The name Li Guanyin is not her famous name, or even her name.
Even now, in her forty years, Li Guanyin has forgotten what her original name was. She was called "Little Girl Li" after the opera troupe leader who was jealous of his wealth, or "Li Guanyin" by some old opera guests. ", it seems that even the surname "Li" is adopted by the class leader.
As for the name "Guanyin", the most taboo thing for ordinary people like them is to collide with gods and Buddhas. It is really disrespectful to have this in the name, and it is impossible for anyone to call it that.
However, having been abandoned by her biological parents since she was a child and adopted by the troupe leader, she no longer believed this.
Compared with the name "Li Xiaonv" that was called "Li Xiaonv" by the class teacher when she was young, she was still not used to being called "Li Guanyin" by the official who was teasing her in the audience.
Even since he was a child, he has been traveling with theater troupes singing plays related to Guanyin. He has been performing "Fish Buddha" and "Wandering the Temple with a Basket" in rich colors and reds and greens all day long, playing the role of a Bodhisattva who saves the suffering and watches the suffering in the world. She didn't dare to compare herself to an immortal with such great supernatural powers.
Even in those few years, she was somewhat famous in the Junzhou area, not just for her elegant appearance or the demeanor of her gestures. A few old people even said in a serious way that when others call her the general, she is called the prime minister. Descend to earth and ascend to immortality.
She just listened to it for fun.
She felt that if there really were gods and immortals, how could the so-called people with a world-minded mind make parents cruelly abandon their children.
Therefore, at that time, she absolutely did not believe in the so-called "there is a god three feet above the head".
Especially when the team leader insisted on staying in the most dangerous place in the Danjiang River to work as a team to make money, but was robbed into the mountains by the vicious village leader with a hundred taels of silver. She even felt that the so-called "being kind to others will lead to perfection" and other nonsense. The truth is to trick the world into making people happy, and "good people will be rewarded" is nothing more than a self-proclaimed rhetoric. Otherwise, why would fate always play tricks on me like this?
Later, the man who robbed her and went to the mountain took good care of her and doted on her in every possible way. She wished she could die and leave this world that she always had trouble with.
Now that she is pregnant, she is a woman after all. How can Bai Zhuan Rouchang be willing to let her unborn child die for her own selfish reasons?
Once you are pregnant for ten months and give birth, it will not only bring you a life, but also a slight change in your outlook on the man.
She couldn't remember how many times she had nausea and retching caused by fetal movement, and she vomited and vomited all day long. It was this sloppy man who took the trouble to bring porridge and water, wash and change clothes.
She couldn't remember how many nights before she gave birth. The baby in her belly tossed and turned again and again, causing her to be unable to sleep all night long. It was also this man with a fierce look who stayed outside the house day after day because he was afraid that she would be angry.
More or less, the human heart is made of flesh, and she felt that this man didn't seem to be a bad person.
In the days that followed, this seemingly kind-hearted man would also unskilledly make rice porridge himself, change clothes for the child in a hurry, and sometimes even blame her for making the child uncomfortable, and would even blame her when she was tired. If you can't stand it anymore, you can take a nap by leaning on the door frame. The sudden awakening after hanging your head is also very interesting to watch.
Therefore, my heart randomly agreed to his "Guanyin" once and for all, and the grievances of more than ten years suddenly erupted in an instant with the snap of my fingers when my eyes met.
Li Guanyin looked at the man who was at a loss as to whether to comfort the child who was crying because her mother was crying or to comfort her who was crying for no reason. She smiled with tears in her eyes.
He said that the Bodhisattva sheds tears out of compassion for the suffering in the world, and Guanyin smiles out of compassion for men and women in the mortal world.
This was like a nonsense statement that had taken this man more than 20 years of knowledge to come up with. This made Li Guanyin, who was not Guanyin, feel that God had finally opened his eyes.
In the kitchen on the east side, Li Guanyin rolled up her sleeves and washed the dishes. When she got to the emotional point, her distraction turned into dullness.
There was a woman wearing coarse linen clothes on a small bench, with her sleeves rolled up and her skirts rolled up in a daze.
Sitting aside, Ye Xiayou couldn't see the fireworks in this world, but she could feel it.
The sound of clinking dishes started again, and Li Guanyin's voice followed, "Look at why I'm so chatty. Why am I nagging you like this when I have nothing to do?"
Ye Xiayou was lost in thought. I remembered that I was still young at that time. Didn't my parents live like this in that villa on Panshan Mountain with daily necessities and daily necessities?
Ye Hao smiled and said, "Very good. Songhua Brewing Spring Water Sencha Tea is just Nanke in a dream. Firewood, rice, oil, salt, rice and coarse tea are the fireworks in the world."
Li Guanyin laughed out loud, "What the Second Miss said is really knowledgeable. The Bodhisattva sheds tears because he sympathizes with the sufferings of the world, and Guanyin smiles because he is compassionate to men and women in this world. Only my husband can make this up. Second Miss This sentence of spring water and rough tea sounds so comfortable."
Ye Haoyun did not remind the woman of her forgetful mistakes. If it were not for the depth of love, how could that "nonsense" love words sound so smooth compared to this simple and easy-to-understand "knowledge".
"Sister Guanyin praises me, what kind of knowledge?" Ye Xiayou said with a smile. It was rare for someone to talk about herself, and she felt much better. "Some of the great principles found in books can be used here. Use it."
"This is also a skill." Li Guanyin kept busy and started to arrange the pots and pots on the stove. "It's not like my husband-in-law. He was sick and couldn't do anything. He finally calmed down. I was reading at home and couldn't remember anything. Those trivial things were easy to grasp, and that girl from Hongyao kept pestering him all day long."
"Let me tell you quietly. In the past few years, my husband and I have liked to talk about the Third Young Master the most. I have heard it several times. There was a story about a martial arts competition with an envoy from a foreign country in the capital four years ago. The story about my husband-in-law's saliva was flying all over the sky. , I was so nervous when I heard it. There is another one coming from somewhere, a bandit is making trouble, and the Third Young Master is teaming up with a senior to destroy the bandit."
At this time, Li Guanyin lowered her voice and turned towards Ye Xiayou who was sitting on the small bench beside her with a mysterious look, "I admire that little girl very much. Second Miss, is the Third Young Master getting married?"
Ye Xie was stunned for a moment, a little surprised by this woman's question, but as smart as she was, he was relieved in an instant and said with a wry smile: "Oh, why are you talking about this, sister?"
Li Guanyin hurriedly laughed and said, "Look at my mouth, it's so easy to talk nonsense."
Outside the house, because she had to listen to her father tell stories after dinner, Hong Yao rudely kicked Ye San Geng out. Having no place to go, Ye Xiayou had no choice but to come to Ye Xiayou, who said he was helping Li Guanyin pack his things. However, before he entered, he heard the two of them chatting in the kitchen.
At this time, Night Watch, who was blushing even after eavesdropping, suddenly felt that he was also dirty.
When he was about to leave, he heard Li Guanyin asking again from inside the house, "Second Miss, is it true that my husband's illness is what you said at the foot of the mountain?"
Ye Xiayou obviously fell into deep thought for a while, weighing the pros and cons. After a while, he replied: "I have only read a few medical books before, and I have briefly learned some pharmacology from a pharmacist in my family, but I am not very proficient. When I was down the mountain, I just listened, listened and asked. From what I heard, if someone like me is not into the mainstream, it can be regarded as a misdiagnosis, but my sister should not take it seriously."
The woman who started to take the traditional Chinese medicine let out a long sigh, feeling a little lonely, "Actually, I can guess a little bit. Even if it's not the tuberculosis that the second lady mentioned, I feel that it must be an incurable disease. Otherwise, how could it be possible?" It’s been years, and the more treatment it gets, the worse it gets and no improvement.”
Ye Xiayou didn't know how to talk at this time.
The so-called "rough knowledge" I just made is also a partial generalization. Although the pharmacist in my family is not one of those wandering doctors who can help the world by hanging pots, he is just a family physician with a low reputation, but he can be regarded as a master. I learned a little from him back then. It is impossible to talk about those medical methods that can cure diseases and save lives, but it is still possible to make a diagnosis based on careful observation and consultation.
Obviously, as she said, the disease has penetrated deeply into the bones of this watershed second master, and he has truly fulfilled the sentence, "He who is in charge of orders, there is nothing he can do about it."
Li Guanyin was immersed in her thoughts and did not notice the expressions of the people behind her. She smiled bitterly and said: "If he can't be cured again, should I take him to find a miracle doctor? Second Miss, you are well-informed. Is it best for God to heal illnesses and save people?”
"Oh, Hongyao is still so young. He can't follow us out for a bumpy ride. I don't feel safe if he stays at home."
"I don't know if my husband can walk long distances due to his illness. I'm afraid it will tire him out again."
"I haven't been out of the mountains for twenty years, I'm afraid I don't even know the way."
Li Guanyin held a small fan and gently shook the fire while chanting.
"Oh, it's so sad."
Finally remembering that there was another person in the room, Li Guanyin looked back, slightly embarrassed, "I'm sorry, Miss Second, I'm just so nagging, and I don't usually have anyone to talk to. You talk a bit too much when you come here, don't be annoyed. .”
"No, no, no." These were her true words. Listening to Li Guanyin's words one after another, Ye Xiayou once again thought of her mother many years ago, when her father would vomit and fall unconscious every time he was drunk. , she is also nagging like this, but she still cleans up carefully and takes care of her patiently. She also makes sobering soup and blows it cool in mouthfuls to feed her.
It sounded noisy at that time, but now, it feels very comfortable.
"Actually, I don't really ask for much. When I was a kid, I was begging all the time. I just thought that I would be full. I would be satisfied if I could hold on for a while by drinking gruel."
"When I grew up, I didn't expect to become famous by singing in operas, regardless of the boundaries of the state or the surrounding states and counties. I just wanted to make more money and find a good husband for myself, instead of looking at people's faces every day. Keep people smiling."
"I have no extravagant expectations that I can find a powerful husband. Even if he has no ability, I can do more work to support him."
"Later, by some strange combination of circumstances, I became Mrs. Yazhai and gave birth to Hong Yao. I just wanted to live a good life as a family of three. I didn't ask for anything. It was just boiling water and cooking every day to support my husband and raise my children. It doesn’t matter if it’s boring, it’s really nice to see them when I open my eyes every day.”
"But why do I have such a disease that cannot be cured? Maybe my name is taboo. But I can't let my husband suffer for me."
"well…"
Li Guanyin followed one sentence after another, and Ye Xiayou listened carefully.
The small fan in Li Guanyin's hand stopped, and she suddenly turned to look at Ye Xiayou, "Is it really because of my name?"
Ye Xiayou heard a trace of panic in this voice.
"No, no." Ye Xiayou shook her head and squeezed out a smile that she felt was ugly but couldn't look good at this moment. "Guanyin Bodhisattva saves the suffering, is merciful and compassionate to everyone, and saves the world's suffering. A name is disrespectful, this is your blessing, the blessing given to you by Guanyin Bodhisattva."
Li Guanyin took a breath, as if anything Ye Xie said now was good medicine, not only curing diseases and saving lives, but also bringing the dead back to life.
"Then I will make offerings to Guanyin and pray every day."
The small stove reminded me of whispering again.
Ye Xiayou was slightly absent-minded, and he didn't know what he thought of. He said softly like a whisper: "If you are sincere, how can you not get what you want?"
There was no movement in the small furnace again, and then the small fan fell to the ground. Li Guanyin knelt down and kowtowed many times towards the west.
"Dong dong dong dong dong..." It was a light tapping sound.
She thought again.
"Avalokitesvara is willing to save those who are suffering, and make great aspirations to save all sentient beings, so that they will never grow old or get sick."
Said it many, many times.
Ye Xiayou got up and left the house. She said, "Sister Guanyin is a kind-hearted person."
"So anyone who upsets her deserves to die."
Just like three years ago.
