Chapter 190: Looking back, tears streaming down my face

Style: Romance Author: Zang FushengWords: 3384Update Time: 24/01/18 18:16:30
Life, such as the Bangzi TV series that Ouyang loves to watch, Zhang Fan doesn't watch even if it's really boring.

When you cough, you get a slap of blood. When you fall in love, either a rich man falls in love with a poor boy, or seven or eight CEOs fall in love with a Cinderella.

Zhang Fan thinks this thing is misleading. The old man who hasn't seen a few stars can do whatever he wants, Cinderella!

So every time during a meeting in the morning, Zhang Fan would know that Ouyang was fooled again last night when he saw the triangular eyes that should have been majestic and gleaming with cold eyes swollen into peach.

Ouyang definitely knows that this thing is fake, but he just likes to see it, so not only the old ladies, but also the little girls from various departments are very strange.

In fact, people go there for the beautiful love.

After going to work, Zhang Fan felt that love, the kind of heart-breaking, desperate love, is there such a thing? Maybe there is!

Especially after dating Shao Hua and getting married, Zhang Fan felt that he had to protect this person for his whole life.

Before falling in love, he didn't understand the kind of tearing love. After falling in love, it is as dull as water and vigorous. He has never experienced it, and he doesn't really believe it.

But after going to work, Zhang Fan slowly discovered that the love on TV was still superficial, while the love in the world was still vigorous.

If you are in love, you will wait in front of the hospital bed for decades, never leaving.

What's more, they couldn't express the word love, but stayed with each other for life. The gray-haired people gently held each other's hands and said goodbye to each other, as if they were still young people at the intersection at work.

He even gives up the chance of life to his lover for the sake of the other person and chooses death himself.

Especially in cardiology, life ends suddenly and passes away without any warning.

To be honest, sometimes looking at the patient's lover crying so painfully can really make others and doctors understand what heartache is.

In the urology department, if it is chronic kidney disease, there is hope even if it is said to be death, but there is still hope for life, but the source of kidneys is far away, just like cutting flesh with a dull knife, suffering patients and their families day by day.

Really, when the talent is gone, it is very unbearable to see the patient's lover, who is so unwilling to be sad and muttering, "I'm sorry."

Of course, there are also people who cut their wrists for love. Although the radial artery was not found, this makes people laugh and cry.

The young man in the urology department is called Chen Xiao. He was a handsome young man before he was injured.

He and the girl her mother called Vixen were childhood sweethearts. The girl's name was Shang Jiajia.

They are the same age, both were born in Chasu Hospital, and they grew up together in the same compound, kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, and high school.

There was something interesting between the two when they were in junior high school. In high school, they secretly held hands, touched tongues and so on.

Chen Xiao's father is a subordinate of Shang Jiajia's father, and they are both within the system.

Chen Xiao's family, with the encouragement of their mother and the acquiescence of their father, slightly fawned over Shang Jiajia's family.

Later, for some unknown reason, Chen Xiao's father reported Shang Jiajia's father.

It is said that it is corruption. There is no conclusion on whether it is corruption. However, Shang Jiajia's father was dismissed from his post as a section chief and became a section member enjoying section-level treatment.

The bloody matter is still to come, and Shang Jiajia's mother goes to Chen Xiao's family to argue.

The conversation went wrong, and Shang Jiajia's mother and Chen Xiao's mother fought in the corridor. The two of them were like two hens chatting together, with chicken feathers all over the ground and two big painted faces.

Then it became a joke among the family members in the yard.

The commotion was so intense that it was said that blood stains on the hair were torn all over the floor. In the end, 110 people came to the door.

In the end, Chen Xiao's family did not get any benefits from this incident. Chen Xiao's father was still an unknown ordinary cadre in the department.

The world of the two villains suddenly changed from being a favorite to a bloody enemy.

This incident happened when Shang Jiajia and Chen Xiao were in their second year of high school. The two went from holding hands to never talking to each other again.

After Shang Jiajia's father was dismissed from office, he started to drink badly. He would drink whenever he could, and he would get drunk after drinking. He no longer had the same reserve as before.

As a result, in the second half of the third year of high school, Shang Jiajia's father finally got drunk again and suffocated to death due to hiccups and a foreign object inhaled into his airway.

He was relieved. Shang Jiajia's mother got seriously ill. She was a housewife and had no job. She was originally a well-off person, but suddenly she entered the poor market.

Shang Jiajia almost dropped out of school when her husband died of a mother's disease. What can a teenage child do? Fortunately, with the help of relatives, the girl was able to continue going to school.

As for Chen Xiao, maybe he was young or a passionate boy. He also thought about monk Jiajia wandering around the world, away from hatred.

However, he is a child after all, and he doesn’t even know where to go after leaving Chasu City.

But after Shang Jiajia's father's accident, Shang Jiajia almost dropped out of school, and Chen Xiao thought he should do something for Shang Jiajia.

He secretly gave Shang Jiajia all his New Year's money over the years, and Shang Jiajia threw it in his face with a cold expression.

Seeing the girl getting thinner and thinner, even reluctant to eat breakfast, he felt distressed. He bought breakfast secretly and was hit on the head by her.

During the college entrance examination, Shang Jiajia held her breath, gritted her teeth, and managed to get admitted to a normal university in Bird City through grief and sorrow.

What shocked everyone was that Chen Xiao actually gave up on the college entrance examination and did not take the exam! His study is actually on par with Shang Jiajia.

Chen Xiao's mother went crazy, scolding her husband, beating her son, and even ran to the door of Shang Jiajia's house to curse.

Another scar was added to the knot.

If things come to this, maybe the two of them are strangers in the world. Although Chasu is small, if they don't want to meet, this small city can still accommodate two people who will never meet.

According to the opinions of adults, old men, and greasy middle-aged men, this young man Chen Xiao is reckless, willful, and ignorant of the overall situation.

But no one expected that when Shang Jiajia went to college, he ran away from home and followed him to the bird market.

Just like that, in the past four years, the young man started working part-time jobs in Manniao City, saving money, not for anything else but for Shang Jiajia.

Shang Jiajia didn't want the tuition and living expenses. She didn't want it once, but he came a second time, and she didn't want it three times, but he came a fourth time.

As Shang Jiajia grew up, she also knew that there was no possibility for them. She also scolded Chen Xiao with tears in her eyes.

However, there is still no way to stop the young man from making atonement or infatuated efforts.

Shang Jiajia's mother's condition became more and more serious, so severe that Shang Jiajia had to accept Chen Xiao's money and goods.

The two of them were like underground party contacts, communicating through text messages and not even speaking when they met. One gave money and the other kept his head down to take the money.

It's true that Shang Jiajia also hated herself. She also hid in the quilt and cried all night long. She hated her own cowardice.

What can she do? What can she do?

In four years, Chen Xiao has gone from a car repair apprentice to a technician.

It can also be said that it was Chen Xiao who provided for Shang Jiajia to go to college for four years.

Just after Shang Jiajia graduated, she found a job and got her first job.

Chen Xiao found Shang Jiajia, and the two had a long talk, or in other words, a settlement.

We will never meet again, just like strangers.

Our hatred and love let it float away like the wind.

Just like passers-by, each other is a passer-by in life, passing by in a hurry.

Under the bright moonlight, really, were the two young people wrong? When they broke up, the two of them looked back every step of the way.

Tears streaming down my face!

Shang Jiajia also tried to mention Chen Xiao in front of her mother, but her mother only said one word.

Anyone can do it, except Chen Xiao. If she really wants to choose Chen Xiao, her mother said that she can die in front of Shang Jiajia.

Shang Jiajia works as a teacher in Chasu County, and Chen Xiao runs a small car repair shop in Chasu City.

The two really never met each other again. At most, they heard about each other occasionally from classmates and friends.

They each live their own lives. Chen Xiao’s mother works in the government’s Women’s Federation.

Since my son has not gone to college, he can get married and have children and live a happy life. He has introduced countless girls.

He went every time, but every time he failed.

Shang Jiajia also pursued many people in her work unit, but many people gave up after learning about her family's conditions.

She had tasted all the ups and downs in the world. When her father was in power, she was known as Jiajia and the princess to her relatives and friends.

My father is gone and my mother is sick. At the beginning, there was some help, but later on, I really had no one to live with.

Hate?

she does not know.

Bitter melon grows on the vine.

Just when she thought that maybe a new life was about to begin, Chen Xiao's mother came to the school.

He pointed at her and yelled at her, calling her a vixen and saying that she had harmed his son.

It turned out that one weekend in a cafe in Chasu, I saw Shang Jiajia drinking coffee with a young man.

In fact, I don't know who is the first person who wants to pursue Shang Jiajia, because it was introduced by a colleague. Shang Jiajia went to the appointment and then gave a general account of her family's situation.

The man's admiration at the beginning turned into consideration, and finally he was friendly...

Chen Xiao was feeling uneasy that day. Didn't he want Shang Jiajia to fall in love with someone else?

No, but I just seem to feel empty in my heart, nothing seems interesting, and I can't get energetic about anything.

I took a few sips of wine, thinking that drinking might help me numb myself. Before I drank much, a regular customer’s car broke down halfway.

This is the case in the service industry. When someone calls, you have to go. If you don't go this time.

No matter how familiar you were before, no matter how good your previous interactions were, you may lose this customer.

As a result, he was hit by a car on the road because of his lack of concentration and almost didn't make it to the hospital.

After learning about it, classmates and friends all went to visit.

When Shang Jiajia found out, it was already a week later when the girl heard the news.

It seems that I don't feel anything, but I just feel distressed and it hurts terribly.

I didn't want to cry at all, but tears flowed down uncontrollably.

She recalled the time at the bird market. In the middle of winter, it was more than 20 degrees below zero. Chen Xiao was wearing single shoes and freezing like a rabbit in front of the dormitory building, beating non-stop.

His hands were covered in frostbite and watery, and the white hand that used to hold the pen was rough and cracked, and there was always black oil in the gaps between the nails that could not be washed away.

It’s just such a pair of hands that delivers the money on the same day every month.