The two of them had already walked to the area where she was staying, and it was already time to say goodbye as usual.
"Can you please sit with me for a while? Qiong Yi." Sheng Xuanyuan said from behind her: "The house here is quiet and no one is around. You live alone and no one will disturb you."
"Of course." Qiong also opened the door. After Sheng Xuanyuan entered the room, she knelt down and closed the door. She walked towards the table and said with a smile, "Why are you not in a hurry to practice today? Do you want to stay with me for a while?"
Sheng Xuanyuan said "hmm".
Her curled eyelashes fluttered twice, "Is there something you want to tell me?"
He walked to her side and stretched out his hand: "Yes, I have something to say to you, and I hope you can say something to me."
Qiong also felt him coming closer, and his soft lips lightly touched her cheek, which was a little itchy. She looked at him for a while, and then kissed him back on the cheek.
He asked: "Qiong Yi, do you want me... to be your family?"
Qiong Yi's heart skipped a beat, "...think."
She was silent for a long time, "But I'm afraid."
"Afraid?" Sheng Xuanyuan was a little puzzled. "In today's conversation after the dispute in the school, you also said that you were flustered, but you didn't tell me why. The matter between us would escalate to a matter between two clans. You should have... long ago knew."
Qiong Yi closed her eyes and replied to him, "I never thought it would be so soon..."
"What are you afraid of?" Sheng Xuanyuan held her hand, "Tell me about it. If it's something I can solve, there won't be any problem."
"Proposal, marriage, etc... I didn't understand before. I thought that as long as the love comes, everything should be done naturally." Qiong Yi sat on a wooden chair and whispered, "During the Chinese New Year, I asked Madam Zhao what marriage was. , some say it’s good, and some say it’s not.”
"So you're scared?"
"I'm not afraid. I'm just hesitant." Qiong Yi said, "They said they must find someone worth entrusting to me. We have experienced life and death several times, and I know that you are worthy of being entrusted to me for life, Sheng Kyung."
"But... you are the young master of the Sheng family, and I am an orphan without a father or a mother. To put it mildly, I am my master's direct disciple..."
Sheng Xuanyuan was speechless. It was precisely because of the rumors in the school that he thought of formally proposing marriage to stop everyone from talking.
"Why are you worried about this?" He held her arm, his tone a little confused.
Qiong Yi swallowed, "I have heard too much gossip and know how important it is to be in the right family."
"Besides, you and I have only known each other for a short time, and we are about to make a lifelong commitment. I will be scared when I think of this."
Sheng Xuanyuan didn't agree at all: "You and I have given our lives to each other, doesn't this mean our lives will be settled?"
"I..." Qiong Yi looked at his dark eyes and was speechless for a moment: "...that's not what I meant."
"Why is that?" he asked: "You and I are planning to get married. Even if there are rumors, it is better than others slandering us. Besides, I took the initiative to propose the marriage, so I should bear the burden."
She held her forehead, her eyes a little red, "Sheng Kyung, can you please let me be alone for a while?"
Sheng Xuanyuan was stunned for a long time: "Why? You don't agree?"
Qiong also didn't answer, just sat there silently, her eyes lowered so low that not a trace of light could be seen.
"You don't have me in your heart, do you?"
After a long time, he asked such a question, his voice so calm that it was a little chilly.
"No! How is it possible! I have you in my heart..." Qiong Yi took a breath, choking a little, and then heard him ask: "Then you are so resistant to even proposing marriage?"
She was a little confused when he asked her, "No, I don't care about other people's criticism, but I can't care about you..." She took a deep breath, "It's too hasty to get engaged to the young master of Bai Feng from the ancient tribe at the Spring Festival banquet. , I don’t have the guts. Sheng Kyung, sometimes when I stand next to you, I feel that you are so far away from me, so far away..."
"Just because of this?"
"……more than."
Sheng Xuanyuan stood up straight and said, "Qiong Yi, you taught me a lot about being at ease, following your heart, and being kind. You are an excellent person, so don't belittle yourself."
He paused for a moment and then added: "You think I am far away from you. I thought... I was the only one who felt this way."
His voice was calm, but his eyes were full of melancholy: "...I thought you would leave me, so I wanted to catch you, desperately. I thought you liked me, and as long as I proposed marriage, we We’ll be together forever.”
He smiled seemingly lonely: "I always feel that you are like the wind blowing in the world. I want to keep you, but I can't. It's only you who decide where you blow, and it has nothing to do with me."
"Why... do you feel this way?" Qiong was also shocked by his words. He leaned over and hugged her slowly, his voice lingering in her ears: "I want to take you back to Baifen Mountain and stay with me forever. .”
"you……"
"I'm a very stingy person, Qiong Yi, I'm not a piece of wood." Sheng Xuanyuan hugged her tightly and stood up half-erected. He walked to the wooden bed next to the table with the person in his arms, and pushed her down, "I Very greedy... I want everything about you."
Qiong Yi was lying on the flat quilt, her body a little stiff due to the shock. She never thought that Sheng Xuanyuan would say such a thing. He had always been calm and even a little indifferent, let alone something like this. Ask for something directly.
The person on the body made a move, a light kiss on the neck, it was numb and itchy, and it was very uncomfortable: "Sheng Kyung!"
The hands he pushed were clasped together by him. Sheng Xuanyuan did not let go as soon as he pushed as usual, but instead intensified. A rustling voice came from the gap between Qiong Yi's sealed lips: "Let go... …Let’s…um…have a good talk, don’t…like this…”
"It's a matter of whether you agree or not." He parted his lips and saw her trembling pupils in the mist-filled almond eyes before his eyes. Sheng Xuanyuan's heart softened, but his words were still unyielding, a unilateral request without leaving any room. .
There was a warm touch between the collarbones, Qiong Yi's cheeks turned red, and she struck up with a palm. Sheng Xuanyuan easily received the palm, and then noticed movement on her legs, locking her legs. Qiong Yi wanted to turn over and sit up, but he suppressed her and said, "Sheng Xuanyuan!"
Sheng Xuanyuan's ears felt burning and he immediately moved away, "Does it hurt?"
"Get off and drive!"
"I can't afford it."
Qiong Yi gritted his teeth and his tone changed from angry to confused: "Do you really want me to spend my whole life on Baifen Mountain?"
"Is it not good?"
Thinking of what Lu Xu said to her a few years ago, Qiong Yi felt cold: "It's not good at all! You know I want to travel around the world, why do you do this?"
"Because there is no one in Lengshan who treats me as kindly and smiles to me as you do. I have tasted the sweetness, so how can I be willing to go back alone?"
Qiong also felt that he was hugging her harder and harder, and the two bodies were getting closer and closer. The atmosphere in the room gradually became more charming. He kissed her on the back of her neck, and there was a stinging sensation from some nibbling, and she lost consciousness for a moment.
If this continues, I will really be...
Qiong Yi woke up from his thoughts and pushed him away with an elbow. Sheng Xuanyuan received a heavy elbow, covered his neck and sat up: "Qiong Yi, you are too harsh..." He rubbed the hair on his neck. Seeing the red mark, he suddenly asked: "Is the love Gu about to lose its effectiveness?"
Hearing him mention the Lost Heart Gu, Qiong Yi shuddered: "You don't think I'm attracted to you because of that Gu, do you?"
Sheng Xuanyuan looked at her with a watery face, and Qiong did not dare to look at her. He was filled with uneasiness. He asked lightly: "Isn't it?"
Qiong Yi's blood surged and she yelled, "No! I'm not in love because of Gu!"
"I know." Sheng Xuanyuan stared at her: "It's a 'test'. I asked the doctor when I was at the Su family, and you have never been poisoned."
Qiong Yi's heart skipped a beat, and her voice suddenly dropped: "You don't blame me?"
"I was sad for a few days, but after I thought that you were willing to believe that I treat you sincerely, I didn't feel so sad anymore." He said: "That's when I realized that you are not only cautious in employing people, but also worried about gains and losses."
He frowned and said word by word: "I thought that as long as I was completely nice to you, you would no longer have a problem with me because of your uneasiness. I thought you would gradually understand."
"I thought that if I said to you, 'Leave everything to me,' you would feel at ease. But I was afraid that if I didn't say that, you would leave me."
"I know you are ambitious and want to travel around the world, but I have been connected with Bai Feng all my life. I remember when we met at the beginning of the year, you said, if I don't come here, how will you find me? In fact, I am far away from you. Not far away, I am always here, in Luoyao and Baifen. As long as you miss me, come to me and you will always be there."
"But you left the Lu family after you left the army. The world is so big, where should I find you?"
"So, come with me, Qiong Yi, we will never be separated."
Qiong Yi stared at him blankly, listened to all his words, and then was hugged tightly by him.
Her heart felt like it had been stabbed with a knife. The original temptation and deception were the seeds of trouble that made her always feel guilty when facing him. When Sheng Xuanyuan said what was in his heart, Qiong Yiduo wished that he could say, "Okay, I promise you."
But she couldn't speak.
She has A Luo who stayed in Taiyang City, she has the Youchai swordsmanship that she has not yet learned, she has the mystery of her life experience that she has not yet finished searching for, and she still has a long and far road that she has yet to walk. These are not things that she should stay with Bai Feng and him. Staying together can do it.
"Sheng Kyung..."
Qiong was also in a daze. The hands she was holding on Sheng Xuanyuan's back were losing strength and falling down: "...let's separate."
*
At that moment, Sheng Xuanyuan thought he had heard wrong.
It wasn't until Qiong Yi said it completely again that he could barely hear it clearly.
"Sheng Kyung, let's separate."
He asked her in disbelief: "Why?"
"This is good for you and me." Qiong Yi turned his head and closed his eyes tightly, not wanting him to see her crying.
Sheng Xuanyuan didn't remember how he left her dormitory, nor how he returned to the empty courtyard. He sat numbly under the green leaves of the tree, as if he had lost his soul.
She clearly knew how much he cared about her, but he didn't even show any affection.
Sheng Xuanyuan slowly went to town and bought a large jar of wine. He sat under a tree and drank it alone. He drank the entire jar without feeling drunk or even feeling dizzy. He suddenly felt bored while drinking. , threw the wine jar and lay on the table sulking.
But while he was angry, he thought of her again, the way she was learning astrology and arithmetic, the way she was nestled in his arms...
Why could she leave me without saying anything?
He clenched his fist and knocked on the table. He pursed his lips in aggrieved manner. How could there be such a thin lover in the world?
"The author has something to say:
I found out that today is Chinese Valentine’s Day but I am actually writing about my breakup here…
(We didn’t break up for too long and we’ll make up in the next chapter!~~) Still very sorry, I gave everyone the candy pills.
The three of them stayed in the Su family's house for a long time, and all the food and clothing during this period were provided by the Su family~
Because I need to heal my wounds, the food is very light, just plain porridge and side dishes~
Then Xiao Sheng discovered that Qiong Yi didn't drink porridge or eat porridge, but he would scoop out a little minced meat from the porridge and eat it~
Qiong Yi’s explanation is that he hates eating porridge the most! I have been vomiting from drinking it since I was a kid, and porridge cooked with white rice is always unpalatable! But red bean porridge, mung bean porridge, eight-treasure porridge, lotus seed soup, etc. are excluded~
All in all, I can’t accept tasteless food~
But the really picky eater is Sheng Xuanyuan who ignores all the things he dislikes about food. He uses money to bribe the gatekeepers and runs errands to deliver takeaways~
However, the days of big fish and meat didn’t last long before the money ran out~
Back to the poor life, pitiful~
When they stay in the side hospital, someone will give them a change of clothes~
When we first came here, the person in charge brought several sets of clothes for the three of us. Qiong Yi tried them on one by one and only kept the ones she liked. She was very generous~
Then it was time to change clothes. After changing, she asked her opinion on which one looked better~
Xiao Sheng lowered his head and said yes~ They all look good~ Everything looks good~
Qiong also said, don’t deal with me~
He blushed and said seriously~ You look good no matter what you wear~
Xiao Yan on the side: Oh, I want to leave, I can’t bear it~"
