donkey.
The man's cell phone suddenly rang.
Glancing at his phone, the man found that it was a call from the company that had previously dismissed him.
