Jiang Zhuyin felt very uncomfortable at her "comforting" words, but she had nothing to say. After all, her mother could get through it before, why couldn't she now?
Zhou Shichu talked to Jiang Zhuyin in a tea-filled mood, feeling comfortable. Does Jiang Zhuyin think single mothers are so easy to do? Let her experience it now and endure hardships to save her from being so naive.
If she regrets it, she can contact the biological father of the child or abort the child, but why is she looking for her mother? Do you think persimmons are best picked when they are soft and squeezed, or are they best squeezed by the mother? And there are no worries at all?
But does her mother owe her anything? Want to be squeezed by her like this?
Zhou Shichu was not too impatient to deal with Jiang Zhuyin, so he said to her: "Zhuyin, don't worry, the difficulty is only temporary. As long as you get through this period, you will be fine in the future. Mom was like this before, you were just born, and your father didn't Now, I have to take care of you when I am alone in grief and pain, but haven’t I come through step by step? Mom believes you can do it too."
Jiang Zhuyin opened her mouth, wanting to tell her mother: I can't, but she couldn't say it, so she had to force a smile and say that she would find a way to solve the problem, and hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Zhuyin looked at the balance in her mobile phone, bit her lip, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red. She touched her bulging belly: "Baby, it's very difficult for mom right now. She doesn't even know what to do." What should I do...your grandma can't help me..."
Jiang Zhuyin thought of her mother who just kept encouraging herself but didn't lend a helping hand to her at all. For some reason, she always felt that her mother should try her best to help her, but the reality was that she couldn't do anything. After getting her help, Jiang Zhuyin felt aggrieved, and couldn't help complaining about Zhou Shichu, wondering if she was too indifferent to him?
However, when she realized that she actually started to resent her mother because she couldn't help her, she was shocked, ashamed and uneasy. How could she think so? It was obvious that her mother loved her very much, but she only left because of physical reasons. How could she blame her mother because of this?
Jiang Zhuyin felt guilty about her own thoughts. She was considerate and kind to others, how could she be so harsh on her mother?
Feeling guilty and guilty, Jiang Zhuyin never dared to disturb Zhou Shichu again, fearing that the dark complaints and dissatisfaction in her subconscious would involuntarily and quietly invade her heart.
Zhou Shichu didn't know that Cheap's daughter had thought so much. She planted flowers and plants in her hometown and planned to sell them to make money. This was her old profession, and the flowers and plants she planted didn't grow badly. .
Her current identity is that of an ordinary middle-aged woman with no education or education. It is impossible to find a job that is inconsistent with her identity, but planting flowers and plants is different. After all, she was a farmer twenty years ago and knew how to farm. So now Instead of planting flowers and plants, it can be said that her planting talent is not too suspicious.
The original owner’s husband’s family had a field. After she took her daughter out to work, she gave it to a family in the village to rent. However, that family moved to the county many years ago. Naturally, the fields were no longer cultivated, and the original owner’s land was left uncultivated. , Zhou Shichu just started sorting it out when he came back.
Of course, Zhou Shichu, who loves to enjoy life and doesn't like to endure hardship, would not work hard with a hoe by herself. She would either use a machine or hire some of the remaining strong laborers in the village to help. Anyway, small agricultural machinery has become popular now, and Zhou Shichu knows how to do it very well. Use a variety of handy tools.
Some of the flowers and plants she grows are bought from outside, but most of them are transplanted from her own companion space. After all, the quality in her space is better.
In addition to the flowers planted in the fields at home, there are also many planted in her yard. They are planted after special design. She can imagine how dreamy and beautiful her yard will be after they are planted.
Jiang Zhuyin, who lives alone in the city with a pregnant belly, is far less comfortable than her mother. She is already in the third trimester of pregnancy and her belly is so big that she can't even see her own feet when she lowers her head. Changing her shoes every morning is a chore. It's a hard job, not to mention that she has to go to work and do housework every day.
In just a few months, she was already so haggard that she seemed ten years older. Coupled with the weight gain during pregnancy and various skin blemishes, she changed from a delicate and graceful little beauty to a "middle-aged woman" with a heavy back and a big belly. This made her very devastated. The pressure of life was already very difficult for her, but the changes in her appearance and figure made her even more painful. She often couldn't help but break down and cry, wondering why she had fallen into this state. This point.
But does she really not understand? All this is because she is pregnant but she is unable to provide for herself and her child well. If she is not pregnant, or if she is pregnant but has a strong working ability and can earn a lot of money, then she can hire a nanny to take care of her life, and there is no need to live in such a miserable and hard life.
Maybe she already understood it, but she had reached this point, and she couldn't turn back even if she regretted it. She could only bite the bullet and keep going.
"Zhuyin, are you pregnant and about to give birth? Why don't you start taking leave? Our company is not busy anyway, so you can start your maternity leave in advance." Every time the HR manager sees Jiang Zhuyin coming to work with a trembling belly. , all worried about her.
When Jiang Zhuyin heard her suggestion, his lifeless eyes suddenly lit up: "Can I take maternity leave in advance? Will that affect my vacation after giving birth?"
"No, don't worry." The HR manager shook his head and said, "I think your belly is too big, so you should go to the hospital as soon as possible. By the way, are you ready with all the things you need to prepare for delivery? The baby's clothes and milk Have you prepared all the other necessities in advance?"
Jiang Zhuyin suddenly froze. After being reminded by the HR manager, she realized that she had not prepared the child's clothes and milk powder. She panicked: "I, I forgot to prepare clothes and milk powder..."
The HR manager was a little surprised: "You're not ready yet? Didn't your family help you prepare?"
"I have no family here... Mom has gone back to her hometown..." Jiang Zhuyin said in despair.
"What about your husband?" the HR manager asked, "the child belongs to your husband too, so you can't just ignore everything, right?"
The expression on Jiang Zhuyin's face could no longer be maintained. She lowered her head and said with a blushing face: "I, I don't have a husband, and the father of my child is not with me..."
