Slowly, the surrounding scene gradually turned white, and instead there were several vague figures and some people whispering.
"This is the third prince who only cares about having fun and drinking all day long. He's not that good at all. He probably will be like that for the rest of his life."
"Tsk, tsk, it's really useless."
"Yes, his eldest brother is so outstanding, he is really not as good as the eldest prince."
The young Mubai didn't quite understand the meaning of these words. At first, he just wanted others' care and attention.
He only remembered that no one had spoken to him for a long time because they said he was worthless.
Xiao Mubai squatted in the corner and clenched his fists unwillingly, "Why doesn't anyone take a look at me, not only my father, but also my brother? I don't want to be ignored, I don't want to!"
Tang Xi looked at Dai Mubai's unwilling expression and felt a little sad, "Does it feel like not being taken seriously by others..."
Later, Tang Xi saw Xiao Mubai starting to practice diligently and study hard, and the eyes of the people around him finally turned to him.
But what those people see is never Xiao Mubai’s advantages, but his shortcomings...
"Hahahaha, that third prince's swordsmanship is not very good, but he still dares to throw it out. I don't know where he gets his confidence."
"Compared with His Majesty's childhood, it's so far behind."
"He's so stupid, he's really useless."
These voices hit Xiao Mubai's self-confidence again and again, and he basically spent his childhood in depression.
There were few people to talk to him, and he even had to pay attention to assassinations again and again every night.
Until one day, Xiao Mubai finally couldn't stand this kind of life anymore. He ran away from the Star Luo Empire and came to the Tiandou Empire with a large amount of money. At this moment, his suppressed nature was released.
Tobacco, alcohol, women, respect, and younger brothers, these are all things he can easily get outside.
As time goes by
As a teenager, Dai Mubai began to enjoy the pleasure of living and drinking outside.
Drinking can make people forget their worries for a short time, but it can also lose their fighting spirit.
Tang Xi heard Dai Mubai's thoughts here.
"In the outside world, everyone respects me; among soul masters, I am a gifted genius; among common people, I am a noble prince."
Infinite darkness spread in Dai Mubai's heart, "Yes, why do I have to work so hard? I am a prince, and all these things I have are within easy reach."
The scene in front of him changed again, and the blurred world boundaries gradually became clearer. This time it was during the period when the Spirit Empire attacked the Star Luo Empire.
The curses of the people are endless
"What are the Xingluo royal family doing? The Spirit Empire hasn't even attacked yet, so they are hiding in fear."
"I haven't seen any food until now. I've been hungry for three days! Rather than doing this, I might as well surrender to the Spirit Empire. At least they will give me food!"
"The members of the Xingluo royal family are just a bunch of cowards. How can we govern a country well like this!!!"
Dai Mubai was overwhelmed by deep self-blame. He hated his own powerlessness.
If he had strong strength, he would destroy all the factors that were unfavorable to the Star Luo Empire, so that the people could have a stable life and no longer suffer from the pain of war.
The scene kept changing. Tang Xi saw people displaced during the war, children crying, wars raging, and corpses everywhere. Dai Mubai knelt on the battlefield and slapped himself hard twice, blaming himself for his incompetence, and the sounds of grief and indignation could not be heard.
"Waste! I am waste! I can't protect the country, I can't protect the people, I can't do anything good!"
