“Fall into the fear of hard work again!”
"Experience the pain of rushing to be first!"
"Rekindle the desire to leave others!"
Regardless of whether the ghost shark had corresponding profound memories, Valena grabbed her ankle tightly, and thunder and lightning surged out like a tide, traveling straight to the brain along the nerves.
"Meet again..."
But as soon as the fourth move started, Valena was kicked in the head. Blood mixed with brains spattered out, imprinting an unknown number of scarlet flowers on Ghost Shark's nun uniform.
Her "sacrifice" worked, though.
Countless small electric currents raged in the skull of the ghost shark, repairing its mental scars and activating those extremely profound memories of her past, playing over and over again before her eyes like a movie.
Ghost Shark felt like someone had sewn his eyelids and eyebrows together, pressing his head to watch those extremely confusing and extremely real videos. There was no way to escape.
What may be a blink of an eye outside may be days, months or even years here.
She saw how she looked when she was born, small and white, crying loudly at the slightest touch. At this time, someone will come over to hug you, humming unknown songs, and coax yourself to sleep.
"……Mother?"
The ghost shark knelt on the ground, lowered his head, looked at his bloody hands, and a trace of clarity appeared in his chaotic eyes.
"Mother?"
Valentine, who was cut in half, cocked his ears, raised his head and glanced at the ghost shark kneeling aside.
Unfortunately, there was only a back figure in his eyes, and he could not see the expression of the nun sister at this moment.
"Shut up!"
Just as Valentin was about to say something, he felt like he was kicked hard in the head.
The voices of Jiao Zhengyu and Valena rang in his mind.
"Don't ruin the mood!"
"oh."
Valentine curled his lips, smashed his head into the mud and continued to pretend to be dead.
…
Time passed bit by bit, and the ghost shark felt that this lullaby was a bit too long. But she likes it very much because she can feel the long-lost tranquility here.
The person holding her as a baby exudes a light glow, isolating the chaos of the outside world from the baby room, forming a safe house in a desperate situation.
The ghost shark was sure that it was her mother, but for some reason the other person's face was shrouded in a layer of fog and could not be seen clearly.
Her words were also very clear, but when she called the baby's name, the key words disappeared, as if someone had deliberately erased them.
"Lao...Lauren..."
The ghost shark tried to remember his name, but all he could feel was a splitting headache.
Perhaps because her behavior crossed the line, when the man put the baby back in the cradle and was about to leave, the glass beside him shattered.
Chaos swept outside the window, and countless broken memories blended together to form a strange fish-like creature with limbs and tentacles.
It is not a slime, but its body is gelatin; it is not a sea creature either, but it has gills hiding sharp teeth and rough scales of different sizes like stones.
There is no tongue, teeth or throat in its mouth. It is a mass of stuff glowing with green light inside. If you look closely, there are many holes, which shrink and expand with breathing. Its limbs and tentacles are not separated, and they emit sounds when they move forward. The disgusting sound was like mucus, and it was still changing shapes.
This kind of voice, which has no idea what its prototype is, seems to be born from all the curses in the world, is extremely ethereal, penetrating the restrictions of skin, flesh and bones, and echoing in the mind of the ghost shark:
"Thirsty...hungry..."
"Haijir?!"
The ghost shark forgot her own name, but she could clearly remember the name of this monster.
And when the word "Heir" appeared in her heart, there was also uncontrollable anger and hatred like a volcanic eruption!
She subconsciously reached out to the side, but her hand was empty - the chainsaw was left in Rhode Island and was not brought out.
At this moment, a scream tore open the eardrums and once again plunged the ghost shark into the abyss of despair.
"no no……"
In this memory, her mother, the one whose face could not be seen clearly due to the glow, was thrown to the ground by Haiji.
Flesh and blood flew everywhere.
"Get out of here! Get out of here!!"
The ghost shark's eyes were about to burst as it rushed towards Haiji, its hands clenched into fists and its nails deeply embedded in its flesh.
But Haiji turned into a ball of mucus, covering the attack on her, seeping into the skin and penetrating into the bone marrow.
The nursery was shattered like a dream, and countless memories and emotions came back to haunt her, and she fell into the abyss.
Ghost Shark saw the scene when she first met the deep-sea hunter, when she was still a child. Those people wore strange clothes, held strange weapons in their hands, and exuded a formidable aura.
Someone called her softly from behind. She was very close, but it was unclear and could not be understood.
She saw herself growing into a human being, lying on the hospital bed and undergoing surgery to transform into a deep-sea hunter, becoming the warrior closest to the abyss.
She saw a tall woman with white hair teaching her, with a stern voice. But every time the other person calls his name, there will always be a strange roar in his ears, covering up the truth.
She saw herself and her teammates fighting against the Haihei, saw other deep-sea hunters being assimilated by the evil god, saw Skadi swinging a fatal sword at a dark monster, saw herself surrounded by several nuns, and saw Iberia The gloomy and black sky...
Countless people appeared in front of the ghost shark, shouted her name, and then disappeared. Countless memories reappeared after the incident, tugging at her already fragile heartstrings again and again.
Later, those people overlapped and opened and closed their mouths. But no matter how many times he experienced memories, the ghost shark just couldn't hear what these people were saying, and the storm in his heart was on the verge of breaking out.
She suddenly felt that it would be nice to die, at least she wouldn't have to worry about what her name should be.
But……
Where's Hai Hei? Where are the monsters? What about the nuns?
They... they exist in every corner of my memory, torturing me, destroying me, ravaging me, trying to make me surrender, letting me escape, making me despair...
Damn them! not me! !
They destroyed almost everything about me and now they're destroying what's left of me...
However, after death, everything will disappear.
Not just the memories, the pain, but the hatred for them...
Hatred...
The ghost shark suddenly raised its head, its blood-red eyes flashing strangely, and its expression gradually distorted.
Hatred!
And hatred!
No matter how bad everything you have experienced, how low you have fallen, in addition to life, you still have hatred!
My life may be as light as a piece of paper, but the hatred in my heart is heavier than a mountain!
I can die without hesitation, but until then...
"I want you……"
The ghost shark twitched its neck, its body trembled unnaturally, raised its hand as if using a thousand tons of strength, and slowly pointed its nails at its temple.
"Buried with me!"
