The chat between Lin En and Kara didn't actually last long, just a few words, and then the two of them did their own thing.
Lin En was still busy playing his newly downloaded computer games there, and he was in a good mood and praised Ron for the pretty good Internet speed here.
Kara, on the other hand, has been deep in thought ever since she heard Lin En's words.
Maybe Lynn was right, always been.
It is precisely because these people do not have the ability to resist madness that they have been hurt by those who actively fall into madness, and therefore feel their own vulnerability.
But has this world always been like this, and can it only go on like this?
So what is the meaning of what they did?
Gradually, Kara fell into an endless loop of her own logic.
Until, the character controlled by Linn put on a set of basic equipment and went to challenge the boss in the Novice Village.
"Hua Q! Is he dead?"
Lin held the computer screen with his left and right hands and shook it. Suddenly he looked up and saw Kara, who was frowning and staring straight into space.
It was immediately clear that Kara's three views had been destroyed and she could not rebuild them.
It should be said that children of this age are easily impacted by their one-sided understanding of the world. However, people like Kara did not study in an ivory tower, but directly entered the society to work because they were exposed to different things at the wrong age. I should understand the truth, so I feel particularly emotional.
"Hey, Kara, Kara!"
Lin En was not polite. He stood up and waved his hand in front of the person's face, but there was no response. Just start it and your mind will go crazy.
This still works. Kara came to her senses immediately.
"What are you thinking about?"
"No, it's nothing."
"It's nothing. You're studying the structure of air, so keep watching and talk about it. Since you reacted this way because of my words, I naturally have an obligation to clear your doubts."
you?
Kara smelled conspiracy.
"What's wrong with me, I won't tell? I love to talk but don't tell."
Seeing Lin En being so free and easy, Kara was a little at a loss. After thinking for a long time, she finally made her doubts clear to Lin En.
"That's it?"
What kind of reaction? What do you call this? Kara didn't expect the doubts and grievances in her heart, the deep powerlessness, expectations, enthusiasm, and thinking about the world...
In exchange for Lin En's words.
"Oh~ You newcomers just don't want to think about these things.
Let me ask you this, if you knew that everything you did was meaningless, that the damned would not die, and the undead would die no matter what, would you still save people?
Is that right? Have you figured it out? "
"But I...but that's not what I meant. I just wanted to say: Why should good people suffer?"
"Eh? This is a good question!"
Linn seemed to have gained some interest at this time, holding the chair and sliding all the way from his position to Kara, looking at her with relief.
"It seems that Fiora didn't completely let you go, she still taught you something.
OK. I didn't choose to let you live with your brother at first, but now it seems that I did the right thing.
Your brother would never ask such a question, he is a saint. Even if the person he saved or protected hurt him, he would not think about such a problem. He will feel that he has not done enough, not enough, not good enough, so I annoy people like your brother the most.
Tolerating bad people is harming good people. "
"That……"
Kara asked weakly: "Then you are not a good person..."
Lin En was not angry, but rather proud, and admitted it openly.
"yes."
He folded his arms and raised his head so high that his nose almost touched the ceiling: "So you see, how carefree I am, but how miserable your brother is."
hiss……
What he said seems to make sense!
Self-consistent logic, perfect closed loop, theoretical evidence, impeccable!
"That……"
Kara was just a little distracted when she suddenly came to her senses.
wrong! No, no, no, no...
He is so... dashing, that's because he is Lynn! Can he be the same as others?
It's hard to say how to imitate others, but if you imitate Lin En, it's definitely a disease of the brain.
Not because of anything, just because Linn is a mentally ill player!
"I see that you still have a lot of doubts, and your eyes don't seem to fully agree with me.
Hmm... That's good. I happen to have time today. Since I'm here, I'll try my best to do something and teach you. "
"ah?"
Kara's whole body trembled, falling into some bad memories.
"W-what are you going to do!"
"Walk."
Lin En couldn't help but get up and walk out without saying anything. He stood in the hall, looked left and right, found a place, and walked straight over.
Kara thought about it in the room for a long time, hesitated again and again, and finally gritted her teeth and followed.
How can he still kill me? Just go!
…………
Coming to the lobby, there are many office workers here. But now Ron En is not here, so they don't know what happened. When they looked up and saw a strange face in the sudden busyness, everyone who saw Lin En was a little surprised.
Due to the particularity and professionalism of this department's work responsibilities, several people immediately stood vaguely in all four directions, blocking the direction of the doors and windows, pretending to be nothing, and staring at Lin En.
Lin En didn't care about this at all, and walked straight to the office of the supervisor he just saw.
Still polite, Linn knocked on the door.
"Come in."
Pushing the door open and entering, Lin En had a smile on his face. He did not change his smile when facing the other person's cold expression. He stood in front of his desk and said directly: "I want to see what our department has to offer to the special types." Files created by criminals.”
we?
The supervisor's frown deepened, obviously unhappy.
"Are you a new employee? Why haven't I seen you before?"
Is it professional? The supervisor asked here, while he was already secretly observing the outside. At the same time, the hands under the table were not honest, always ready to deal with emergencies.
"It was Ron who specially approved me to come in."
Lin's tone was calm: "He promised me that I would have some privileges in our department."
The supervisor was slightly stunned. After thinking about it for a moment, he realized that he had no memory of this, nor did he remember Ron announcing these things.
"Your name, code name, and..."
"No."
"No?"
"Ron didn't tell me this. Oh! But I made a sign myself. You will know when I show it to you..."
"Nonsense!"
The supervisor patted the table and stood up.
What kind of employee is this? What does he think of this? He wants to see confidential documents when he comes up. Why does Ron hire everyone? Look at this guy wearing glasses. He is young and fragile. What ability can he have?
Still so rude, do we lack such people? This is simply...
The supervisor was just about to say something cruel following the nonsense, but out of the corner of his eyes he noticed a small head peeking out from behind the new employee, behind the unclosed door.
Is it Kara?
What is she here for?
what did she say? Why don't you make any sound, just lip-syncing? What are you reminding me of?
Our own department needs to do this...
【He is Linn】
Um?
This name sounds familiar. The name of this new employee seems to be similar to...
hiss……!
His eyes suddenly widened, and the supervisor's respiratory system almost turned upside down. Fortunately, he caught the fart in time and did not die on the spot.
"Nonsense~!"
The supervisor whispered another scolding, opened his computer with a smile, authorized the file reading permission with slightly trembling fingers, and directly pulled out a file in his own name to record it, and recorded the information in its entirety. The relevant packages were all sent to Kara’s workstation computer.
"Haha, it's such a small thing. You don't have to ask me personally...I mean, there's no need to ask me like this.
Didn’t Ron give you special permission? This is all okay. Just ask Kara directly next time. Don’t come to me.
I beg you. "
What he said was fine at the beginning, but the supervisor became more and more excited as he talked, and in the end he seemed to be crying.
What scares you to make you like this?
"Okay, you... don't cry. I'm not good at dealing with this. I usually do it before people cry... Hey! That's right, smile, life is so beautiful.
Thank you. "
Linn waved his hands with satisfaction and walked out of the door.
"I'll treat you to dinner later~"
Bang. The door is closed.
Vaguely... there seemed to be crying.
…………
"What's wrong with the people in your department? Why do they cry so often?"
Linn directly occupied Kara's workstation, sat in front of her computer, and clicked on the file library that the supervisor gave him.
"What's yours? Didn't you say it's [our] department?"
Kara also adapted. After all, she had been with Lin En for some time before, and she knew what kind of person Lin En was. After making a beginning, the rest of the psychological construction was naturally completed.
"Hey, I'm afraid others don't think so~"
Lin En was still looking through the documents one by one. Although he said such words, he seemed to not care at all.
This made Kara a little hurt.
Why do you never feel isolated? Is it really because your brain is broken that you don't feel it?
"Lynn, you don't seem to care about anything."
Kara sat next to Lin En and subconsciously asked this question. Then she was stunned and quickly peeked to see Lin En's reaction.
Nothing happened.
Lynn really didn't care about anything.
"Are you referring to the performance of those people just now? Do you think, huh, you think I was left out and excluded.
Hahaha, let me guess, you may also feel that I am not only ignored, but also not understood. I have obviously done good things, but I have not been recognized and have never been accepted.
You think they are afraid of me.
It's always just fear, but never respect? "
Kara's eyes lit up. She didn't expect that Lin En summarized it so well, which meant that Lin En must have thought about these things himself.
He doesn't care about anything!
"Yes, don't you think so?"
"Why should I think so."
Lin En's eyes kept scanning over the documents and photos. The expression on his face was calm, and there was no hint of any arrogance at all.
"But……"
"Kara, you still haven't figured out what I said before."
Linn finally turned his gaze and turned to look at Kara. At this moment, Lin En, perhaps because she was dressed more normally, looked particularly serious, and her eyes were full of sincerity. How should I put it, like a college student who had just graduated and was looking for a job for the first time.
“What those people think or think is completely unimportant to me.
It doesn't matter to me whether they live or die, whether they seek their own death or have no intention of making a living.
Similarly, the so-called loneliness, exclusion, and not being understood are equally unimportant to me.
Only one thing is important. "
"What?"
“I like this state very much, I enjoy being alone, and I always know what I am doing, always insist that my choice is correct, always stand on my own side, and always enjoy it.
This is the most important. "
Kara was completely stunned.
She had never thought that there were people like this in this world.
No wonder, Fiora has always said that Lynn is always just Lynn, the calm and sober one is him, the crazy and crazy one is him, the calculated one is him, and the desireless one is him.
Indeed, those are Lynns. They are just different performance states of Lin En.
"Then, then you...I...oh, I don't know what to say."
Kara had a sad expression on her face, feeling like she was completely defeated by Lin En.
“It doesn’t matter if you don’t know how to say it, as long as you know how to do it.
In fact, essentially, your brother and I are the same people. "
"……ah?"
"Ah, that's true. Your brother, me, that old bat...oh, and Zod, we are all essentially the same person.
It's just that the way we do things is different. "
"Then, you and my brother teamed up to kill General Zod and stopped him and Fiora's plan. Fiora also forgave you and did not seek revenge against you, but instead became friends with you. Is this also because of this?"
"clever."
Linn gave a thumbs up: "In short, if you have a goal, then you can start from this goal and work backwards, step by step, to the current you.
In this way, as long as you stick to this goal, you will understand what you should and should not do.
You will also understand what is important. "
"Lynn."
Kara was still curious and asked in a low voice: "Then, what is your ultimate goal? It is to clean up sin... No, you are not such a person..."
"Eh?! At such a young age, your words are so touching!"
"Hehehe... Then what is your ultimate goal~"
"Stay alive. Don't be affected, don't take sides, keep yourself alive."
"It's that simple?"
"Ouch! You are so loud, this is so easy! Let me tell you, my goal is much more difficult than your goal of blowing up the earth."
"I didn't see it~"
"Tch, otherwise you are just a child and don't understand anything."
"You're not much older than me! You think I don't know, my brother told me, you're only in your 20s!"
"Wow, it turns out that I am so good and have done so many great things in my 20s!"
"…………"
"Don't look at me with that look. Let's go. I'll take you out to see the world and let you see one of the truths about how the world works."
"Where to go?"
"Go here."
Touch the screen with your finger, and what appears on it is a recorded record of information about a special person.
"Kara."
"ah?"
"Want to make a bet with me?"
(End of chapter)
