"Immortal Lord, Immortal Lord, you have set up a dead end for me." Xu Xian shook his head slightly. At this time, he also had a trace of hatred for the Immortal Lord. Perhaps the opportunity to become an immortal is what others dream of, but in his eyes it is boring. If Bai Suzhen could not be rescued from Leifeng Pagoda, even if he became an immortal and smiled proudly in the mortal world, it would be nothing more than that to him.
Xu Xian was helpless, but for these 100,000 merits, he could not become an immortal, even just one step away. In the end, he was still approaching his longevity and his life was not long. He decisively gave up becoming an immortal and entered the underworld. But this time, he still chose to burn his heart with karma and reincarnate with his memory.
Once again, the karmic fire of seventy-seven forty-nine days burned my heart, and the mental torture that burned my soul has not changed at all. The powerful men in the underworld were once again shocked. What kind of woman is it that makes this human man remember her through reincarnation again and again?
Maybe there was a time when his karma burned his heart, but this time there was no danger. Xu Xian passed the test and continued reincarnation with his memory. Even so, how can a few words express the pain caused by the fire of karma burning the body and soul?
Even though he succeeded in the end, the torture and pain of these seventy-seven forty-nine days is something Xu Xian is unwilling to recall in his entire life.
"In this way, I reincarnated repeatedly, spending every life to seek merit and practice. Whenever my life is about to end, I will enter the underworld, suffer the fire of karma, retain my memory, and continue to reincarnate. What you see now I am actually already in my tenth life." Xu Xian sighed quietly. This was the first time that he mentioned these past events in front of others.
"The so-called one hundred thousand merits are not so easy to obtain. Without the cultivation of heaven, I am unable to do many things. While spending time on cultivation, sometimes I can only obtain one merit per month. Throughout my ten lives, In reincarnation, you will be lucky to get ten thousand merits in each life."
"It has been more than a thousand years. I am willing to be forgotten by the world. I have been reincarnated in the world of mortals and doing good deeds for more than a thousand years. The meaning of my existence is to gather these 100,000 merits and save my wife from Leifeng Pagoda. But now , I finally gathered these 100,000 merits, and my wife’s escape is just around the corner." Xu Xian said slowly while looking at the two of them.
"More than a thousand years, more than a thousand years. I miss my wife all the time, and I long to be reunited with her. Maybe the world has long forgotten the scholar back then, but the scholar always remembers his promise."
"Madam, you have been waiting for me for a thousand years, and now I have been waiting for you for a thousand years. Maybe, this is our fate." Xu Xian looked at the Leifeng Pagoda in the distance, and there was a trace of tears in his eyes.
Yun Mengchen and Xiao Qiuhan had mixed feelings in their hearts as they listened to Xu Xian's experience of more than a thousand years. Loving someone is actually quite difficult, waiting for someone is actually even harder. But if you are willing to be forgotten by the world, wait alone for more than a thousand years, and have to reincarnate again and again to suffer the pain of karma burning your heart, how great is this love?
Yun Mengchen sighed in his heart, he was full of admiration for Xu Xian. If it hadn't been for his escape back then, how could Yun Mengxue have become a nun. If he didn't dare to face it and didn't want to face it, how could Yun Mengxue die in depression.
In fact, he didn't even get to see her for the last time. Even if you can be accompanied by your favorite West Lake beauty after death, and be surrounded by this sea of lavender flowers, but what's the use of being unable to resurrect?
Life is like a dream or an illusion. The dream remains despite its origin and destruction. Back then, Yun Mengchen didn't even have the courage to break into the underworld because he didn't know how to face Yun Mengxue. Maybe letting her forget about herself and start reincarnation again would be the best ending for her.
"Axue, actually I miss you very much. It would be great if you were not my sister. In fact, I have always wanted to say to you, I love you." Yun Mengchen looked back at Yun Mengxue's resting place. In the end, all the longing for me could only be turned into a sigh.
However, the most helpless thing in the world is that we are destined but not destined. The so-called missed, will eventually be missed, maybe everything is God's will. Even if Yun Mengchen can become an immortal or a god in the future, he can't get back the moment he had with Yun Mengxue.
At this time, Xiao Qiuhan didn't know that Ao Feier was from the demon clan, let alone that she was the beloved daughter of the demon emperor. If two people fall in love, the hardships and tests they have to go through will be even more severe than what Xu Xian and Bai Suzhen experienced.
Xiao Qiuhan also had mixed feelings in his heart after hearing the past events between Xu Xian and Bai Suzhen. If he is lucky enough to fall in love with Ao Fei'er in this life, no matter how bumpy the road ahead is, he will not let Ao Fei'er get hurt at all.
However, fate is so wonderful and also so cruel. Xiao Qiuhan will indeed fall in love with Ao Feier in the future, love without hesitation and without regrets.
But what they experienced was millions of times more difficult than what Xu Xian and Bai Suzhen experienced. But who can know everything in the future? Even if they know that they will be heartbroken and sadly separated in the future, will they regret falling in love? Maybe, maybe not.
At this time, Xu Xian was extremely relaxed, and the secret that had been accumulated in his heart for many years was finally revealed. He has buried many secrets in his heart for more than a thousand years, and even Xiaoqing only knows a rough idea. On the contrary, it was Yun Mengchen and Xiao Qiuhan who knew everything that had happened to him in the past thousand years.
"Now, I have collected these 100,000 merits. I am only one step away from the realm of true immortality and can step out at any time. At that time, I only need to break the mirror to become an immortal and use my immortal power to cooperate with these ten Ten thousand meritorious deeds will definitely break the seal of the Leifeng Pagoda." Xu Xian also calmed down, and there was a hint of hope in his eyes at this time.
"Senior Xu, if you use your lifelong immortal power as a guide and cooperate with the power of merit, even if you succeed in the end, you will also lose your immortal power, and I am afraid that you will become a useless person in an instant." Yun Mengchen heard this. He also sighed slightly.
"It doesn't matter, I can become an immortal if I take that step. It will be good if I can break the seal before I am extradited to the immortal world. I also know that if I exhaust my immortal power when my foundation is weak, I will not only become a useless person, I’m afraid I will die.”
"But the meaning of my existence for more than a thousand years is to save my wife from Leifeng Pagoda." Xu Xian didn't seem to be disappointed at all, but there was a trace of determination in his eyes.
Some people actually exist not for themselves, but for the people they love. Maybe it's sad to say, but sometimes it is true that I live for you and die for you. But I don’t know if you can understand?
"In the vast world of mortals for thousands of years, who can appreciate Lishang? I have been reincarnated for ten lives, seeking merit and virtue, and do not want to become an immortal, just to wait for her return in the mortal world. For thousands of years, I was born for her, and now I can If she died, it was a well-deserved death." Xu Xian had a touch of tenderness on his face. Perhaps in his eyes, this was the meaning of his life and the final destination of his life.
