The following are boring thoughts filled with a lot of negative energy from the author himself, that is, me, a loser. If you don’t want to read it, please skip it.
After the update two days ago, I saw a comment in the background.
"Since it will be released in 2020"-that's what the comment said.
Because it appears in the first chapter, it should be a very rare new reader of this book. I originally thought that this kind of creature would never appear.
I published the first chapter of this book on December 17, 2020, and today is September 13, 2023. It is almost three years apart, and I have only updated 370 chapters, even every three days. However, as an author, he is undoubtedly extremely incompetent. I do not deny this, and even self-loathing myself for being like this.
The reason for the recent update is of course not that I have learned from the pain and decided to start a new life, it's just that I feel unwilling to do so.
As the price of freedom, I naturally lost the protection of my chains and needed to face the world on my own.
And as I once said, I am a mediocre ordinary person with no talent. In my past life, the only thing that I have ever achieved a small amount of success and been recognized by others is that I have written some things. score.
The initial order for this book was not high, it could even be said to be extremely low. If I remember correctly, it was forty-three.
It was so low that when I went to Longkong to look for someone else’s summary of this issue and ordered it for the first time, I didn’t even see the name of the book at the bottom, hoping to see if there were any unlucky people who were lower than me. Degree.
If it were out of utilitarian considerations, I would have cut the book as soon as it was first ordered. There would be no need to wait until chapter 370 now, and it would end at chapter 88. The number is quite auspicious, and there is no need for everyone. Hanging painfully.
But I was not willing to accept it. Although I was really shocked by this number at the time, I thought that no matter how much I said the first order should be over 100, it would be too rude to be so low. Did I read it wrong?
It's a pity that the truth is so cruel.
Careful readers may have noticed that there was no update the day after I put it on the shelves.
But after that, I continued to update, and finally the number of orders reached the level of a thousand orders, and I didn’t eat any of the recommendations during this period.
Frankly speaking, this is not an outstanding achievement. If you brag about it, you will be laughed at.
But this was enough to satisfy my useless vanity, and I imagined that I might be a talented person in online writing.
Although in hindsight that is not the case.
To be honest, after I stopped updating for a while and every time I updated again, I couldn’t help but secretly search for myself on various online discussion platforms I often hang out, just like Aicheng Hualian after seeing the photo of Kagura Hikari. The result every time is the same: nothing, and there will be no readers like those famous authors.
Then I will realize that as an incompetent web writer, since I have not fulfilled my obligation to provide the author with sufficient quality and quantity of content, what qualifications do I have to enjoy the right to be boasted?
Of course, as an ordinary person who is even a bit ugly, I will comfort myself that poor grades are due to bad luck and no one sees it. Anyway, it is just a way of shirking responsibility, which makes me feel disgusting and ignorant. Comfort yourself.
As a person, I really think about myself.
But even so, in my past life that consisted of nothing but failures, this was enough to be called a shining point.
So I decided to continue, just like a drowning man who sees the straw stretched out to him, even though he knows that the straw is fragile and will break when he pulls it, he still can't help but grab it.
From a utilitarian point of view, I should finish this book and start a new one. After all, this book that has been updated for three years is hopeless. The initial results were not good, and I am not good at it. Work hard, why would anyone come to see it? Cutting it off is the right way.
But as I said before, if you only consider it from a utilitarian perspective, this book should say goodbye to you at chapter 88, so why delay it until now?
Of course, the new book will definitely be released, maybe next month, or maybe after the book is finished.
The new book will be a different world reset version of the book, retaining some general context and completely rewriting it.
But before that, that is, from the time this nonsense is published until the new book is put on the shelves, I will update this book at a rate of at least five updates a day until it is completed.
Although I really want to add two more big words here to increase the credibility of my promise as a man, but as an incompetent writer, my credibility has long been bankrupt in the eyes of readers, so I won’t say anything more.
At the end of my thoughts, let me talk about the next plot arrangement, which may involve spoilers, so you can skip it if you mind.
In fact, it can't be said to be an arrangement, it's just some random thoughts.
As I said in my introduction, the heroine of this book was named from the words "Watch the night cherry blossoms in spring, the stars in summer, the full moon in autumn, and the first snow in winter."
But after picking up the book again, many of the inspirations that were not written down but existed in my mind had almost disappeared, so I revised the outline. Some of the deleted and changed contents are briefly summarized here. Describe it, it can be regarded as a reminiscence in a sense.
In my acceptance speech, I once asked readers to try to guess the number of heroines. The original number was actually seven. In addition to the word "full moon" used by a character I like very much, the seven heroines are Arisugawa Haru, Yagyu Sakura, Shinohara Junka, Hoshino sisters, Kotori Yu Chiaki and Yukiyome, the image of "winter" is not used.
Let’s talk about it one by one. First of all, there is Haru Arisugawa. This character is considered a relatively failed character. Now it seems that as the first female character to appear, she has been hidden in the entire book. There is no doubt that I am the author of the plot. The arrangement was a failure, and Chapter 8 was the product of my early childhood illness, Jianzheng Cancer. Now it seems so embarrassing that I wish I could just say "Three Bedrooms and One Living Room". If I could do it all over again, I would delete that chapter directly. , and only wrote one or two sentences to let the two people just meet by chance, but Haru Arisukawa actually fell in love with the protagonist at first sight.
Then there is Yagyu Sakura. This volume is a personal volume with her as the protagonist, so you can look forward to the next plot, which I won’t go into here.
As for Shinoka Junka, I originally planned to use her as a character to explore the difference between "weapons" and "people". She should be a character who is bound to the protagonist. Now in the plot, she accompanies the protagonist to watch EVA and other plots. It was originally planned to All were performed by Junxia Shinohara.
The original plot of her personal volume is that the protagonist's definition of "I" gradually deviates as the third realm gradually deepens, and she believes that the reason for her rebirth is just to bring the world to a better tool. , she is just a "weapon", and after taking control of the highest power in Yingzhou, she implements iron-blooded rule. She is controlled by the backdoor planted by Yin Yang Liao. At first, she is only used to obtain intelligence, but in the end she is used as bait to assassinate the protagonist. As a result, she ends up Break free from the restraints and go to save the protagonist.
But it turns out that the protagonist has actually known about her behavior for a long time, and just let her go because he thought this was a good opportunity to catch everyone in one fell swoop. The protagonist was originally planning to make something similar to Zero Requiem. He felt that he was a weapon, so there was no need to cherish himself. Although he He reached the highest position through chance, but it was just a product of compromise, similar to the process of Huck's rise to power as "he is the Prime Minister". He was just a mascot. He still had no way to deal with all this rot, so he decided to explode directly. When autumn comes on September 8th, I finally find myself again under the awakening of Shinohara Junka.
This was inspired by watching Hathaway at that time. I wrote the last words of the volume - "I was born as a weapon, but I feel the warmth of a human from you. It is this warmth that makes me a human. I I hate the cold, I hate the world without you, so I will never allow you to end your life as a weapon."
Although I say it in such detail, this character is scheduled to be cut because I have to finish the book quickly - the reason why it is scheduled is because I still have the fantasy that maybe someone will come to watch after the update is overstated. So if it really becomes popular, I will take out this scrap and write a volume.
But it should be impossible.
Then there are the Hoshino sisters. They were originally written as a pair of mirror characters, the elder sister who doesn’t want to change and the younger sister who longs for change. Logically speaking, if it were written like this, the two of them should appear together as "Siamese twins" in the plot. Yes, but the childhood sweetheart identity that Hoshino Shiori was given at the beginning was too suitable for a yandere character. As I read it, I thought, "Ah, if this kind of character who has always been ignored and dare not express his feelings is not darkened. It would be a pity if the protagonist had two swords," so I described the two separately.
However, the content of the Sisters Shura Field is still retained. After the modification, the sister who was originally scheduled to appear in the fourth volume has been changed to start appearing in the next ten chapters or so - because the original plot of the sister is with the Che Yanling Sect. The content of the final boss was bound. I deleted a lot of mid-bosses from the Kotorei Sect that were scheduled to be used for hydrology. Therefore, the next volume will be a common volume with the Hoshino sisters as the protagonists. After finishing the Kotorei Sect, we will prepare the ending. .
As for Xiaotiao Yu Qianqiu, I originally planned to set her as the intelligence officer of the protagonist camp. The intelligence agent "drone" described in the previous article is her, but now it has been axed because the specific plot was originally I haven’t had time to think about it yet.
Finally, let’s talk about Yukiyome. She is set up as Arisu Kawaharu’s maid and bodyguard. She is a traditional tsundere character. The original arrangement of her personal volume is to serve as a messenger to monitor whether the protagonist is cheating (she thinks she has this task, In fact, Arisukawa Haru had already acquiesced), but after being caught by the protagonist using his family's scandal, he gave up and decided to do it himself, because the process of warming up the relationship was to kill the middle bosses of the Korei Sect for Shuiwen, so it was also chopped off together.
All in all, I would like to thank all the readers who can see this and read the boring thoughts of a useless author like me. Thank you very much for your support. I will update with all my strength to atone for everyone's sins.
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