"Sorry, it might be a few days before my daughter comes to school."
Ruan Xiao stood up holding the little girl who was still crying silently in his arms.
Lu Lu waved her hands quickly and looked at Ruan Shu with distressed eyes.
How could there be such a pitiful and gentle child?
Even though she looked so sad, she kept apologizing to her father. Alas, she was used to seeing children who didn't want to go to school and hit their teachers all over the place, and suddenly there was such a pitiful one, who could bear to say anything to her.
"It doesn't matter. It's okay to come back when little Ruan Shu gets better."
Ruan Xiao nodded and left with Ruan Shu.
When leaving, he informed the principal of Ruan Shu's situation and asked Ruan Qingran to bring Shen Yu to his home.
When she got to the car, Ruan Shu had stopped crying, but was still sobbing. She grabbed the clothes on her father's chest with her little hands and buried her face, unwilling to come out.
She was so embarrassed, she had embarrassed her father, and she didn’t want to go out to meet people.
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Ruan Xiaoren held her in his arms without saying a word, only patted her back comfortingly.
After a while, Ruan Shu sniffed, her soft voice a little muffled.
"Dad, I messed up."
Her mood was so low, but she was obviously happy when she came out. She had never been like this before.
But when her father stood beside her and the previous grievances and pain suddenly emerged, Ruan Shu couldn't help it anymore and really wanted to cry.
In fact, she wanted to cry many times in her previous life. She also hid in a small room alone and secretly cried under the quilt.
But she never dared to cry in front of her parents, because she knew that crying in front of them would not only result in soft hearts and love, but they would only be disgusted and impatient.
But now there are relatives who feel sorry for her, so when the emotions from her previous life surfaced, she couldn't help crying out of grievance. She was so exaggerated that she bullied her father who cared about her.
Ruan Xiao rubbed her hair without any blame, with distress in his eyes.
"You can go to school anytime. If you don't want to go, don't go."
Ruan Xiao, a grown man who had never comforted anyone before, hated himself for being so stupid and didn't know how to comfort his daughter.
Ruan Shu tilted her head and gently rubbed her father's palm, like a stray cat that had been wandering outside for a long time and found its owner.
Fragile, soft and completely dependent on him.
Ruan Shu's face was still a little red, and so were her eyes. She drooped her little head like a cat who knew she had done something wrong, pitifully admitting her mistake.
"This is not your problem." Ruan Xiao emphasized.
What could be wrong with his daughter being so young? It's all other people's fault.
Because of the unequal information, Ruan Xiao has now naturally put all the blame on Xiao Yuanyi.
But Xiao Yuanyi is not unjust.
Back home, Ruan Qingran and Shen Yu had arrived.
Ruan Shu's mood calmed down a lot. She was carried out of the car by her father, but she was still in a bad mood and seemed to be in a good mood.
"Brother Qingran, brother Shen Yu."
Seeing the two of them, Ruan Shu cheered up and greeted them, even though her voice was very low and she was embarrassed.
I was going to study if things went well today, but I didn't succeed.
Shen Yu: "Shu Shu doesn't look happy today. Did something happen?"
Ruan Shu curled up her fingers holding her father's clothes, lowered her eyes and answered timidly.
"Yes, I was going to study, but I messed it up."
But her father didn't say anything to her, and even comforted her. His father was truly the best father in the world.
"Well, that's no problem. You know, I have a younger brother who is also in kindergarten. He was looking forward to going to school at first, but after only attending it for one day, he came back crying and said he never wanted to go."
Shen Yu's speaking voice was neither slow nor slow, pleasant and not annoying, making people listen attentively without even realizing it.
"why?"
Ruan Shu raised her eyes and looked over, a little curious about Maomao's presence.
"Because he thought that he could do whatever he wanted after going to school. He fought with his classmates to grab things that day and lost. He had never lost so miserably before. When he was sent to school later, he would try every means to get rid of him. If you try to escape in school and cry when you fail, no one can comfort you."
From the story he told, Ruan Shu seemed to see a child who wanted to skip school and tried every means to battle wits and courage with his teachers and parents.
Seeing that she was gradually relaxing, Shen Yu began to guide her to speak.
Shen Yu asked deeply. Ruan Shu held her father's hand and bit her lip with a tangled expression, not knowing whether she should say anything.
Ruan Qingran comforted her, "It doesn't matter if Shushu doesn't tell her, she will get better slowly."
Ruan Shu lowered her head, clasping the fabric of her clothes with her fingers, and a small, weak voice came out.
"I, I had a dream."
She lowered her head and said with tears in her eyes, "I don't know if it was a dream, but I remember clearly that I seemed to have had a short life in another world and only lived for twelve years."
She was in a trance, and Ruan Shu still couldn't tell clearly whether it was a dream or whether Po Meng forgot to give her soup when she was reincarnated, so she still remembered what happened in her previous life in this life.
Ruan Shu slowly raised her head and looked at her father and brother nervously. Her eyes were red, but she still decided to muster up the courage to tell those memories, but her voice could not hide the trembling.
“Not long after I was born in that world, my parents divorced quickly, but none of them wanted me, so I took turns raising them without a fixed home.
One month I stayed with my father and one month I stayed with my mother. Soon after, they started their own families. After having younger brothers and sisters, my bedroom became a very small utility room and balcony.
I have very good brothers and sisters who take care of me, but, they still don’t like me..."
Ruan Shu murmured in a low voice, "I'm very obedient. I didn't go out to play, didn't dirty my clothes, washed my own clothes and dishes, and studied seriously, but..."
She looked up at her father, her eyes so misty that she couldn't see anything clearly.
"They still say that I am not good and always get them into trouble. They bullied me when I was in kindergarten. I just pushed him because my hair was pulled and hurt. There was no fight. Why didn't my mother listen to Shushu's explanation? She still Hit me in the face, it hurts so much.
I didn't mean not to bring an umbrella when it rained. I just really didn't expect it. There is no one who is disobedient and obedient. There are people behind Shushu who are obediently carrying umbrellas. I didn't push my sister. She accidentally fell and I went to help her. She, but why did dad beat me without listening to anything I said..."
It was obviously a small matter, but Ruan Shu's clear eyes were filled with confusion and confusion, but tears were already streaming down her face.
Ruan Xiao, who was sitting next to her, had dark eyes as if he had accumulated countless thunderstorms. The veins on his forehead were bulging, and he was trying his best to endure the violent emotions in his heart.
(End of chapter)
