I was shocked when I heard this, and my thoughts started running rapidly.
I originally thought that Zhang Hazi had been blind since he was a child, but now it seems that this is not the case.
Good guy, when Mr. Wang asked me to find Zhang Hazi, I thought Zhang Hazi was his name and that he was not really blind. But when Mr. Wang said that his real name was Zhang Polu, I was sure that he must be really blind, so he got the nickname Zhang Hazi.
But Luo Xiaoyang said that he opened a coffin that should not have been opened five years ago, took a look inside, and then became blind... If this is really the case, then what Mr. Wang said before is easy to understand.
I was wondering before why Zhang Hazi, a blind man, was as famous as Luo Chaoting. It turned out that he was not blind before that.
No wonder Mr. Wang said that if the incident five years ago had not happened and Zhang Hazi had been given some time, he would have been infinitely close to the level of Luo Chaoting; If you want to get close to the level of Luo Chaoting, it turns out that the key is here.
Indeed, for a person who suddenly becomes blind, let alone chasing Luo Chaoting, it will take a long time to adapt to the dark world, right?
Besides, it is still possible to adapt to the dark world in reality, but what about the trauma caused by darkness in the heart? Is it really possible to be erased by time?
I don’t know if Zhang Hazi can do it, at least I don’t think I can.
If Zhang Hazi had never seen the light since he was born, or if he only became blind when he was four or five years old, then maybe it would be okay. After all, he is too young to remember what beauty is, but he only became blind five years ago. At that time, he was about the same age as me, probably in his twenties.
After seeing the light for more than 20 years, I suddenly became blind. I don’t think any individual can accept this change and blow.
Looking at Zhang Hazi struggling with the ship owner, although his face was full of anger, I seemed to be able to see the sadness hidden under the anger. Not only that, I seemed to suddenly understand why the ship owner fought with Zhang Hazi - instead of letting him hold it in alone, it was better to let him vent it in another way.
I can also understand why Luo Xiaoyang said that he owed Zhang Hazi to him, because he, Luo Xiaoyang, was supposed to open the coffin...
But that's not right. He, Zhang Hazi, is the proud son of a great craftsman. What kind of coffin can blind him?
My grandfather was so sophisticated, and there was even an old monster hiding behind him. Although Mr. Wang was a bit dwarfed in handling it, in the final analysis he still protected me and himself, and did not suffer any disabilities.
Mr. Wang's high regard for Zhang Hazi shows that Zhang Hazi's ability far exceeds that of Mr. Wang, and he was not blind five years ago, and his strength is immeasurable. Why would such a person be beaten with a coffin? Blinded?
And according to what Luo Xiaoyang said, Zhang Hazi became completely blind after just one glance... How domineering a coffin must be to do this?
Thinking of this, I hurriedly asked, what on earth did he see in the coffin?
Luo Xiaoyang shook his head and said that he didn't know what he saw in the coffin. He never said a word.
Not even a word was said? Why such secrecy? Also, a secret that made him blind must be kept in his heart for five years. Not only can no one share it, but he also has to face endless darkness every day. I can't imagine this kind of suffering!
So, how did he survive the past five years?
I saw Luo Xiaoyang shaking his head again. He said that most people would have gone crazy long ago, but he was Zhang Hazi after all. Not only was he not crazy, he also survived smoothly.
Now I can better understand why Luo Xiaoyang is willing to be Zhang Hazi's spokesperson. If it were me, I would do the same. Let alone five years, even fifty years, a lifetime, I am willing.
After all, compared to the pain Zhang Hazi endured, being his spokesperson was too insignificant.
Out of curiosity about that coffin, I couldn't help but ask, "Do you know who is buried in that coffin?"
As soon as I asked this question, I saw his hand peeling off the buds tremble suddenly. Although he hid it well, I still caught a hint of sadness in his deep eyes.
He said, they are my wife and children.
…………Silence, a long silence.
Even Zhang Hazi and the boat owner, who were in the middle of a fight, stopped what they were doing. After letting go of each other, they returned to their seats, then picked up a corn and peeled it quietly with their palms. .
The atmosphere around me became extremely depressing, and I felt that it was so uncomfortable that I could hardly breathe under such depression.
I simply can't imagine how much courage it takes to say in such a plain tone that those lying in the coffin are his wife and children.
Not to mention two, even if one of them is lying in the coffin, I don't think I can get over that sadness in my life, not to mention that he lost two at once? This huge blow was no less severe than Zhang Hazi becoming blind.
I even think that Zhang Hazi is lucky at this time. At least he is physically disabled and can still have some psychological comfort and sustenance. But as for Luo Xiaoyang, he is not only healthy, but may even have mastered many skills - but the more he is like this, the more miserable he becomes.
After all, the loneliest thing in the world is not that there is no one to talk to when you are sad, but that there is no one to share your happiness with. Doesn't Luo Xiaoyang at this moment belong to the latter?
I didn't know how to comfort him, so I could only say something useless, just six words: I'm sorry...please have my condolences.
He shook his head, then raised his head, looked at me and said, "So, can you tell me now, what kind of trouble have you encountered?"
I saw that although most of the sadness in his eyes had faded, there was still a little bit lingering in his eyes, which seemed to refuse to go away no matter what.
Although Mr. Wang said that Zhang Hazi could only tell Zhang Hazi what happened to me, the sadness in Luo Xiaoyang's eyes cannot be faked. I believe that there should be nothing between him and Zhang Hazi except the coffin. Secret estrangement.
So even if other people are present, I have nothing to worry about and can tell everything about our village.
After I finished describing what happened to me in the past few days in language that was as simple as possible but as complete as possible, the moon had already turned to the west.
I said my mouth was dry, and Luo Xiaoyang was very considerate and brought me a bowl of water to drink.
After he sat down, Zhang Hazi, who was diagonally across from me, suddenly spoke, looking sideways at Luo Xiaoyang, and said, his grandfather's method of borrowing others' power to do his own thing, is he not like your grandfather? style?
I saw Luo Xiaoyang nodded but said nothing.
So I hurriedly asked Luo Xiaoyang, who is your grandfather?
He didn't say anything, but the ship owner on the side spoke first, saying, you bastard, you can't even think of this? In the entire circle of craftsmen, the one with the surname Luo Di is from that lineage - who is Haneng? Isn't it the Luo court that says, "If heaven had not given birth to me, my craftsmanship would be as long as the night?" Di Luo! ?
