As Li Dai probed deeper, she seemed to have walked through countless dark passages in Shi Yuan's sea of consciousness. The deeper it reached, the thicker the blackness, and the aura seemed to be cold.
Suddenly, the mottled fragments of light in the darkness ahead dispersed. No, it shouldn't be said to have dispersed. The fragments of light seemed to be pulled by something and gathered together, forming strips of light one after another.
Those lights have different colors, which are particularly eye-catching in this dark place.
Li Dai's consciousness wanted to go deeper, but it was blocked by the light belt, and she could not penetrate the scene on the other side.
After trying several times, Li Dai had to withdraw her consciousness first.
Feeling Li Dai leaving, Shi Yuan opened his eyes in confusion, "Are you ready?"
Li Dai shook his head, frowned and explained the situation. Unfortunately, Shi Yuan, who had no memory, couldn't understand what Li Dai said. He knew that there was darkness and light in the sea. He didn't understand what was going on at all. The only thing he understood was There was no sound from the Immortal Lotus Lamp at this time.
Finally, the well-informed Xinxin spoke up and cleared up the doubts.
"Judging from your description, the light belts formed by the gathering of broken lights should be some kind of special memories. These memories are so well protected by their owners that they automatically form an isolation boundary and are not recognized by their owners. Even if you are a god No matter how powerful consciousness is, it cannot penetrate it unless..."
"Unless what?" Although Li Dai didn't understand it very well, since there was a turning point, there must be a solution, so she couldn't wait to ask.
"Unless your soul enters in person, the soul is a relatively fragile thing and not aggressive. Once it enters someone else's memory, its owner becomes the master. This should work."
Li Dai felt that Xin Xin still hadn't explained clearly why the divine consciousness couldn't work but the soul could. However, Li Dai didn't ask any more questions. She still trusted Xin Xin's words. After hearing its solution, Li Dai hesitated. I still told Shi Yuan.
You must know that the soul of a monk is not as good as the consciousness. The soul is extremely fragile and may fall if you are not careful. Whether such a thing enters other people's bodies or allows other people to come into contact with it, it is quite risky.
So not only Li Dai had to think carefully, but Shi Yuan also had to think carefully.
As she had said before, Li Dai was not an absolutely kind person. Although she had a good impression of Shi Yuan, she was still hesitant when it came to her own life safety, so she explained the risks to Shi Yuan and then asked , "Do you still want me to continue?" Although she asked, deep down in her heart, Li Dai hoped that Shi Yuan would refuse. Shi Yuan could live well without memory. At worst, she would tell him everything she knew about his past. .
Unexpectedly, Shi Yuan looked at Li Dai silently for a while and then said, "If you help me like this, you will be put in danger, right? I don't want you to be in danger, Tiger."
He subconsciously called out the last two words, but he was stunned as soon as he said it. She was obviously a girl, so why did he call her Tiger? He thought it was natural.
Li Dai was also stunned. Shi Yuan shouted casually, which reminded her of the first time they met. He was a monk who didn't understand the world and didn't understand the difference between men and women. His master told him that women are tigers, so he believed it. , so he also determined that Li Dai was the tiger mentioned by the master.
Looking back on what he said, this person was kind. Even if he had no memory, he always considered others. In contrast, Li Dai rarely felt guilty for her selfish thoughts.
After Shi Yuan finished speaking, he touched his long short hair and continued, "Although I really want to remember what kind of person I used to be, I hope you are well. You are the first one to make me feel Kind people.”
After hearing this, Li Dai's heart became even more complicated, and she was filled with passion. She slapped the table and stood up, "I have decided to help you recover!" It is rare to be impulsive, passionate, and gamble once in life. Maybe that is not what you imagined. So dangerous!
""Wha...what? Shi Yuan, who was about to give up, was dumbfounded when he heard Li Dai's words. He thought he had heard wrongly and couldn't help but repeat, "You said you want to help me recover?" "
"Yes!" Li Dai nodded and made a random excuse, "Since I promised you, I will do it no matter how difficult it is!"
Li Dai said casually, and Shi Yuan was so moved that he looked at Li Dai seriously and said, "Our relationship must have been very good before, otherwise why would you be willing to risk your life for me!"
It's not necessary to risk his life. Li Dai has practiced "Soul Refining", and the soul is already stronger than ordinary monks. If other people do such things, the success rate is only three levels, so if Li Dai does it, it will reach the eighth level. , it is relatively certain that Shi Yuan is such a sincere person, even if he only treats him as an ordinary friend, it is still worth her to take a risk.
The two of them had a tacit understanding and said nothing more. Since what they were doing was more dangerous, Li Dai put out the upgraded Hunyuan Formation and protected the room he was in quite secretly. Even if a monk arrived, he would not be able to break into it in a short time. Those who come in, let alone the mortal world, the possibility of a monk appearing is too small. Even the strong man under the Shifang Pavilion of the Water Pavilion can also play a certain role in resistance.
Li Dai finished her preparations, found a couch, sat down face to face with Shi Yuan, and ran the formula for soul separation from the body in "Soul Refining", and a ball of white light flew out of her body.
That was Li Dai's spirit.
Compared with Li Dai, whose cultivation level has not yet reached the Yuanying level, the Yuan Shen is just a misty mass and has not yet formed a 'human' shape. When the cultivation level is higher, the outline of the Yuan Shen will be more distinct.
Baituan Yuan Shen flew into Shi Yuan's sea of consciousness. Before, it was not so obvious that it was spiritual consciousness. Now it was her own Yuan Shen that came in. The freezing cold was particularly deep, making her Yuan Shen almost freeze. Stiff feeling.
Although it was difficult, Li Dai did not stop and continued to move forward, and soon reached the dazzling place.
Li Dai didn't hesitate and walked directly in.
As soon as he collapsed in, the surrounding scene changed drastically. Li Dai was stunned, as if he had an illusion. Is this still in Shi Yuan's sea of consciousness?
Or is this the thing in the light belt, the memory deep in Shi Yuan's soul?
The place where Li Dai is standing now seems to be on the top of a vast mountain. What is coming and going is the frightening fairy. And not far away from where she looks, is a happy man and woman cuddling in the dance of thousands of flowers and butterflies. It turns out that they are very affectionate.
The woman had a big belly and looked happy, "Husband, do you think I gave birth to a boy or a girl?"
The man Li Dai couldn't see his appearance clearly. Only from his body shape, he could tell that he was very noble and that he had the feeling of dominating the world. "Wan'er doesn't care whether she has a boy or a girl, I like them all."
Li Dai originally thought it was Shi Yuan's memory, but she couldn't wait for a long time before Shi Yuan appeared. Her soul could only follow the pregnant woman and couldn't stay far away from her, so that Li Dai could see how loving the couple were. Dai has been a bachelor for so many years, and she can't help but feel envious.
Just when Li Dai gave up looking for Shi Yuan, on this day, the fairy named Wan Jun was born, but something unexpected happened during the birth. Suddenly, the clear sky was covered with dark clouds, and there was dark lightning and thunder, and only someone could be heard. He exclaimed, "Oh my god, that is the thunder of destruction!"
"The world-destroying thunder destroys things that should not exist. Whether it is a person or an object, it is too unnatural and goes beyond the rules to cause such a thunder to come out of the world."
"Yes, the child in Master Wan's belly should not be kept." Someone whispered.
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Li Dai listened to people's comments and saw the legendary world-destroying thunder for the first time. It was indeed so terrifying that people's souls trembled. Wanjun over there was also in very bad condition. He was struck by the world-destroying thunder during childbirth. Covered, Li Dai looked at the man who had always been as calm as a mountain and finally showed fear in his eyes. He was afraid that the one he loved would leave. He wanted to get closer, but the world-destroying thunder isolated him from the outside.
"Wan'er, no more, I don't want the child, I only want you!" Seeing the woman's bloody breath, the man finally yelled, his voice was pleading and hoarse.
The woman in the thunder looked up, her face was bloody and intact, "Yaoguang, I am really satisfied to be able to love you for a lifetime. My child, please protect him, my child. This is our baby!" After saying that, she took out a dagger and cut open her stomach, took out the bloody baby, and when the lightning was about to hit the baby, she blocked it with her broken body and protected him tightly. Underneath him.
Li Dai was shocked, the man roared in pain, and the people around him fell silent.
This is great maternal love.
It was also about giving birth to a child, but Wan Jun's choice was very different from Wu Ping'er's. One risked her life for the sake of her child, while the other gave up her life for the sake of her child. Li Dai was so shocked by such a scene that she was speechless for a long time.
I don't know how long it took, the thunder finally dissipated, but the beauty like autumn water turned into a pile of black bones and her soul was destroyed. The child under the black bones was still breathing weakly, and made a "嘤嘤嘤" sound from time to time. .
Everyone dared not express their anger.
The man's face was gray, and he walked over tremblingly. He knelt down, picked up the woman's ashes bit by bit, and put them into a white jade bottle. But he never looked at the child, even if he cried. It's heartbreaking.
When the woman's body disappeared, Li Dai saw the child clearly and was speechless.
That kid Hao Ran is a smaller version of Shi Yuan.
This is Shi Yuan.
When Li Dai saw this, she couldn't help but worry about Shi Yuan's fate.
After the man cleaned up the woman's body, he stood up silently, silently, but anyone could feel his pain, and the black hair on his head seemed to turn white in an instant.
There is no greater sadness than heartbreak. This is the situation.
The man turned around and staggered away. Finally, someone asked. It was a female fairy. Li Dai remembered her. She was the woman who said that the child in Master Wan's belly should not be kept. He just listened to her inquiry and asked, "Master Yao, child..."
"Kid, please take care of it!" After saying that, the man left in panic.
After hearing those words, the female fairy'e's eyes flashed with light, she turned around and picked up the dirty child.
After she left with Shi Yuan in her arms, Li Dai followed and found out that Xian'e was a maid from Yaoxian Palace, named Bitao. She was originally Wanjun's personal maid. Later Bitao became interested in Yaoxianzun, and Wanjun When he noticed it, he distanced himself from her.
Wanjun never mentioned this matter to Yaoguang, and only said that he no longer needed anyone to serve him, so he dismissed the girl.
These are what Li Dai heard Bitao talking to herself.
Shi Yuan fell into her hands, and the life was unpredictable. It was also from this point that Li Dai saw clearly that no matter how powerful the immortal was, he still had a sinister and dark side. At the beginning, she was very kind to Shi Yuan and let him She thought she was his mother and was extremely dependent on her. When Shi Yuan was three years old, she called him to grow up and threw him into various dangerous places with snake poison. However, Shi Yuan came back every time, still full of poison. Looking forward to the praise of 'mother'. As for his real father, Yaoxianzun has long forgotten his existence. He has never asked about him. Maybe he has not forgotten, but because of him, his lover died indirectly. Hate this child. .
As for other people, they didn't dare to ask.
Shi Yuan was secretly raised and tortured by Bitao.
And Li Dai seemed to have guessed Bi Tao's thoughts. She was good to Shi Yuan at first, probably because she hoped to get in touch with Yaoxian Shang through this child. She didn't want the immortal to really give up the child, so she was out of concern for Wan Jun. Jealousy began to hurt the child. Every time she heard her talking to herself about whether your child would be so angry that he would vomit blood if he were alive, Li Dai would be particularly speechless.
Seeing Shi Yuan relying on Bi Tao, Li Dai felt heartbroken. How dependent she is now, how painful it will be in the future when she knows the truth. Li Dai watched the little man being bitten by a group of fairy beasts until he was left with only one breath. I desperately muttered words like, 'Don't die, don't die, my mother is still waiting for me to go back.' I felt like my heart was clenching. I was still a child of just a few years old.
This time Shi Yuan seemed to be having a particularly hard time, her eyelids drooped as if she couldn't stand it any longer. Li Dai finally couldn't bear it anymore after looking at her for so long. She walked over and crossed the herd of beasts to pick her up. She thought she wouldn't be able to hold her this time. When it got up, it would pass directly through his body. Unexpectedly, it succeeded.
When Shi Yuan opened his eyes, he saw the young and charming face of the girl. He was in a trance and said, "Pretty sister, was it you who saved me?"
Li Dai nodded. Logically speaking, these were Shi Yuan's memories and his past, and she couldn't interfere. Unexpectedly, she succeeded.
"Thank you, beautiful sister, you are the first person to be nice to me!"
"Who's the first one?"
"Mother!"
Hearing him talk about her mother, Li Dai couldn't help but think of a strong person like Wan Jun, and nodded in agreement, but now that she could communicate with him, she had to say something.
But just when she was about to confide, Li Dai hesitated again.
If Bitao is not his biological mother, then when he asks who his biological mother is, how should she answer?
With this hesitation, the child in her arms disappeared, and what she held in her arms became air again.
"Pretty sister, pretty sister, where are you?" Seeing him looking for her anxiously, Li Dai spoke, but he couldn't hear her.
Li Dai knew that he might have recovered physically and could not see her in a soul-like state.
In fact, it proved to be true, as he could see himself whenever he was dying.
With this discovery, Shi likes to be hurt even more. He used to think that such injuries were very painful, but now he feels that they are very sweet.
He knew that his beautiful sister had been following her.
Li Dai missed the first time, and later the idea of telling him the truth faded away.
It was all pain anyway. Compared with the pain of having to die for his own mother, such an illusion might not be a bad thing. At least under Li Dai's guidance, Shi Yuan felt a lot more cheerful.
But paper can't cover up the fire after all, and that woman Bitao didn't want to hide it forever. She learned all the truth when Shi Yuan was fifteen years old.
In the dark cave, Bi Tao laughed loudly, looking at Shi Yuan with a ferocious face, "Is it sad? Is it painful? You are a disaster. You killed your mother when you were born. Everyone is afraid of you and hates you. Your own father hates you." You, and I, have never loved you. You were born by that woman. I have tortured you for so many years. It’s so boring, hahaha!" As she said this, she walked over step by step and looked at the expressionless Shi Yuan. , "Why don't you die! Poor, unloved bastard! Hahaha..."
Shi Yuan's face was pale, his eyes turned red after hearing his words, and his whole body started to tremble. He looked so pitiful, which made Li Dai feel sad for a while.
Bi Tao walked out of the cave, and Shi Yuan slipped to the ground. She seemed to see Li Dai coming in a trance, and her eyes lit up, "I'm not unloved, beautiful sister loves me! Beautiful sister, where are you? I feel so much pain here. It hurts so much, it was me who killed my mother!"
Li Dai knelt down and looked at the same face of Shi Yuan. There was no innocence at this time, but it was full of pain and helplessness. Li Dai hesitated for a moment, but still put him in her arms and said, "Cry if you want." Go!" This was the only thing she could do. She seemed to understand why his sea of consciousness was so cold and dark.
Shi Yuan vented his anger and turned into pieces of light and disappeared in front of Li Dai.
Li Dai was stunned for a moment before she figured out why Shi Yuan in this life without her participation must have learned the truth and then died.
Shi Yuan disappeared and Li Dai was sucked into another world.
Shi Yuan's life in the second life was equally miserable. In the first life, he had a father, but in this life he had both parents, but because he had a birthmark on his face, they threw him away because they thought he was too ugly.
Shi Yuan was a mortal in this life and had no cultivation or anything like that. He spent his whole life as a poor beggar. Whenever he saw Li Dai when he was starving to death, he saw a beam of light that filled him with warmth.
Shi Yuan in the second life only lived ten years old.
Then came the third life, the fourth life, and until the ninth life, the miserable Shi Yuan met a monk and embarked on the path of Buddhist cultivation.
In the ninth life, Shi Yuan cultivated a golden body, but he remembered the troubles in the previous eight lives and the only warmth, his beautiful sister.
Li Dai did not show up for the first time, but Shi Yuan had two longings in his heart.
Experience the love of a parent and the love of a beautiful sister.
In his first eight lives, he either suppressed his father or his mother when he was born, and became a pitiful creature with no one to care for or love him. After countless lifetimes, he didn't know how hard and cold his heart had become.
In order to make up for his regrets, Shi Yuan in the ninth life accepted an ordinary couple as his parents. In the end, the couple did treat him as their own son. However, when he lost his golden body, they regarded him as a monster and made him He remembered that his mother died in a thunderstorm in his first life, and the love he obtained from his parents was still fake after all.
Thinking of this, Shi Yuan, who was about to succeed, suddenly became confused and became obsessed. With no other choice, Shi Yuan chose to commit suicide to preserve his soul and reincarnate.
Since his destiny is to lack the love of family, he should realize a different kind of love in his reincarnation, and maybe he can still find that beautiful sister.
The memory stopped abruptly here, and Li Dai was ejected from Shi Yuan's sea of consciousness.
Shi Yuan opened his eyes, and his originally dark and clear eyes suddenly turned dark.
Suddenly, there were many more things in his memory, all of which Li Dai had participated in.
Shi Yuan's powerful momentum instantly came like a storm.
"Who asked you to tamper with my past!" Buddha was angry, and the color of the world changed. Li Dai looked at the dark-faced Shi Yuan, and had the urge to greet his ancestors.
No, this is not Shi Yuan at all.
Li Dai felt like the air was suffocating, and she suddenly woke up. I want to chat with more like-minded people about "The Cannon Fodder Girl Cultivation to Immortality", follow "Youdu Literature" on WeChat, chat about life, and find close friends~
