Tick tock.
A drop of water fell into the sink and fell apart. But it quickly condensed again, sliding out a crystalline line along the porcelain surface, flowing into the drain, and disappearing.
Raphael grasped the edge of the sink tightly with both hands, the knuckles of his fingers were raised and turned white. She held her upper body bent forward, her eyes fixed on the mirror, and her brows were full of ferocity. She looked like a lioness hunting for prey.
The angel's forehead and side hair were wet, and the long hair at the back was tied into a ponytail, which was a bit messy. The girl's cheeks were also extremely wet, and the water droplets slid to her chin and dripped on the marble table.
If someone sees Raphael like this at this time, he will never admit that this is Saint Raphael in "The Holy Word", the savior who is always smiling and has an extremely gentle personality.
"Ah……"
Recalling the descriptions in "The Holy Word", this "fake" saint chuckled and wiped her face.
Her smile was still beautiful, but it was black and clouded.
Raphael...
Why are you so embarrassed today?
She asked herself in her mind, memories flooding back in her mind.
So far, including the time spent in another world, Raphael is already twenty-seven years old.
Although she still looks the same on the surface as she did when she was seventeen, her soul has long since lost the youthful beauty she once had and has matured a lot.
In these twenty-seven years, Raphael encountered countless dangers, but he was able to avoid them all. Maybe it was the gun in my hand, or maybe it was the help of others, but the trip went on smoothly.
He has never been so embarrassed as he is now.
Moreover, what made Raphael look like this was the person she loved most in her heart, the good man who had given up his life to save her.
Just like that...
A few words of understatement turned Raphael from a saint to a defeated dog.
It was so radiant before, but now it is so miserable and desolate.
Before coming to this world, Raphael was prepared to deal with all crises, and would not retreat even if there was Asura Hell ahead.
What I didn't expect was that instead of encountering hell, I came to a place of extremely harmonious heaven.
We didn't encounter many dangers. With Xing Yihuang's help, we saved the day every time.
result……
The biggest danger is Valentine, the lover she longs for!
He actually ran away with a vixen and lived a very loving life. He was not willing to leave his first love at all, and even said he had any plans...
There wasn’t even a “goodbye” when I left!
Raphael felt uncomfortable just thinking about this.
Her lips were slightly open and her silver teeth were clenched. The halo above the head is no longer a perfect circle, but has thorns of various sizes, as if it is entangled in thorns, and is still burning with fire.
It's called resentment.
If you have a plan, why don’t you say yes in person?
You have to ask me to go to some forest to wait for you, right?
I went through so much hardship and shed so many tears to find you, and this is the final result?
At such a moment, Raphael seemed to understand why the previous Lateran saints would not fall in love or get married.
One reason is that you have a very high vision and you can't meet the right one. Another reason may be that love is too hurtful.
More than twenty saints fell in love with each other on their own and found a partner who seemed almost perfect.
result……
I still taste the pain of love.
How could something with such a small probability happen?
Is it true that the Lateran Saint’s love affair would not end well? !
If I were an ordinary Sakota, wouldn't I have so many troubles? !
The more I think about it, the angrier I get, and the angrier I get, the more I want to hit someone.
Valentin's face appeared in front of Raphael's eyes, but now it didn't look cute at all, and he still wanted to be shot.
The girl's eyes moved slightly, her hands turned into a fist, and she hit the edge of the sink hard.
Bang!
The flesh and blood collided with the marble, making a dull sound. Severe pain shot from his knuckles, but Raphael's expression remained unchanged.
A flash of light flashed, and the wound on her hand instantly recovered as before, with no trace of blood left.
The girl raised her fist and glanced at the countertop she had hit just now. Spider-web-like cracks came into view.
Extremely clear.
Raphael was stunned for a few seconds and sighed softly.
She straightened her hair and took off the hair tie. The golden waterfall appeared again between the wings, and the fire in my heart was mostly extinguished by the pain.
It is difficult for people to analyze problems rationally when they are angry, and it is easy for people to go into dead ends.
Raphael fell into such a misunderstanding, which led to her increasingly extreme views on Valentine.
Now that I calm down and think about it carefully, those thoughts just now are still too one-sided.
Raphael took a few deep breaths, suppressed the negative emotions just now, and thought about Valentine's words again.
Although I don’t know what his “plan” is, what is certain at present is that my relationship with him has not changed.
The best proof is that the two hugged each other and cried loudly.
And during that conversation, Raphael also noticed the change in the boy's eyes.
Especially when he said something about the little fox, Valentine lowered his head slightly and did not look directly into Sister Angel's eyes, looking a little guilty.
This also shows that Valentine still has feelings for her.
However, the young man looked guilty, but he spoke with confidence and a sincere tone.
This means that he also has deep feelings for the little fox, and it is simply impossible to give up.
So is there any way to satisfy the needs of both parties at the same time?
If a family of three becomes a family of four...
Raphael frowned slightly, but soon relaxed, as if he had seen something, and his heart that had been holding him relaxed.
She can accept it.
After all, there is an example like Xing Yihuang.
only……
Xing Yihuang was Valentin's original wife at the beginning, and Raphael was the "involver" later. In order to have a good relationship with that cold dragon lady, she spent a lot of effort and gradually got a handle on Valentine.
Then he successfully rose to power and became the real quasi-head of the family.
As a result, now, Raphael also feels what Xing Yihuang felt back then.
Very angry, but more helpless.
Facing such a man whom I love deeply and who loves me deeply, it is really difficult to be too harsh on him.
She is not that possessive and just wants the other person to live happily.
Emotions are really too complicated.
…
However, it’s up to the little fox whether he wants to become a member of a “family of four”.
If she doesn't want to, what else can Valentin do?
Cheating?
It seems that the only way is to lie.
but……
Who are you lying to?
Yihuang and I, or the little fox?
Would he really... do this?
Love seems to be arbitrary, with only legal and moral constraints, but in fact, there are rules for both lovers.
It's just not written on the surface, it's in their hearts.
And "honesty" is one of the most important rules of love between Raphael and Valentin, and they have a clear understanding of each other.
Valentin chose to reveal his identity at this time and also revealed his involvement with the little fox, which was fulfilling the obligation of "honesty".
If he then uses "cheating" to maintain the balance between the four, he is breaking the rules.
Raphael can tolerate Valentine's behavior of opening a harem, three, four, five...
No problem.
As long as she can get along well with each other and doesn't have any crazy people, she can label Valentine's girls as "Raphael's harem" again.
After all, I am bisexual.
Even if it is a girl who has strengthened her platoon...
Well.
this is not OK.
Not to mention whether Valentin's small body can bear it, he certainly can't take care of so many girls one by one, and there will definitely be some who are "relegated to the sidelines".
Wouldn’t that mean I owe a lot of love debt?
…
Raphael held his forehead, shook his head, and pulled back his thoughts that were getting more and more deviant.
But at this time, her mood was much more relaxed than at the beginning.
No matter how much you think about it, it is useless. Valentine is the god of this world. Unless he is willing, there is no way he will ever meet him again.
I couldn’t say anything I wanted to ask.
In this case, it's better to believe him.
Rather, I should have believed him.
He will save you even if he loses his life and saves you more than once. He will not let you know when he is about to die so as not to be sad. He even wants to delete the traces he left in the world to create a perfect ending where no one is hurt...
He gave you everything he had. Why wouldn't you trust such a man?
Damn it, use handcuffs to tie yourself to him on the spot and get married directly, okay?
Thinking of this, Raphael even felt a sense of guilt in his heart.
Although it was baffling, she just couldn't suppress the feeling of guilt.
Is this a new type of PUA?
He relies on his sincerity that is touching and touching to scare you, making you not only acquiesce in his scumbag behavior, but even feel uncomfortable because of it.
He actually found another woman. Was it because I wasn't good enough? Did I not treat his feelings well? Did I underestimate him too much?
…
Gee, that's a little disgusting.
Raphael quickly got rid of this pile of "junk" in his mind to avoid being affected.
After this brainstorming session, Sister Angel turned back into her original saintess, and the knot in her heart was untied.
Since Valentin said he had a plan, just wait.
If you can't explain why then, he'll have some juice to drink.
When he came to another world, Xing Yihuang was basically doing all the fighting, and he didn't use his guardian gun very much.
The reserve of Magnum bullets is still sufficient.
I haven’t shot a target in a year, and my index finger is always pulling the trigger when I sleep, and I feel extremely itchy.
Anyway, Valentine is the god of this world, so it won’t be a problem if he gets shot a few times, right?
Raphael washed his face again, wiped away the water droplets and began to fix his hair.
Although it still looks a little depressed, it is much better than the embarrassing situation at the beginning.
At this moment, a snow-white figure appeared next to Raphael.
"Lord Saint?"
The voice was extremely soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing her, and it tickled her ears and was very comfortable.
Raphael turned her head and saw the girl she had loved so much, holding a pack of tissues in her raised hand.
"Your condition... looks a little bad."
"Do you need this?"
The girl stretched her arm forward a little, cautiously.
She was stunned for two seconds, then took the tissue handed to her by the little fox and smiled.
Just like what is said in the Holy Word, "like the field of Tisnya flowers blown by the warm wind".
The world is beautiful.
