There’s no such thing as too grandiose a pineapple!

I'm sorry that I didn't write out yesterday's update. My grandmother passed away in the early hours of the night last night. When her birthday was eleven or twelve days away, I originally thought I would have a chance to update it yesterday, but I underestimated how busy I would be after the death of the old lady.

I’m very tired, but I can’t sleep, and I’m very confused. I can’t write an update, so I’ll just chit-chat for everyone, so don’t bother me. Maybe it's because of Pineapple's good fortune. Growing up, he saw many elderly people in the village die. Fortunately, the relatives around him were in good health, and even if there was an accident, they survived in the end.

Perhaps as Mr. Lu Xun said, human beings' joys and sorrows are not the same. Since I was a child, I have seen many elderly people in the village die.

When an old man passed away when I was a child, I only found it amusing, and even a little envious, because the grandson could use legitimate reasons to ask for leave, not go to school, wear mourning, and even squeeze tears when he couldn't cry...

Sometimes I can't help but secretly wonder, why doesn't anyone in our family die? Ahem!

When I grew up, I often went out of town. Whenever I came home and heard that an old man I knew well in the village had passed away, I always felt a little sad.

Perhaps my ignorant thoughts as a child were heard by God and allowed me to experience the sadness of the death of a loved one. This time, my great-grandmother passed away.

I was brought up by my great-grandmother. As the eldest grandchild in the family, my great-grandmother’s love was something that other younger brothers and sisters could not enjoy. Fortunately, when Pineapple went back these years, I often bought things to visit her, so I thought about my great-grandmother’s death. I have no regrets about my great-grandson wanting to be filial but not being kind to him.

Now that I think about it, I still feel like I’ve done too little!

My great-grandmother is ninety years old, which is considered a long life. Although she is deaf, she is very happy every time she sees me. She holds my hand and asks me questions. I also answer, and she nods, but I don’t know. Did she really hear and understand?

If I hadn’t fallen down last year and ended up lying down, my great-grandmother would have been able to celebrate this year’s birthday. My mother said that my great-grandmother had suffered a lot in her life, experienced too many things, and witnessed many major events...

At this moment, my mind seems to vaguely remember the scene of her telling me stories while coaxing me to sleep, but I will be buried after dawn.

Pineapple knows very well that birth, aging, illness, death, and the passing of old people are inevitable and irreversible natural laws. This is a relief for the great-grandmother who lies in bed and needs someone to take care of her every day.

but,

Sometimes understanding is one thing and doing it is another. I finally realized the sadness when a loved one leaves.

From then on, pineapple lost an old man who loved pineapple in this world.

Today I suddenly thought that people seem to have been doing subtraction since the day they were born. Time will slowly take away all the people and things you are familiar with, and eventually we will be eliminated.

I wish readers and loved ones good health! Pineapple will see if I can write it tomorrow!

A sad pineapple written in the early morning