Taking a deep breath, and another deep breath, Wallace forced himself to calm down. Lu Ke's matter could be settled later, and he needed to focus on Aldon now.
The Aldon in front of them is really too strange, but they have known each other for a lifetime, and no matter how much Aldon changes, he still cannot escape from his grasp.
He couldn't break out forcefully at this time, otherwise all his efforts in the past period would be in vain. He could only pretend to be aggrieved: because Aldon has the softest ears and can never resist the fetters of emotions, just like a child, always Believe in him naively and unconditionally.
"Tell me what I should do!" Wallace showed a depressed expression, holding his hair firmly with both hands to express his depression and sadness.
"I'm working hard, I'm working hard, can't you see? In order not to affect your preparations, I have canceled the party. Even if I want to attend the party, I will stay far away from here. You know how Dell and the others laugh at Mine? They all said that I was abandoned and kicked out by you, but I don’t think so. It’s just a small price. For you, I can do anything. What does this little thing count? It’s not what you asked for at all. Yes, I did it spontaneously, why? Because we are brothers! Brothers who are closer than blood!"
"In order not to affect your rest; I didn't even dare to come back in the middle of the night. Instead, I stayed outside until dawn and then came back secretly. Do I mind? Do I complain? Am I dissatisfied? No, of course not! Because this is all For my brother, for his career! What can't I do for such a small thing? Even if you ask me to quit smoking and drinking at home, I have no problem! I can take away all the alcohol in the wine cellar and wine cabinet now, just a little bit No one is left, turn your home into a nursing home! No one is allowed to touch any alcohol-related items when entering here!"
"What can't I do for you?"
"I made a special trip to apologize to Bambi. Even if he humiliated me directly in person, I wouldn't mind. Did I tell you? Did I complain to you? Even one sentence? No! Because I firmly believe that it is all worth it. ! Everything is for you! As long as you can achieve a great career, then everything will be worth it! Even if you ask me to lick Bambi's soles, I will do so without hesitation. What else do you want from me? Sample?"
"Tell me! Ah! Tell me! I'm trying, I'm trying my best, you can't just overrule me, it's not fair!"
Wallace complained tearfully, with sadness and despair, and his words revealed his determination and fearlessness, which he would go through fire and water for Aldon.
But... Aldon was unmoved.
This was the first time since childhood that although he had felt it before, everything was not as clear as today. He truly saw Wallace's selfishness. It was unprecedentedly clear that it was Wallace's own selfish choice. , but can evolve into another person with a lotus tongue, and then transfer all the responsibilities to him, making him moved, but also making him feel guilty, making him completely unable to escape.
He didn't know how Wallace did it. It was like a magic trick. He couldn't tell a reason. Debating and arguing had never been his strong point, but he could see through Wallace's true purpose, and his mind was as clear as a mirror. Generally speaking, this made Aldon feel ridiculous.
So, is this the true face of their "friendship"?
"I need you to stay away from Bambi, I need you to stay away from other players and teams, I need you to stay away from the court, and it's best to never show up." Aldon said calmly, this is really true It was not easy, his voice was trembling slightly, but he still did not flinch:
Aldon, you need to grow up.
Recalling the scenes from last night's game again in his mind, Aldon couldn't help clenching his fists, straightening his back, and bravely firming up his attitude.
Wallace was so surprised and shocked that he didn't know how to respond. He just looked at Aldon in astonishment, as if he was looking at a complete stranger: Who is this guy in front of him? He almost wanted to doubt the man in the night. Is the figure in the picture pretending to be Lu Ke?
"Have I not done enough? Why do you want to kill me like this? Aldon! Guilty, look who I am, aj-Wallace! I am aj-Wallace! How can you do this to me? Cut it off completely All my efforts? Huh? Do you know what mistake you are making?"
Finally, Wallace could no longer suppress his anger. He had forgotten all about compromise, long-term planning, and step-by-step. His only thought was to explode, to explode towards Aldon.
"Fuck! Aldon, did Bambi instruct you to do this? I don't want to doubt him casually, but this is not you! This is definitely not you! If it weren't for him... I! You! You absolutely can't be like this! Why can't he just settle down? Why can't he accept the fact that he failed? He is an outsider, he has always been an outsider, but he always wants to control everything, like a clown!"
"Why can't he let us handle things ourselves? Why does he want to kill me? What does he hope for? Ah? Tell me, what result does he expect? Do I really kneel down and apologize to him? Or let me Bowing to him in public? He is a shameless villain! How can you trust him? Ah? How long have you known him, and how long have you known me? How can you choose to trust him? "
Wallace is like a boiling kettle. The scalding hot water is rolling, even overflowing from the mouth of the pot, splashing everywhere, but it still cannot calm down. The hot water that keeps rolling seems to burst at any time. Opening up, it is releasing infinite energy.
Aldon, who was standing there, suddenly felt a sense of sadness, because he realized that a small part of the memory deep in his mind had completely died.
The sincere emotions belonging to childhood just dissipated. Perhaps, Wallace's starting point was still pure and sincere; but the interests of the adult world gradually caused things to deviate from the track, and then became twisted and tangled. They themselves did not know how things developed to this point. , just at a certain moment on a certain day, he grew up like this. And then... they can never go back.
"Some people have known each other for a lifetime but still can't tell; and some people have just met and already have a spiritual connection. Using time to measure friendship is the simplest but also the stupidest way." Al responded, which made Hualai Shi Shi was immediately stunned, not expecting that Aldon would actually say such wise words.
Aldon himself didn't even realize that the corners of his mouth raised slightly, a little absurd and a little sad, and he was imitating Lu Ke's expression and tone.
But Wallace felt it instantly, "This is what Bambi said, right? This is what he told you and then told you to completely throw me aside, right?"
Aldon found it a bit ridiculous: the "Bambi" that Wallace accused in his words was completely a reflection of his own heart. In fact, it had nothing to do with Lu Ke at all. Every action and attitude he condemned , every thought is a reflection of his own mind.
Perhaps, this is what Lu Ke said, "What kind of people can see what kind of world." Aldon can finally understand the meaning of this sentence now.
"Aldon, do you know how ridiculous you are now? I am trying to cooperate with you, and I am always trying to compromise, but it has no value in your eyes! When you criticize me from above, don't forget that you are just like me, We are all from the slums, and you don’t have much nobility! We are all the same! You are not Bambi, you will never be Bambi, you are still the same person as me in your bones! If I were trash, Then you too! Don’t pretend you’ve changed, you’re still the same coward crying behind the dumpster!”
Wallace was running out of words, all the words in his mind were pouring out at once, and he was clinging to the rope of survival, refusing to let go.
Aldon was a little bit intolerant, but he finally relented.
The memories in my mind couldn't help but return to my childhood, and the unbearable and broken past came to my mind again:
As a child, he was thin and short and seemed to be far behind his peers, never growing up. The gangsters on the street next door were always chasing him, and finally fled in a hurry to the alley behind the church. Hiding behind the trash can and shivering, out of fear, frustration and anger, he hugged his knees and got angry at himself, complaining about his failure, and couldn't help but cry secretly.
He didn't even dare to go home because the gangsters wouldn't give up. If he didn't hand over his lunch money, they wouldn't leave. They could always block him at the door after school, or before going to school the next day.
He didn't know what to do. He couldn't even muster the courage to fight against the gangsters because they were all taller and stronger than him and because their leader had a gun. Every time he was robbed of his lunch money, he could only hide in the bathroom and starve when other students were eating, but he did not dare to tell his mother.
If it weren't for Wallace, he might have been hiding behind the trash can forever; if Wallace hadn't stolen the leader's hand/gun, he might never have been able to have a full lunch; if it hadn't been for Wallace taking the photo Tap him on the shoulder and tell him to straighten up, and he may never come out.
He knows these, he remembers them all, and still has not forgotten them; but he also knows that it is time for them to grow up.
But this time, he didn't let his emotions take over. After these few months of ups and downs, he finally determined his goal. He finally became a real Niner. He didn't want to go back to the past. .
He likes himself now. 2k reading network
