In Xiao Baiye's opinion, the sister named Lingxi is a very interesting person.
It was as if she was guarding against the whole world, cold, blind, and invulnerable.
She doesn't trust anyone or anything, just like sealing herself in a safe little house, not accepting anyone's overtures or accepting anyone's joy or sorrow.
It felt like the whole world had nothing to do with her.
Such a person is colder than the snow in the realm of sin.
It has been half a year since Bai Ye followed Aunt Jing around the mainland, which means that he has known Lingxi for half a year.
Bingyu said that half a year of getting along day and night is enough for two strangers to become very familiar with each other.
She and herself are the perfect examples.
Bai Ye agrees with this point of view, because in addition to Bingyu, his relationship with Aunt Jing is also getting better and better.
However, this seemingly reasonable sentence was completely unable to appear in Lingxi's body.
Even if Lingxi would nod slightly when she saw him, even if she would follow Aunt Jing's suggestion and go wandering on the street with him, Bai Ye knew that it was just to reassure Aunt Jing.
In fact, the distance between the two of them is limited to the category of "acquainted strangers."
This made Bai Ye very interested. Lingxi was a special case different from anyone he had ever seen before. He wanted to study her, understand her, and know what was happening behind the closed door. What kind of girl is hidden behind the door.
Therefore, he worked hard to learn how to laugh, and then worked very hard to learn how to make others laugh.
He wanted to put a smile on that cold and pretty face, because the smile meant that the closed door had opened a gap towards him.
The result is of course unsatisfactory.
This girl didn't "smile", or rather, she lost her "smile" at some point.
My mother said that useless things should be thrown away.
Therefore, Bai Ye felt that maybe for Lingxi, smile had become a useless thing.
How can you find things that have been thrown away?
Bai Ye was a little frustrated, but after the frustration, he felt that he shouldn't give up.
His curiosity wouldn't allow him to give up.
Lingxi is special. Although he has not seen all kinds of creatures, he can conclude that, at least for him now, Lingxi is the most special and unique research case.
So, he won't give up.
He has enough patience, even if it takes him a lifetime, he will find the final answer.
These were the heroic words he made at that time.
But no matter how hard he tries, things that can't be opened will just close the door on you.
Not only towards him, but also towards Aunt Jing and Lingxi.
She is very dependent on Aunt Jing, but this dependence is not trust, it is just a subconscious behavior of a little girl living outside in order to survive.
A certain female teacher that Aunt Jing knew said so.
He was standing next to the two of them at that time, and the female gentleman said to Aunt Jing without hesitation: "That kid actually doesn't trust you."
….
Not only did she not trust him, but she also didn't trust Aunt Jing.
But Aunt Jing didn't show any surprise on her face. She just smiled and said to her friend, "But that's my child."
She reached out her hand, patted his head again, and continued.
"This is my child too."
Bai Ye sat aside obediently and said nothing.
The female gentleman turned her head and glanced at him. Well, it was indeed a glance, but it was just a very long one.
After she looked away, she looked a little helpless and said, "I don't know whether to praise you for your good luck, or maybe you just have this kind of physique, and the little ones you adopt are more abnormal than the last."
Aunt Jing just smiled and said nothing.
But Bai Ye could feel that her movements in stroking her hair were getting gentler and gentler.
It was from that time that he knew that Lingxi really shut out everyone, even Aunt Jing, who seemed to be close to her.
…
How long has this situation lasted?
He didn't remember much.
However, when Ying Baiye saw Ling Xi standing motionless in the pit with a gloomy expression, his mind suddenly recalled the night when the turning point came.
That was the first time Ying Baiye saw the expression on Ling Xi's face change.
Although...it's not just a smile.
…
It was a very bloody battlefield.
Aunt Jing's expression was rare and cold and solemn, and Bingyu asked him to remember the emotion shown in Aunt Jing's eyes.
She said it was called "murderous intent."
That is what will appear when the contradiction reaches an point where it cannot be adjusted.
This kind of thing can come from hatred, it can also come from interests, and of course it can also come from disgust.
There are many reasons for wanting to kill someone.
So why did Aunt Jing show such emotions?
He seemed to have heard from Aunt Jing that this was a cult that used living people as sacrifices.
There were shriveled corpses lying all over the place.
Bai Ye looked at the corpses all over the ground, but he didn't feel scared at all. Although he did hear people say that you should be scared when you see the dead, there was nothing he could do. Qing Yanjing and Bing Yu beside him both looked like they were used to it. .
How could he feel afraid when he was around these two people?
Eh?
Fear?
It seemed that he had never seen Lingxi scared before, so would she show an expression other than indifference at this moment?
Bai Ye was a little curious, so he immediately stepped on the blood amber and skipped towards Lingxi.
Lingxi's body didn't move at all.
She lowered her head, and her hair fell in front of her eyes, blocking her expression.
Bai Ye tentatively reached out to her and found that Ling Xi had no intention of resisting.
So he gently lifted Lingxi's hair, wanting to see if there would be a new expression on that pretty face that he had never seen before.
However……
What kind of eyes are those?
The moment his eyes came into contact with those eyes, Bai Ye froze on the spot.
He suddenly became a little panicked and retracted his hand at a loss.
….
The hair in front of Lingxi's eyes was pushed to his ears, and those beautiful eyes were displayed so clearly before his eyes.
He took two steps back involuntarily.
He felt as if he had done something wrong.
From the moment he saw these eyes, it seemed that he could no longer suppress the impulse in his heart. What kind of feeling was this? Bai Ye covered his heart.
Feel your heartbeat beating violently.
They were a pair of gray eyes that seemed to have lost all color.
At that moment, Bai Ye clearly felt the world in the girl's eyes.
It's not that she doesn't trust the world, she just can't tell the truth from the false.
"I'm serious."
Bai Ye squatted in front of her, his smile looking a little exaggerated.
But this is the truest portrayal of his heart now.
He took the girl's hand and placed it gently on his face.
"You see, it is hot, has temperature, and can be felt."
Unlike the snow in the Sin Realm, no matter how empty it is, he does exist here.
Hot blood was flowing in his veins, and the thing called emotion was in his heart.
His bottom was constantly rippling, and now, looking at such a spiritual stream, the joy bursting out of his eyes simply wanted to melt the person opposite him.
That's the look that only appears after seeing someone of the same kind.
Like him, he clearly sensed that it was exactly the same as him.
Lingxi is also the one who was abandoned.
My mother said that things that are no longer needed will be thrown away.
Therefore, he became the one who was abandoned.
In fact, he clearly understood that it was not that his mother didn't love him, but that his father was more important than him.
So he doesn't complain and won't complain.
It's like he doesn't understand what love is, so he doesn't understand what resentment is.
He only knew that before his mother passed away, she smiled and said to him, "Live happily."
To live, to be happy.
Therefore, he must first learn what it means to be happy.
So he learned to laugh.
But does he really understand what laughter is?
I don’t understand, does showing an expression like that with the corners of your mouth pointing up mean you are happy?
Bai Ye couldn't understand.
He was like an ice cube that didn't understand anything, waiting for him to chip away at it one by one.
And Lingxi gave him hope.
He was born knowing nothing, neither love nor hate.
My mother said this is called rationality, and it was all her fault that he became like this.
But Lingxi was not like that. She must have been a very happy person before, so after being abandoned, she closed everything she had and became what she is now.
It turned out to be exactly the same as him.
Therefore, there was a reason to surprise him.
What is hidden under those eyes must be what he desires, right?
The little girl hiding in the corner behind that door must have what he wants to see, right?
The heart she had sealed away must be more vivid than his.
So, in this moment, in this moment.
Bai Ye suddenly had an impulse.
He wanted to open that door and see the real Lingxi.
….
To do this, he can...
"Use my life to make a promise." He clutched his heart tightly, "Use everything I have to make this promise, even if it is empty now, even if you may disdain it, but this It's the only thing I can think of that can touch you."
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ground, waiting for his next words.
Maybe with just that final kick, he could push open the door he wanted to open.
Time seemed to have stopped at this moment.
The two children just looked at each other, and the atmosphere became more and more solemn.
until……
"Let's make an agreement like this."
"It's up to you to lock me up."
"Until...the day you don't need me anymore."
Maybe on that day, nothing can lock him anymore.
Just like my mother who lost her father.
Tick.
This is the sound of blood flowing down.
Lingxi's nails scratched Bai Ye's clothes and skin, but she held on tightly and didn't let go.
Right at his heart, drops of blood dripped down his clothes and onto the ground.
Her palms were stained with blood, but neither Bai Ye nor Ling Xi looked away from each other.
At that time, Lingxi didn't answer, she didn't say a word.
The two just looked at each other for a long time, so long that they were separated by Aunt Jing, so long that they didn't know how they got back to the inn.
It seemed like an unsettled contract. Only one person applied but did not receive a reply from the other.
But from that day on, Lingxi had a smile on his face, and those gray eyes seemed to have their own brilliance.
That year, he was four years old and she was eight.
Later, he gradually learned various emotions and feelings, and she also walked out of the closed door.
Everything worked out for the best.
But that contract was never mentioned again.
….
The reason was simple, because Lingxi understood that it was not she who locked Bai Ye, but Bai Ye who opened the door to her heart and pulled her out of that lonely little world.
She is not Bai Ye's lock, Bai Ye is her key.
The only key that can open the door to her heart.
This agreement was not officially signed until twelve years later.
In that cold pool, after the curse was broken, she truly locked him.
Until that moment, she truly felt that everything about Ying Baiye was locked to her.
She left her own mark on that agreement.
She erased "until the day you don't need me" without hesitation.
People in the world always like to say "a lifetime", but few people can achieve it for a lifetime.
However, Lingxi had already made up his mind.
The length of her life would be completely intertwined with his.
So she said...
"If your life ends tomorrow, then my life will only end tomorrow."
"If you continue to live today, then no matter what, I will live with you today."
Destinies are intertwined and lives are connected.
A lifetime is a lifetime.
This is an agreement and a condition from both parties.
Ying Baiye said: "Lock me up."
Then Lingxi said: "Then lock him up for life."
Then the two nodded happily, accepting it completely.
At this point, this agreement that spanned twelve years was truly established.
Just like at the beginning, Ying Baiye knocked on her door and said bluntly: "I want to see the real you."
Then the door opened, but the spirit inside the door said to him: "If you see him, you can't escape."
She gave him a chance to hesitate, but he walked into her world without hesitation and pulled her out of the dark space.
Why does Lingxi like Ying Baiye? I like it so much that I go crazy, and even like it so much that I can make a promise with my life.
That's the reason, it's because
A key to open the door, and a lock that appeared in the cold pool.
Everything is so simple.
so……
Ying Baiye jumped down from the pit, came to Lingxi, and pushed back the hair that was covering her pretty face.
"You've made yourself like this again."
There was some distress in his tone.
He held up that pretty face and made her eyes meet his.
"It's just the Ninth Grade Supreme, let's go and destroy him."
Such a simple answer, why do you have to make yourself so embarrassed?
There was no darkness in Lingxi's eyes this time, and the coldness just now dissipated at this moment.
Her eyes were soft, staring into those golden eyes.
Fortunately, he was always around.
That's the most important thing.
so good.
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