After that, Tang Xi locked himself in the room. In the dim room, he leaned helplessly against the wall, his eyes filled with desolation and misery, with tears on his face, and tears overflowing from time to time in his swollen eyes.
Tang Xi laughed and cried, laughing and crying, her voice was low, containing endless grievances, "Everyone...don't want me anymore..."
The fingertips trembled slightly, and the dense pain in his chest made it difficult for Tang Xi to breathe, and his head felt as if it was muddy and heavy.
Beside the bed, Xiaoyu often sits there awkwardly making herself laugh; next to the peonies, Xiaoyu will water them carefully; on the table, Xiaoyu often sleeps soundly there; in front of the window, Xiaoyu will sit there quietly While reading a book.
This room is full of traces of Xiaoyu's life, as if Xiaoyu is still here but he just went out for a long trip.
But it is no longer possible for Xiaoyu to appear in this world. Even his soul has completely disappeared. The little boy who made himself happy will never come back. All traces of his existence in this world will disappear over time. , even if Tang Xi is a god, he has no ability to save him.
Every time he thought of this, Tang Xi's tears kept falling like broken beads. The bitterness, sorrow, and loneliness completely overwhelmed Tang Xi, and the sound of sobbing could not express Tang Xi's grievances.
I don’t know how much time has passed
Tang Xi couldn't feel the numbness in his body. He just sat so quietly. His thin body seemed to fall over if he was blown away. His lips were dry and white, and there were tears on his face. His numb eyes looked nowhere, as if they were broken. The glass fell to the ground, and Tang Xi's lonely figure was reflected on every piece of glass.
"Dong dong dong"
Ah Ci knocked on the door and said worriedly, "Xiao Xi, don't lock yourself in the house for too long, we will worry."
Tang Xi buried her head in her knees and remained silent without responding.
Seeing no response, Ah Ci couldn't help but sigh, "You are now a first-level god. Don't you want to resurrect the spirit beast's soul hidden in your martial spirit?"
These words caused ripples in Tang Xi's silent heart. Tears appeared in Tang Xi's eyes, and her hands clenched her dress uneasily.
It took so long that she forgot about them.
The Nine Mysterious Green Scorpions, the Deep Sea Demonic Whale King...
With my own strength, I can restore them, but now I am very tired.
Tang Xi put his hands on his forehead and exhaled tiredly, his lonely back stretched on the ground for a long time.
Ah Ci pursed her lips and thought that she should give him more time. With this thought in mind, Ah Ci turned around and was about to leave.
With a creak, the door opened.
Tang Xi lowered his head and opened the door, whispering, "Sister Ah Ci..."
Ah Ci was stunned and immediately turned around and looked over.
Tang Xi's body became even thinner, his face was haggard, there were tears on his face, his eyes were red and swollen, as if he had been abandoned.
Ah Ci felt extremely distressed. She hugged Tang Xi into her arms and comforted her, "You have made yourself so haggard after not seeing each other for a few months. All this has passed. You still have us. You are not alone." One person, don’t lock yourself in a room for so long next time.”
Tears welled up in his eyes. Tang Xi choked with sobs and buried his face in Ah Ci's arms and cried, "Sister Ah Ci, I'm so tired, I'm really tired. I don't want to become a god. Becoming a god is really painful."
Ah Ci rubbed Tang Xi's hair and felt extremely sad when she saw Tang Xi's aggrieved look. This was the first time she saw Tang Xi cry. The girl who was full of smiles before finally became like this.
"Take a rest when you are tired. You have done well enough now." Ah Ci patted Tang Xi's back and said softly.
After crying for an unknown amount of time, Tang Xi raised his head from Ah Ci's arms. His eyes were swollen from crying. He looked extremely aggrieved. He stretched out his hand to rub his eyes uncomfortably, "Sister Ah Ci, give me some time. I'll get off." I’ll never cry again.”
Tears soaked the clothes on Ah Ci's chest. Ah Ci shook her head and said indifferently, "Xiao Xi, you can cry if you want. We are humans first and then gods. We should cry when we are wronged."
Tang Xi's eyes drooped and he said a faint "hmm", his eyes filled with heavy sadness and bitterness.
I really want to sleep. Let me make up for what I owed yesterday.
QAQ
(End of chapter)
