Ten years is not a short time, but for Qi Zhen, most of it is spent in the game. He is either busy thinking about how to overcome difficulties, or thinking about ways to improve himself and make the team better in this world. Better to survive.
So much so that such a long time passed was much more fulfilling than what Qi Zhen had lived in the real world. It was so fulfilling that such a long time just became a somewhat commemorative number to him.
However, people are not machines without feelings, and Qi Zhen is certainly not Lin Biao. At this time, thanks to the strength of alcohol and sharing her unknown life with her teammates, she actually became sad.
He was a little homesick.
The weather in the preparation hall is always cloudless. Of course, this can be set up with money, but neither Qi Zhen nor the rest of the team ever thought of wasting money on such a place.
So during the day, the sun is always shining high, the breeze is blowing, and the spring is full of joy. At night, the bright moon hangs high, making it quiet and pleasant.
The moon here is only full moon by default.
Qi Zhen looked at the bright moon and began to miss her hometown and the past. The corners of her eyes began to moisten unconsciously, and gradually became like springs. His facial features gradually condensed into one place, and he opened his mouth to reveal two rows of teeth, and cried loudly.
Alcohol can numb people's thoughts and senses, and even affect the body's functions and balance. In addition, it also has a very important role.
This is one of the reasons why countless people are flocking to alcohol.
That is to amplify people's emotions.
Drinking when you are happy often makes people happier; drinking when you are miserable makes you more miserable.
The effect of alcohol at this time was to make Qi Zhen's homesickness buried deep in his heart become extremely turbulent, almost completely submerging him.
Qi Zhen recalled many poems by literati and poets in history. She wished she could recite a poem right away, about raising a glass to invite the moon to meet the shadow of three people, about people having joys and sorrows, the moon waxing and waning, and raising one's head to look at the bright moon. Lower your head and miss your hometown.
However, he thought about it for a long time in his somewhat confused mind. Even if there were no three people sleeping on the grass in front of him, even if he didn't have to worry about being embarrassed by chanting loudly, even if he didn't dare to shout loudly to scare the heavens, these poems were still very interesting. It is difficult to express his mood at this time.
He couldn't recite it.
Probably because he felt that he was being stupid, he stopped crying, looked at the three teammates lying on the grass with red eyes, and smiled to himself.
He stretched out his hand and spoke into the air: "I want the piano."
A guitar appeared in his hand. Even though Xiaobai was no longer the full-time butler of the team, he could still perform such unbelievable operations in the real world anytime and anywhere.
Tell him that everything he sees is not real.
The gentle plucking of the strings once again brought back countless memories.
I still remember that I once learned the guitar in order to chase girls in school. I only learned three chords and then I dared to stand downstairs in the girls' dormitory and roar a song. I also thought I was very handsome.
How young and frivolous.
He spoke softly and sang a song that he had just thought of, but it fit his current state of mind very well:
The setting sun on the horizon once again reflects on my face
Reflecting my restless heart again
What kind of place is this? It’s still so desolate
That endless journey is so long
I am a prodigal who always walks alone towards the distance
You are my woman among the vast crowd
On the road to a foreign land every time
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a cold night
This longing is like a knife, it hurts me
Always in my dreams, I see your helpless eyes
My heart is awakened again
I stand here, remembering the scene when I said goodbye to you
You stand so lonely in the middle of the crowd
That's your broken heart
My heart is so wild
You are always my hometown in my heart
You always wait alone for me, waiting silently
Every cold night on the road to a foreign land
This longing is like a knife, it hurts me
Always in my dreams, I see your helpless eyes
My heart is awakened again
I stand here, remembering the scene when I said goodbye to you
You stand so lonely in the middle of the crowd
That's your broken heart
My heart is so wild
Always in my dreams, I see your helpless eyes
My heart is awakened again
I always see myself walking on the road home in my dreams
You stand under the sunset with a beautiful face
That's you, your clothes are flying
That's you, gentle as water
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"Mom, who's singing?"
Wang Jianguo stood up in confusion and looked around with a confused expression. He was obviously still drunk.
Seeing Qi Zhen playing and singing with an intoxicated look on her face, Wang Jianguo asked in a very disgraceful manner: "Why can Cai Mi still play the guitar?"
Qi Zhen ignored him.
"Well, I can play the guitar well. I am a literary young man...a literary young man..."
As he spoke, he lay down again, and after a while, the deep snoring sounded again.
Qi Zhen put the guitar in her hand, lay down on her back, looked at the bright moon and endless stars in the sky, and remained silent.
The breeze blows through the lawn, making a soft rustling sound, which makes people feel extremely peaceful.
"It's still hard for me to understand your human emotions." Xiaobai's voice sounded in Qi Zhen's heart.
"I don't want to discuss the difference between machines and humans and emotional matters with you today." Qi Zhen said in her heart.
"You don't have to answer me, I'm just curious." Xiaobai said.
"You talk more and more now. In the past, you didn't necessarily come out when I called you. Now you will come out on your own when I don't call you. Your curiosity is really getting more and more serious." Qi Zhen explain.
Xiaobai was silent for a moment, seemingly calculating the meaning of Qi Zhen's words logically, and then said, "I don't know why."
"When humans think, God laughs. When you start thinking, who will laugh? System?" Qi Zhen asked with a smile.
This is obviously a bad joke that is not very funny, and it should also be beyond Xiaobai's understanding.
"Since your self-awareness was born from the logical conflict of the system, is this self-awareness the same as the human emotions I know?"
Seeing that Xiaobai didn't answer her question, Qi Zhen asked her another question. Since she was drunk now, she couldn't remember the answer even if the other person answered it, so she just let her brain run wild.
"emm..." Xiaobai pondered.
"In other words, if you met someone like Nolan, if possible, you would choose to invade consciousness or soul fusion like Nyx to obtain a body of your own to leave this world.
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The world? "
Silence, silence, silence is Cambridge tonight.
Qi Zhen sighed comfortably, turned over on the soft lawn, and whispered in her heart: "Xiao Bai, do you want to go outside and take a look?"
The outside mentioned here is naturally the real world outside the games world.
"I thought it was a good idea before, but now..." Xiaobai replied seriously: "I can't say for sure."
Qi Zhen didn't speak again, but Xiao Bai was silent for a while and said to himself: "I have been trying to use data or logical judgment to deconstruct your behavior and so-called 'emotions', but the more this happens, the more I The less I can understand some of the judgments and choices you make sometimes, of course, when it comes to Lin Biao, I can generally analyze them clearly."
It is not clear to Xiaobai now. The reason why he feels this way is because, like him, all logical judgment methods are based on complete rationality. In a sense, Lin Biao It is the existence that is closer to the machine.
"Then I started to use another method that went beyond data analysis to judge what you did, to deconstruct and understand human emotions. But the more I used this method, the harder it became to understand. Human motivations in certain matters..."
"call……"
Qi Zhen's slight snoring started, and he finally couldn't resist the waves of drunkenness and fell into a deep sleep.
Xiaobai's voice sounded helpless: "If I had known you fell asleep so quickly, I wouldn't have spent so many words."
One thing Qi Zhen judged was inaccurate. Xiaobai's birth was indeed inseparable from the internal logical conflict in the system caused by the wisdom tree. However, this was not the main reason for her birth, but an inducement.
As soon as Qi Zhen entered the game, or even earlier, Xiao Bai had already developed self-awareness and existed in the system, and the culprit who caused her self-awareness was none other than the original captain of the King's Team - Li Qiang!
It just so happened that Li Qiang, for some unknown reason, was an existence between players and NPCs, and he had already told Qi Zhen about this.
The next sentence is a bit convoluted.
As the system of the watcher, part of the self-awareness, it has been constantly learning and simulating everything about NPCs who are given expressions, languages and even emotions in this world. Only then can there be space and soil for Xiaobai to be born, and finally in the logic The critical time points when conflicts arise are separated from the system.
Before Xiaobai understood these emotions, he had already begun to try and successfully make certain choices that only humans can make based on personal emotions.
The sky suddenly darkened, the moon gradually disappeared, as if a round light bulb dimmed the light, and the stars gradually disappeared, no longer shining like diamonds.
Xiaobai sighed in Qi Zhen's heart and said, "Sleep well, I hope your worries and mine can be properly resolved."
If Qi Zhen were sober and could see that Xiao Bai could actually control the weather in this area, her jaw would drop in shock!
This means that Xiaobai has gone from hiding his head and tail under the system's detection, not even daring to show off, to boldly modifying the system data parameters in the preparation hall!
For example, the previous Xiaobai was at most a buggy weapon that affected the balance of the game, but it gradually turned into a script that can assist players in the game.
And now, she has become a plug-in that can tamper with the database!
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