After feeling the repulsive force that wanted to push him away from here, combined with the man's constant persuasion to "leave" here, Ma En also had a vague guess in his heart - what he saw was actually the power of the Unrememberable. Embodiment in one’s own mind.
Their purpose is probably to prevent themselves from retrieving their memories, and this should not be the real unmemorable person, but just the power he left in his mind. These scenes may be created by the power, himself and the soul-strengthening armor.
As for why his mental power has been strengthened, it is also because he is in the "Psychic Enhanced Armor", but why he only has this ability left, Ma En has no clue.
Although there is no actual evidence, this is the inference that is most consistent with the current situation.
If this is the case, it is impossible for him to agree to the faceless man's request to "never come back." And it seems reasonable for him to say that he knows where this place is, because no one knows this place better than Ma En. Where is it?
Then it was obvious what he was going to do.
Ma En once again created several layers of telekinesis around his body. At the same time, he simply used telekinesis to move the surrounding objects. He quickly adapted to the strengthened mental power, and then created several thicker layers around himself. Oval protective cover.
Click.
He used his mind power to unlock the door and pushed it open.
The scene that appeared outside was a spacious corridor that looked ordinary. Although he didn't see any light source outside, the corridor looked quite bright, which also gave him a slightly weird feeling.
But since this is his mind, these abnormalities are actually quite reasonable, so the "fully armed" Ma En did not stop and stepped directly into the bright corridor.
There are doors similar to the one behind him every few meters on both sides of the corridor, and they are all tightly closed. Judging from Marn's experience in exploring the spiritual dimension, this recurring scene should mean that behind it stuff is not particularly important.
There was also something more conspicuous in his field of vision. A door could be vaguely seen at the end of both sides of the corridor. In the middle of the left door, there seemed to be stairs going up, and it also exuded a reassuring light. It has a soft white light and a small sign on the door.
It says "Exit".
At the end of the door on the right was deep darkness. From his position, he couldn't see clearly what was inside, and the small sign on the door clearly read two bloody words - "Go Back."
It wanted to turn around and leave here, no longer exploring the secrets. This was the same intention as the interrogator just now, but the resistance they showed was not that strong, as if this was their limit.
Ma En glanced sideways at the suspended control board, then flew towards the Dark Portal resolutely.
After flying at a constant speed for half a minute, he landed gently in front of the dark door. The scene inside was still invisible at this time, and there was no black mist floating out of it, so the door could not exist in reality. Black plane.
Ma En tried a few times with telekinesis, but didn't feel anything.
Then he walked straight forward.
With a few tremors, the darkness quickly faded, and colors and lines were rearranged in front of his eyes. Green and arcs turned into plants in pots, white and black turned into clothes, and brown and straight lines turned into the table in front of him. .
The man across the table was familiar yet strange to Ma En. He was one of the first people he saw after losing his memory.
But he was long dead.
Doctor Xu Wen was looking at him expectantly:
"Is there anything you want to say?"
Ma En looked at the fungus fruiting body and said:
"What is hidden under this face?"
Hearing this, Xu Wen instantly showed a disappointed look, and then immediately showed an encouraging smile again:
"What do you think is down there, or is it the fungus you mentioned before?"
Ma En shook his head:
"No, I think it's some kind of mental image
or entity. "
In fact, there is something clever about this trick. If you really lose all your abilities as the interrogator said, and you are affected by some kind of spiritual influence here, it is indeed possible to confuse reality and illusion.
Xu Wen sighed slightly:
"That's a good thing, so can you understand who I look like now? You just asked what is hidden under this face, so can you realize the identity on the "surface" of this face? "
Ma En raised his eyebrows slightly and said:
"Doctor Xu Wen?"
Xu Wen was slightly excited when he heard this, and he nodded heavily:
"Yes, your attending doctor Xu Wen, your parents specially invited me to treat you. You are their true love. Although I know this is a bit difficult for you, I still hope you can think of them."
Ma En looked puzzled:
"Do I have parents?"
These words made Xu Wen pause for a moment, but he still did not show his depressed mood to the patient:
"Yes, Mr. Ma and Miss En, but this is not our focus today. It is already a huge improvement now that you realize that I am your doctor and not some fungus weirdo who wants evil. The hypnosis I created The Secession Act did take effect.
"Maybe you can't realize it, but before this treatment, your perception of reality and fantasy was far more blurry than it is now. A few days ago, you seemed to think you were fighting the inquisitor of some church, and you didn't remember the inquisition at all. This kind of thing has long since disappeared.”
Ma En asked curiously:
"Do you know the Church of the Destined to Return?"
Xu Wen nodded slightly:
"Of course I know, you are my most important patient. It is not just a product of your imagination, it is also a real church. I remember it should be a local church in several cities in the west since ancient times, but there are no such churches these days. Who is religious.
"As far as I know, you were not a believer before, otherwise the church would not be an enemy in your imagination."
While speaking, Xu Wen was also observing Ma En's expression. After making sure that he seemed to really understand what he was saying, he then began to think about how to help him slowly understand the situation in front of him.
"So I'm a mentally ill person and I feel like I'm fighting some bad guy." Ma En said cooperatively, "But the reality is that I'm just indulging in hallucinations and can't distinguish between real and fake?"
Xu Wen said excitedly:
"You're right."
Ma En nodded:
"Then can you explain to me the so-called "reality" situation? "
Even without mental power, he would not doubt whether his past was true or false. Although most people find it difficult to realize that they are dreaming, people who are awake can clearly realize that they are in reality. Ma En feels that I am in such a state myself.
In order for him to really confuse reality and illusion, I'm afraid he would have to have a super spiritual entity like the Moon God to do it. The soul-enhanced armor he entered was just a super abnormal entity and could not affect his mind so deeply.
Xu Wen also began to introduce seriously
"The institution you are in now is the Victor Nursing Center. I dare say that this is the most suitable medical institution for you in the Eastern Federation, and I am in charge of your treatment plan, and I am also one of the best doctors here.
"And this is actually for a reason - your parents are also some of the richest people in the federation, so you have your own nurse, and the entertainment and leisure facilities here are also quite complete.
"Although we are all committed to curing you, even spending the rest of your life in this sanatorium is far better than the life of most federal citizens. As long as you can maintain a normal mental state, this is heaven for you, and we actually won't You are bound here by force.
"If you want to leave, just tell me directly.
"Of course, you have to tell your parents about this."
Mahn replied:
"It's okay, I'm not in a hurry to leave.
"You can tell me in detail
What's the problem? "
Xu Wen looked embarrassed:
"This may not be very suitable. When it comes to issues that may affect your spirit, we all have to answer carefully. The best approach is to take it step by step. Why don't you let me take you for a walk outside first and get familiar with it while you can still see clearly? Get off this hospital."
Ma En nodded:
"sounds good."
He also wanted to explore this place. The thing in front of him in the form of Xu Wen seemed to have no flaws, but I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to get any useful information just by sitting here and talking to him.
And now he can still leave without force. Xu Wen's purpose of existence seems to be to make the suggestion of "leaving at any time", as if he wants to drive himself out in this way.
Xu Wen stood up and greeted him warmly:
"Then come with me."
Ma En also stood up and followed him towards the door. After opening the door and going out, he saw a familiar corridor. It was no different from the one he first walked in the Victor Nursing Center, except...
There was something strange about the wealthy patients and caregivers walking on the road. Their faces all felt familiar to Ma En, and then he immediately realized that these were all people he had seen in reality.
Among them were members of the Salvation Alliance, federal politicians, people of the gods, and even passers-by who had passed him by.
It was as if all his past memories were fantasies pieced together using these fellow patients as materials.
Or on the contrary, this place is made up of my own past memories.
Marn also had some ideas about why he was in the Victor Convalescent Center. The purpose of coming here was to find memories, and this happened to be the place where he was after losing his memory. Maybe this also meant the end of his current memory.
It is the dividing line between past and present.
"This is your special nurse." Xu Wen said in a low voice, looking at the woman standing outside a ward in the distance.
Ma En looked at the gentle-looking Chen Yun and asked:
"So she's not my sister."
Xu Wen nodded:
"Yes, did you notice that her last name is Chen?"
Xu Wen stepped forward and said a few words to Chen Yun, and then she showed a surprised expression, then turned to Ma En and smiled, as if celebrating that he finally got rid of the nightmarish hallucination, and Ma En could feel it How genuine her smile was.
This is a kind man.
But Xu Wen did not stop in front of her, and then walked forward with Ma En:
"Chen Yun is one of the people you are most familiar with here. I don't know if you still remember, but when you were first admitted to the hospital, you also made friends with several patients and established a mutual aid group. If you are willing, I can arrange you again. Go in.
"Your situation is probably the most serious among them. Even if you wake up a little sometimes, you will quickly return to the state of being addicted to the fantasy world within a dozen days, and you will not be familiar with the last time you woke up. No impression whatsoever.
"I hope we can make new progress this time."
Ma En suddenly asked:
"Does this hospital have an underground structure?"
Xu Wen shook his head:
"No, I remember you mentioned underground a long time ago, but we don't have one here. Mainly because we consider that it may cause bad associations among users, so we deliberately don't build underground floors.
"By the way, let me take you to meet the acquaintances here. They probably miss you."
Saying this, Xu Wen led Ma En around in the corridor, and then came to an activity room.
He knocked on the door:
"Is Dr. Zhao here?"
After a few seconds, an old man opened the door and quickly glanced at Ma En and Xu Wen:
"Can he act on his own?"
Xu Wen nodded:
"The detachment therapy is working. I want him to take the opportunity to be in contact with other former acquaintances.
Dear patient, is it convenient for you? "
Zhao Guanwu nodded:
"certainly."
Then he stepped back to make room, and Xu Wen took Ma En directly into the activity room.
There were eight patients sitting together in the room. Most of the faces were familiar to him, but there were also some guys whom Ma En had never seen before. But they all looked at him as if they knew him, but they were just a little bit surprised by his presence here. surprise.
Xu Wen stood among them and introduced:
"You should all remember Ma En. He is currently receiving treatment. I want to take him to meet his friends who were in the same group.
"Marn, do you still have an impression of them?"
Mahn replied:
"I have some impressions of most of them, but it's hard to say whether what I think is the same as what you think."
Among his so-called patients, there are several very familiar faces - Qin Lan, Ying Ying, La Fei Wen, Se Li, You Yue who looks to be only twelve or thirteen years old, and Wang Yang, the boy from the Yin and Yang Twins. In addition, There were also two guys that Marne had never seen before.
One is a tall woman with beautiful brown skin, and her body is covered with all kinds of eye-catching exotic accessories.
But what really stood out was the other patient. He had a piece of paper with a simple black smiley face taped to his face, but when Ma En looked at "him", he couldn't understand any of his features.
Gender, height, temperament, clothing, all cannot be directly perceived, just like...
Himself who took advantage of that finger.