Love, love.
Oh, what a beautiful word these are. Every stroke and every stroke in it is made up of countless people’s laughter and tears. Countless stories over thousands of years are integrated into these two small words. Giving them the most emotional weight of all words. When the concept of "love" appeared in the first person's mind, he truly evolved from a beast to a human being; when the concept of "love" was known and respected by everyone, those people Officially got rid of the barbaric combination and became civilized.
There are many emotionless and lifeless civilizations in the universe, but countless timelines have proven one thing, that is, these emotionless civilizations will never evolve to the highest form. Those barbaric "civilizations" that exist purely for survival are still beasts. Even if they master technology and possess powerful psychic powers, they will eventually perish. No one knows why civilizations like Gestalt always lose contact in the process of evolution, but their lessons are enough in the universe, so much that there is no need for other civilizations to explore the importance of "emotion" in the development of civilization. .
This is something that has existed in the heart of human beings since birth. It is essentially a manifestation of desire, a thought tamed by reason. It is the greenness and sweetness that everyone will have, no matter good or bad, good or evil, ordinary and sacred.
Raphael sat on the edge of the bed, his fingers slowly sliding over the numbers on the calendar, and finally stopped on today. She tapped the time, picked up the pen on the side and wrote a small number next to it.
57.
Today is the fifty-seventh day since Valentine and Xing Yihuang went on a business trip to Longmen.
————————Are you awake? Your boyfriend ran away with your bestie! ————————
Raphael has been very distressed recently because she seems, as if, maybe...
Got green.
And the green one is her good friend, the kind who can sleep on the same pillow.
…
In fact, if we have to figure out the relationship between Valentin, Raphael, and Xing Yihuang, the entanglement between them is not that complicated. Valentin is a patient with low self-esteem emotionally who likes to suppress himself but is unwilling to let go. Raphael and Xing Yihuang are both interested in him and have begun to compete overtly and covertly. Although Valentin is very likely to open his heart and accept them into the kind of "no, you came at the right time" "scumbag" in the end, Raphael will not feel it either. What discomfort.
Friends, this is a magical world where the ratio of men to women is 1:2, and the birth rate is very low. Every year, there are a lot of leftover women who cannot get married. The proportion of women among babies remains high, and men have become an absolute treasured resource. . If there were not still a certain number of male nobles or officials at the top of each country, there would probably be a feminist country in the world of Terra that would regard men as war demands.
Well, in this extreme world, it is not uncommon for a winner in life to appear on both sides of the aisle. It can even be said to be relatively common.
For Raphael, she doesn't mind how many girls will appear in Valentine's life in the future, as long as she is always the most important one in his heart. And if you want to do this, establishing a relationship with him first is definitely an important step. Originally, Raphael's straight ball, spin ball and curve ball were played perfectly, but Valentine's defense was crumbling, and she could see the beating hot heart inside. But just when she was about to gather the strength to launch her ultimate move, Xing Yihuang, who had been in a passive state, suddenly made a secret move to Chen Cang and directly told her to hit the cotton with the ultimate move she prepared without using any strength at all.
When Raphael woke up that day and looked at the empty room except her, she was confused. Later, she learned from Dr. Kelsey that Valentin and Xing Yihuang had gone to Longmen to perform a mission.
As for why Valentin didn't tell Raphael... After a brief thought, Raphael also thought of the reason.
If he had told himself at that time, he would definitely apply to Dr. Kelsey to go to Longmen to perform a mission. Whether Dr. Kelsey would agree is not up to Valentine. He might as well hide the matter and go to Longmen. By that time, they had already set off and it was hard for me to catch up.
After understanding it, Raphael looked at Valentin's room and smiled, his face so dark that water dripped from his face.
In an instant, she thought clearly about the method she would use to punish the little dragon man who worried her after Valentine returned to Rhode Island, making sure that he would be so happy that he flew away, and at the same time, he would be so painful that he doubted his life.
As for Xing Yihuang...
When the girl with a cold face appeared in Raphael's mind, the fire in her heart disappeared instantly. Looking at herself in the mirror, she sighed softly and smiled helplessly.
Is Raphael angry?
angry.
But there was no need to stay angry. She was just a little dissatisfied with Valentin's behavior of concealing his mission, because this made Raphael feel a sense of loss that he had not succeeded in entering Valentin's heart after trying for so long.
Just like what she once said to Valentine after a practical test at the shooting range, Raphael never concealed his feelings for Valentine, and she also hoped that Valentine could reveal his heart to her. Even if the other party was hiding it with good intentions, Raphael would still feel a sense of unfamiliarity from Valentine.
But that was a good intention after all, and Raphael had no reason to continue to be angry. However, she still wanted to "punish" the guy a little for this dishonest concealment.
As for who entered that guy's heart first...
It doesn't matter.
A person's heart is not so small that it can only pretend to be one love, and it doesn't matter if there is another one.
Maybe there will be some trouble when thinking about getting married and settling down in the future, but now, Raphael just wants to experience pure love. Her soul has already lived in Valentine's heart, and she knows exactly what this little dragon man thinks, including her feelings towards Xing Yihuang.
Absolutely sincere.
Thinking of this, Raphael was relieved and continued her life at the Rhode Island base. However, within a few days of her leisurely life, she felt a little bored.
Not because of the black-hearted enterprise 007, nor because of Valentine, but because of those guys who come to the medical department every day to occupy public resources.
Not many people knew the identity of Saint Raphael Lateran, but her beauty and codename spread throughout Rhode Island in just a few days. Whether it is the real-name Rhodes Island discussion group or the anonymous Rhodes Island forum, almost one in every five posts is discussing this new magical operator, and some good people have deduced that La Phil's true identity resulted in instant deletion of posts and door-to-door service from the Supervision Department.
After being warned by the Ministry of Supervision, the Rhode Island forum finally ceased, but Rhode Island in reality is still lively. A month after Valentine left the island, Raphael received dozens of love letters. Male operators from various departments came to chat with him, and even female operators. Sometimes doctors would come to join in the fun. The key is that she can't drive him away. After all, he comes here claiming to be "unwell", and there's nothing Rafael can do about it. It's just that those guys' ambiguous words and flirtatious looks during the treatment process will always make her feel uneasy. She felt a little irritable.
After a few days, Raphael finally couldn't stand this "excessive welcome" and reported his situation to Dr. Kelsey. At the same time, he posted a post in the Rhode Island real-name discussion group saying that he was already married. , and the post also included photos of her and Valentin taken in Checheng.
In just one day, Valentine became famous throughout Rhode Island and became the first male public enemy in Rhode Island's history.
"You pushed the younger generation into a pit of fire."
Gavel looked at the sudden explosion of the Rhode Island anonymous forum with a gloating smile on his face.
"Anyway, he is in Longmen now and is very safe."
For some reason, Raphael always felt a sour taste in his mouth when he said this, as if he had turned into an immature little girl.
The original Raphael would not say such words with obvious anger.
Jiaweier raised her eyebrows, put away her phone, silently prayed for this naive junior in her heart, and continued her day of fishing.
After reporting the situation to Dr. Kelsey, Raphael's work became much quieter. Although there were still many love letters, at least no idle operators came to chat with him, except for the doctor.
But later, the doctor rarely came to the medical department to hang out. Every day after get off work, Raphael could see two people, one black and one white, hanging on the bridge in the distance. Work and life once again returned to normal. state.
It's just that the house is a little deserted.
Thinking back to the situation in the medical department in those days and the love letters he received, Raphael rolled on the bed and wrapped himself in the quilt like a flower scroll. Her long golden hair was spread out on the bed, shining faintly in the sunlight.
Just like how Valentin felt about Raphael, Raphael couldn't forget Valentin, the little dragon man. Every night when she went to bed, her thoughts would involuntarily drift to the guy with a bright smile, and she would fall asleep smiling looking at the beautiful memories of her past in Qicheng.
This is a very magical feeling, and Raphael can be sure that it is the great emotion called "love". Although she sometimes wonders why she is so obsessed with this Vaifan, the emotion she feels in Valentine is real, without any trace of water.
After being troubled for a long time, Raphael stopped paying attention to the strange feeling suppressed by love. Anyway, she is sincere to Valentine, and so is Valentine to her. When the time comes, he will be able to achieve positive results. Before that, she just needs to wait.
But what to do during this time when Valentine is not at home?
In addition to relying on her own soul to secretly observe Valentine who is causing trouble in Longmen, she has other ways to absorb the energy of the little dragon people.
For example, moving to Valentine's room to sleep.
As a male, although Valentine looks fair, his room is not as beautiful as his face. The crumpled quilts randomly thrown on the bed, the table with snacks and books scattered around, and the various clothes piled up in the closet...
Everywhere shows to the outside world that this is a qualified male bedroom.
Fortunately, Valentine had a good habit of changing clothes frequently. Although the bedroom was messy, there was no peculiar smell. There was only a faint masculine scent lingering in the air.
Xing Yihuang's bedroom is much better. There is no unnecessary decoration on the whole. Apart from the wallpaper, there is only a quartz clock hanging on the wall. The table is clean, the books are well placed aside, and the clothes in the cabinet are also there. Placed properly, there is no strange smell in the air, nor is it like the faint fragrance that is always wafting in Raphael's room. The overall feeling is a bit depressing, as if there is an invisible pressure that makes you dare not move too much in this room, for fear of affecting any neat and tidy place in the room.
Raphael thought about Xing Yihuang's character.
Raphael decided to stay one night in Xing Yihuang's room.
After staying with Valentine for a long time, Raphael now also wanted to try the feeling of frantically testing on the edge of death. Anyway, when Xing Yihuang was angry, all he had to do was smile and hug her tightly, and nothing would happen to him.
She looks cold and cold on the outside, but she is actually a cute little girl on the inside. Once she comes into close contact with others, she will blush and become overwhelmed.
Of course, only for Raphael and Valentine. If it were a stranger, he would probably be greeted with an iron fist that could break bones.
The day after he came out of Xing Yihuang's bedroom, Raphael carried his clothes to Valentine's bedroom and helped him tidy up the room. From then until now, Raphael has been sleeping on Valentine's bed, covering him with his quilt, smelling the remaining breath of him...
Feeling perverted?
In fact, at the beginning, Raphael also felt that she had gone too far, but when she thought of the notebooks that Valentin had hidden in his cell phone, she instantly put down her worries.
At least now she is just covering Valentine's quilt instead of sniffing his personal clothes...
It's impossible even if you think about it.
"When will this guy come back..."
Raphael rolled over again and got rid of the restrictions of the quilt. He lay on the bed in a large shape wearing loose pajamas. He closed his eyes and smelled the smell on the sheets. Her mind was filled with the images of Valentine and Valentine in her imagination. Xing Yihuang’s sweet life in Longmen.
"Well……"
A black feeling that symbolized jealousy slowly grew in Raphael's heart, but was soon strangled to death in the cradle by herself.
Saints are also human beings, and they also have seven emotions and six desires. It's just that compared to ordinary people, those negative emotions are easier to get rid of.
In two months, this bedroom has turned into the shape of Raphael. The breath of Valentine in it has become less and less, and there is a shallow holy light everywhere. If this little dragon man never came back, Raphael felt that he might really get lovesick.
And when Raphael misses Valentine, she will close her eyes to connect to her soul and obtain information about Valentine through the Blade Angel. The last time she hugged Valentin who turned into a girl, she had a great time. Now maybe there will be a surprise.
In the past, it was very easy for Raphael to connect his soul, but something happened today. She felt that her soul was in a very dangerous space. The breath of death was everywhere in that space. It was cold and lonely, as if there was no daylight in the polar regions. There was no life, no strong wind or blizzard.
Quiet and eerie.
The strange thing is that although Raphael could feel that the environment was extremely dangerous, she did not feel anything strange about Valentine. It stands to reason that her soul has been integrated with his, and her soul will feel when Valentine is in danger, but now she does not feel this way. It's like there are densely packed sharp knives around you. As long as you move your body, you will be cut into pieces by thousands of knives. However, those sharp knives will also change their positions according to your movements, leaving you always on the edge of danger, but you are absolutely Not really hurting yourself.
Raphael was confused. She tried hard to concentrate, trying to break through this dangerous confinement and connect to Valentine's spiritual world. And during her intermittent connection, Raphael heard an extremely weak voice coming from Valentine's mental space.
That soul was a part of Raphael and shared her senses like the spirit behind him, so she could hear the sounds the soul heard.
And that voice is...
"Wife?"
Raphael opened his eyes suddenly and stayed on the bed, his mind instantly cleared.
