Li Dai said this, but Mo Banchen was surprised. He carefully looked at the seventh junior sister who was not welcomed by him when she entered the sect. Well, her appearance and temperament were even more ethereal and unparalleled, and her cultivation could not be discerned. She had left The aura that exuded the sword of time and the sword of killing everywhere has been completely restrained. It can be seen without guessing that his junior sister has grown to an unreachable height in a place he doesn't know. Her cultivation level is probably even higher. floor.
At the breakthrough ceremony where he blessed her before, he and his master had been far behind in terms of cultivation by this junior sister. Now it was even worse. Although he didn't know her specific cultivation, he was definitely closer. One step away.
This time when he was collecting morning dew and strange frost for his master, he fell into an illusion with his master and couldn't come out. Rather than saying that he couldn't come out, it was better to say that he couldn't bear to come out.
In the illusion, he and his master came together, and the master accepted him after understanding his intentions. And for various reasons, all the people in the illusion who knew about their relationship did not object to the bad words, but sincerely blessed them.
That kind of illusion was so beautiful, it was an obsession deep in his heart. He knew in the illusion that it was an illusion, and he also knew that the way to leave the illusion was to kill the master in the illusion. There was no way he could do it.
However, as time went by, reason prevailed, and he finally killed the master in the illusion in order to save the master in reality. Looking at the unbelievable look in his master's eyes, he felt that he would never forget it in his life.
The master in the illusion fell down. When he fell, he said something like "You will regret it", which made him confused and uneasy. In the end, he got the morning dew and strange frost, but because of his confusion, he fell into a group of great tribulation masters. In the monster's lair, his cultivation had no strength to resist. Just when he thought he was going to die, a masked man came down from the sky and rescued him, and then gave him a magical medicine to hang his life.
But Mo Banchen knew that after going through that illusion, he understood his own thoughts better and his obsession became deeper. After going through the sweetness and pain in the illusion, he knew that he could no longer face the normality and indifference of his master towards him in real life. Unless the relationship between him and his master can be as close as in the fantasy.
But he knew it was impossible, and he didn't want to lose his mind and do something irreparable, so after he got the elixir that Li Dai told him to collect, he planned to hand it over to Li Dai and let him fend for himself. The death of Mie was healed, so that the master could still remember him for the rest of his life, because he knew that what happened in the illusion happened, and even if Li Dai was good at alchemy and healed him, he could not heal his heart.
I don't know since when, the meaning of his cultivation is for the master, and the master has become his way without knowing it.
If the master does not accept him, even if he can step out, his path will be over.
Without much thought, he had already decided and decided to disappear silently.
He just didn't expect that the person who rescued him in the end was just a person who accepted the mission of the Seventh Junior Sister and came to him to complete the mission. He could so easily meet this Junior Seventh Junior Sister who he had always treated coldly.
What made him even more unexpected was that he had once had a bad attitude towards Junior Sister Xiao Qi. He felt that Junior Sister Xiao Qi should hate or even dislike him. Junior Sister Xiao Qi, who was also very indifferent to his death wish, would definitely be indifferent or even happy to see what happened. But the result surprised him. The keen Junior Sister Xiaoqi suddenly seemed to see what he was thinking, and wanted to stimulate his desire to live.
Mo Banchen smiled bitterly, regretting that he treated Junior Sister Xiao Qi like that. Because he was focused on Master, he didn't care at all or even take his fellow seniors seriously, because in his opinion, they were all here to distract Master. Yes, we are not the same as ourselves.
Unexpectedly, this little junior sister never seems to hold grudges, and she still hopes that he can live well.
Mo Banchen smiled again, looked at Li Dai, and said sincerely: "Thank you. Xiao Qi, but if a person's heart is dead, what's the point of living? Are you a walking dead?"
Li Daizhen didn't know what to say at this time. Just to keep him alive, she couldn't encourage him to be with the master and set up a flag for the master, right?
Wouldn't that harm Master?
If a monk's deepest obsession is deep, it is to tie his own way to the people in his heart.
In Li Dai's view, this approach was too unwise, because if the person in her heart did not respond, then following the path would be ruined.
At this time, Fifth Senior Brother Li Dai could tell at a glance that his physical problem was not the biggest problem, but that his heart had fallen into a dead end.
