Looking at Tang Xi's trembling body, Aya's pupils couldn't help but dilate, and her heartache was palpable. It was hard to imagine how much pain Tang Xi had endured in the past ten thousand years, so that he could walk on the flower path so lightly and silently endure this hell. The pain caused by eight levels of punishment.
Tang Xi looked at the last layer of transparent borders. As long as he passed through this layer of borders, he could get close to the cursed heart. A trace of bitterness flashed in his eyes.
The transparent frame on the 18th level represents the punishment on the 18th level of hell, the most painful hell - despair.
In this level of hell, all the gods who have been to the eighteenth level of hell experience the most suffocating pain.
What is despair? To bear the pain of ten thousand people, and to make you unable to die or live, is despair.
Tang Xi's eyes darkened slightly. She had experienced the eighteen levels of hell countless times, but this level of hell was the one that made her the most devastated.
The moment Tang Xi trembled and put his hand into the frame, countless painful moments rushed to Tang Xi.
Tang Xi's breathing quickened, and his head felt like it was covered with a thick layer of oil paper. The suffocation in his chest made Tang Xi panic and uneasy.
The first painful moment
Tang Xi was among the crowd and endured the abuse they gave her. She could clearly feel the unwillingness and anger in her heart.
The second painful moment
Countless pairs of devil-like hands reached towards Tang Xi, blocked Tang Xi's mouth, and then extended their hands to his private parts.
Disgusting and painful emotions overflowed through Tang Xi. Tang Xi cried in embarrassment and said words of begging for mercy, but was ignored or even laughed at.
The third painful moment
Others have trampled on everything they are most proud of, and I am just an ant who allows others to bully me. I cannot resist. I watch the person I love most being taken away by others, and I hate my own powerlessness.
The fourth painful moment
When you lose your mother in childhood, your wife in middle age, or your daughter in old age, you bury your dearest ones with your own hands.
The fifth painful moment
Seeing others in the doldrums, hating my own incompetence, being unwilling to settle for mediocrity, but not being able to achieve anything, suffering the pain of neither getting better nor getting worse, not being expected, not being taken seriously...
Thousands of painful moments made Tang Xi's eyes turn red. When she came to her senses, tears were already streaming down her face, but the painful emotions continued, torturing herself.
His chest was like a knife, his hands were trembling, his teeth were chattering, and countless pains surrounded Tang Xi like a tide. Despair was synonymous with suffocation.
Aya's eyes turned red. Seeing Tang Xi in such pain, he couldn't help but stepped forward to persuade him, "Come back, Tang Xi. If you continue like this, you will be overwhelmed by pain and become a madman."
Tang Xi cried but smiled and turned into a madman... She had been mad since five thousand years ago.
Looking back on this life, Tang Xi couldn't help but said to himself: "Why? Why is it that I am the one who suffers?"
As he said that, Tang Xi just gave a forced smile, his chest filled with sourness and bitterness. His deep blue eyes were full of Cang Yi's numbness and despair. Looking at the cursed heart that was within reach in front of him, Tang Xi said dullly. Looking at Aya, he said: "Aya, do you know? In fact, I have wanted to die for a long time."
"It's not that I had the idea when I came to the Hell God Realm, but when I was still young and suffering from the severe pain of Qiqiao Exquisite Heart, I wanted to die, but I couldn't bear to see my family grieving for me. So I endured it.”
"Later, I lost my freedom and chose to commit suicide in endless pain, but I met Angel God and she said that there was someone who needed my help. I didn't die that time because there were still many people who needed me."
(End of chapter)