"Sorry, Lishuang, we have all grown up, and drifting apart is inevitable. Sadness is only temporary. Maybe one day I completely let go of my feelings for you, then I can become ordinary friends with you, but It really can't be done now." Song Shilu said with a wry smile, knowing that Bai Lishuang just couldn't let go of such an easy-to-manage person like him, but he still couldn't treat her ruthlessly.
When Bai Lishuang heard his words, she seemed to be heartbroken, with tears filling her eyes. Seeing that Song Shilu was determined to keep a distance from her, she felt worried but had no choice. After all, what he had said had reached this point. If she continued to say Wouldn't it be unreasonable to want him to be your brother?
In fact, before coming to see Song Shilu today, she had no idea that Song Shilu would confess his past thoughts to her. She thought that he would hide his love for her, pretend to be as if nothing had happened, and stay by her side as his brother, but he didn't. Thinking that he actually took the initiative to lift the fig leaf and didn't want to be entangled with her anymore, how could this be possible?
She was panicked and couldn't calm down. She knew that if she lost Song Shilu, there would be no one like him in the future who would be willing to pay for her without reservation purely because he liked her, even her boyfriend Meng Yuanye. Impossible, because when she was with Meng Yuanye, she was the only one who accommodated Meng Yuanye, not Meng Yuanye who accommodated her...
"Brother Shilu, do you have to force me to choose between you and Yuanye? But I really love Yuanye, please don't force me like this, okay? Can we continue as before? Just pretend that nothing has happened. Are you living well? Why did everything change just because I fell in love?" Bai Lishuang cried so hard that her eyes were red and she was very pitiful.
It's a pity that Song Shilu is not the spare tire who has been completely domesticated by her and is willing to give everything for her. Although he likes Bai Lishuang, he doesn't like her enough to lose his mind and break through the bottom line.
Therefore, he was very determined: "No, we can't go back to the past. People have to grow up. No one can stay in one place forever."
After Song Shilu finished speaking, he looked at her for the last time and then returned to his home.
When Bai Lishuang saw that he had left like this, she was so shocked that she forgot to continue crying. She couldn't believe that he really gave up on her like that.
By the way, she hasn't told him about her thesis yet, and now he is obviously trying to avoid her. What about her thesis?
Bai Lishuang was extremely regretful. If she had known she would not have told Song Shilu so quickly, she would have at least made him agree to help her write her thesis. Otherwise, she could have just used his guilt to ask him to help, but it was a pity that she did not seize the opportunity in time. …
Bai Lishuang failed to get Song Shilu to help her, and she couldn't write a passing paper in such a short period of time, so she had to spend a lot of money to hire someone to write for her online. The flesh aches endlessly.
Song Shilu kept his word and once he understood how to let go of his feelings for her, he really avoided her everywhere.
Originally, it was Song Shilu who took the initiative to find Bai Lishuang in school, but once he stopped taking the initiative, in such a big school, the two of them would have no chance to meet, and Bai Lishuang couldn't let go of her body to go to Song's house, so the two of them actually We really never saw each other again.
"Song Shilu, do you want to study abroad?" Song Shichu suddenly asked Song Shilu one day.
Song Shilu paused and replied: "I haven't thought about it, but my professional course professor suggested it to me."
"Then do you want to go? Only by continuing your studies in your major can you make a difference. Do you want to just study for these four years and then find a job that has nothing to do with your major after graduation?" Song Shichu asked sharply. ask him.
Song Shilu raised his eyes to look at his sister, held her head, and said helplessly: "I think what's the point? Can I leave you and my mother at home, and go to study abroad alone?" "
Song Shichu rolled his eyes and pulled down his hand, saying: "As long as you want, you can go ahead. My mother and I are perfectly fine, with hands and feet, so why can't we take care of ourselves? Don't get old and do anything. I'm so happy. I can get a lot of scholarships every year and do some part-time work, which is more than enough to support my mother and me. You don't need to sacrifice your future at all. And if my mother knew that you gave up studying abroad for these ridiculous reasons, she would be very dissatisfied. You’re disappointed and angry.”
Song Shilu's eyes turned red when he heard what she said. He hugged her tightly and said in a hoarse voice, "Sister, thank you."
Although Song Shichu kept saying that she wanted him to study abroad for the sake of his own future, Song Shilu understood what she didn't say. In addition to continuing his studies, she also hoped that she could go out to heal her emotional wounds and let go of Bai Lishuang completely.
"Don't live up to the expectations of your mother and those professors. Your life should not be delayed because of love." Song Shichu patted his back and said.
Song Shilu may have been persuaded by Song Shichu, or he may have wanted to forget Bai Lishuang, but in the end he decided to study abroad.
After Song's mother learned the news about him, not only was she not reluctant, but she was very happy. She took Song Shilu's arm and said happily: "Xiaolu, mother knew that you would be successful. You have been so good since you were a child. Those who are far inferior to A good person like you can study abroad, how can you not go..."
Song Shilu was really happy to see her, and he was not pretending to do so. The boulder in his heart fell to the ground, and he felt relaxed all over. However, he was still a little worried and said, "If I go abroad, both you and my sister will be weak." Woman, if something happens, I won’t be able to find out in time.”
But Song's mother waved her hand and said: "What are you worried about? I'm still young. Although I have some minor health problems, it's not a big problem. I can live another twenty or thirty years. Your sister is also a fierce and capable person who can bully anyone. If you can't help her, oh, we mother and daughter don't need you to worry about it anyway, so just focus on your studies! Didn't Xiaochu say that you have to take the Futo or something before you can apply for a foreign university? You hurry up and go study!"
Song Shilu couldn't help laughing and said, "Mom, it's the TOEFL test."
"Okay, okay, I don't know about the exam. Anyway, prepare yourself, don't waste time!" Song's mother urged him impatiently, so Song Shilu had to go back to review.
After several months of preparation, and with the help of professors, Song Shilu successfully applied for a full scholarship to a top university in country A. When Song’s mother found out, she was so excited that she bought various gifts and took her two children with her the next day. I went to visit Father Song's grave and tell Father Song, who had been dead for more than ten years, that his son was promising and lived up to the excellent genes of the old Song family. He could die in peace...
