Chapter 901: Living itself is meaningless

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Toru Amuro decided to learn from Tsushima Shuji's extravagant and lustful lifestyle, so after returning to the room, he immediately called the housekeeper Tanaka.

"It's like this, Master Xiuzhi currently has nothing to wear, otherwise he would have to wear washed clothes..."

"No, no, no, of course we won't let Master Xiuzhi wear those clothes..."

"Yes, we live right next to Songjiang Lake Museum..."

"Although our clothes are dirty, it doesn't matter at all..."

"Will it embarrass the Tsushima family? It's because we didn't think carefully..."

The tone of the blond man's phone call was full of exaggeration and falsehood, hinting that Butler Tanaka had arranged their clothes together.

"Will someone deliver clothes to your door tomorrow? Okay, I understand. I'm really sorry to trouble you. As expected, the Tsushima family can't live without you." At the end of the phone call, he sighed sincerely.

After hanging up the phone, Toru Amuro faced three faces with subtle expressions.

Even Sakai Sora's eyes became a little subtle when he looked at him.

"Bourbon, you... are indeed a hypocritical and terrible man." The black-haired boy with wild eyes looked at him with an expression of 'You are such a Bourbon' and sighed.

"Yeah, it's really scary." Scotland couldn't help but laugh at the expense of his friend.

The blond man raised his eyebrows, as if he heard the compliment, nodded and said: "This is really the best compliment."

"Sure enough, shameless people are the strongest." Tsushima Shuji also nodded, with a look of conviction on his face.

"Yes, after all, I learned from the strongest shameless guy." Bourbon looked at the boy with a hearty smile, his eyes suggesting that Tsushima Shuji was the strongest shameless guy in his mouth.

"Uh-huh..." Tsushima Shuji turned his head and exhaled.

"Then you can leave my room now, I'm going to sleep, hurry up..." Tsushima Shuji pushed the three people out of the door, and then slammed the door.

The three people standing outside the door looked at each other for a moment, and then walked towards their rooms.

Say hello and say goodbye? They are not that polite people.

Tsushima Shuji lay on the bed and started sending a message to his other self.

It uses messages sent by the consciousness in the brain.

Essentially they are all the same person, so they can communicate with each other no matter where they are.

But most of the time, they are too lazy to communicate with their other selves.

"Want to take a bath?" Tsushima Shuji, who was in the sea of ​​consciousness, poked the little man in white clothes.

"Show them my good figure." Shuji Tsushima rambled.

"They will only think that Dazai Osamu has a good figure, and it has nothing to do with you." The man in white clothes answered in a cold and lazy voice.

"Huh? Doesn't it matter? You are me anyway. If I grow up, I will be exactly like you." Tsushima Shuji's little man poked the white-clothed man and said nonchalantly.

"Can you still grow up?" The voice of the little man in white brought a slight smile.

It was always fun and sad to laugh at his other self.

"...Aren't you just who I will be when I grow up? It doesn't matter whether I grow up or not." Shuji Tsushima's villain said after a moment of silence.

Being ridiculed by himself will also make him feel too lazy to deal with it.

Because that was his other self, everything he mocked was true.

The dark sea of ​​consciousness is like the deepest part of the ocean, silent and deep.

Tsujima Shuji’s villain and the white-clothed villain stood in a void of darkness, looking at each other speechlessly.

"We both knew I was going to die."

"This is the ending you wrote for Osamu Dazai. Do you want to change the ending?" the villain in white asked lightly.

"No, I don't plan to change the ending." Tsushima Shuji stood opposite the white-clothed villain, lowering his eyes.

"You will die, as Tsushima Shuji's brother." He said in a calm voice.

"But Osamu Dazai is still alive, because...I am Osamu Dazai." He said with his dark, kite-colored left eye, looking at his other self.

"Will you really live?" The little man in white clothes just whispered.

Shuji Tsushima's villain fell silent.

The sound of waves crashing on the shore resounded in the sea of ​​consciousness.

"Well, anyway, come and play together tomorrow. We are brothers. You must really want to see me, right?" Tsushima Shuji's little voice regained its liveliness and liveliness again.

"This method cannot disgust me to death." The villain in white said calmly.

"I didn't mean to disgust you to death, after all, that's not how you died." Shuji Tsushima spread his hands with a nonchalant expression.

"Speaking of which... and Odasaku, isn't it convenient to soak in hot springs to find inspiration?" He touched his chin thoughtfully.

"I'll send him a message later and ask him if he wants to come. As for that dark little man..." He showed a bad expression after mentioning someone.

"We won't take him to play! Let's isolate him together!" he said in a cheerful tone.

Odasaku and Nakahara Chuuya can no longer be regarded as his clones.

At first, the system took control, but later...

In a sense, the two of them are the Odasaku and Nakahara Chuuya of this world.

is independent.

"Well, see you tomorrow." The little man in white clothes sneaked into the darkness.

"Ah, see you tomorrow." Tsushima Shuji's little figure also disappeared into the sea of ​​consciousness.

In the real world, Tsushima Shuji was lying in bed and started sending an email to Odasaku.

【Want to take a hot spring bath? ——Tsujima Shuji】

【good. ——Oda Sakunosuke]

Tsushima Shuji put down his phone, lay on the bed and closed his eyes.

He originally didn't plan to continue contacting Odasaku, but...

Odasaku is Odasaku.

Not only were Osamu Dazai friends in that world, they were friends in many other worlds as well.

And in the real world...

As a writer, Dazai Osamu only met Odasaku once, and Odasaku died of illness soon after that, but...

Dazai Osamu still remembers the feeling Odasaku made him when they first met.

That was a man who was so sad that even Dazai Osamu felt sad.

He is also a man whose death was foreseen by Osamu Dazai when they first met.

The first time I met Dazai Osamu, I understood that Oda Sakunosuke had no other existence except the wall called death.

There was absolutely no need for him to alienate himself from Oda Sakunosuke in this world.

Even if...

Theirs was not a close friendship in that world.

Shuji Tsushima will not choose to go to the light because of the death of Oda Sakunosuke like Osamu Dazai in that world.

They are different.

In that world, Osamu Dazai was confused and looking for the reason and meaning to live.

But Tsushima Shuji did not intend to find the reason and meaning of living.

For a person who believes that life itself is meaningless, no matter how much time and energy is spent searching for the meaning of life, it will be in vain.

Rather than searching for so-called meaning, he wanted to embrace death as soon as possible.

(End of chapter)