[Bingyin, Year of the Tiger, ninth day of October]
This time I really failed, but I don’t regret it at all.
Jiang Yuebai is probably jumping around and scolding me for being stupid now. Even though she knows that the hut is just her puppet clone, she still has to risk her life to protect it. This time, she can always look up to me and think that I am a trustworthy person. Bar?
Maybe, she is sitting in the valley right now, crying with emotion.
I thank Jingshan for keeping his word and living up to his expectations!
It's a pity that Tiannanxing, a thief, is too tough. He was injured by me and was tricked by Jiang Yuebai's trap but he still survived. Moreover, he is really a coward and dares to capture my dignified young master of Shanhai Tower.
At this moment we are detouring from the sea north of the Land of Chaos to the Sea of Hell, and he wants to take me to the Shura Domain.
He planted an unknown orchid on me, sealed my Dantian and monitored my movements, used magic to change my aura and appearance, took away most of my belongings, and left the collared auspiciousness as my companion. .
Tian Nanxing said that he would not kill me. As long as I cooperated, he would naturally let me go when he saw Jiang Yuebai.
He said it lightly, but I always felt it was not that easy.
I thank Jingshan and will never sit still and wait for death!
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[Bingyin, Year of the Tiger, December 20th]
Well, I decided to sit back and wait.
Today I arrived at Minghai Wentian Island. There is Shanhailou's shop here. Before I could think of a way to deliver the news, Tiannanxing took me there directly.
I learned that my grandfather had gone to the North Sea, accompanied by my father, to prepare for the divine catastrophe.
Now that only my mother is in charge at home, just the shop on Wentian Island makes me feel a tense atmosphere. I also saw people from Feiyan Pavilion secretly guarding Shanhai Tower.
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Regardless of whether my grandfather succeeds or fails in becoming a god, Shanhai Tower will lose an important pillar. Even if my father successfully conceives a baby, there is no guarantee that evil forces will not take this opportunity to seize Shanhai Tower's inventory, and Shanhai Tower will have no choice but to become one with Feiyan Pavilion. Strands.
If something happens to me, the family will be in trouble, and my grandfather's transformations have been interrupted three times because of me. This time I can no longer hinder my grandfather, and I must let my grandfather and Shanhailou overcome this difficulty smoothly.
Arisaema predicts this, and asked me to write a letter to my family to report that I am safe.
I knew he had bad intentions, but I could only obey. It was the first time in my life that I met such a person who made me hate and feel helpless. It turned out that Jiang Yuebai was right. I had been living in a false and beautiful world. , I have never seen the real evil in people's hearts.
No, it’s a demon with a sinister heart.
I***!
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[Ding Mao, Year of the Rabbit, February 2nd]
I didn't know that the sea-sealing formation on the Underworld Sea had been pierced into a sieve. It was a formation set up by three god-transformation monks. Tiannanxing took me and said it through?
From this point of view, this formation cannot hold on for long.
There is no daylight in the Shura Realm, and Tiannanxing has obviously been here before. The familiar road took me straight to the deepest place.
I was bored on the road, so I asked him why he had to take Jiang Yuebai's body. If he wanted a woman, I could find some good ones for him. Jiang Yuebai was not good-looking and had a bad temper.
Tiannanxing said that he promised to find a good body for a person so that he could become a new person.
My heart skipped a beat, what about the Land of Cang Yan again? Resurrection of old ghost monsters? He's a cheap orchid monster (I made that mistake), so he can't fall in love with anyone, right?
I wanted to ask again, but Tiannanxing refused to say anything more and just led me on our way.
I remember Jiang Yuebai told me that Lu Nazhi was practicing in the Shura Domain.
Forget it, it's best not to encounter her. I'll find a way to escape by myself. She's already in trouble enough. I can't cause her any more trouble.
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[Ding Mao, Year of the Rabbit, June 6th]
asshole! asshole! This cheap old bastard!
He actually dug out my sword bone in an attempt to replace the main body of his body, and also made his messy grafting attempts on me, this madman!
If he can't kill me, I will cut him into pieces one day!
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[Ding Mao, Year of the Rabbit, December 12th]
Hahaha, that cheap old bastard failed again. It’s so satisfying to see him smashing things in anger!
How could the master's sword bone be taken away by him so easily?
The bone-producing medicine Tiannanxing gave me was so unpalatable. Sometimes I thought about it and decided not to take the medicine at all and just let him dig out all my sword bones and die like this. It really hurts too much.
I remember when I bruised my skin a little bit when I was a kid, my grandfather was so distressed. If he saw me now with not even a few bones left, I don’t know how distressed he would be.
I am almost thirty years old, and I miss my mother.
I still have to take the medicine, I can't just give up, I have to go back alive, I can't let my grandfather worry, let my mother have no son, let Shanhailou have no successor, let Jiang Yuebai laugh at me for nothing more.
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【Wuchen, Year of the Dragon, April 4th】
I am somewhat used to it. I am used to staying in a dark dungeon, used to the sound of hundreds of ghosts crying and howling outside, used to Tiannanxing digging up bones and feeding medicine every now and then, and used to having strange things growing on my body.
Poor Jixiang, he has become starved and thin after following me, but now his attitude toward me is much better. Every time I am in too much pain to move after my bones are dug out, he stays with me, squeaking and comforting me. I.
It is probably saying that Jiang Yuebai will definitely come to save us.
I know she will definitely come, but I don't want her to come at all, and I don't want her to see me like I am now.
Today is another day to write to my mother to report that I am safe. Last time I seemed to have written that I was robbed by female cultivators from three villages in Baipu Domain. This time I will write about my experience of drawing a sword to kill a demon when I saw injustice on the road.
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【Jiji, Year of the Snake, May 5th】
It's been three years, why hasn't Jiang Yuebai come yet?
Is she really not here to save me? Did I misjudge her?
No, no, no, she is not a selfish villain, she will definitely come! She must have been tripped up by something!
But I'm really scared, afraid that I won't be able to hold on until the day she comes.
Only now do I realize that what my grandfather told me is correct. My grandfather said that no matter how much suffering you are born, you are destined to enjoy as many blessings as you want. If you don’t want to suffer when you are young, the suffering will accumulate in a big way. Make people suffer enough.
I must have had such a good life before, so God saved me a lot of trouble.
I threw away all the medicine Tiannanxing gave me and vomited it. In a few days, I will be able to escape from the sea of suffering and start over again, right?
Jiang Yuebai, if you come here and see a pile of dead bones, remember to insert my few remaining bones into the body of Tiannanxing, and then tell my parents and grandfather,
The child is unfilial, I'm sorry for you, if there is a fate in the next life... If I can still have an afterlife like this...
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[Jiji, Year of the Snake, June 6th]
Jiang Yuebai, thank you, you woke me up again.
I was confused between life and death, but I saw the woman with her back to me again. When I walked over, she turned around and gave me a slap in the face, still like Jiang Yuebai.
Opening my eyes, I saw the jade ring on my hand. I gave it to Jiang Yuebai when she went to the Yinshan Mine when she was seven years old. She later gave it back to me, and I have been wearing it all these years.
Jiang Yuebai was only seven years old at the time, but he was able to persist in a cannibalistic place like the Yinshan Mine for five years. There was also Lu Nazhi, who was responsible for the furnace and was obsessed with murdering his father.
Song Zhi'ang's water and fire spiritual roots collided with each other. He uprooted the water and spiritual roots every time, and practiced with half a foot in the Hall of the King of Hell. Ge Yuchan endured it for many years just to become famous. Yunshang lost her parents when she was young and survived alone in the Spirit Beast Valley.
Shen Huaixi also had his wings cut off, watched his parents kill each other, and was controlled by Qingnangzi for many years, enduring the humiliation and burden.
No one around me has an easy life. Aren’t everyone practicing well now and surviving under the way of heaven?
Why can't I, Xie Jingshan?
When I was young, I made a vow to put everyone first in everything, even if it means suffering, I will endure the hardest suffering!
Even if it means turning into a monster, even if it means crawling, I will crawl out of this hell!
It doesn't matter if my flesh and blood are contaminated, my heart is sincere and my sword bones are pure. No matter how dirty this world is, I can't even think of being infected at all!
Jiang Yuebai, I know you will definitely come.
If you don’t come, I won’t die!
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[Gengwu, Year of the Horse, July 7th]
In the fourth year, I let Aracenia dig bones and feed medicine, but my heart was no longer disturbed.
My Dantian was sealed, so I practiced sword practice every day in the dungeon to accompany myself with good luck.
In the past few years, I have had more time to calm down and think. Looking back on my life, I realize that I have never grown up.
Many times, in many things, what I did was naive.
What kind of bullshit is the reincarnation of the Sword Immortal? Why should I live like someone else, but I can’t be Xie’s Jingshan?
Dig out the red mole on my palm. From now on, I am just me.
There have been some gains recently, and blessings and misfortunes depend on each other. This suffering is by no means in vain. (Erase this line)
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[Xinwei, Year of the Sheep, August 8th]
In the fifth year, I often fell asleep for no reason. When I woke up, I forgot what happened before. I didn’t know what Tiannanxing had done to me again.
Today, Tiannanxing said that Jiang Yuebai had left the Demon Clan and came to the Shura Domain. It turned out that she had been sleeping for the past five years.
Fortunately, she didn't come too early, allowing me to have this experience and allowing me to grow.
I asked Grandfather Tian Nanxing if he had succeeded in transforming into a god. He didn't say a word and just asked me to prepare well. When Jiang Yuebai arrives, I will be free.
There is not a word of truth in Tiannanxing's mouth. He has been unable to graft my sword bone all these years, and he has put so much hard work into me. There is absolutely no way he will let me go easily.
I feel uneasy in my heart, but I believe that Jiang Yuebai is as cunning as a fox and will turn misfortune into good fortune and turn any adversity into good fortune.
Today’s sword practice, let’s continue!
