In her sleep, Chen Wenwen suddenly sat up from the bed, with a look of fear still on her slightly pale face, and a little cold sweat on her forehead. She had another nightmare.
The dream was not very clear, it was hazy.
She only remembered that it seemed to be raining in the dream. The world in the dream was very dark, and the surroundings were shrouded in rich night. She could not see the distance.
There seemed to be many dense ghosts hidden in the night, and she was so frightened that she ran and stumbled all the way.
But those ghosts in the night were following her, always chasing her. It seemed that if she took a step slower, she would be swallowed up by the night and become the food for those ghosts hiding in the night.
Chen Wenwen gasped for air, and after calming down her still beating heart a little, she lifted the quilt and went to the bathroom.
Turning on the faucet, Chen Wenwen held the slightly cold water on her face again and again with both hands.
The cold water made Chen Wenwen calm down a lot.
Taking a towel to dry her face, Chen Wenwen looked up at herself in the mirror, her pale face slowly regaining its vitality.
After leaving the bathroom, Chen Wenwen walked to the window and opened the curtains. The night wind was a bit cold, and when it blew in her face, it gave a chill to Chen Wenwen's fair skin.
Chen Wenwen felt that there must be something wrong with this world.
Sometimes Chen Wenwen even felt that there might be something wrong with her cognition.
But she couldn't remember and didn't know what was wrong.
There was actually a doubt hidden in her heart.
That doubt has been nagging her.
And she also has a secret in her heart.
In high school, Zhao Menghua had actually been pursuing her.
Zhao Menghua is handsome, has good grades, his family is a listed company, and he has a very wealthy father.
Zhao Menghua has her own QQ account, which she added through the group when she was a freshman in high school.
In fact, many people don't know that Zhao Menghua always chats with her in private.
And they talked about things that interested her.
He can also read the poems of Hugo and Tagore and have his own opinions.
When chatting in private, she could always find resonance in Zhao Menghua's words.
It's just that he seems to be completely different in private than in ordinary times.
He said she was the only person he could open up to and chat with freely.
Chen Wenwen also liked the feeling of chatting with Zhao Menghua.
She doesn't actually go to bed early.
On the contrary, she usually goes to bed later.
She always likes to be invisible when she is on QQ. She only appears online when she has to deal with matters in class or the literary club, or when she needs to notify her classmates.
As long as her QQ is online, many people will send her messages.
So she usually becomes invisible again soon after announcing something.
Of course she had read the messages sent to her.
They are all words of greeting.
For example, "What a coincidence, you are here too?".
For example, "Chen Wenwen, good evening."
For example, "You're still up so late?"
And so on, there is nothing to talk about.
Out of politeness, Chen Wenwen would reply one by one, and then end the chat with "I'm about to get off, you should go to bed early, bye".
She and Zhao Menghua chatted a lot, which can even be described as fiery.
She knew that Zhao Menghua liked her, and she liked Zhao Menghua quite a lot.
It's that feeling of being in touch with your brain waves.
She felt that Zhao Menghua understood her.
Before graduation, Zhao Menghua said he had prepared a surprise for her.
Chen Wenwen probably guessed what Zhao Menghua's surprise was.
Which girl doesn't have a child, and which girl doesn't want a grand confession?
According to the normal development of the story, Chen Wenwen felt that it was natural for her and Zhao Menghua to become boyfriend and girlfriend.
She even felt a little bit lucky about it.
Just like many girls, they fantasize about being with the person they like.
They would go to the same school, walk hand in hand on the university campus, and go from school uniforms to wedding dresses.
But all hopes for a better future are shattered at some point.
It's like a carefully crafted dream suddenly shattered when someone tells you it's not real.
So the distance of poetry is the cruelty of reality.
Chen Wenwen didn't know what happened. It was as if she suddenly lost the feeling of meeting Zhao Menghua's eyes.
It was a party before high school graduation.
After returning from the party, she gradually began to reject Zhao Menghua.
Even disgust, or disappointment.
She didn't understand why she felt this way.
It seemed like overnight, her perception of Zhao Menghua changed.
Once a girl feels disgust, disappointment, or some other negative emotions towards someone.
Then, the girl loses interest in this person.
As a result, the two people who were supposed to be passionate seemed to have been suddenly poured cold water on them.
Zhao Menghua asked Chen Wenwen many times and asked what happened to Chen Wenwen.
There is concern for her between the lines.
But Chen Wenwen didn't know either.
Sometimes I don't need a reason.
But if you hate someone, there must be a reason.
But Chen Wenwen couldn't find a reason to hate Zhao Menghua.
Her dislikes are just as unreasonable as her likes.
Even though Zhao Menghua persisted for a period of time, Chen Wenwen also clearly told the other party what she thought.
As a result, the distance between her and Zhao Menghua became farther and farther.
It was as if the two were leaving in opposite directions, back to back.
It wasn't until a party two years ago that the relationship between the two completely reached a freezing point.
Zhao Menghua blocked her at the bathroom door. If it weren't for Senior Brother Chen, there's no telling what Zhao Menghua would have done.
Therefore, her relationship with Zhao Menghua had problems at a party before graduating from high school.
Did something happen that day that she didn't know about?
She still remembered that day when she sang a little love song with Zhao Menghua under the cheers of Zhao Menghua's younger brothers.
It was Su Xiaoqiang who sent her back.
She asked Su Xiaoqiang if anything strange happened that day.
But Su Xiaoqiang said no.
Said she drank too much.
She even fell down.
But in her nightmares, she could always vaguely hear Zhao Menghua singing a little love song with her.
Zhao Menghua's voice came from the night in the dream.
"call."
Chen Wenwen took a deep breath and shook her painful head.
She casually glanced downstairs with her peripheral vision, and her eyes quickly fell on the black car parked at the entrance of the community downstairs.
The car door opened and a girl got out.
The girl had only taken two steps into the community when her mind in the car lowered the window and said something to the girl.
But because the distance was too far, Chen Wenwen couldn't hear it.
But it doesn't matter.
The important thing is that she thought of Lu Mingfei.
At the party where her relationship with Zhao Menghua reached a freezing point, Lu Mingfei seemed to have had a fight with Senior Brother Chen.
Many people said that Lu Mingfei and Senior Brother Chen fought because of her.
Chen Wenwen didn't know, she didn't ask.
After that party, it was Su Xiaoqiang who sent her and Lu Mingfei home.
It was raining that day, and when she got out of the car and walked to the community, Lu Mingfei seemed to say something to her.
It seems like... he told her not to go out or have gatherings, and specifically told her not to listen to Senior Brother Chen
if.
Chen Wenwen tightened her eyebrows.
Senior Brother Chen...
Chen Wenwen felt that she must have missed something.
Something must have happened, somewhere.
Uh-huh!
Chen Wenwen closed the curtains, went to the wardrobe, took out a coat and put it on her body.
The next moment, her eyes quickly fell on the out-of-place coat at the bottom of the wardrobe.
She was stunned for a moment when she saw the coat.
This coat belongs to Lu Mingfei.
Been in this closet for three years.
But Chen Wenwen couldn't remember why it was in her closet.
Because she didn't see Lu Mingfei very often, Chen Wenwen's desire to return her coat was often forgotten.
If she hadn't seen the coat, she wouldn't even have remembered that there was a piece of clothing belonging to Lu Mingfei hanging in her closet.
Chen Wenwen moved her eyes away from Lu Mingfei's coat, suppressed her doubts, closed the wardrobe, and went downstairs.
She just wanted to walk again on the road she had walked and whose memory was blurry.
