In Yun Shu's previous life, when she was a child, the flavor of the New Year was still very strong, including firecrackers, candies, new clothes, and chicken, duck, and fish. Even though her family was in good condition, there was no shortage of these things on weekdays, but she just felt that everything on the New Year's Day , all seem so different.
Especially after the New Year's Eve dinner on the 30th night, the whole family gathers together to watch the party. At twelve o'clock, when the firecrackers are set off and the dumplings are cooked, the bleary-eyed people still have to see if they can eat the one with the coin.
But the older I get, the less flavorful the New Year is. Instead, celebrating the New Year has become a formality, too superficial.
Moreover, as the Chinese New Year has become popular for eating in restaurants, the whole family will go back to their respective homes and find their respective mothers after the meal. It seems that they are gathered together just for the meal.
In the 1960s, although everyone was relatively poor and supplies were scarce in rural areas, Yun Shu really felt the flavor of the New Year after Laba Festival, so she actively integrated into it and wanted to Let the two younger brothers spend the New Year without their parents for the first time without feeling too desolate.
But all of this has been ruined by today's bad things.
Of course, the family in the old house did not have much influence on Yun Shu, but obviously, Zhuang's mood was not beautiful, especially when Xia Zhaodi suddenly became angry when they went to send New Year's gifts in the morning.
Although Xia Zhaodi was so angry at Yun Shu that she could only hide her face and walk away. Wang Tiezhu, who wanted to take action, was kicked out of the door by her. Old Mrs. Wang almost lost her breath and died of anger, but Da Zhuang still refused. Happy.
Even during lunch, when Yun Shu brought out a large pot of soy sauce beef that is rarely eaten nowadays from the food court in the space mall, Da Zhuang didn't ask anything.
"Okay, brother, what do you want? Do you have to feel pain for your loved ones and pleasure for your enemies to be satisfied?"
Da Zhuang covered his face with his hands to prevent Yun Shu from seeing his expression at this moment. His voice came through his palms, and it sounded dull.
"Sister, why do we have such relatives? You said that the most painful thing is to make life worse than death. You also said that there will be retribution.
But now, God is asleep, so the good people are suffering, but the bad people are still so arrogant. "
Da Zhuang couldn't wait for God to retaliate against them. He wanted to take revenge himself, but he knew that he couldn't do it, so the inner suffering at this moment made a seven or eight-year-old child feel like he was going crazy.
Seeing such a strong man, Yun Shu suddenly lost his voice.
She prides herself on being able to shelter her two younger brothers under her wings, but she forces them to face reality;
She herself is a fake loli, but she forgot that the person in front of her is a real child. Her strength has only exploded now, and her mental endurance is already extremely high.
She could turn a blind eye to the family in the old house because she was not a real Da Ya at all. She could not understand the panic and resentment in Da Zhuang's heart after losing his parents, especially since the person who did it was actually his closest relative.
Yun Shu reached out and opened his strong hand, looking at his face twisted in pain. At this moment, she truly understood how much she had failed as a sister.
To her, Da Zhuang and Xiao Zhuang are cause and effect, responsibility and sympathy.
Although after several months of getting along with them, she truly loved them and wanted to be a good sister, but in fact, the way she treated them was no different from the way she treated Ah Hui and Bai Yun.
She fed them, clothed them, and even taught them how to behave, but she never asked them what they wanted or didn't want. She thought she was good and never considered whether Da Zhuang and Xiao Zhuang could bear it.
She herself is the person who hates others controlling her the most, but now, she has become the person she hates the most.
"Da Zhuang, Xiao Zhuang, I'm sorry, sister is wrong!"
Yun Shu deeply realized that she was indeed not suitable to raise children.
Even if it is a small pet, you cannot play with it when you are happy, ignore it when you are unhappy, or just let them play on their own if you have no time.
What's more, these are two children who need more care and love.
But the path Yun Shu is on now means that she cannot spend all her time on them.
This is simply an irreconcilable contradiction.
Yun Shu actually felt powerless about this.
Da Zhuang was shocked by Yun Shu's apology. It was because he still had expectations for those so-called relatives, and it was also because he couldn't bear the persecution of his relatives. What does this have to do with his sister?
Moreover, the dejection on Yun Shu's face was so obvious that it made Da Zhuang feel numb.
Although Xiao Zhuang is smart, he is too young and does not know the troubles when he grows up, but he can see and listen. At this moment, looking at Yun Shu who was also feeling depressed, he knew that it was his brother who was responsible, so he pushed hard A big man said, "Brother, bad!"
Xiao Zhuang's hand was really strong. Da Zhuang didn't pay attention, and he was pushed from the top of the kang to the bottom of the kang. He fell directly onto his butt. The ground paved with hard blue bricks even hit his tail. The vertebrae were so painful that he inhaled "hissingly".
Yun Shu came to his senses, jumped to the ground, gently carried Da Zhuang to the kang, and asked him to lie down on his stomach. Then he started to take off his pants. If he hurt a bone, he would really suffer.
Da Zhuang was lying on the kang, holding his waistband with both hands, his voice breaking.
"Sister, I'm fine, stop it!"
"How will I know if anything is okay if I don't look at it? Let me go quickly and let my sister take a look. Why are you so embarrassed now? Besides, I bathed in the river with my butt naked last year. I'm afraid to see it now."
Yun Shu looked dumbfounded at Da Zhuang, who looked shy. It seemed that when spring came, he would have to tidy up the West Room.
Da Zhuang was so embarrassed that he could fry an egg. If it wasn't for his dark face, Yun Shu would probably be able to see what his face looks like like a monkey's butt.
Da Zhuang said angrily: "Sister, you are a big girl, how can you say words like butt?"
Well, Yun Shu forgot that Da Zhuang is still a real Tang Monk.
"I was wrong, and I will change it. So, Comrade Da Zhuang, can you let me see your buttocks?"
After Yun Shu said that, she immediately started to attack, as big as Zhuang. If she really wanted to control him, how could he resist?
When Yun Shu confirmed that the strong bones were fine, but there was a bruise after all, he needed to rub it with the medicinal wine used to damage iron wounds. He didn't have it at home, so he had to go to Wang Ye's house.
Da Zhuang put on his pants and tied the belt with a look of despair on his face, forgetting why he was sad.
And Yun Shu finally remembered that she seemed to have ignored Da Zhuang's wishes again. Ahem, it was really an accident, and caring would lead to chaos.
Okay, she admits, she is such a strong person.
"Dazhuang, in fact, if you don't tell me, I also know that my behavior is really contradictory. I always think that you are young, and I don't tell you anything, but I always force you to grow up. I know that I am wrong, and I I want to say sorry to you.
Sister, I know you are in pain, but I don’t know that you have been suffering in your heart. Da Zhuang, I have suffered so much for you. "
Da Zhuang shook his head, "Sister, I know, I am actually being willful. I can't do it myself, but I can only force you.
I didn't even have the courage to stand in front of Nai and Xia Zhaodi and say that I hated them and wished they would die.
And while I only knew how to cry, you were always looking for opportunities to take revenge on them. Sister, I am a coward. "
Yun Shu touched his hair and said, "No, Da Zhuang, in my sister's eyes, you are the bravest and strongest brother."
It's you who have kept me from forgetting who I am.
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