Relived the founding ceremony of the People's Republic of China (CCTV6) (chat)

The child of the hairdresser I studied under was in sixth grade. The teacher's homework was to read the Founding Ceremony of the People's Republic of China, so he followed it and read it again.

How can I say it? In fact, I was a little numb after watching it for the second time. There is no longer the excitement that I had when I first watched it. But looking at it again after so many years has a strange taste.

Because the story is told very quickly and the time difference is really big, it is difficult for us to understand many things.

As a result, my master said that the young people of our generation have improper thoughts.

I was actually wondering why the topic came to this, but I still argued about it.

Although there was no result in the end, I think it was actually the best result.

Regarding the country, I am not saying that we, the younger generation, do not have the same personal experience of sharing weal and woe as the older generation. We who are on the high ground of the times actually have a weakened feeling for the country.

But I think this is inevitable. The changes of the times are just like me watching the founding ceremony again after so many years. It took almost ten years before and after, but I tasted a completely different flavor.

There was even some Chinese language when I was taught the lesson on the Founding Ceremony of the People's Republic of China. I don’t know why, but I just feel solemn.

But it didn't take long for 2008 to arrive, with heavy snowfall in early spring, earthquakes, and the Olympics. It was the first time that I had a clearer concept of the country.

Later, after entering more advanced classes, I began to think deeply. After learning enough historical knowledge, I started to question again.

It was also during that time that I figured something out. Things in the world are not absolutely bright, nor are they absolutely dark. Many things are actually intertwined with black and white and are interdependent.

At that time, I liked to write reviews. Even if I read Japanese comics, I could get some strange insights. Maybe this is my independent thinking.

Now, this year's epidemic has made the world re-recognize China, including our own people.

Perhaps it is the saying that in prosperous times, look to money, but in natural disasters, look to the country.

The fall of the Ming Dynasty was the fault of the Qing army. But it is also the result of wealthy people looking at money. Natural disasters drink blood and iron hoofs donate gold. When a natural disaster strikes, the country is powerless, and the cavalry feel helpless when faced with it.

Isn't that what happened this time?

Not now. I learned that I was actually just a misanthrope. After all, I don’t know how many times I’ve thought about suicide since junior high school. But in the end, he was greedy for life and afraid of death.

Living in confusion, working hard in confusion. I have questioned my own existence countless times and let myself live countless times.

Although the founding ceremony was celebrated with joy, there was endless heaviness in the celebration. That's the fear of a new path.

The same is true in life, there is bitterness in laughter, and there is sweetness in bitterness.

But this is given by my country.

Although I still don’t like this world, I bless my country.

A lot of nonsense, but this is what I think.