Song Jiao opened his arms toward Duan Zhan, as if he was saying "hug me," and as if he was saving a lost believer.
Duan Zhan stepped forward as if he was bewitched, knelt on one knee on the bed and leaned over to embrace his god, taking off all his defenses.
At this time, Song Jiao only needed a little force to accomplish what several high-level superpowers in City A couldn't do and end Duan Zhan's life.
He would never put his guard up against her.
Song Jiao's warm breath hit Duan Zhan's ear, and he raised his hand to rub his hair. He remained obedient and quiet, as if he could be treated no matter what.
Song Jiao's heart became softer and softer. Even though it was a little inappropriate, she couldn't help but open her lips and bite the earlobe that was close at hand, and then grind it carefully.
It was as if some switch had been turned on between the two. The vague barrier before was broken, and the politeness they had when they first met was gone.
They seemed to have returned to the days and nights they spent twenty years ago.
A knock on the door outside interrupts the intimacy between the couple.
Duan Zhan raised his head with some forbearance. At this time, the patterns on his face faded a little, but he still looked terrifying and embarrassed.
He quickly turned his head, but was forced to turn back by Song Jiao.
"I want you to look directly at me from now on, Duan Zhan. You can't turn your face or head towards me."
Speaking of the latter part, his voice was filled with grievances and complaints.
Duan Zhan lowered his eyes and was still a little nervous: "Yes, I will remember it."
Like the young master of the boudoir who is shy to meet people.
Song Jiao poked Duan Zhan's face with his fingers, hiss... The thunder elements floating on the skin made her hands numb slightly, like an electric shock, but it was easily addictive.
Duan Zhan good-naturedly adjusted his position to make it easier for Song Jiao to touch. Sometimes he accidentally poked the bridge of his nose or poked a light white mark with more force, but he remained silent without saying a word.
Only when she accidentally poked his lips, she would lightly kiss her fingertips.
Song Jiao was already used to his tolerance, and even wanted to go a little further, wanting to feel more deeply that she was loved unconditionally.
No one answered for a long time, and the knocks outside the house gradually stopped.
Song Jiao held Duan Zhan and turned sideways, and he lay down knowingly following Song Jiao's movements.
"What are you afraid of? I heard a lot of your legends on the way to Q City, and you are two different people now."
Seeing that Duan Zhan was anxious to explain something, Song Jiao placed a kiss on his lips, blocking what he wanted to say.
"I know, I'm not blind, and your behavior in front of me is not fake, it's the real you, but this is wrong... I feel like this is not good..."
She couldn't find the right words for a moment. Duan Zhan had lived longer than her and had experienced more things. He understood the truth but was unwilling to change it.
"In the first few years of the apocalypse, I was worried that some of us would not be able to adapt to the X-factor concentration. I was afraid that one day I would wake up and find you exploded into a puddle of flesh and blood.
The pressure at that time was far greater than now, but you still maintained your independence. How could it be like this now?
Duan Zhan, you are lost.
do you know? "
Duan Zhan only cared: "Did you like me before? Then I will..."
Song Jiao kissed you again and said with helplessness: "I like you at any time, including the way you were incompetent and furious when you couldn't solve math problems, and the way you were rolling on the floor in pain when you evolved.
I am also willing to accept all your changes, including that you may no longer love me or like others.
But this definitely does not include you abusing yourself to please me, nor does it include you losing the ability to live independently.
You can't trap yourself in my memories forever, and you can't revolve around me your whole life. "
"But you won't let me go like this."
Duan Zhan's words almost flowed between his lips and teeth. Fortunately, the two of them were so close that Song Jiao could hear them clearly.
She was a little stunned.
Duan Zhan said with apologetic and unrepentant determination: "Only by telling you clearly that I can't live without you, and only by taming me to only revolve around you, will you not abandon me without hesitation like you did back then. , just to eliminate the so-called zombie virus.
I don't know how you came back to life.
I don't care about that either.
I just want to be with you for a long time. If one day I really have any bad emotions towards you, that will be when my life comes to an end.
Song Jiao, I have become what I am now.
This is not something I did intentionally, it’s just that I really can’t stand it. If I didn’t miss you every day, if I didn’t hypnotize myself into the memories of the past, I wouldn’t be alive now.
I am willing to put the reins of taming myself into your hands. If one day you get tired of me, then you have to kill me with your own hands.
Otherwise, I don’t know what I would have done.
I can never refuse your request, but leaving you would conflict with my life. "
Song Jiao was stunned.
After a long silence, he deceived himself and said: "Duan Zhan, you are suffering from disorientation. You need treatment."
"Song Jiao."
Duan Zhan rarely calls his full name. This is the second time today. He is telling Song Jiao that he is very serious now, but Song Jiao doesn't want to believe it.
"I...I don't know what to do? This is wrong, but you..."
Song Jiao was stumbling, she didn't know what to do, Duan Zhan was familiar with these things but he allowed himself to sink.
Duan Zhan pleaded: "So you should live well and don't give up your life so easily as before. As long as you live, I will not lose my spiritual sustenance and commit suicide. Song Jiao, you have to be responsible for me."
Xu was worried about putting pressure on Song Jiao, so he added: "I have lived longer than you, and I know what I want clearly. Jiao Jiao, just live the way you like, I will always be with you." .
There is no way I can lose you again. "
The joy of meeting him for the first time, the fear of his lover bleeding and fainting in front of his eyes, all kinds of mixed emotions, Duan Zhan has completely lost control. He can still wear human skin now only because his lover is by his side.
Song Jiao pursed her lips: "I didn't know you would be like this, I didn't know you couldn't come out, I didn't know..."
There was a little water in his eyes, and his voice gradually became choked with sobs.
Just thinking about Duan Zhan's possible past life, her heart clenched involuntarily.
Without waiting for Duan Zhan to say anything, she raised her head and met Duan Zhan's eyes, and said seriously and solemnly: "I don't like you to be like this."
Duan Zhan's face instantly showed panic, and his whole body tensed subconsciously, like a prisoner waiting for trial.
"I don't like you cautiously trying to please me, I don't like the way you look at me all the time, and I don't like you looking inferior and timid in front of me."
Song Jiao couldn't help but kissed Duan Zhan's shining eyes and said, "I want you to understand that I love you deeply, and reason tells me what healthy love looks like, but I still can't help but rely on you.
You must firmly believe that no matter what you become, I will always be by your side.
So don't worry that your actions may offend me. I will always stand on your side without principle. "
She did have some guesses. Whether it was Duan Yan or the people she met along the way, the one who mentioned Duan Zhan most was not admiration, but awe.
In such a world full of lunatics, Duan Zhan was able to do this certainly not through the influence of kindness.
