Wang Wei vaguely heard someone talking and tried hard to open his eyes, but his body seemed to be out of control and he couldn't open his eyes. He could only recall over and over again in his mind:
"Where am I? Am I blowing in the wind on the Yangtze River Bridge?" Along with the feeling of drowsiness, like watching an old-fashioned silent movie, scenes after scenes passed through my heart...
"I remembered that that day was my thirtieth birthday, and I was working hard in this Jianghan city alone, living every day without doing anything.
Ever since my parents divorced due to emotional discord when I was ten years old, I have basically been living alone and just living for the sake of living..."
"Because of my dream, I went to Ludao to serve as a soldier at the age of seventeen, dreaming that one day I could change something. In the end, at nineteen, I silently left the place where my dream started with nothing..."
"Later, I wanted to measure the world through my footsteps...I went around in many places alone.
I have seen the prosperity and cold atmosphere of the capital, and I have also walked through the endless Gobi Desert in the vast northwest..."
"Walking is not a static taste, but two completely opposite feelings that are intertwined like DNA and become deeper and deeper."
A voice said: "You have lost your years while walking. Does it really make sense?"
A voice said: "Hold on, hold on a little longer, and we will soon see the end..."
"But! In the end! All I get in the end is just one sentence!"
"I just walked by and didn't miss it, but looking back, I just went there..."
Am I walking? No...I'm practicing.
Am I practicing? No...I'm lying to myself.
Did I lie to myself? No...this is who I am.
Myself? No...this is not who I imagined myself to be.
In this way, you arrive at the age of thirty in a state of confusion. Time will not care about what you gained or lost in the past. It will only slowly pass by in your mind...
I am thirty years old, but in the end I still look like a child, with all the wild sentimentality in my head... walking aimlessly on the streets.
Somehow I reached the Jianghan Bridge, and suddenly I didn’t want to leave. I had walked enough.
Just lying on the railing, the cigarette butt between the middle and index fingers of his right hand was burning unconsciously, and his eyes were blurred for some reason... maybe it was from the smoke.
"FUCK LIVE!! FUCK GOD!!!"
Suddenly, I yelled this sentence unconsciously, like a weak and helpless person yelling about every bit of life...
Maybe God wanted to punish or make up for this arrogant and weak human being. The railing on which the body was lying fell down for some reason, and the whole person fell uncontrollably under the bridge.
At this time, the deep love for life in his heart made him unwilling to end his life like this. His hands were like a drowning person, desperately trying to grab the life-saving straw, just grabbing randomly like that...
However, everything is destined to be in vain. At the moment when consciousness disappears, he may have resigned himself to his fate, and in the end there is only one sentence in his mind.
"I don't want to live like this in my next life!"
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What he didn't know was that at the moment when his consciousness disappeared, in an unknown realm, a gray space, there was a group of people discussing something around a three-dimensional suspended oval object.
Countless mysterious runes slowly flowed on it. They were obviously there, but it felt like they didn't exist.
at this time! The space suddenly distorted, and a person whose face could not be seen clearly appeared here suddenly. It was as if there was something covering his figure around him, making it impossible to see him clearly.
It's just that those eyes seemed to have traveled through time, and were particularly dark... I heard him say in a faint tone:
"how?"
No one could find out what he said, but his voice reached everyone's minds clearly.
At this time, the leader, an old man, bowed and stood under him, and replied in a respectful tone:
"Business as usual."
After saying that, he stood aside and waited for instructions.
After hearing this, the man nodded and did not continue to give any instructions. He was just muttering something to himself in a voice that no one could hear...
"It's time to come..."
After thinking for a moment, he said to everyone:
"How long exactly?"
The old man standing at the bottom immediately replied after hearing this:
"Gentlemen,..."
The old man did not say the subsequent words in public, but silently transmitted them.
"So fast?"
After listening to the old man's voice transmission, the man's calm tone couldn't help but have a slight fluctuation.
"Okay, I get it."
After saying these words, he left without looking back.
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