When a man sheds tears, he doesn't shed them easily, but they are not sad yet.
This was the first time in more than 20 years that Chu Wensheng mentioned the eldest princess to others. Even the woman who gave birth to his child was not married to him, and she did not even have a status. Neither of them had a status.
Being with the one you love is complete.
But the reality is that Chu Wensheng has almost forgotten the person he loved each other. This kind of longing is not sweet, but unforgettable and painful, and his soul trembles.
Fate is an extremely abstract, indefinable, and illusory concept. Destiny for three lives may just be due to the encounter and love at that moment.
Back then, by the river, the high-spirited Chu Wensheng had locked hands with each other, and had made a private commitment for life, but he never thought that he would spend half his life thinking about the relationship that lasted less than a month. This kind of longing, The longing that is unforgettable and heart-wrenching seems to have no end in sight. No one can give him an answer as to when they will be reunited.
But Chu Wensheng never thought that his life had regrets or shortcomings, because when he took over the infant Chu Qing, he thought that his life was complete. For the rest of his life, he would live for Chu Qing and for Chu Qing. He waited, waiting for the woman who was once intertwined with him.
Who knew that back then, even though Chu Wensheng was a descendant of a branch of the Chu family, he was highly regarded by the elders of the family. At such a young age, he was almost already designated as the next generation head of the family. As long as he had a little training and had certain political skills. After gaining wisdom, the other young people with the Chu surname were all eclipsed in front of Chu Wensheng.
After having Chu Qing, Chu Wensheng, who was already talented enough to start a career and might even become the head of the Chu family, missed the gentle breeze in spring, the scorching sun in summer, and the autumn with rustling maple leaves. Until the sky is full of wind and snow, and the years are gone.
Chu Wensheng had also hated him, but not because of himself, but because of Chu Qing. He was not afraid that his life would not be perfect, but he was afraid that Chu Qing would not be perfect without the support of his mother.
But Chu Wensheng has already helped himself to reconcile and Chu Qing to reconcile, because he poured all his love into Chu Qing. Whatever his mother can do, he can do it too. Being a mother and a father, Chu Wensheng was at a loss when he welcomed a young life. He did not let this young life enter his life, but let his life pour into it without reservation. On the swaddled baby.
The picture scroll is like the petals of memories, falling on the heart, bringing unspeakable longing and sadness. When Chu Wensheng put down the picture scroll and saw Chu Qing, there were no more ripples in his heart. What was left was only the love of a loving father. like.
Chu Qing patted Chu Wensheng gently, and Lao Chu's tears wet his front.
Ever since he met the eldest princess, ever since the eldest princess left, Chu Wensheng's front has never felt dry again. It is always wet, uncomfortable and uncomfortable. However, because of Chu Qing, he enjoys it, with the picture scroll, and with himself. , and the eldest princess reconciled again and again, and faced life and Chu Qing again and again.
Chang Ao walked up and hugged Chu Wensheng's shoulders so hard.
The Supreme Emperor once thought that Chu Wensheng was the strongest man in the world. The man who faced life and death with a smile, the man who dissected fear and turned it into fear, the man who shuttled through the flames of war and became an undefeated legend, was actually like this Even if you are fragile, you will cry bitterly and shed tears.
Huang Laosi called softly: "Sun An."
"The old slave is here."
"Go to Zhaoyang Palace, prepare wine and food, call Qingyang, Yu'er, Xian'er, and... also call the third brother. My uncle has returned from a great victory. We, no, my family, the whole family, Let my uncle receive the wind and wash away the dust."
Sun An's expression changed slightly: "Your Majesty, the Crown Prince, His Royal Highness King Langya, and the King of Wu do not know that Commander Chu is..."
"Go, today, he is not King Wu, he is Chang Chengke, the bastard boy that my aunt loved so much back then. I think even Chang Chengke misses his aunt very much."
"Old slave, go now."
Chu Qing raised his head and smiled gratefully at the fourth child.
This is why he went through ups and downs in this dynasty. The fourth child's body was always full of a strong "smell". This kind of smell should not appear in the palace or the emperor. , but he will always be with Huang Laosi.
The emperor should regard the country as the most important thing. For the sake of the country, all things can be abandoned.
But Chu Qing knew that the Supreme Emperor Chang Ao and the Emperor Chang Chengyou valued the country, but above the country, there was also family. The father and son regarded family as extremely important, even more important than the country. Many times, Chang Ao and Huang Laosi are not like emperors, but more like country old men and country brothers who protect their calves. They are unreasonable, rough, but so sincere.
Chu Wensheng no longer needs to prove anything.
He didn't know what the eldest princess represented in the hearts of Chang Ao and Chang Chengyou, and he didn't want to know.
But Chang Ao and Chang Chengyou were grateful to Chu Wensheng. For their sister and their aunt, meeting Chu Wensheng was the greatest luck in the eldest princess's life. This man who kept his promise until death, It took more than twenty years to prove his feelings for the eldest princess, accompanied by the ups and downs, extremely bitter and heartbreaking emotions.
Chang Ao let go of Chu Wensheng, and then nuzzled at Huang Laosi.
"Wu An, you and Qing'er haven't seen each other for a long time, so you must have a lot to say. The eldest brother will take the fourth son to Zhaoyang Palace first. Tonight, we will wait for you to wash away the dust. You will not come back until you are drunk."
The two emperors left, leaving the most important palace in the palace, other than the political hall, to the Chu family and his son.
After a long time, a long time passed, and Chu Wensheng's tears finally stopped.
This is the pain of longing. For the first time in more than 20 years, I mentioned the love in my heart to others. All that was left in my mind were those memories. My body was no longer under control, and only tears came out of my eyes.
"Qing'er." Chu Wensheng closed his eyes, wiped his tears vigorously, and wanted to say something, but his voice was extremely hoarse.
"I understand, dad, my child understands."
Chu Qing's eyes were red and he kept nodding: "Don't worry, I will find a way to find my mother's whereabouts. After I find her, we will find her together and bring her back together!"
"Okay, okay, dad believes in you, okay, let's get your mother back together."
As he kept saying the word "good", Chu Wensheng smiled. This smile was not because he believed that Chu Qing would find the eldest princess, but because of Chu Qing. Just seeing Chu Qing made Chu Wensheng satisfied.
Just like he did when he was a child, Chu Wensheng rubbed Chu Qing's head vigorously, as if he couldn't rub it enough. Then he suddenly seemed to remember something, and suddenly looked furtively outside the palace, and then revealed something. A treacherous yet funny smile.
"Hehe" with joy, Chu Wensheng reached into his arms, took out a few thin pieces of paper, and placed them on Chu Qing's body.
"There are many wealthy people in Weijiang. After my father left, I hit it off with the Fei family. When I heard that you were about to get married, you offered me a five hundred thousand banknote. No matter what, I couldn't refuse. No, dad gave me the banknote." I’m back, hahahaha.”
Chu Qing was confused: "The Fei family, a wealthy family in Weijiang?"
"Yes, the Fei family in the south of Weijiang River." Chu Wensheng said proudly: "You were not here just now, and Sun An, the eggless castrate, suddenly went crazy for some reason and pushed his father. Fortunately, this old eunuch is slow. , clumsy, dad shook his chest, otherwise, he would have smashed the bank note."
If Sun An were here, he would definitely cry to death on the spot.
Originally, Sun An thought that Chu Wensheng had only practiced some foreign martial arts and had extremely strong muscles and bones, but in fact, in Chu Wensheng's eyes, Sun An's powerful blow required strength but not strength, and speed but not speed. A master is just...a castrate without eggs, just like any other eunuch.
