Li Yu was so ashamed that he wanted to kill himself with a fan. At the critical moment, he heard Hu Jiangxue mockingly sneer: "Idiot, he sings when he is in pain and drinks when he is happy. His true feelings are unrestrained in his heart, but he dare not show his true feelings in front of his eyes. No wonder you I have been unable to break through the Shensi Jue for a long time."
Li Yu's heart was shocked, and the movements of his hands couldn't help but stop. When he looked up quickly, he saw Hu Jiangxue wearing a light red thin silk blouse and a moon-white pleated skirt. Her beautiful eyebrows were wrinkled, and her disappointment was palpable.
"Master, why did he change his clothes instantly..."
Li Yufang was stunned for a moment, but then he heard Hu Jiangxue sneer and say: "It's in vain that you read all the books of saints and sages, only to find out that you have obscene and evil thoughts. Rats have a body, but humans are rude. If humans are rude, will Hu not die?" "
Li Yu was shocked again, and then he realized that there were clearly two Hu Jiangxue in front of him!
The two Hu Jiangxues have exactly the same appearance, but they are completely different and their moods are completely different.
One was wearing a light green robe, with a scroll scrolled across his face, and his face was full of anger; the other was wearing a light red Luo shirt, with his sleeves swaying, and his face was full of contempt.
One is angry, the other is contemptuous, the moods are completely different, but they reach the same destination by different routes. They coincide with each other, showing the disappointment of mistaking Li Yu, the same frustration, and the same regret.
In an instant, Li Yu's mind was severely damaged, but he felt that he was struggling from left to right, and could not open the knot. His limbs were weak, he vomited blood, and he fell to the ground in embarrassment.
The two Hu Jiangxues sneered in unison, staring at Li Yu with burning eyes, determined to make Li Yu give an explanation.
Li Yu unconsciously held his head in his hands and rolled back and forth, shouting at the heavens and the earth, and was in unbearable pain.
It's a pity that Tu Qiong saw that the nets were all over the place, and Li Yu had no way to go to heaven and no way to escape.
The extravagant desires and fears that had been dormant for a long time were finally exposed by Zhao Yue'er's cold eyes and revealed in the mirror by the master of the Moyin Sect, "Chun Shan Zui".
Even if you try to avoid it, even if you try to delay it, you can no longer escape the inner torture.
"How should I treat Master...how do I feel about her?"
The two Hu Jiangxues took a step closer together, their bright eyes falling on Li Yu's eyes, but they were questioning relentlessly.
No matter what answer Li Yu gives, Hu Jiangxue will always be disappointed.
"No matter what choice I make, I will never feel at peace in my heart... No wonder the Heavenly Doctor's Jueshou still has lingering fear when he talks about the purple mist. The inner demons are hard to get rid of, and people can only be purified by death."
The common people inhaled the mist and demons abounded. Song Xingtian inhaled the mist and his dream of immortality was shattered. Li Yu inhaled the mist and his liver and intestines were severed, leaving him with no way forward or retreat.
Li Yu knew clearly that the two Hu Jiangxue in front of him were just his imagination.
But there is no absolute boundary between reality and reality.
It is both fantasy and reality. Imagination is actually a preview of reality.
Hu Jiangxue will definitely care about Li Yu and feel guilty for not being able to protect Li Yu.
When Li Yu saw Hu Jiangxue, he would definitely blame himself and feel uncomfortable, burst into tears of gratitude, and feel ashamed and at a loss because of his unreasonable thoughts.
Due to his deep gratitude to his teacher, Li Yu did not allow himself to have any excessive thoughts, nor allowed himself to cause Hu Jiangxue even the slightest trouble.
"She has always treated me like a master and a disciple. How could I be so rebellious and disrespectful of the dignity of a teacher?"
But on the first day Li Yu met Hu Jiangxue, he was impressed by Hu Jiangxue's superb knowledge. At the same time, I was shocked by the world, but also started to have assumptions because of Hu Jiangxue's four words of "true love and unrestrained". Therefore, the first glimpse of Hu Jiangxue's angry appearance in a light red Luo shirt was always imprinted in my mind.
"The root of love has been planted, and it is already wishful thinking to try to pull it out. Besides, I really don't want to pull out the root of love. But how can I..."
Li Yu was in a dilemma, mentally tormented, as if he had been tortured repeatedly, his soul was shaken, a wisp of his soul escaped from his body, and stepped into the gate of hell.
In a trance, a few plum blossoms fell from the air, and Li Yu was moved by the scene. He suddenly remembered the seven-step poem he wrote at the beginning: "The green tinsel becomes the plum blossom to hide the resentment, and the beauty lingers in the night after bathing."
He couldn't help but smile bitterly: "The relationship between Emperor Tang Ming and Concubine Yang was harmonious, but it hurt Concubine Mei. Everyone admired the deep love between Tang and Li, but who cares about Concubine Mei's resentment? Just like I love Master. , although I was filled with emotion, I couldn't sing about it, not only couldn't I explain it to Master, I couldn't even reveal a word to others."
But after smiling helplessly, Li Yu's spirit suddenly lifted, because he suddenly thought again: "Yes, yes. Love comes from within. If everything comes from the sincerity, how can it be forcibly restrained?"
As the messenger of Kong Hou said, the word love is most reluctant. You can neither force yourself to love someone you don’t want to love, nor force yourself not to love someone you want to love.
Could it be that my admiration for Master is a little bit hypocritical?
Do I really want Master to give me an answer because I love Master?
Could it be that my love for Master is like Concubine Mei, who feels sad just because she cannot love her?
Since everything comes from the bottom of my heart, and since I don’t expect any response, then what’s wrong with me admiring Master?
I love with peace of mind, so why should I be in pain and hesitation?
If I am worried that Master will be troubled, I only need to hide my love deep in my heart, so that Master will not find it, not let the world find it, not to show any traces, not to show any clues, that is all.
In this way, I can not only face Master calmly, but also face my heart calmly.
In fact, I may not be able to see Master again, but I am obsessed with how to face Master. Isn't it ridiculous? Perhaps, this is the magic power of love, which makes people worry about gains and losses.
It was my first taste of love, but I was trapped in the teacher's etiquette. I couldn't help thinking before and after, which was really ridiculous. "
With one thought, my heart becomes bright. Li Yu was in high spirits, and his Peach Blossom Fan was full of ambition. He said "break" to the two Hu Jiangxues and the plum blossoms in his eyes, and the inner demon illusion collapsed instantly.
Now that the purple mist has dissipated, Li Yu strode into the cave, only to be surprised and panicked when he saw the thousand-year-old three-evil snake as thick as a tree trunk. It hurriedly twisted its long body and pounced towards him like lightning.
Although the demon snake has been practicing hard for thousands of years, the power of one strike is only as powerful as the Yuntai Shuangxiu move. How can it get into Li Yu's eyes?
"Strengthening the mountains and overwhelming the world!"
The Peach Blossom Fan attacked with force, and the strong wind swept away it, throwing the demonic snake heavily off the cave wall.
The two pupils of the demon snake showed a look of fear, its body was twisted and overlapping, and it was shivering, it was very pitiful.
Li Yu was about to take the demon snake's inner elixir directly, but suddenly he couldn't bear it and hesitated for a moment.
"The demon snake has practiced hard for thousands of years, and it is the purple mist. It is just a way to protect itself. How can it have any grudges with others? Although the demon snake is a different kind, it still has a life after all.
Heavenly Doctor Jueshou wanted to commit murder for the sake of immortality. What I did to save Sister Yue'er would be against morality and violate Heaven's harmony. "
He is also a demon, and this is also a demon. Although he broke through the purple fog, Li Yu still faced a dilemma in his heart.
Killing or not killing are both wrong. Who can truly have a clear conscience in this world?
Li Yu laughed at himself: "Because he was afraid of knowing the miserable conditions of chickens, ducks and fish before they died, he did not go to the kitchen, but he ate the big fish and meat with praises. Ha, a gentleman who stays away from the kitchen is indeed a hypocritical compassion.
But this hypocritical compassion is probably the only word that can dissuade an uneasy conscience. The weak eat the strong. Even a Buddha must live a vegetarian life. Can plants and herbs be lifeless, and can they feel at ease?
Therefore, the ancients said: "Things harm their own kind." 'If you don't hurt others of the same kind, you can have some peace of mind. If this demon snake had turned into a human form, I would naturally not be able to kill it, but it is still just a demon snake after all, so killing it would not be a violation of morality. "
Li Yu thought for a moment and tried every possible means to persuade himself, but he still hesitated to take action.
The three-thousand-year-old demonic snake screamed in pain and was filled with endless grief. It only hoped that the strong man in front of it could spare it.
It's a pity that Li Yu thought about Zhao Yue'er's life and had to shoot.
After standing there for a long time, Li Yu shook his head, cruelly stepped forward, broke open the demonic snake's body, and took out a purple-black inner elixir.
Killing or not killing are both wrong. Who can truly have a clear conscience in this world?
Li Yu got the Sansha Panlong Zidan as he wished, but he was still unhappy in his heart.
