Xu Zhan didn't know anything else in his mind. He only had one thought, which was to possess Gu Xiaoyu and vent his most primitive desires and needs.
At this time, Gu Xiaoyu suddenly became motionless, letting Xu Zhan lie on her body.
Xu Zhan tore open his clothes and suddenly saw the tears on Gu Xiaoyu's face, and felt like an electric shock in his heart.
Gu Xiaoyu is not a loose woman.
Something happened to her, otherwise why would she do this? Why would she cry so sadly after doing this?
Xu Zhan suddenly woke up. He would be happy if he had Gu Xiaoyu, but is he worthy of his wife and Gu Xiaoyu? , is it even right for my daughter?
Xu Zhan got up from Gu Xiaoyu, arranged his clothes, and then turned around.
"sorry……"
Xu Zhan's voice sounded somewhat self-blaming.
Gu Xiaoyu's tears were still flowing, and she lay naked on the bed without speaking.
She did it voluntarily. Rather than letting that beast ruin her pure body, it would be better to give it to Brother Xu, whom she had a crush on.
She knew that she was not a good girl and Xu Zhan looked down on her.
But this was the first time that her body had not been violated.
After Xu Zhan regained his mood, he covered Gu Xiaoyu with a quilt, then lit a cigarette, sat on the bedside and started smoking.
"Brother Xu...do you dislike me?"
Gu Xiaoyu's cry broke the silence.
Xu Zhan sighed, "Xiaoyu, Brother Xu has never disliked you."
"Brother Xu, don't lie to me. I know that you must think that I am a dirty woman because of what happened at the hair salon, what happened with Liu Jianhao, and what happened when Mr. Li gave me medicine..."
Gu Xiaoyu said that she was crying completely, "...Actually, I didn't. This is my first time..."
"...I have been growing up, and no one has ever helped me selflessly. Except for my mother, no one will look down on a rural child like me. In order to help my mother treat her illness, I have borrowed money from many people, like Liu Jianhao Such requests abound... But you are different. Not only did you help me, you didn't even ask for anything. And that time you saved me, I know you scolded me, but in your heart you blamed me for not listening to you... …Brother Xu, I’m sorry…嘤嘤嘤…”
Gu Xiaoyu wiped her tears and continued.
"... Today, it's about school, Zhang Jiagou... He has already told me that if I don't accompany him, he will expel me from school..."
"...I am a rural girl with no background and no connections. I will definitely not be able to defeat him. I have thought about leaving school, but I don't know anything. How should I survive after leaving school..."
"...Later, I thought about compromising. Even if I compromised, I wasn't willing to let him succeed, so I thought of you..."
"You thought of me? That's great. You are so kind to Brother Xu. At this time, you still think about it. Leave the purity to Brother Xu..." Xu Zhan was a little angry, distressed, and more angry.
"Gu Xiaoyu, you are hurting Brother Xu by doing this, do you know? If... what I did to you just now, do you think I would feel better?"
Gu Xiaoyu got up from the quilt and said, "Brother Xu, this is of my own free will. I don't blame you."
Xu Zhan replied coldly: "But I blame myself."
"This matter is not as complicated as you think... As for Zhang Jiagou, you can leave it to me."
"Brother Xu, I don't want you to be in trouble. Xiaoyu has troubled you enough."
Xu Zhan put the bath towel on Gu Xiaoyu's body.
"Xiaoyu, I told you, no matter what time, girls should not make fun of their bodies, you know? I believe Brother Xu, Brother Xu will help you solve this matter..."
Gu Xiaoyu cried again, and then hugged Xu Zhan's waist from behind.
"Brother Xu, even if Xiao Yu doesn't go to see Zhang Jiagou, can you promise Xiao Yu something?"
"Um……"
Xu Zhan nodded, knowing that Gu Xiaoyu already regarded him as a relative.
"If you ask for Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu is willing to marry you..."
Before Xu Zhan could speak, Gu Xiaoyu continued: "Brother Xu, I know about you... I asked Qianqian about it. Your wife is gone and your daughter has just been found. At her grandma's house, Qianqian is the daughter of your comrade-in-arms. You protected her for a promise, Qianqian told me all this..."
"...I am a normal person and a woman. I know how you feel in your heart. Although you seem to have an indifferent attitude, secretly you are very sad..."
"...A few weeks ago, I saw a video posted on Weibo by Song Qianxi, an Internet celebrity in our school..."
"On that Weibo, the man sitting in the snow crying is you. I compared it carefully in private. I never thought you would be so sad..."
"...From that moment, Xiao Yu knew that you are also a person who needs to be cared for, and you also need someone who loves you..."
"...Xiaoyu has imagined countless times that he can confess his feelings to you, but Xiaoyu knows that he is not worthy, and Brother Xu will definitely not like Xiaoyu like this..."
"But today Xiaoyu understands... Brother Xu is a hero, but he is also a man..."
Having said this, Gu Xiaoyu hugged Xu Zhan tightly, then buried her head on Xu Zhan's shoulder and asked gently.
"Brother Xu...Xiaoyu wants to be your wife...are you willing?"
Xu Zhan was dumbfounded at this moment.
If it weren't for Gu Xiaoyu's help to his daughter, Xu Zhan wouldn't even pay much attention to her.
Why is it that Gu Xiaoyu suddenly wants to be his wife?
Even when he didn't know, he deliberately asked Li Qian about his affairs.
Xu Zhan turned around and supported Gu Xiaoyu with his hands.
He said in a serious tone: "Xiao Yu... thank you! Brother Xu is actually not as good as you said..."
Gu Xiaoyu looked affectionate.
"Xiao Yu is willing. In Xiao Yu's eyes, Brother Xu is so good."
Xu Zhan didn't know how to explain. He was afraid of hurting the girl's heart, afraid that she would be sad, and even more afraid that she wouldn't understand what he was thinking.
He just wants to protect his daughter and wait for his wife.
He didn't know why, but these days he always felt vaguely that his wife was still alive, even watching him and accompanying him not far away.
Gu Xiaoyu is a good girl, but it's a pity that she is too young. Apart from this, she is not picky about anything else. It's just that he can't get over his own obstacles.
He didn't want his wife to stand in front of him one day when he came back and watch him get together with another woman.
"Xiaoyu..."
Xu Zhan gritted his teeth and continued: "Actually, in the eyes of Brother Xu, you are just like a younger sister..."
"...In addition, I always feel that she is still in this world. Although I don't know where she is, I believe that she will not leave me. Even if she exists in the form of a soul, I don't want her to see my love." Fuck other women..."
"...do you understand this?"
After Xu Zhan finished speaking, Gu Xiaoyu did not answer, but kept looking at him, and then cried inexplicably, crying like a mess.
