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"Da da da~"
Tiptoeing up the stairs, try not to make any disturbing noise.
Come to your home's security door,
"no one!"
I glanced around,
Su Chen quickly leaned over, took out the key from the cushion, and gently inserted it into the hole, using force with his wrist.
"Squeak~"
The sound of sharp teeth grinding sounded,
Su Chen gasped, with a lively expression on his face. He wished he could laugh to death and told him not to make a sound.
Pushing away a distance that could accommodate half his body, Su Chen stepped in sideways, then turned around carefully and closed the door.
"Peng~"
The door is closed,
Su Chen's heart also jumped into her throat, and a bad premonition arose.
Didn't take two steps,
Sure enough, I saw the dim back of my mother sitting on the sofa.
"Mom..."
Su Chen stepped forward uneasily.
No one answered,
Come to the front,
Su Chen found that her mother was crying silently, her hair was messy, and the few white hairs that were vaguely exposed were even more clear and eye-catching.
In an instant,
My heart felt like it had been hammered hard.
Su Chen stepped forward quickly, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his mother's eyes, and said in a panic, "Mom, I was wrong, please stop crying, okay?"
"Chenchen, it's my mother who is sorry for you and didn't give you a good living environment."
The woman held Su Chen's hand and placed it against her rough face. Her tearful eyes were full of prayer:
"Mom has never been to school and is illiterate. She knows how important learning is. Those games to make money are all fake, specifically designed to deceive you children."
"Chenchen, just beg you as your mother, study hard, and my mother will buy you whatever you want from now on.
Even if you can't get into a good university, as long as you are in the same class, I will be satisfied. Don't follow my mother's old path. "
"mom……"
Su Chen raised his head and wanted to explain that times have really changed.
But when he saw the woman's tired and old face, his words were swallowed again.
Reluctance, grievance, struggle, pain... a variety of emotions were tormenting in my heart.
the whole room,
Only the woman's expectant eyes and weak sobs were left.
finally,
"good."
Su Chen lowered his eyes, his hands slid down the woman's palm, and he nodded with difficulty as if he had exhausted all his strength.
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"Chenchen, are you hungry? Mom will make your favorite fried chicken legs."
"No mom, Brother Xiangxiang and I have eaten. Now I'm a little sleepy and want to go back to the room to sleep."
"Hmm, Chenchen, you go to bed early and tell mom what you want to eat tomorrow, and I'll make it for you then."
The radiant woman and the boy with a forced smile bid each other good night.
finally,
The only hut that radiated light in the dark night also extinguished the last trace of warmth at this moment.
late at night,
Su Chen tossed and turned in bed, his pillow wet with tears. The torment and pain in his heart made it difficult for him to sleep.
I do not know how long it has been,
His eyelids gradually became heavy before he fell into a deep sleep.
But at this moment,
The bizarre dream of the previous week appeared again.
Su Chen in her sleep,
As if from a bystander's perspective, I review tonight's conversation with my mother, which ultimately ended in giving up my career.
Immediately,
The images that emerged in the dream were like pages being turned in a book, flickering constantly.
The next winter vacation,
In the dream, Su Chen spent his time in depression, watching his brother Xiang defeat one opponent after another in the professional arena.
From the Internet Cafe League to the City Championship and then from the City Championship... to winning the World Championship in the blink of an eye.
And Su Chen found that after being disheartened, he gradually became depressed.
Relying on the relationship with Brother Xiang,
I met some good friends, learned to smoke and drink...
Learned the things he hated most one by one.
Until I failed the high school entrance examination,
Faced with mother's plea,
Feeling resentful, I tried again and again for another year, but still failed.
I have been doing nothing until I was in my 20s.
I stayed away from home every night until my mother was hospitalized due to exhaustion, and then I suddenly woke up and started working hard to earn money in exchange for medical expenses.
that's all,
I don't know how many years it has been since I was exhausted both physically and mentally. Su Chen saw it more clearly than last time and saw myself fainting on the assembly line.
The dream ends here.
"No!! I can't die!!!"
With a cry of terror,
Su Chen's face turned pale, and she stood up suddenly, soaked in cold sweat, panting heavily, and murmured to herself, "Mom is still waiting for me, mom is still waiting for me..."
The sky outside the window is fish-white,
The cool air penetrated through the gaps, refreshing Su Chen and dispelling his sleepiness.
Quickly lifting the quilt, Su Chen jumped out of bed, opened the door with bare feet, and shouted loudly: "Mom! Mom..."
Until I rushed into my mother's bedroom,
Seeing the neatly folded quilt, he returned to the living room and found breakfast prepared on the table.
Su Chen finally calmed down from his fear.
Sit on the chair,
Holding the glass filled with warm milk with both hands, Su Chen's teeth chattered and her thoughts surged, "Why, why did I have such a dream again?"
"If I don't pursue a career, will I really become self-defeating like in the dream?"
Su Chen closed his eyes tightly and asked himself about the emotions that brought him to that moment.
If he really saw it,
Because he obeyed his mother this time, he lost the opportunity to play professionally, but Brother Xiang seized the opportunity and went further and further.
Could he be resentful towards his mother?
meeting! Will! !
Obviously I can get better,
Obviously I can make a lot of money and change the environment at home,
Why don't you let me go?
“League of Legends is what I’m most proud of. I spent half the training time compared to others and reached the top 30 in the national server.
If I was given the same training time as Brother Xiang, I could break into the top ten or even the first place in the national server! "
Experienced a life of dreams,
Su Chen's childish face seemed to have a hint of maturity, "This is my greatest advantage and my greatest talent!"
I'm not one of those Internet-addicted teenagers who won a diamond at the age of seventeen or eighteen and clamored to pursue a career!
When I was 15 years old, I won the title with a winning rate of 78%.
A 16-year-old Internet-addicted boy who reached the top 30 in the national server with a 68% winning rate! !
However,
My academic performance can only rank among the top 500 or 600 in the school. If I were to be listed, I would be out of the tens of thousands.
Why should I use my strengths and avoid weaknesses to compete with them?
The more I think about it,
Su Chen's chaotic thoughts became clearer.
If it is assumed that the dream is real,
Even if he fails in his career, the final result will be nothing more than joining a factory.
This back road leads directly to Tianmen. Everyone has this back road. Why don’t I try it?
"Fight! I still want to play professionally!!"
Su Chen clenched the cup and put it to his mouth, raised his head and drank it in one gulp.
"Peng!!"
The cup was thrown violently on the table,
Su Chen wiped the milk stains from the corner of his mouth, his eyes twinkling, "Mom just doesn't know how to use the Internet, and I don't know the current ability of professional players to make money.
But if I forcefully tell her that I still want to play professionally, it will only make her angry and sad again. "
"Is there a foolproof solution?"
Su Chen licked the corner of his mouth in recollection, and his black and white eyes suddenly lit up, "Yes!"
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(PS: My mother’s feudalism is a bit scary. When we get sick, we usually think that we have contracted something bad. We are so worried that we pray to God and pray to Buddha, but we really have nothing to say.
In addition, this book is unsystematic, so you can read it with confidence. )
