Chi Qing told Jiang Ye that she seemed to be crazy these years.
His mind was confused and he was in pain all the time, but every time he woke up, he would think of himself killing him, and then he would continue to fall into madness.
Only in this way can the heartbreaking pain be relieved.
In this way, Chi Qing has been trapped in an endless cycle of pain and sadness. It was not until she found him that she finally got rid of that nightmare.
"Jiang Ye, please go back with me. Once you have taken care of things here, we will return to Xuantian Sect. Can we go home?"
At the end, Chi Qing raised his head and looked at Jiang Ye expectantly.
She wanted to take his apprentice back to the home where there were only the two of them.
When the time comes, they will still be the same as before, she will turn back into the lazy useless person who needs the care of her apprentice, and Jiang Ye will turn back into the apprentice who only treats her well.
Looking at Chi Qing's hopeful eyes, Jiang Ye hesitated but shook his head.
"Master, I won't go back."
After hearing Jiang Ye's words, Chi Qing was stunned and looked at Jiang Ye in disbelief.
"Why don't you go back?" Qing thought of what Liu Zhi said last night and said, "Is it because of that woman?"
"No, Master, I am now..."
When Jiang Ye opened his mouth to say something, Chi Qing suddenly collapsed.
"no!"
“I won’t listen, I won’t listen!!”
Chi Qing released his hands from Jiang Ye's waist, covered his ears tightly, and shook his head crazily.
The tears in her eyes fell on the bed, and her white and smooth thighs were extremely eye-catching.
"In the past four years, I have been wandering in many places, and I have noticed many things that I did not pay attention to before. Whenever night falls, those people raise smoke from their cooking pots, light lights, and enjoy the whole family."
"You know Jiang Ye, they smile so happily!"
"As for me, I'm like a lonely ghost with no destination, looking around for the person who can accept me."
"But I can't find it! I really can't find you..."
Chi Qing loosened his hands covering his ears, pulled on Jiang Ye's sleeves, and looked at him with red eyes, a look of reluctance on his face.
"Now that I finally found you, can you just go back with me?"
"Jiang Ye, please don't abandon me, okay?"
"I really don't want to experience this feeling anymore. This feeling of being in the world but being independent from it will really make me feel desperate!"
"I only have you..."
Chi Qing was like a kitten that was about to be abandoned by its owner again, constantly shouting, hoping to make him change his mind.
Seeing his master's appearance, Jiang Ye felt uncomfortable.
Jiang Ye knew that he was not the only one who was injured in this incident, Chi Qing was also a victim.
If she really dies, what about her?
What will happen to her?
It will be like what she said, like a lonely ghost with no destination, searching for herself all her life.
He thought for a while and then said: "Master, there is a question I have wanted to ask you for a long time."
"You accepted me as your disciple when I was eight years old. At first you wanted to use me to open the entrance to Wonderland, right?"
"Is it right?"
After hearing Jiang Ye's words, Chi Qing's face turned pale instantly.
She opened her mouth, wanting to deny it, wanting to speak up to defend herself.
In my defense, I really wanted to accept him as my disciple at that time, and there was no such thought in it.
However, when these words are spoken, they will seem extremely pale and even more self-deceiving.
She did have selfish motives in it, she couldn't deny it.
She didn't want to lie to Jiang Ye.
Looking at Chi Qing, who lowered his head in front of him, his body trembling slightly because of fear, and his face unusually pale, Jiang Ye sighed helplessly.
Over the years, he will also grow.
Both body and mind are changing and becoming more mature.
There are many things that I couldn't see through back then, but I can now.
"What happened later? So what did you think later? Were all those feelings for me fake?"
"Or do you just want to deceive me and make me do it for you..."
Before Jiang Ye finished speaking, he was loudly rejected by Chi Qing.
"no!!!"
"No! I admit that when I first accepted you as my disciple, I had the idea of waiting for you to grow up and use you to open up the wonderland, but later I really liked you!"
"I never wanted to deceive you. I was just afraid. I was afraid that you would hate me after knowing these things! We might even become estranged and drift further apart, and eventually we would be strangers to each other."
"Jiang Ye, you can hit me and scold me, but you can't ignore me..."
Chi Qing lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong, waiting for his punishment.
No matter how strong a person is, he still has such a soft place in his heart.
Now she can kill a monk in the Transformation Realm with one sword, but she has no way to take action against this apprentice in the Golden Core Realm. The scene four years ago has almost become another inner demon for her.
To her surprise, Jiang Ye did not blame her.
In fact, Jiang Ye is not afraid. He is also very afraid that everything is just a beautiful dream.
Fortunately, he got the answer he had always wanted.
"enough."
"This is enough."
Jiang Ye stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of Chi Qing's eyes. As before, he smiled and said softly: "I can feel it, so I never blamed you."
At that moment, Chi Qing raised his head and looked at Jiang Ye blankly.
She didn't cry, but tears poured out uncontrollably, as if the dam had burst.
Chi Qing wiped away his tears randomly, but he wiped away more and more tears, and finally his vision became blurred.
The corners of her mouth twitched, trying to endure something, but in the end she couldn't hold it back and bent down.
"Eno, Eno!"
"Ohhhhhhh I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
She threw herself at her apprentice again, resting her chin on his shoulder, hugging him tightly with both hands and crying, venting her pain over the years.
Chi Qing didn't need to look in the mirror to know that she must be ugly now, with snot and tears flowing from her nose.
Disgraceful.
But she really couldn't bear it anymore, and she didn't want to bear it anymore.
Feeling the wetness coming from his shoulders, Jiang Ye followed her hair and patted her back gently.
The estrangement buried deep in my heart is gradually relieved.
